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Juggalette Kazi

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[21 May 2004|11:32pm]
adidas04
the clown

%%the dilly%% [01 May 2004|10:14pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | rollergirl - close to you ]

well look i havent been around in a long ass time but no one reads my blurty anyways so who cares? ;x but yeah. the hwole me and tiffy thing i just gave up. i figured she dont like me she will never like me and shes straight. so we are just friends. even though we had this lil conversation with luis where she just happened to say she liked both pedica y penocha ;x dick and pussy but i think she was just joking ;x so how have all of you lovely people been? i know no one missed me cuz i got like.. 2 friends ;x but ima start updating regularly now. o i talked to that bitch the other night. she caught me on the phone cuz i was on the other line and i couldnt tell who it was so i was like "hello" then i heard her annoying ass voice. omg i was mad. in a new case, i need a new girlfriends. damn bitches movin out of state and shit. thats like why all of my breakups have happened. well most. everyones movin ;x maybe i should move.. but then everyone would probably move back here. FUCKING ASS WHORES. welp i think this is enough for an update. o. im writing a story and its gonan be a number 1 seller. remember that. paece!

the clown

%%the dilly%% [22 Dec 2003|11:23pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | im watching mxc. ]

i love tiffany. like seriously love her. too bad im scared to tell her, right? i need advice on what to do.. i want her so bad it hurts and i cant stop thinking about her. every time i see her my heart skips a beat. come on kazi. be strong. tell her. tell her. blah ;/ I HATE MYSELF.

down with the clown

%%the dilly%% [21 Dec 2003|12:48am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | icp - pass me by ]

hmmm... ok so i havent updated this shit in like... 10 years and shit so lets see... whats goin on in the wonderful life of.. me.. well when i last left off i think i was goin thru some girl problems... lets just say tha tnot much has changed with that. i still have them its just a different girl.. or.. girls.. see theres this one girl i like that goes to my school.. and ive liked her for a long time now and i finally got enough courage to tell her i liked her.. and guess what.. the bitch already knew but shes straignt. RAH. damn it. lol. so now ive pretty much accepted the fact that shes straight and i cant do shit about it cept get over her. so then theres this girl i work with. and im startin to fall for her but i have my suspicions about her i just hope they are correct. i wanna hang out with her u know.. outside of work but i have been workin so much that i cant get the chance to. i just dont want to let a possible good thing go by.. u know what im sayin? i really like this girl... and i hope feelings are mutual but lately shit aint been goin my way. school sucks as usual but i dont think i know many people that can say that they honestly like schol and cant wait to go ;x as for me.. i cant wait to get the fuck up outa there in may and graduate in june. hell yeah class of 04! this year im playin soccer. i dont have that burden that i had last year to keep me away from my passion and life. so yeah thats whats been goin on in my life. also.. theres this guy named walt that i like at work... hes funny.. sweet.. and dorky cute and im starting to fall for him but ilke.. its weird because i have never taken anything this slow before and i mean... dont get me wrong it feels good.. but i dont think i have any kind of chance with him so im not saying anything becuase i fear rejection. who doesnt u know? im gonna go to bed now. if theres anyone who actually reads this... comment and let me know that people actually look at this shit. u dont have to leave a long ass message in it.. just say.. like.. i do or hi or somethin. fuck just put a space there. lol. alright... well.. im out. and off to bed. NIGHT!!

the clown

%%the dilly%% [29 May 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | taking back sunday - your own disaster ]

yeah i wish someone would forget me ;x

anyways. not much goin on really.. just talkin to muh joe joe! hes soo cool. I WUV YEW JOE JOE! no im not staying home from school ;x ok well i am doin too much to really update this.. but yeah atleast u know im not dead ;x i feel high... but im out ;x holla!

-=-17-=-

the clown

%%the dilly%% [07 May 2003|03:35pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | linkin park - numb (duh) ]

ok so yeah. after i got got for my linkin park cd, my friend jeremiah decided to be nice and let me burn his because he loves me. because other people dont and they think they can just take my shit. but hey its cool. im not upset. yeah. so this song is how i feel about the whole relationship wit that person...

