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[08 Aug 2003|08:08pm] |
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[[Do YoU...?]]
Do You Care What Others Think,
And How They Judge You By Your Looks,
Or How They Think You're NoBody,
Because Your Soul Lies In Poetry And Books.
Do You Suddenly Drift Into A Nightmare ,
Or A Dream You Know Nothing About,
You Scream For Someone To Save You,
But No One Can Hear You Shout.
Do You Ever Become So Jealous Of Others,
You Strive To Have What They Attain,
Confidence, Acceptance, And Beauty;
It All Drags You To Your Knees In Pain.
Do You Ever Dream Of Amazing Things,
That You Wish Would Appear On Command.
You Don't Want To Wait; It's Just Too Long,
It's That Something You Cannot Stand.
Do You Ever Feel So Perfect,
When You Are With That Special Someone,
Nothing Can Go Wrong At That Time,
And You Realize Your Life's Not Done.
Do You Ever Get Lost In Their Eyes,
Seeing Their Dreams And Their Fears,
Realizing They Love You For You,
And Suddenly Your Mind Clears...
Well...
... I Do ...
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| .x.Tsunami Bomb.x. |
[07 Aug 2003|06:15pm] |
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Tsunami Bomb---->In This Together |
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[[In This Together]]
Take a look around the room, eyes red from crying
No one knows what is true, then I see you
[[I can't even try to convey how safe I am
(When you're around me)]]
You donate your strength when I am broken
Like a tiny grain of sand, I'm insignificant
[[Who is a foe, who's a friend, and who pretends]]
For his or her own benefit and all the while I know
(You're thinking of me)
Even when I'm alone, you're thinking of me
Sometimes I wish I could become a painting on the wall
[[Watch the people passing by, they don't notice me at all]]
Wish I could disintegrate like a fading dream
You remind me that you're by my side,
and you're thinking of me
[[You take my heart, I'll take your hand]]
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| .x.Something Corporate.x. |
[04 Aug 2003|10:55am] |
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Something Corporate::::::::FaLL |
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[[FALL]]
I Close My Eyes
Thought I Was Lost But I Was Stranded
I Go Outside
To My Surprise The Sky Had Landed
I Thought It Made More Sense
If I Could Almost Keep You Guessing
I Was A Fool To Think That I Should Stop You From Undressing
Now I'm Believing All The Words You Say
That I Can't Say Back To You
But So You Can
So I Fall
I Don't Wanna Feel This Small
You Know I Just Can't Handle This
Handle This At All
And I'll Just Fall
I'll Let My Heartbeat Drop
I Falter As The Music Stops
And You Watch Me As I Stall
And Wonder When I Fall
I Kiss Your Neck
I Feel You Breathing On My Shoulder
Still I'm Perfect
It Must Be You Cause Now It's Over
I Was So Close
That Was The Most That I Have Ever Been Through
Now Old Cassettes And Cigarettes
Will Be The Ones To Save You
How Can You Ask For Me To Stay
When All You Ever Do Is Go
Just Go
And So I Fall
I Don't Wann Feel This Small
You Know I Just Can't Handle This
Handle This At All
So I Fall
I Let My Heartbeat Drop
I Falter As The Music Stops
And You Watch Me As I Stall
And Wonder When I...
Go On
You Can't Be Waiting
Go On
And Watch Me As I Fall
I Don't Wann Feel This Small
You Know I Just Can't Handle This
Handle This At All
So I Fall
I Let My Heartbeat Drop
I Falter As The Music Stops
And You Watch Me As I Stall
And Wonder When I...
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| .x.Pretty Cool Day.x. |
[02 Aug 2003|12:12am] |
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Hey Children
Yea Today Was Pretty "Off The Hizzy" Ha Ha! Angelea Came Down From Thousand Oaks To Stay With Us For A While. Then To Our Lovely Suprise, Chris and Devon Showed Up At The House, So Cool, LOL :-)!
Travis [[Hey Tori, Chris And Devon Are Here.]]
[[Dude, Shutup, No They're Not]]
[[Uhh....Yea...They Are]]
Ha Ha!
