piink s t a r s *'s Blurty

Time:

2:06 pm.

+ 001. name : shannon
+ 002. nicknames : shazzie, shan, sha, shazz, shanlee, shannom etc
+ 003. sex : girl
+ 004. birthday : 6.25.90
+ 005. age : 13
+ 006. star sign : cancer
+ 007. place of birth : stony brook
+ 008. current residence : centereach
+ 009. hair color : brownish/blondish with blonde highlights
+ 010. eye color : brown
+ 011. height : 4'11"
+ 012. writing hand : left

BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails : not really
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : no
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : i just tried, and no i cant
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : no, i wish i could tho except i dont smoke. it would just be cool.
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : haha, yeah
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yeah
+ 020. colored hair : no
+ 021. tattoos and where : i want something on my lower back, and a star on my left hand inbetween my thumb n pointer finger and one on my arm =D
+ 022. piercings and where : i had my ears, but they got infected and closed up
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : nah
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : underwear.
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : left
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : yeah, so has vicky lol
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : between 20 - 100
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : a choker of some sort
+ 039. whats sexiest on a guy : hat & a hoodie.
+ 040. whats sexiest on a girl : im straight
+ 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time and look ok
+ 042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl it.
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : like 5
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands
+ 045. do you cook : not really

____GROOMiNG
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : like 4 times a day but thats only cause i cant stand when i get the littlest bit of food stuck in my braces
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : once a day
+ 048. how long do these showers last : ten, fifteen minutes
+ 049. hair drying method : towel dry for a while, then air dry
+ 050. do you paint your nails : no
+ 051. do you swear : yeah
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself : when im pissed off
+ 053. do you spit in public : yea
+ 054. do you pee in the shower : thats sick
+ 055. in the cd player : donno
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with : steph haha
+ 057. what color is your bedroom : pink but i have posters & pictures and other random crap plastered on my walls.
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : no
+ 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with?: music
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : no
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: no
+ 062. window seat or aisle : aisle
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : on my side
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like : my bed at my daddies <3
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : i have to, unless im dead tired and i just pass out.
+ 066. do you snore : nope
+ 067. do you sleepwalk : no
+ 068 do you talk in your sleep : only when im extremly hyper and tired at the same time. its werid
+ 070. how about the light on : i can fall asleep with lights on, but not by choice.
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : radio

____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone : dont wanna talk about it.
+ 074. watched bambi : woow a long time ago
+ 075. cried : a few days ago
+ 076. talked on the phone : last night.
+ 077. read a book : a long time ago
+ 078. punched someone : donno
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : donno
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : who knows
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : two
+ 082. your profession : dancer
+ 083. future college : rhode island or maryland
_____FRIENDS
+ 084. who is your best friend : taylor
+ 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : taylor
+ 086. what friend makes you smile the most : steph b
+ 087. friend that you fight with the most : probably taylor but the most each fight lasts is 2 mins
+ 088. one you talk to the most online : jacob
+ 089. friend that you miss the most : krystyne =(

___DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music : pop punk.
+ 097. rock music : kinda
+ 098. punk music : <3
+ 099. rap music : its okay
+ 100. hip-hop/RB : yea
+ 101. country : no
+ 102. jazz : no
+ 103. classical : no
+ 104. new age: no?
+ 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard it doesnt matter who heard about him/her: dreamstreet.

-_-_-_- LoVe -_-_-_- wow, thats decorative.
+ 106. you have a boy/girlfriend : no
+ 107. do they have a name : no
+ 108. would you call it love : no
+ 109. ever felt like that before : go away.
+ 110. how long has it been : i hope you fall.
+ 111. ever had a longer realationship : i hate you.
+ 112. how long : three months
+ 113. do you think this realtionship will last that long : your really mean.

RED
What is love? - love, is when no matter what the person does wrong or no matter how many faults and flaws they have, your feelings for them will always stay the same. you dont get over love. its this feeling of.. being whole. like that space in your heart will always be taken up and it'll always belong to them. i dont know, love cant be defined, really.
Name 3 things you feel very passionate about - music, friendships,dance
Does fire fascinate you? - yeah, i like fire
Do you have a short temper? - somewhat, but i keep my anger to myself all the time, anyway. so it doesnt matter.
Are you a friend to dragons? - wa?
Are you very warm hearted? - yea
Do you feel intense emotions? - yes

ORANGE
Are you bright? - sometimes
What are the three most wholesome things you've done lately? - donno
Is vibrance a good characteristic to have? - very
Are you rich in self confidence? - noo way
Are you rich in vitamin c? - probably not
Is lala orange your favorite rainbow bright character? - nope