Linkin Park : Numb


I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Caught in the under toe
Just caught in the under toe
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the under toe
Just caught in the under toe

I’ve become so numb
I can't feel you there
Ive become so tight
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can’t you see that you smothering me?
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Is falling apart right in front of you

Caught in the under toe
Just caught in the under toe
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the under toe
Just caught in the under toe
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’ve become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I become so tight
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be


so yeah there it is. thats how i feel about all this shit. blah. its like so true too. ive never been like this with a song before... i dont even really like linkin park.. but that song.. was exactly the way it was with me and yeah. anyways. BUNNY!!! lmao ;x inside joke. so yeah. im gonna end this shit. i'll write more or whatever and something or other later. im gonna go play monopoly right now and wait for my mom to call from the hospital.

the clown

%%the dilly%% [07 May 2003|11:03am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | uh mr ballard talking and students not listening ;x ]

yeah so im in school right now jus chillin. dont wanna be here. got too much shit on my mind. shit ranges from my grandma to school and back again. im failing my world literature class. not cool. im in business tech two and i just got yelled at so i gotta go ;x i'll update better later. peace.

the clown

%%the dilly%% [06 May 2003|06:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | simple plan - addicted ]

yeah ok so that shit with me and quilla, done as of today or tomorrow. so ima be free. ;x FREEEEE AS FREE AS THE SUMMERRRR or somethin to that affect. yeah. so i need a car. someone make a donation to me. please. i'll love you forever. i gotta go now. peace!

down with the clown

%%the dilly%% [03 May 2003|12:20am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | trapt - made of glass ]

HOLLA AT MY NEW LOOK~!@ yeah i know. its the shit. so be it ;x im drinking lizard fuel right now. but yeah SoBe is my new obsession. its all i drink anymore. and yeah. my blurty reflects it. so hollaaaaa and lemme know what u think!

the clown

%%the dilly%% [01 May 2003|08:53am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | authority zero- seasons ]

holla holla holla what the fuck is up? crazy ass shit goin on here dont have time to post all that shit but yeah. im bout to skip school today and go home. because yeah no one is there. think i should? i think i should. yeah. i think i will. sounds like a plan to me. a very very good plan. ok well i have to go now because i dont know when my friend is checkin me out of school. so peace!


17

the clown

%%the dilly%% [26 Apr 2003|11:51pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | trapt - headstrong ]

ok so whats up. yeah im sick. its not cool. but i went and got meds for it. so im not gonna die. the doctor was hott. ;x he was like "how ya doin?" i was like "i got a cold" he was like "are you gonna die?" i said "yes" and he was like "NOOO NOT ON MY SHIFT!" and grabbed his stethescope and threw it on my heart and was like "BREATHE BREATHE BREATHE" it was funny. i should have gotten his number.. ;x damn it lemme go back there. dah well. my dentist is hott too. dr ingber. ;x ok well im gonna go to bed now because i feel like shit. talk to yalls later! not that anyone reads this ;x

the clown

%%the dilly%% [20 Apr 2003|12:11am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the vandals - jackass ]

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the clown

%%the dilly%% [11 Apr 2003|11:42pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | jennifer lopez - come over (quillas song ;x) ]

werd up on that flip side? yeah its me that K O Z reppin the YAK bitch watch yo back dont get hit cuz i dont take shit! werd ya herd? ;x yeah ok so now that that's done... i dunno what to write ;x OH YEAH. THE RETURN OF THE KOZ= Tuesday, April 15, 2003. 4pm/3pm central. School: PNHS. dont miss it! in case you dont know what that means, that means that I, KAZI, am going to be playing in the northern central girls soccer game. hell yes! I AINT A SOCCER DROP OUT. ;x but yes. go go go go kazi its ya birthday we gonna party like its ya birthday we gonna sip bicardi like its ya birthday and u know we dont give a fuck cuz das my birthday! im goin to bed ;x PEACE~!

-17-

the clown

%%the dilly%% [07 Apr 2003|03:26pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | mushroomhead - before i die ]

woohoo! snow day! fuck yes. ive been outa school since thursday. im so happy. its like an extra break to me. and spring break is only two weeks away. damn this shit is cool. woo. no practice today. and hopefully there will still be a game against lamphere tomorrow. i just want to play lamphere. thats the only team i want to. because i have a grudge against the little loud mouthed white girl from last year. so yeah. im gonna go play me some GTA 3. PEACE!!

i love you quilla baby!


