Graig's Journal
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Date:2003-11-15 20:32
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Well, let's see...I last left off some where in October...lots has happened since then. I guess I felt I needed to get some things out tonight and thought that writing may help. I'm angry in general. First of all I have no one that I can talk to anymore...it's just been so damn lonely lately, which I also believe is parly my fault. I feel like I've been slowly moving away from everything and now I've picked up speed. It's like nothing is real anymore.
I have a lot of thinking to do. Is it me? Is it those around me? What can I do to change? What will make things better? I'm not happy with myself anymore because I let myself become another face in the crowd. Not that I was ever in the front of crowd, but I wasn't too far behind. I need to realize what is important and what isn't, who is important and who isn't, and why all those things are important.
Music is definitely number one write now. I want to focus on writing, playing, singing. I want to repeat this cycle for as long as I can. I'm just held back by other things that I have to weed out.
Well I think I feel a little better...I have a plan, now I have to follow it

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Date:2003-10-19 00:46
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Well, I haven't written in that long, but I want to start writing again regularly. Things have been changing slowly, but surely. I'm starting not to give a shit about what people think/do...and I'm starting to make better decision about stuff. LOL...last Friday night was the scariest night of my life! I will never forget it. For those who know, know, and those who don't, you'll never know. Anyway, today I took the PSAT's and it was so easy. I'm glad I got it over with, one less thing to worry about. I'm actually starting to think that I'm smart again...LOL Brett. I have an essay and a bibliography to finish by Monday for an art presentation in English/Global. It shouldn't be that hard because I have all the information and the artist, Turner is really interesting. Too much school work this year! Today we played Long Beach and lost 8-0. I don't know what we are going to do to change our team around. We have to do something, otherwise we'll never win a game. I have a lot to think about...I'll write tomorrow

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Date:2003-09-16 20:51
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Mood:loving someone

Hey...I haven't written since last week. Interesting things that have happened since last time: I tried out for the fall show, Our Town I realized I like someone...love is a crazy thing Started a new class...Marketing and Advertisment Did something fun last weekend...lol...those who know...hell yeah Too much work...I'll write later or tomorrow

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Date:2003-09-07 23:18
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Mood: tired
Music:Imaginary...Evanescence

I think the last time I wrote was in Canada because during my last entry I got bored with it and just decided not to post it. So school is back and I'm starting to get into the groove of everything again. I made the JV Hockey Team. I'm really excited about it because I proved to myself that I could do it. I think it'll end up being a good experience overall. I had practice this morning and tryouts were last Wednesday and yesterday. I know that everyone who basically tryout makes it, but it is something that I can work on. I know it'll take a lot of practice to get better and that is my goal. Anyway...I have an essay tomorrow and I am procrastinating...think it is spelled right...again. I'm sure it'll be easy enough to get through since I read both books and have a good idea about what I am going to write about. This week shouldn't be as crazy as last week, but much longer. I think my new favorite song is Imaginary by Evanescence...dunno why...I just like the beat i guess. Yawn...my body needs sleep...too much sweating from hockey...already starting to break out more...that is just one of the down sides of playing hockey...I'll deal with it...goodnight to all...especially you....

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Date:2003-08-12 22:42
Subject:Weird Day
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Well today was a day like no other. I actually felt bad for some of the things I said earlier to someone...then I read their away and saw that they are childish and immature and decided that what I said was the truth. I'm learning that I shouldn't not react to when someone says something about me. I used to just "sweep it under the rug" but not anymore. I'm glad that I told her the way I felt and I wish that others would be honest with me and tell me to my face how they feel about me. After that whole thing I had to go to the mall for a bit and then over to Rosa's for gnocchi. The food was good and all but Dad's attitude lately has been real shitty since he started this new job. I kind of feel bad for him since he has to drive forever to get there and work and then drive back home to eat dinner and maybe watch TV or vacuum the pool before he has to go to bed in order to wake up early again. I just hope he cheers up soon because I've never seen him quite like this. On a lighter note, this weekend is Lindsay and Laura's cottage...I know I wrote about it a lot but it is something I can look forward to doing. The ride up there will suck since it is about 4 hours but once we're there, it'll be good. Maybe I'll drink the weekend away and never remember a thing...G-d knows there will be plenty of alcohol up there. Maybe I wont have too...maybe it'll be worth being sober for. Today Bob called me out of the blue. He past by my mom's office and decided to call since he didn't say goodbye when I left. It was good to hear someone other than my mom from home. I love talking to my mom but Bob is just Bob...haha. Someone else wants the computer...I'll write more later or tomorrow.