YELLOW
Are you a very happy person? - i tend to be, unless im.. not happy, of course.
Do you like the sun? - sunrises & sunsets
Do you ever feel utter and complete joy? - sometimes
Do you feel like the volume in your life is all the way up? - no
Do you feel warm inside when you hug people? - yeah :)
If you were a care bear would you be cheer bear? - nah
Are you lemon scented? - i have lemon juice in my hair to make it blonder :)

GREEN
Are you incredibly lucky? - not at ALL
Are you easy going? - yeah
Are you very mischievious? - donno
Are you very lusty/sexy? - no
Ever find a four leafed clover? - yea
Are you fresh like mint? - donno
Does nature speak to you? - not verbelly..

BLUE
Do you love to look at water? - yesss
Are you calm/relaxed? - most of the time, i worry a lot though.
Is it very difficult to upset you? - not at all
Are you at peace? - no
Are you comforting? - i do my best
Are you well balanced? - not really
Are you content? - at the moment, yes

PURPLE
Are you royalty? - no.
Are you very free spirited? - yeah.
Are you conceited? - i dont have a damn thing to be conceited about.
Do you have a passion for indulgence? - donno
Are you a grape? - last time i checked, no
Are you a purple horseshoe? - im a person, thank you

PINK
Are you less than intense? - yeah
Are you incredibly feminine? - noo

BLACK
Do you absorb everything possible? - TOO much.
Are you incredibly energetic? - yes

GOLD
Are you expensive? - no?
Are you worth it? - no

Reach for the Stars

Subject:	ferro
Time:	8:24 pm.

i had a dream last night, wanna hear about it? i hope yu do because im gunna tell you. ok me taylor and vicky were outside chillen on my front porch and me and vicky were sitting on the bench and talz was sitting on the fence thinger. and i was in a good mood so all happily i was like "hey we should go for a.." and then anthony and his girlfriend,amy,[in my dream they were going out] walked past my house holding hands. so i froze and just stared. since taylor talks to anthony she scremed "hi" and walked over to them. me and vicky stayed on the porch since i couldnt move..and we just watched them talk and then anthony and amy kissed and i ran inside crying. and then i woke up. it was werid. like i had that dream and then just a few seconds ago i looked at anthonys profile and its says I LOVE AMY in big red letters at the bottom. and i cried. i dont think im ever going to get that kid. but i think ill be okay because i think she likes some kid mike. but like i just love anthony and now im in the mood to talk about him so im just gunna do that. hmm..i dont get why hes single. like you know how like okay you likes guys and stuff but every girl always dremas of having that "perfect guy". well hes like that. hes perfect, hes everything i look for in a guy. =) hes short but a little taller then me, hes got a hot voice, hes nice, funny, easy to talk to, nice body[lol], and ughh i can go on and on. okay the other day me, taylor and travis went to his house and me, taylor, travis, anthony, and ray stood outside anthonys house for a good 15-20 minutes and no one talked. literally. but i walked away thinking that was the best conversation i had in my whole life. and i discovered that day that the scar that i have on my elbow and the scar right above my chest, well anthony has the same ones in the same spots. hehe but oh man..i really just want him to like me..thats all i want.
-xOx Sha-
oh and by the way..on a scale of 1-10 he said im a 7. =)

Reach for the Stars

Subject:	sry im bored
Time:	10:01 pm.

(((..::love-life and things::..)))
.16.Do you have a crush or boy/girl friend?: crush
.17.And his/her name would be?: anthony and danny
.18.Do you talk to them often?: danny- always * anthony- never
.19.How old is she/he?: danny-12 * anthony- 14
.20.How far have you gotten with this person?: lol umm
.21.How far are you willing to get?: lol umm
.22.Does this person share your interests?: wtf i dunno lol
.23.Are you romatically involved with this person or is it just a fling?: well its not a fling..
.24.Could you imagine the rest of your life with this person?: mebe..
.25.Do you believe in love?: yes
.26.Do you "love" this person?: yes
.27.Have you notice that you like this person sporadically or do you love them every second of the day?: every second of every day
.28.Must a kiss be sacred?: yea
.29.Must sex be saved for marriage?: no
.31.How long was your longest relationship?: 3 months
.32.How long was your shortest?: almost a day..lol
.33.Do you believe in love at 1st sight, or is it just extreme attraction?: huh?
.34.How would you describe your ideal mate?: anthony

(((..::religion::..))
.35. What is your religion, if any?: idk
.36. Do you practice it, or just believe in it strongly?: ^look up^
37 Do you believe in God,Jesus,Heaven, and Hell?: nope
.38. Why do you believe in what you do?:

