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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Subject:uhhhhhhh ok yea thats what i wanna say... i knew that hahaha
Time:9:16 pm.
Mood: mellow.
WELL life has been good.. i finally got my testimonail written for baptism. but its ganna need more work.. i cant wait to get that over with.. erica and i are friends just takin it slow and putting god at the center of our relationship and we are happier and our relationship is better then its ever been.. she is just my type all around now..we are stopping the oral and all the other sexual stuff we did.. i guess im happy about it.. but i am sooooooo sexually frustrated..im deffinetly not kidding.. im trying to deal with it..but i miss erica and we are taking it slow cause we wanna do things right.. i had soo much fun with erica on new years eve night and new years day.. i stayed the night in the same HOUSE not room but house that she did.. it was her family house..like her second aunt or something but it was fun and i loved it.. she is soo my type and the older she is getting the more beautifull she is looking. and the more mature she is being..so its awwwsome.. im soooo happy.well work is ok.. i gatta go back to school soon and i just hope erica will stay in the light of god and just not change at all.well i guess im ganna go.. a couple more days .. its erica and i's 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!! Jan. 11... i cant w8.. wooohoooo.. then erica , me , eddie(my really good friend) and his g.f Jenn(a friend of mine) are ALL goin to a panthers game on the 21st.. which i cant wait for again cause its the AVALANCHE and it will be the 1st one i have ever been to..GOO AVS.. well im excited.. valentines day will be comming up. im just soo happy about erica.. i cant stop thinking about her.well im goin .. i gatta shower and eat.... update again SOMETIME lol
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Time:9:15 pm.
Mood: blank.
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003

Time:6:01 pm.
Mood: uncomfortable.
my great grandma died yesterday morning.im sad but im ok.. i didnt know her that well.. my granny on my moms side is about to die... she is like hours or days away.. the one that died was my great grandma on my dads side .. she is mima. the one on my moms side is granny my great grandmas and she is i would say 2 days at the most from dying..so im ganna miss her 2.. well thats the worst things .. nothing good has been goin on..i cant w8 to just spend time with erica without fighting and arguing all the time.. well i love her alot and i gatta go to work soon.
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003

Time:3:33 pm.
Mood: busy.
TODAY IS>.......... 11 months erica and i have been together... we are soo happy. and our relationship is soooooooooo strong.. she is the one.. i love it i mean her lol.. im so happy..gattta work tonight.come vist me people.. and merry christmas soon
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003

Subject:Ive updated....YAAYYYYY
Time:8:29 pm.
Mood: full.
well erica and i almost ended it a week ago.. but we didnt. we are still together..im soo happy. i love her so much.everything is great right now.work is kool. I WORK WITH BONNIE TOMARROW.. im excited.. sooo im ganna go now.. hopefully i can get in the mood to update more.
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003

Subject:picnics are fun with your spouse...
Time:11:09 pm.
Mood: excited.
i have had such a good weekend..Erica and i went on a picnic at markham park..SOO MUCH FUNN..her dad fell off a room a week ago and went into the hospital..he is ok now but lost his memory for a few hours and well had a bad concusion..but since then he is good and ok and his back is sore really bad but he is a different guy..a really nice guy and i hope he doesnt change..he seems sooooo SOOO nice to me now..he doesnt have anything against me..but nothing changes the fact that erica and i really messed up and he should be mad about it..but he seems to have forgottin and i just hope he stays kool like he is.notre dame won and the raiders won..its also been a good week cause i worked on ericas roof and then her older cousin who is 27..him and i went to the beach and went surfing..i love it i cant believe how great this weekend has been..i also got new clothes.well not much to say .. just erica and i are just SOO amazingly happy right now..and i think its only getting better..work is ok.school is improving.but im just happy right now.thank you lord..
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003

Subject:its been awhile....
Time:5:08 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Im updating again after soooo long..erica and i are alright..Going through some changes .Everything is ganna get better. Well im hungry.i cant wait till the game tonight.Go patriots..well in my fantasy league im doin sooo good.im in second place at 6-2. so anywayz. this past weekend i witnessed the most amazing high school football game ive ever seen.My school (western) put up a fight with (cypress bay)..close game but just the tail gate party the things we had to make noise and the fans and everything..just felt like a real pro game..it was awsome.WESTERN WON.. just a great game i will never forget. The raiders and notre dame are having a bad year. BUT the hurricanes lost this weekend.WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO it was awsome..well my job at D.Q is good and so is everything else..except im doing soo horrible at school.im ganna change that and well i gatta go straighten my hair..its sooo long.
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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003