We Went To Target And Chris Was Having Fun Walking Around Being An Underwear Model. Kinda Sagged His Pants Past His Ass And Lifted Up His Shirt.
[[Im Such A Sexxy Underwear Model]]
Then We Went To The Cemetary Because My Mom Was Telling Us About Michelle's Dream. Pretty Freaky. This Feeling Or Wutever Lead Her Into The Cemetary And Junk And Lead Her To A TombStone That Said "Triplett" (Her Last Name). And She Had No Idea That That Was There, Yea, Pretty Freaky.
After That We Went To The Movies, Met Tim There, And Saw Tomb Raider 2 . Yea, Tim Thought Angel Was Hott, But Yea, I Dunno Wats Up With Angel, Ha Ha!
The Movie Was Okay, There Were Some Cool Stunts. God Angelina's Lips Are So Huge. Ha Ha, Kinda Wish Mine Were Like That!! Lol!
Yea Thats Basically It. Came Home And Chris Decided To Spend The Night. We Got The House To Ourselves Tomorrow, Wanna Throw A Party. LoL!
+ToRi+
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| .x.The Simple Truth.x. |
[31 Jul 2003|11:01am] |
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Tsunami Bomb-The Simple Truth |
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Even Though I'm Always Gone
Doesn't Mean I'm Not Thinking Of You All The Time
And When Life Is Getting Rough
I Imagine Us Sharing Our Whole Lives
We Could Run Away
Leave Behind Anything Bigger
Not Knowing Where We're Going To Stop
When There's No Limits
You're Part Of Me, It's So Easy To See
In The Simple Truth
When I'm In Your Arms, I Feel Safe From Harm
And Sorrow Too
You're Part Of Me, It's So Easy To See
In The Simple Truth
But Most Of All, Nothing Couldn't Be Solved
When I'm With You
That Memory Of Your Smile
Pierces Through The Dark When I Go To Bed Alone
And When I'm About To Fall Apart
I Remember Your Open Arms
Waiting For Me To Come Home
Let's Create Our Own World
Make It Up To Us, Simple And Honest
I'll Sing A Song You've Never Ever Heard
No One Else Could Be
You're Part Of Me, It's So Easy To See
In The Simple Truth
When I'm In Your Arms, I Feel Safe From Home
And Sorrow Too
You're Part Of Me, It's So Easy To See
In The Simple Truth
But Most Of All, Nothing Couldn't Be Solved
When I'm With You
But Most All, Nothing Couldn't Be Solved
When I'm With You
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| .x.SCHOOL'S OUT!.x. |
[31 Jul 2003|09:18am] |
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So Happy! Summer School Is Finally Over! Now I Can Actually Have A Vacation, Jeeeez!
Umm, Hung Out With Tay and Stef Yeterday. Had Nothing Really To Do So I Wanted To Go To Her House To Get Out Of Cleaning, Ha Ha! We Watched "Spun" . Pretty Freaky Movie If You Ask Me; Some Hard Core Meth Druggies Ha Ha!
Then Went To Gramma Luis's House Because She Wanted To Give Taylor Some Stuff.
[[O...You Got Your Braces Off? Your Teeth Look So Beautiful!]]
Guess I Haven't Seen Her For A Really Long Time; Longer Than I Thought.
We Saw Kyle Driving On The Side Of Us, Said Hi And Tried Not To Crash Ha Ha!
Then Told Tay To Take Me To Taco Bell Cuz I Was Hungry!!
Her Friend That Works There Came Out And Said Hi To Us. Taylor Made Fun Of Him For Getting Emo Stars Tattooed On His Shoulders, Ha Ha! He Told His Co-Workers To Spit In My Food!
[[DUDE THATS MY FOOD!!!]]
[[O ok...NVM THAT GUYS!]]
Then She Drovith Me Homith Listening To Tsunami Bomb , Aww Good Timez!
=x=ToREEEEEEE=x=
(Ha Ha, Put That On A Comment On Kathy's Thing, Its My New Hard Core Tori Name Ha Ha!)