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Date:2003-08-11 17:56
Subject:BoReD!
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I am sitting here talking to Danny...that is it. I am starting to get bored with basically the same routine everyday up here. I wake up at 12 ish and then do nothing for the day...or nothing fun. Today we went to the mall so it wasn't bad but it is shitty out now so I can't even go swimming. I'm on page 330 something in "A Prayer for Owen Meany." It sucks because the author goes back and forth between dates in the 1980's...when he was writing the book all the way back to the 40's. It gets annoying hearing him go on about how much he hates Ronald Reagen...think I spelled that wrong...and then having him talk about his child hood where he tried on "beetleskins." I think I'll try and finish another chapter tonight so I can finish the book soon. I still have to read another one before school...possibly two. So...tomorrow I am going to Nonna's for gnocchi!!! YES! Finally something I enjoy the most when I am up here. Hopefully she'll have it made so we can just eat it when we arrive, but that is never the case. Then the rest of the week is pretty empty which means I'll be reading a lot. Then Friday we are driving up to Lindsay and Laura's cottage and we wont be back until monday night late. This is where I get to waterski! Another high point of me coming to Canada. Tonight is the last episode of Who Wants To Marry My Dad...what a stupid show but I need to know who wins. Well it isn't really winning...it is marriage...that is why it is so sick in a way because the kids pick who the father will marry. Well that is my schedule for tonight...Who Wants To Marry My Dad and reading a chapter of the book which will drive you insane and teach you moral lessons in one helping. Bye

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Date:2003-08-11 17:56
Subject:BoReD!
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Mood: depressed

I am sitting here talking to Danny...that is it. I am starting to get bored with basically the same routine everyday up here. I wake up at 12 ish and then do nothing for the day...or nothing fun. Today we went to the mall so it wasn't bad but it is shitty out now so I can't even go swimming. I'm on page 330 something in "A Prayer for Owen Meany." It sucks because the author goes back and forth between dates in the 1980's...when he was writing the book all the way back to the 40's. It gets annoying hearing him go on about how much he hates Ronald Reagen...think I spelled that wrong...and then having him talk about his child hood where he tried on "beetleskins." I think I'll try and finish another chapter tonight so I can finish the book soon. I still have to read another one before school...possibly two. So...tomorrow I am going to Nonna's for gnocchi!!! YES! Finally something I enjoy the most when I am up here. Hopefully she'll have it made so we can just eat it when we arrive, but that is never the case. Then the rest of the week is pretty empty which means I'll be reading a lot. Then Friday we are driving up to Lindsay and Laura's cottage and we wont be back until monday night late. This is where I get to waterski! Another high point of me coming to Canada. Tonight is the last episode of Who Wants To Marry My Dad...what a stupid show but I need to know who wins. Well it isn't really winning...it is marriage...that is why it is so sick in a way because the kids pick who the father will marry. Well that is my schedule for tonight...Who Wants To Marry My Dad and reading a chapter of the book which will drive you insane and teach you moral lessons in one helping. Bye

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Date:2003-08-07 22:30
Subject:"Keeps raining all the time..."
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Mood: contemplative

Since the stupid computer deleted my entry I wont bore you with my average day. Being in Canada is giving me a lot of free time to think about things I've done to people, things people have done to me, and how I feel about certain people. I think I am learning more about people by being farther away from them. Most of the people I thought I could trust, yet they didn't even trust me, are people that I don't really want to waste more of my time trying to get them to acknowledge me. I really don't care anymore. I found that people I should have stayed close with, people I could really trust, were the ones I drifted from. I know that they may not feel the same way I feel...or even know who they are...but I hope that they read this so they know how I feel.

Anyway...Canadians are too nice. Well actually I think that I am too mean. It is amazing how the smallest thing like cutting someone of doesn't affect them the way it affects us. We would speed up next to them and roll down the window to either give them the finger or curse them out...they don't even blink. It could also be that half of the people in Mississauga don't speak English or drive properly and they are just used to it. But even people you meet in a restaurant are sooo friendly. You could become best friends with someone you meet on line in the supermarket...it is just their nature...but I'm not used to it...frankly it scares me a bit that people can actually do this. It's only 10:52 but it feels like three in the morning. I think I am going to listen to some music and go lay down. I hope that the person I intended on seeing this entry reads it. If you do...im me back whenever and i hope we can catch up on everything...good night everyone