Subject:i think its been awhile so i will update.. see>>>
Time:5:36 pm.
Mood: discontent.
its been a long time.. alot of things have happined..this past friday erica and i broke up..i lost so much interest in her i was bored of her and i only wanted her for sex..yea im soo stupid..i wasnt even me..but now..IM BACK..i love erica and we are happy together..so much crap happined before but we made it through..she wanted to find out what its like to have a b.f so she could compare him to me..cause she doeesnt have much experience but now thats through..she wants me and im happy..thats all the good news i guess..the bad news..my nerves and anxiety problems are sooo high..im soo nervous in the mornings and im not feeling good..im out of my ruteen..or however u spell it.my job at D.Q is great..i was supposed to have a good schedule with bonnie and jon and that went soo sour..but then in the end jon was there on the last day and it was awsome..but im so nervous and my anxiety is really weighing me down and i have a bad day at first and it gets better..but right now im doing bad in school..life is passing me bye soo fast right now..too fast..i hate it..i cant enjoy my day..im always nervous and not feeling to well.i think updating will help me.and HOW ABOUT THOSE MARLINS>>whooo hooooooo i hope they win tonight..and also tomarrow is last day of the week of school...i love it..well i should enjoy myself now tomarrow and friday before i work ..and i work saturday night..but o well..im ganna eat and go see erica at church then...i will be seeing her alot more ..well ill update later..
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Friday, October 3rd, 2003

Subject:STRESS STINKS, ARRID SUCKS..lol
Time:11:31 pm.
Mood: horny.
tonight ooooo man.. tonight was sooo stressfull for me..im tired and sooo stressed out im soo happy im home .i got screwed up many times on cup sizes and by the time i got it corrected and told what is for what i messed up soooo many peoples orders.. the whole night people were in pissed off moods..ally and steph relized it but they made it sound like they have never seen so many moody pissed off people in one night..not my fault people were mad by the way.it was soooo stressful tonight omg..i might have to go in tomarrow afternoon..but it shoulndt be that bussy im told..soooo hopefully im lucky and i have off..and if it is bussy well jon will be there and its all good.erica and i ... i guess are split up for now..taking time off she says..she needs it she says..well i dont care...im soo used to it..and sick of it..ok now i dont even wanna talk about it..im tired and stuff and stuff and stuuuuff...ahhhh i like working but not when its like that...im off to bed now..
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Monday, September 29th, 2003

Subject:tonight was awwwsome..
Time:10:39 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
dear journal.. tonight was soooooo much fun.at first i wasnt supposed to work cause anita called and said i dont need to cause it wont be bussy..then bonnie called and told me to come in cause it was really bussy.so i ended up goin to work and i love work its sooo much fun.dairy queen kicks butt.anywayz we were talking and i go make me a BLURTY lol..LMAO.. i meant blizzard and bonnie was cracking up..she has the funniest laugh..i love it..she is soo kool to be around... she was a big help tonight..i dont know everything about making stuff but im learning still and everyone is helping me soo much i love it i love it i love it...soo i work again soon with bonnie i cant wait..thats thursday but ill check wensday when i go in who i will be with the other days..i cant w8 i cant w8 i cant w8..i love it i love it i love it.tomarrow is ANOTHER party in class..in my child developement class we are having food again like a party thing for the 4th time in like 8 school days..last week we had 2 or 3 and we had one the week before that and now another one tomarrow..wooohooo..i cant wait to see erica..i miss her alot..i love her..i hope she is doin ok..well im out.BYE..
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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003

Time:9:25 pm.
Mood: anxious.
I GOT THE JOB.. i found out last night in my un expected interview with anita.. im working with bonnie now at d.g im sooo stoked.. i cant wait..tomarrow i gatta go to training.so wish me luck..i miss erica too..welll im sooooo tired im goin to sleep...
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Monday, September 22nd, 2003

Time:3:30 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
IM BACK.. the raiders play tonight i cant wait..well im doin good and so is erica.. the last couple of weeks have been soooo good .. we have had some fights some arguements.we made it through.one was sooooooo bad.. well i love erica alot.. we have had alot of memories now..i miss her alot..l8er i gatta go to D.Q to turn in my application..i hope i get the job..i could work with bonnie wich will be kool..i cant wait to work with u bonnie.its ganna be fun..anywayz im tired alil..i miss erica..i miss erica.. i love erica..im out.bye
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003

Subject:long day
Time:7:58 pm.
Mood: nervous.
today was fun and almost everything worked to plan today.everything did work to plan except the school called back and screwed it up...anywayz it was a moment always to be remembered but it was fun and well im not feeling good but it could have been better...see listen..i got a strange phone call and it freaked me out and it screwed up my nerves and since last night its hard to sleep and eat and just be normal..im just glad tomarrow is friday and then its the weeeeeekeeeeend..yes!!!!. well im out..
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Wednesday, September 10th, 2003

Subject:i cant wait till tomarrow
Time:3:18 pm.
Mood: anxious.
ive had a good week..the past weekend was awsome..notre dame won..the fins lost..but BUT BUT>. the raiders lost..so thats the only bad part.erica and i had a good time..except for the lil fight we had..and she cried and i cried.but its ok now.and we are still together