((..::Morally::..))
.39.Have you ever been drunk?: nah
.40.Do you want to get drunk;or; would you do it again?: um sure?
.41.Have you ever done drugs?: never
.42.Have you ever stolen/shoplifted?: nope
.43.Have you tried to commit suicide; do you know someone that has?: yes and yes
.44.Are you the innocent looking type?: i can look innocent, or not
.45.Are you really innocent?: i guess not..
.46.Have you ever cheated on you boyfriend or girlfriend?: nope
.47.Are you a virgin?: yessir
.48.Why or why not?: cuz...i'm too young to make that commitment
.49.Are you racist or discriminatory?: only towards mexicans
.50.Have you been skinny dipping?: lmao yea
.51.Do you enjoy nudity, whether you are nude, or maybe someone else?: not rele..
.52.Where you caught doing any of these bad things above(i.e. drinking,doing drugs,stealing)?: nope
.53.Name some things you have done that you regret: almost everything i did in 7th grade, kissing scott, getting attached to scott, liking scott, getting invloed with vinny.
.54.Would you say that you are open-minded?: yes

((..::Personality::..))
-Are you more...
.55.crazy or conserved?: crazy
.56.loud or quiet?: usually i'm loud, but i can be quiet
.57.pretty or ugly?: in between
.58.over-weight or under-weight?: well..im 4'11, age 13, and 100pounds..u tell me
.59.outgoing or shy?: outgoing
.60.emotional or nonemotional?: emotional
.61.perverted or pure?: perverted
.62.simple or complex?: comples

((..::Music::..))
.63.Do you prefer bands or just singers?: bands
.64.Name some bands or artists that you like: finch,whetus,good charlotte,the all american rejects,mxpx..etc
.65.What genres of music would you say you listen to?: mostly emo,punk and rap.
.66.Do you like certain pop songs that you just think are really catchy?: yea
.67.Are you in a band?: no
.68.If not, would you like to be in one?: its worth a shot
.69.If you were in one, what would you do;if you are, what do you do in the band?: singer or drums

((..::Labels and image/style::..))
.70.Do you label people and yourself?: i hate labels
.71.If so, what is your label: Labels are a bunch of shit
.72.Do you like the way you look?: not rele..
.73.What makes the way you look especially unique?: i dunno..
.74.Do you wear ties like avril?: no
.75.What do you think of her style?: its cute

((..::randomish::..))
.76.Do you prefer lots and lots of friends, or a few close ones?: considerin i have like 5..um both
.77.What are your feelings towards rain?: i hate it
.78.Who/What gets you really excited when you see them/it?: anthony and the dancin crew
.79.Do you want something/someone that you can never have?: anthony
.80.Whats your best memory?: the other day when i went to ferros house and the last day of school b4 x-mas break when me and danny gave eachother our giftttts. <33
.81.Have you ever been on a real date?: uhm...not really..
.82.Make out or take out?: idk..
.83.Do you have more guy friends or chick friends?: around the same number
.84.Have you ever been accused of being homosexual?: yea, last summer me and taylor would use each others shoudlers as arm rests, and the guys called us lesbos?? haha theyre gay
.85.Describe one of your embarrassing moments: when i was at ferros house and travis came up to me right in front of ferro and said "so shannon..whos fran?"
.86.Do you like your parents?: nope but i like my step-mom
.87.How about slushies, do you like those?: somewhat
.88.Do you own a digital camera?: yes
.89.Would you write a paper for someone if they paid you?: depends on how much and on how long the paper was suppos to be
.90.Define "cool": anyone that acts like their self and is origonal
.91.Have you ever cooked dinner?: no
.92.Are you forced to listen to the national anthem every morning at your school?: no
.93.When you are using a lead pencil, do you let a lot of lead out or just a little?: a little
.94.What color is your toothbrush?: i have 2 lol, ones blu and ones red and white
.95.Have you ever secretly desired to wear a eye patch?: haha actully yea
.96.Do you spit or swallow?: swallow
.97.What size underwear do you wear?: small, so either a 4 or 5
.98.Does it really have the same great taste?: does what?
.99.Slippers or flipflops? flipflops
.100.Oddly enough, its over..: cool deal

dsgjjfdgd...im done.

Reach for the Stars

Subject:	survey
Time:	9:48 am.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	chingy- riite thurr.

STYLE
({ -- hair: medium,blonde/brown
({ -- clothing: i wear whatever
({ -- makeup: eyeliner and lipgloss most of the time.

