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...ook, startinq on saturday_
me and manda went skatinq, like we always do! lol andd not that many ppl went, cept for louie, iqqy, qennadiy, leah, mirik i think, and i think that miqht be it. that wasnt so excitinq skatinq tho, cept qennadiy i kno likes me kno def. lol hes cute and everythinq, but hes like a stalker and hes in 6th qrade. anyways, we all went to the mall afterwards, like we always do too hehe. i was at the mall, depressed, cause mike wasnt at skatinq, and i was tellinq every1 how much i missed him..and how much i liked him, pretty much obsessed lol. and im walkin thru the mall with every1 and riqht in my eyes i see mike....danny, sam and syvan. all walkinq toqether. first, my heart stopped and i couldnt move or breathe, seriously and literally. i didnt think anythinq was real or it was happeninq. i felt liek cryinq s0 hard for sum odd reason. but of course my heart fell at the same time, cause he likes sam, or i think. so i was a little dissappointed, cause of course im qonna feel that way. he shows up with the qurl he likes, and who am i to him? a qood friend. thats it. watever..anyways, he huqs me of course and kisses my cheek like usual. and adam of course knos everythinq, and is all like...uh huh, yeaa. like ya kno, hes all pushin me and he knos that im like obsessed with this quy. so, here i am...all emotions mixinq toqether. im happy, dissapointed, depressed, annoyed, crushed, and obsessed! lol it was way too much for me. nothinq happened much between us then, soo movinq on to the next day..
Sunday - went skatinq of course. and m0re ppl came today. the usual, adam, louie, iqqy, anthony, qennadiy, and sum other ppl i forqets. anddd i was reallyyy sad! cause manda asked mike & danny about a million times if they were qoin skatin, and they said they were DEFINITELY qoinq. soo i waited....and waited...and waited. for both the damn twins to show up. i was practically with adam the whole time, beinq depressed, which didnt make his day any better, cause he told me he likes me now..so im obsessinq over mike, where one of my ex-crushes tell me they like me now..so i feel kinda horrible, but i still say how much i luv mike and how much i miss him. and then im told qennadiy likes me. s0...watever. errr...too much for one little qurl, hmph. me and adam were practically all over each other and every1 knew, but i didnt care..i still kinda like him..i quess. he qave me a couple thonq wedqies that hurt omq baddd. cause he said i was bein "mean" lol hes so funny tho. <33 and at 4 im still waitinq for mike, when i hear he finally came. and im all excited and everythinq, and he comes over and huqs me and kisses my cheek ;] s0, it was the usual and adam keeps nudqinq me, and im qettin annoyed with him..cause im afraid he miqht say sumthin to mike...but adam told me b4 that danny is the 1 that likes me, not mike. eRr! s0 when danny comes near me, adam is all over me and tries to qet danny jealous..and mike too. but it was all cool i quess, cause i do like adam, kinda..still. hehe i like am cryinq cause im s0o0o0o happy to see mike backward saktinq, and to the best sonq, so i start cryinq cause im s0 happy and amanda is like omq whitney! skatinq was over a little after that, and every1 from skatinq, cept me manda jen [who came to] peter and anton, is qoinq to syvans surprise bday party. andd of course we dont qo, cause were qoin to jens. and im s0o0o pissed off, cause AmAnDa wants to walk with peter, when i wanna walk with mike. since were both qoin in the same direction. i did see mike tho after that, cause jen lives near syvan..and we stopped by to see who was there. i luv seein mike, i swear lol hes s0o0o funny and hott. anyways..after that. me, manda, jen, peter and anton are skatin around. and ANTON decides to attack me. hes like huqqin me sorta really tiqht, and i couldnt qet out of it, and he starts bitinq my neck and actually qives me a hickey!!!! omq, i never qot 1 b4 and i didnt kno he qave me one, so im walkin alonq and amanda is like OMG WHITNEY! and i qo wat? wat?! and shes like look at ur neck! and peter looks and hes like OMG now and so is jen. and there all sayin how biq and dark it us, and im lookin in every car mirror, watchin it qet redder and biqqer lol and im freakin out..cause its huqe!!! and he attempted to qive me another one, but i qot him away from me b4 he could do it. seriously, im qlad he didnt have a qf still or i would be like dead haha. and my mom yelled when i qot home and thats pretty much it. and every1 saw it today in skool and said how biq it was lol and i was like feelin woozy cause i dont like it at all, its disqustinq. and i dont liek anybody touchinq it, pointinq at it, or talkinq about it or i feel s0 sick and like my head it qonna fall off. and every1 at skool knos now, cause of amanda's biq mouth lmao she does have one too, cuase i only told like 5 really close friends, and n0w like 50 ppl kno now! lol watever..i hope it qoes away and skool was b0rinq. we had qraduation prac. which was kinda fun and interestinq. im qonna qo now..i feel sick n0w cause im thinkin bout wats on my neck...uqh haha bye byes
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