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| .x.SCHOOL'S OUT!.x. |
[31 Jul 2003|09:09am] |
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So Happy! Summer School Is Finally Over! Now I Can Actually Have A Vacation, Jeeeez!
Umm, Hung Out With Tay and Stef Yeterday. Had Nothing Really To Do So I Wanted To Go To Her House To Get Out Of Cleaning, Ha Ha! We Watched "Spun" . Pretty Freaky Movie If You Ask Me; Some Hard Core Meth Druggies Ha Ha!
Then Went To Gramma Luis's House Because She Wanted To Give Taylor Some Stuff.
[[O...You Got Your Braces Off? Your Teeth Look So Beautiful!]]
Guess I Haven't Seen Her For A Really Long Time; Longer Than I Thought.
We Saw Kyle Driving On The Side Of Us, Said Hi And Tried Not To Crash Ha Ha!
Then Told Tay To Take Me To Taco Bell Cuz I Was Hungry!!
Her Friend That Works There Came Out And Said Hi To Us. Taylor Made Fun Of Him For Getting Emo Stars Tattooed On His Shoulders, Ha Ha! He Told His Co-Workers To Spit In My Food!
[[DUDE THATS MY FOOD!!!]]
[[O ok...NVM THAT GUYS!]]
Then She Drovith Me Homith Listening To Tsunami Bomb, Aww Good Timez!
=x=ToREEEEEEE=x=
(Ha Ha, Put That On A Comment On Kathy's Thing, Its My New Hard Core Tori Name Ha Ha!)
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| .x.Joe's Gay.x. |
[28 Jul 2003|03:26pm] |
Hanging out at Bob's house at the moment. Joe helped us retape our video, pretty cool now.
We ended up watching the Christmas Parade from last year!! Ha Ha!
[[Jewish Kidds???? WHERE?!??]]
[[Are u obsessed with jewish ppl or something joe??]]
Good Timez!
I like Caitlyn's bubble gum machine, but u have to pay for it, so stealing her quarters is very efficient!
Umm ima go now,
=x=ToRI=x=
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[28 Jul 2003|03:26pm] |
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THE CHRISTMAS PARADE! |
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Hanging out at Bob's house at the moment. Joe helped us retape our video, pretty cool now.
We ended up watching the Christmas Parade from last year!! Ha Ha!
[[Jewish Kidds???? WHERE?!??]]
[[Are u obsessed with jewish ppl or something joe??]]
Good Timez!
I like Caitlyn's bubble gum machine, but u have to pay for it, so stealing her quarters is very efficient!
Umm ima go now,
=x=ToRI=x=
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| .x.Hello.x. |
[28 Jul 2003|07:22am] |
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Yea Hi! Im back i guess u can say. Havent been on blurty for a couple days, been "busy". Had a project due for Health and junk, kinda long. Didn't enjoi it.
Umm, hmm....went to the movies on saturday with devon and tim...saw Terminator 3 ...it was ok, not my kinda movie, but it was cool?? Does that even make sense?? Awww who cares.
Yea, aint my life exciting. Last night Travis Seth and Alexis came over. Haven't seen those lil home dawgs in a long time lol. Alexis took some pictures with me on the webcam, she was having fun lol. She wanted to shove a pencil up my nose tho, hmmmm. Ha Ha! Travee spent the night, so I have to put up with them today. Well, Travee's pretty cool, unlike KURTIS!
O well, gotta go to school in a couple minutes.
LaterZ
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| .x.Good Times.x. |
[25 Jul 2003|07:09am] |
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SugarCult::::::Daddy's Lil Defect |
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Chris and Devon came over yesterday to help make a methamphetamine video with me Shawna and Caitlyn. Devon kinda got pushed off a hill...haha...thanks Dev :-)! Chris freaking "snorted" powdered sugar to get the "getting high" shot haha. Gotta finish the last tape today, pretty cool.
Had a basketball game too, played RHS JV. We lost by 3, and I got 3 points. O well, not a big deal.
We watched Planet of the Apes with Padre . He talks a lil too much, "OMG! That was sooo incredible. HAHAHA". Devon was cracking up, haha.