-17-

the clown

%%the dilly%% [04 Apr 2003|09:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | amanda perez - angel ]

Ok this post was originally longer but due to certain circumstances it has been deleted for the most part. but this part is the best. ;x! Omaira.. OMG OMG GET IN HERE COMES WILLIFORD!! lol then when southfield got off the bus.. OMG HERE COMES DADA! ::skurt:: "OMG PUT YOUR HOOD ON WE ARE GOIN RIGHT BY HIM!"

the clown

%%the dilly%% [03 Apr 2003|09:15pm]
TONIGHT. WAS THE BEST NIGHT. OF MY GOD DAMN LIFE.
the clown

%%the dilly%% [27 Mar 2003|09:31am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | third hour announcements. ]

aight well im in school right now and its just a little bit gay. ONE WEEK FROM TODAY. GREAT LAKES CROSSING. FAMILY BATHROOM. HELL. YES! man third hour sucks. people need to read my journal so i can have friends because i feel lonely out here allll by myself with my ONE little friend who doesnt talk to me no more ;x damn it. ok well i have to do my work now. i just wanted to say WAZZAAHHH!! and this keyboard hurts my hands. its like.. extra big and shit. its not cool.

down with the clown

%%the dilly%% [26 Mar 2003|10:36am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | lost profits - ode to summer ]

well i had a half day of school today which is virtually pointless. like seriously. half days suck. there is no point in having them. you cant do any work because no one is there. i mean hey. not like im complaining about not doing work. its just gay. we should just have every wednesday off instead of half days every wednesday. so yeah. anyways. enough about that. i have economics homework. anyone wanna do it for me? its due tomorrow. and ive had 2 days to do it. PLUS i have to make a cd. damn it. all the songs except for like.. 6 are gay. 6 outa 15. oh well. i guess its not THAT bad... right? i mean.. yeah. i am gettin paid 5 bucks to do it. i started a new story and im puting the finishing touches on my old one. it should be done in a about a day now. go kazi. go kazi. go go go kazi. and oh yeah, for the record, RAP SUCKS! peace.

-17-

the clown

%%the dilly%% [22 Mar 2003|10:53pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | mi6 - lesbian girlfriends ]

soooo! what the fuck is up? not shit here. just got home from work. me be sore. damn it. oh well. yeah so ima start workin with this lil thing again because i kinda.. forgot about it. and its someplace for me to put my shit. even tho no one reads it. i guess thats kinda.. good eh? yeah so anyways. im workin on my story. its gonna be the shit when i get done with it. and whoever wants to read it will soon be able to view it on www.stories.com that site is perty good. my story is the best tho. yes i know. i just keep coming up with so many alternate endings and all these ideas that come up as i go. its unreal. for 10 mins i'll have writers block.. then BAM i got somethin. ya know what i mean? mmm.. lets see.. how are my grades doin... i got.. E, D, A, B, C, F. lmao. i got an F. how the hell do you get an F? i dont know but i got one. mr newman was like "did you see your grade?" i was like "yeah sure did sir" and he was like "uh huh you know u failed right?" and i was like "no the F is for Fantastic!" oh well. i dont care about that class. but i did some work in there on thursday. friday i got checked outa shcool early. just cuz i wanted to. i started somkin again. but now i need to quit for soccer. and its hard as hell. i went from last thursday til wednesday without one. then i had 3 on wednesday. and i havent had one since wednesday. ima go crazy maannn. oh well. theres someone that dont want me to smoke so i wont. ok well ima go add this part to my story before i forget it. yannowhaimean? yeah. HOLLA AT YO GURL! first game = april 1st against Ferndale. #17 reppin! peace!

-17-

the clown

%%the dilly%% [22 Mar 2003|01:21am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | powerman 5000 - when worlds collide ]

oopsie. long time no post. oh well. life goes on. i dont think anyone missed me because i only have one friend. ive just been really relaly busy with soccer practice and work and shit and goin out ;x oh well. im back now. ok. im writing this story right? and its really good right? and i was gonna finish it up over the weekend right? I LEFT MY DAMN PAPERS IN MY FUCKING BOOK IN MY LOCKER AT SCHOOL. not cool. now i have to write the ending all by itself and shit. ;[ this sucks. neways.. i'll post longer tomorrow. im goin to bed. buh bye ;x

-17-

the clown

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