RIGHT NOW
({ -- wearing: black tanktop, carebear pj pants, black hurley sweatshirt
({ -- music: sean paul - get busy
({ -- thinking of: danny..lol thats werid..
({ -- feeling: happy

LAST THING YOU
({ -- bought: school clothes <3
({ -- read: this survey
({ -- watched on tv: mtv
({ -- stuck in your head [song]: lets get down
({ -- touched: the space bar
({ -- person you spoke to: mom
({ -- hugged: mom

EITHER / OR
({ -- club or houseparty: club
({ -- tea or coffee: neither.
({ -- high achiever or easy-going: easy-going
({ -- cats or dogs: eithers fine =)
({ -- single or taken:
({ -- pen or pencil: pen
({ -- gloves or mittens: mittens
({ -- food or candy: food. <33
({ -- cassette or cd: cd
({ -- snuff or cigarettes: EWWW NEITHER!!
({ -- coke or pepsi: pepsi

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
({ -- kill: muahaha..cant say
({ -- hear from: krystyne..i miss herr
({ -- look like: jess or vicky
({ -- see: nick
({ -- be like: myself

FAVORITE
({ -- food: pizza
({ -- drink: pepsi
({ -- colour: piink, cranberry, green, blu
({ -- album: dreamstreet <3
({ -- song [at the moment]: Ladiez

LASTS
({ -- last movie you saw: How To Deal
({ -- last movie you saw on the big screen: How To Deal
({ -- last phone number you called: i think steph
({ -- last thing you had to drink: water
({ -- last thing you ate: toast
({ -- last time you showered: last night
({ -- last time you cried: saturday night
({ -- last time you smiled: today
({ -- last time you laughed: today
({ -- last person you kissed: i regret it, but scott
({ -- thing you said: "im not even gunna do that"
({ -- last person you talked to online: nick =)

DO YOU
({ -- smoke: ew no
({ -- do drugs: ew no
({ -- sleep with stuffed animals: when im sad
({ -- have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
({ -- talk to strangers who instant message you: no
({ -- wear hats: every so often
({ -- like your handwriting: its okay
({ -- believe in witches: no
({ -- believe in ghosts: yeah
({ -- trust others easily: kind of
({ -- like sarcasm: yeah.. it makes me laugh.. haha even if its against me
({ -- take walks in the rain: no i hate rain
({ -- kiss with your eyes closed: yea
({ -- sing in the shower: no

and its overr.

Reach for the Stars

Subject:	oh man
Time:	11:10 am.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	shari - ladiez.

well..thursday my mom stoped being a bitch and finally let me go to the moives at night so me ; taylor ; fran ; rob ; greg ; and brian all went to see the itlain job. we watched like 2 minutes and then just left and fooled around in the parking lot. oh man it was great..those kids are so funny. <3 anyway..later on gregs sister picked us up and brought us all to gregs house. the car ride there was fun. lol and now im love with fran. hehe so me and taylor left gregs house around 12 and went back to taylors house; made pizza ; and went to sleep. we had a couple little fires while making the pizza but it was all good haha. friday nothing happened except for at night me and taylor got really hyper and my mom drove up and down picket and hunter while me and taylor stood out thw sunroof like cool kids :P hmm..on saturday while walking to see if jay and tom were coming over me and taylor found a huge hole in the street so we fooled around with it for awhile. haha and then we jusst chilled around my house and watched the disney channel. later on we went and saw spy kids 3. haha its awesome, well the fact that its 3D is. then me taylor and my dad went 2 a garage sale and me and taylor bought funky belts for our werid thing of year '03. its gunna be great. and heres where it gets confusing/good. lol
we went back to my dads house and he has two computer so me and taylor were both online but in different rooms both talking to scott. and ok i like two people..and i could hook up with one of them but im not because im waiting around for scott to like me. and like i dont wana waste my time waiting for him to like me if hes never gunna like me. so i was like im gunna get over him. and then jay got into it and it was a whole big thing. so taylor was like 2 scott...do u like shannon and he said a little bit. \m/ haha thats good thats good but then he was like..well can you wait another week or wuteva so i can see if i like her enuf to og out with her and then taylor was like well thats a long time like why would she waste her time likeing you cuz what if it turns out you dont like her..ya kno? so hes like well im hanigng out with you guys on monday and hes like "can she wait 2 days :(" so we said yes lol. so when i got home to my house i was on the phone with his friend jay for like 20mins and then we 3-wayed and it was me, jay, scott and jen. his voice is soo hot..lol but me and jay got off and jay imed me and hes like scott thinks me and you should go out. that was werid and i needa find out why he said that. lol but yeah..i hafta stop cuz company is coming over and me and taylor have to get ready. oh man if you read this..it makes it seem like i only have one friend everything i wrote was "me and taylor" haha we're going for a record of "longest sleepovers in a row with the same person" haha this should be fun. but allright much love..ill comment on everyones journal tonight. i promise.
-xOx sHa-

Reach for the Stars

Subject:	survery
Time:	6:03 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	50 cent - magic stick.

so bored.