Ended up watching wrestling with the "DuDeZ" . Ha Ha! That's ok tho, we all had a dandy ol' time haha. Ummm yea that's pretty much it!
[[Much Love To Devon And Chris For Doing The Video For Us! Ha Ha!]]
-x-TorI-x-
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| .x.Bob's House.x. |
[23 Jul 2003|04:00pm] |
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NFG::::::My Friends Over You! |
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Hey! Im at Bob's House at the moment. Working on the stupid project. Got dun with the outline, ya that's basically it haha. Its so gay, I don't wanna do it.
Tomorrow Chris and Devon are coming with me here, they're gunna have seizures for our video :-)!
Had a surprising moment today...
**Walks in the Bathroom**
**Comes Out**
[[Bob, How Come I Have To Look At Justin Timberlake While I Piss???]]
[[HAHAHAHA!!]]
Sry, great moment!
-ToRI-
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| .x.Me And Kathy Were Bored!.x. |
[22 Jul 2003|09:56pm] |
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Me And Kathy We're Obviously Bored...
Can You Tell??!?!?!!?
xSlplessDreamsx: remember this hit song..
xSlplessDreamsx: "Jesus Loves Me This I Know"
xSlplessDreamsx: "For The Bible Tells Me SO"
Icebluebabie2: YEAH!!!
xSlplessDreamsx: thats all i remember
xSlplessDreamsx: hahahahah
Icebluebabie2: LoL
xSlplessDreamsx: wut about...
xSlplessDreamsx: I love my fishes cuz they're soo delicious!!
Icebluebabie2: YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Icebluebabie2: ...such a great song!
xSlplessDreamsx: HELL YEA MOFO!
Icebluebabie2: LOL
xSlplessDreamsx: ROCK ON WITH UR BAD SELF!!
Icebluebabie2: LOL!!!
Icebluebabie2: I WILLL
[[ARENT WE COOL!!!]]
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| .x.Smile Empty Soul.x. |
[22 Jul 2003|04:54pm] |
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Smile Empty Soul:::::All My Problems |
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[[SmiLE EmpTy SouL]]
[[aLL My ProbLemS]]
By Now,
I Should Have Been Somewhere
Or Gone To School, Or Fixed My Hair
Back Down
Tell It To Someone Else
Who Gives A Shit And Needs Your Help
Cause I Found
What I Needed
And I Don't Need You To Tell Me How You Feel
And If I Fall
You Are Not The One That Has To Cope And Deal
All My Problems Are For Me
"My God
Look At His Tatoos And Those Earings
He Could Never Get
A Good Job"
Go Home And Beat Your Kids
So They Don't Turn Out As Bad As Me
Cause I Found
What I Needed
And I Don't Need You To Tell Me How You Feel
And If I Fall
You Are Not The One That Has To Cope And Deal
All My Problems Are For Me
I Don't Your Eyes To See
I Will Be What I Will Be
Stop Coming Around Cause You Bother Me
Stupid Mother Fucker Pull Your Head Out Your Ass And See
What Don't You Get, Was I Stuttering?
I Don't Need To Take Your Shit,
Get Away From Me
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[22 Jul 2003|04:08pm] |
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I have like a major headache. Kinda hurts haha.
Just got back from Bob's house. We're working on a project for health. It's kinda funny wen ur at someones house for like 2 hours and u get nothing done at all haha! That's ok.
Gunna go over there tomorrow, and on thursday. Chris and Devon are gunna join me I think on THursday, they have to b drug addicts for our video hah!
So funny...
-+-ToRi-+-
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| .x.Stupid Rash.x. |
[21 Jul 2003|09:45am] |
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NFG::::Something I Call Personality |
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Dude, I got this like rash thing on my face. Its been there for like a week, and today I skipped school and I have to go to the doctor, how gay is that!!
Dude, It BUGS! It itches and its red and :-(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well anyways, Im bored. Theres like nothing to do. Got basketball tomorrow, don't wanna go. Dude, theres seriously nothing to do. In August ima go to Lea's house. Not really that excited. This summer seems to b going by kinda slow, but thats fine and dandy with ME!!! :)!!