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Date:2003-08-05 18:23
Subject:O Canada, our home and native land...
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Well I am finally here in Canada and everything has been great so far. The first night was quiet and we ordered in some pizza since we were all tired. That night I got my faithful bed. Sunday my Uncle David and Aunt Angela came over with Jamie and Sammy. I can't believe how much Jamie is beginning to look like me. He carries all the Churchill signature traits. The blonde hair as a child, the nose, smile, everything. It's really scarry when I think about how old I am getting and how old everyone else is getting. Then nonno and nonna came over...(grandpa and grandma in italiano) They are hilarious. Carmen..aka nonno...always let me drink...he says the same line over and over, "Graig, you should have some of this wine instead of that soda pop" (This is a heavy italian accent) Rosa...aka...nonna makes the best food ever...gnocchi...and she is the typical grandma that worries about everything. Then Julie and Dave came over...they are my stepmom's sister and her husband. They are the most normal out of the italian side of the family. We ate dinner which consisted of my dad bbq-ing and everyone else sitting around while the kids and the kids-at-heart swam. The next day we awoke to find the smell of burning plastic filling the hallway downstairs. We checked and it was the air conditioning control panel on the wall. We shut down the house...literally...since some people take things to seriously and called the electric company. They said to call the fire department. That caused a panic in the house and we stood outside waiting for the truck to come...long story short...they came in and found nothing..we bought a new panel and had to hire someone to fix the furnace. Last night there was no air conditioning and I was going to die. Now everything is good and I have to go to dinner. I'll write more later or tomorrow

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Date:2003-07-31 22:47
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Mood: annoyed
Music:The Boys of Summer - The Ataris

This will most likely be the last journal entry of this summer coming from New York. Today I went to the mall and got a lot of stuff. I got this hot new adidas shoes. They're they new SL's with the new Torsion system on the bottom. They are red and white...what other colors will you see on my shoes...none! I got three shirts and a pair of jeans at AE, a CD at FYE, and some stuff at Aeropostale. They are supposed to be for school, but I'll end up bringing it all to Canada anyway. This is the last night that Jeff will be here since he is going back to Florida tomorrow. I wanna get up early tomorrow so I can say good bye and then go with Danny to test drive some cars. The Ataris are my new favorite band though all bands today sound strikingly similar. Hmm...I feel shitty cause I don't wanna go. I can't wait till I get my license and do what I want when I want because these years before a license suck. You can't do anything. Especially in the summer when no one is around to drive places. My main goals for the fall are...landing a job that is worth working at...recieve a descent sum of pay from work....and do extra well in school to shut everyone up about my grades...and to prove to myself that I can do it. Btw, I sent out my letters to Ariel and Ian so I hope they get there before they leave camp! Going to start packing in a bit...good night

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Date:2003-07-30 01:55
Subject:My Crazy Day
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Mood: tired

It is Tuesday night and I am feeling British. It began yesterday when at about 12:37 I heard my brother laughing and saying non-sense while watching Tom Green. As I lay in bed trying to fall asleep because I had a doctor's appointment, I had to listen to him banging and making noises, which I believe showed his interest and concentration in and on, respectively, the show. I ended up unplugging the iO box and going down stairs. My grandma was on her cell phone giving out directions to my house and I was wondering who she was talking to. It turned out that my cousin Jeffrey was going to spend the night, due to technical door difficulties. He lives in Florida, but was up here with his girlfriend for a wedding. To make a long story short, they ended up coming over because they couldn't get into the house they were staying at. I didn't see them that night because I went to bed before they came. In the morning I was up at 8:17 ish and ready for the shower. After the shower I sneaked down stairs quietly so I wouldn't wake up Jeffrey and Rebecca. I went to the doctor and got four new medications! Yay! More stuff to take that wont do anything for me. Anyway we came home and I saw Jeffrey and we all went out for breakfast, even though it was almost lunch. Then Andrew and I were going to the barber since we are leaving for Canada Saturday, but we went to the beach instead. It was amazing...I never knew that Jeffrey taught kids how to play tennis..he beat us. We talked for a bit at the cabana and then returned home, ate dinner, and then went back out to Long Beach to see LXG. It was surprisingly good. We came home and then now I am talking to you. I will write more tomorrow if I have time since I have another doctor's appointment to go to and it will be the last day, I think Jeffrey will be staying here. Maybe he'll move back up here. Anyway, lost of things to worry about now...2 days and counting...goodnight