NOW TO THE AWWWWWSOME NEWSSS...TOMARROW erica and i are ganna spend the whole day together..yes that means no school..my parents are in OAKLAND and im HOME and she is comming over and we are hanging out here..u know why....???????????????????????????/

TOMARROW IS 8 MONTHS TOGETHER..this is the lost relationship ive ever had..im soo happy.TOMARROW 8 months together..i love erica alot.im soooo happy...i cant wait to see her in a few hours.im ganna go shower now.
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Monday, September 1st, 2003

Time:9:13 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:relient k- getting into you.
its been sooooo long since ive updated.which isnt like me.SO friday my mom gave me a pill that knocked me out and i didnt go to school friday cause i was sooo today..friday night erica and i went out and it was AWSOME..but i cant say way..but it was awsome.Saturday my bro caught a huge huge huge BASS..it was like 5 pounds..it was big.then went skim boardiing and it was awsome.then saturday i got madden 2004 and played that..that was fun...Sunday after church me erica and sarah went to audras house to me food for the picnic on monday..that was sooo much fun..i had a good time with erica.she is sooooo much fun to be with..ALSO monday today we had our picnic and it was fun..my kick ball team lost but i spent the WHOOOLE day with erica...man i love her.so much fun with her.she is amazing.so i had a great weekend
NOW.. to the best news..Erica i think made her descision.. She said with the way things are goin she wants to stay with me.she doesnt wanna try other guys out and see what its like out there.she wants to stay with me and that makes me sooooooooooo happy..of course..then she says TROY i think i love you".. so i want like WHOA ..erica is the best.i love her sooooooo much..she makes everything soo perfect..i miss her right now..school is ganna be good tomarrow..i hope i dont have my anxiety attacks still..but other then that tomarrow will be a good day and stuff. im goin to take a shower now..l8er
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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003

Subject:good ooool dayyy
Time:8:38 pm.
Mood: okay.
Today was good.i saw erica every hour of the day at school.. then after school i went to the park and met her there and we skateboarded..im teaching her to skate board but no tricks.i cant alli.lol but i can skateboard.so its kool..i cant wait to show her how to skim board.today for me was good at school , i got work done felt good but tomarrow will be better.every day is ganna get better.so im tired and happy to see erica again tomarrow..every day more and more i like seeing her at school..the more i trust her and the more im secure with her..she is awsome. and i love her alot..well im goin to bed soon.im out
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Monday, August 25th, 2003

Subject:im a seniorrrrrr
Time:8:57 pm.
Mood: chipper.
school is alright..pretty nervous this morning but i came around..i felt soo much better once i saw and talked to erica..i walked her to a few of her classes and well we dont have any classes and we dont have lunch together which bites..its gay..but im happy to see her and i hate that i cant see her for a bit to hang out after school..i hate it..i cant talk to her at all ..i cant talk to her at home or at school..her mom is being soo mean about everything..but im out..ive had enough..
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003

Subject:School tomarrow ladys and gents
Time:9:09 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Im excited school is starting..maybe alittle too excited. im hoping i dont get an anxiety attack like i get sometimes..im ganna be a senior and im happy and excited school is ganna be cake..but waking up early the 1st 3 days is reallly tough..and i hope i can take it..its ganna be nerv racking.i dont know why..well im ganna go to sleep really soon..today i went to church kinda felt very nervous this morning.after church i went to the mall with erica and we are still together and we will be for awhile but she isnt sure when we are ganna split..she isnt sure she will ever find a guy..but thats good.i guess.this is all for a good reason like ive said but it still hurts..and i know she will want me back.i know it.1st loves last a life time.hopefully lol..i dunno but im ganna go and hope school will be good tomarrow
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003

Subject:TGIF i wish...><><<><><>>
Time:2:40 pm.
Mood: chipper.
today is friday and i hope i can see erica today..that would be soo awsome.If i see her hopefully we see a movie.i hoping...I might see her BUT if not im goin to my uncle and aunts youth group at there church which is kool..and then maybe erica will show up there..it was fun last time.well then after that i hope i can go catch the raiders game..well i miss erica and at times ive almost cried..i still think about her and me splitting.Seeing her in school was weird but in a good way..Kinda like seeing someone where you least expect to..its soo hard to explain..but she looks sooo amazing in school ..and that worrys me..well im out.
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Thursday, August 21st, 2003

Subject:SIGH.. i miss an angel without wings.
Time:10:33 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Tonight i went to orientation...it was FUN..yep fun..after 2 classes i saw erica.SHE ALWAYS LOOKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTT..but she looked REALLY REALLY HOTT tonight..ive never seen her wear a shirt over a long sleeve.and it looked gooooood..well we talked and kiss once..i got only one thing to say about it..it felt soo good..she kissed me and didnt care about other people around her..she help me.she wanted me to stay with her..she just wanted me in every way..and thats what i wanted..thats what i always want..i love her alot..well that was it ..i went around for 20 minutes looking for her but she left i think... hopefully i see her tomarrow..tomarrow i gatta wake up early and drive somewhere. SIGH
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