[ Current Clothes ] jeenz n sweatshirt
[ Current Mood ] im ehh..but good
[ Current Music ] britany spear- sometimes <3
[ Current Taste ] ice
[ Current Hair ] up up in a pony tail thingy
[ Current Annoyance ] this summer can blow me.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] not sure
[ Current Desktop Picture ] greg raposo
[ Current CD in CD Player] nelly haha
[ Current DVD in player] the hot chick
[ Current Refreshment ] nothing
[ Current Worry ] no worrys babe

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] uhh.. i bumped into my dad
[ You Talked to ] my dad
[ You Hugged ] i havent gotten a hug in a long time :(
[ You Instant messaged ] steph
[ You Yelled At ] andrew

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] pizza
[ Drink ] pepsi
[ Color ] as of now..piink
[ Album ] EVERYONE
[ Shoes ] duno
[ Candy ] reeses
[ TV Show ] boy meets world
[ Movie ] ill get back to u on that one. i have a few
[ Dance ] dont kno
[ Song ] sometimes
[ Cartoon ] im not sure about that

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] depends what yu mean lol
[ Open-minded ] for the most part
[ Insecure ] yes
[ Interesting ] not really
[ Random ] ya i think
[ Hungry ] im always hungry
[ Friendly ] i try
[ Smart ] im dumb
[ Moody ] when i have pms. HEHE
[ Childish ] very.
[ Hard working ] yea
[ Organized ] yes
[ Healthy ] no. i believe not
[ Emotionally Stable ] no
[ Shy ] depends. but once you know me IM NEVER SHY
[ Difficult ] maybe
[ Attractive ] HAHHAHHAHHAHAH no :(
[ Bored Easily ] yes
[ Messy ] no
[ Thirsty ] yes
[ Responsible ] yes
[ Obsessed ] i believe so.
[ Angry ] not right now
[ Sad ] kinda
[ Happy ] yes
[ Hyper ] a little
[ Trusting ] yes
[ Talkative ] oh god yes

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] not naming
[ Slap ] nicole
[ Look Like ] jessica musto or vicky galvin
[ Talk To Offline ] lindsay and more to scott
[ Talk To Online ] scott
HAVE YOU EVER..
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] no..actully i think i have
[ Been in love ] i think i am..not sure
[ Cried when someone died ] yes
[ Lied] yes i have

WHICH IS BETTER..
[ Coke or pepsi] pepsi
[ Flowers or candy] candy bc im fat. but flowers are pretty and lovely
[ Tall or short ] depends. i would like to be short. but i would like a boy taller then me

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX..
[what do u notice first?] hair and shoes <3
[last person u slow danced with] timmy like last summer lol
[worst question to ask] idk

WHO..
[makes u laugh the most?] vicker nicker
[makes you smile] my friends, food :(
[makes you blush] <3
[has a crush on u?] i bet yu 5 bucks..no one
[is easiest to talk to] vicky and jacob

DO YOU EVER..
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] no..ill IM him by then lol
[save aol/aim conversations] yes i have
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] yes
[cried because of someone saying something to you] ya :(

HAVE YOU EVER..
[fallen for your best friend] yeah
[been rejected] only once..but we ended up hooking up a month laduh
[been cheated on].. well i think yes
[cheated on someone]nope im not a mean asshole
[done something you regret]yes

DO YOU / HAVE YOU..
[could u live without the computer?]probably not
[color ur hair] i want t0o
[ever get off the damn computer] haha basically not
[habla espanol] chupa mi penga.
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 200 and i talk to like 10 haha
[like watching sunrises or sunset] yes
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] they both f-ing hurt. id go for the emotional pain hurts more

NUMBER..
[of guys I have kissed?] 3
[of girls I have kissed?] none
[of continents I have lived in?] 1
[of tight friends?] 3 and i think its hella tight
[of cd's that I own?] who the f knows. im not counting
[of scars on my body?] many
[of things in my past that I regret?] many

dskfhsdkjgh. im done.

Reach for the Stars

Subject:	3 things
Time:	1:43 am.

Reach for the Stars