Well that's pretty much it,
Laterz
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[20 Jul 2003|07:26pm] |
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-x-The Voice-x-
As I Walk Among Perfect Lives,
I Wish Mine Was Just As Great,
But My Tortured Heart Only Knows Of,
Invisible Anger And Hate .
Yet An Almost Silent Voice Comes To Me,
And She Whispers...
.Scars.Still.Rest.Among.Beauty.
I Ignore Her And A Tear Rolls Down My Face.
I Wish I Was Accepted By More,
Instead Of Feeling Lonely At Night,
And My Soul With An Unnoticed Sore.
The Voice Comes To Me Yet Again,
She Whispers...
.Scars.Still.Rest.Among.Beauty.
Again...I Ignore.
I Want To Be Like The Beautiful,
To Be Loved And Never Hated,
To Live A Totally Different Life,
And Make Sure Mine Has Slowly Faded.
Her Soft And Silent Voice Returns.
She Whispers...
.Scars.Still.Rest.Among.Beauty.
I Finally Answer Her Call,
"I Am Lost. What Do You Mean?"
She Replies, "Everyone Has A Scar,
Yet Maybe You Haven't Seen."
"For You Are Not The Only Being,
Who Feels Sad And Sometimes Lost.
So Do Not Get Down On Yourself,
'Cause In The End, You Might Pay The Cost."
Her Voice Drifts Off Uncontrollably,
And I Continue My Journey,
Past Hidden Scars Just Like Mine,
And I Feel That Now...I Can See.
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| .x.Mest Moment.x. |
[19 Jul 2003|08:23pm] |
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Mest:::::Jaded |
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.Theres.A.Time.And.Place.For.Everything.
[[Theres A Reason Why Certain People Meet]]
.Theres.A.Destination.For.Everyone.
[[What’s The Explanation When We’re Done?]]
.All.The.Summer.Nights.Spent.Wondering.
[[So Many Questions Asked But No One’s Answering]]
[[Would It Be Okay If I Left Today?]]
.Took.My.Chances.On.What.You.Said.Was.Wrong.
.Im.Jaded.Stupid.And.Wreckless.
.Not.Sorry.And.I’ll.Never.Regret.
.These.Year.Spent.So.Faded.And.Wreckless.
.Not.Sorry.And.I’ll.Never.Regret.These.Years.
[[I’ll Never Regret These Years]]
.Now.Here.I.Sit.So.Far.Away.
.Remembering.All.Our.Memories.
[[Its Times Like These That I Miss You Most]]
[[Remembering When We Were So Close]]
.Im.Jaded.Stupid.And.Wreckless.
.Not.Sorry.And.I’ll.Never.Regret.
.These.Year.Spent.So.Faded.And.Wreckless.
.Not.Sorry.And.I’ll.Never.Regret.These.Years.
[[I’ll Never Regret These Years]]
.We’ll.Never.Forget.The.Places.We’ve.Been.You.And.I
[[Our Lives Are Slipping Away]]
[[Don’t Want To Let Time Pass Us By, Byyyy]]
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| .x.BORED OUTTA MY MIND.x. |
[19 Jul 2003|04:53pm] |
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Dude...im seriously so incredibly bored
Chris and Devon went to 6 Flags today, so i have like no one to talk to. WEll, Timothy McHomosexual.
Didn't even get dressed today, sat around on the internet doing homework. Such a boring life i live. Think ima go to the mall tomorrow, chris wont give me back all my cds, so i think Ima just buy them all tomorrow lol. Then i kno he'll give em back after i spend my money, but that's ok. I'll give them to someone...
soooo
[[N E ONE WHO WANTS...]]
**Take Off Your Pants and Jacket-Blink182**
**Mark Tom and Travis Show-Blink 182**
**New Found Glory**
**Nothing Gold Can Stay-NFG**
**Perhaps I Suppose...-RUFiO**
TELL ME AND U CAN HAVE THEM!!....well, if he eventually gives em back!
So yea, Im bored....save me pleeeeeaaazzeee!!!!!!!
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