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Date:2003-07-28 21:58
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"What would you do if you came home from Canada and your mom got you a new name and it was Quintin?" - Anon...anyway, life is pretty good. I just saw Final Destination 2...good movie but kind of a shitty ending. They left it open for a third movie, which will probably suck. Yesterday was my sister's party and she was better than we all expected. She got a descent amount of presents for a four year old...which means it will keep her busy for about a week. Today was pretty much a waste of time because I didn't do much. Played horse, watched the movie and now writing in my journal. I'm kind of nervous things wont get done, before and during I am in Canada. I have to pack, buy school supplies, buy clothing for fall, look at laptops, go to two doctors, and get a haircut by Friday. Then while I am away hopefully the rest of the garage and basement will be cleaned out, which it wont, which means I wont be getting my room. I found out today that I wont be back till the night before school starts so I literally have no time to waste, yet I waste countless minutes everyday doing nothing. I am reading my book for school, A Prayer for Owen Meany. It is more my type of book then I thought when I first started. Hmm...I know this is going to be an awkward summer because I am older now and Canada wont be the same. I only have 4 more days of summer vacation, so I better enjoy it as best I can, while running around like a lunatic searching for the right binders, shirts, and #2 pencils...ahh.

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Date:2003-07-26 00:22
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Mood: blank

Good morning blurty. I must be up in a few hours to go to Pennsylvania. I'm not that tired though because I've been going to sleep at 3ish every night. I was watching Final Destination 2 and the damn DVD kept skipping so it pissed me off and now I wanna see that movie bad! I have to rent the VHS tomorrow. I'll be back tomorrow night so it isn't a long trip...but it will be annoying because I have to be in the back seat with my brother the whole time. I'll think I'll bring my head phones...ahhhh...maybe I shouldn't go...hmmm. Anyways, I have to go to sleep now...I'm on the couch downstairs because Danny's here causes he's coming on the trip and we are leaving at a quarter to 6! I'll write more after the games tomorrow. By the way, I may be getting a bunk bed in my room until we finish the basement so we have more room! It's be cool because I had a bunk bed in Canada before we moved into my new house and it was fun. When the basement is finish it is going to be amazing and I get away from Andrew! Good night!

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Date:2003-07-25 00:31
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Mood: chipper
Music:Evanescense

Today was my half birthday, so happy half birthday to me! I'm now 15 and a half. Anyway, lately things have been boring so there isn't much to write about. Today I woke up thinking I was going to the beach, but in actuality, I ended up not going. So I just hung around the house. Then I chopped some wood from a large limb of my tree in my backyard. I'm not sure why we cut it down, but we did. I saw Jen today. She talked to me online and asked me who I was talking about in my profile on AOL when I said I had my eye on someone...I wonder why she asked?? She ended up coming over with her uncle's wife's niece I believe and she showed me pictures of her new baby cousin. Her cousin was hot...but stupid me forgot her name. How come guys forget simple things that could help them on the journey to getting some...I think knowing the person's name is important...lol. I have to ask Jen tomorrow...but now I am listening to mraz like usual...Tonight, Not Again...good song. I also suggest No Stopping Us or The Boys Gone...all good songs. I wish I could write music like he does...or like any other recording artist does..lol. Tomorrow I am either hitting up the beach or going around town picking things up for my sister's party. I'll decide early in the morning so I know how I will spend my day. I'd rather go to the beach. A week from tomorrow I will be in Canada...it's I little weird. I always think the summer will be so slow and then the time comes where I have to go up to Canada. It isn't bad going up there...I just don't know anyone my age so it's hard to have fun doing the same things over and over. I hope we go to my cousin's cottage because they are so much fun to be with. I also get to go waterskiing when I'm up there...they are both better then me though. That is one thing that is just amazing to do. If I had enough money I would buy a cottage upstate with a couple power boats and some skis. I am going to miss Oceanside, even though there isn't much to do here either..lol. I'm going to work out...good night

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Date:2003-07-18 15:12
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Mood: content
Music:none

I've been back from Boston since Sunday, but nothing really has been happening so I didn't feel the need to write. The trip was pretty good considering hockey and me usually cannot handle one another for long periods of time. Don't get me wrong, I love playing hockey...but I wasn't playing. Watching hockey is a weird thing because I get frustrated wishing I was out there playing and I get bored because I just do. Well, my brother's team one the first two games on that Friday and then they won their game Saturday morning. The afternoon game they played was horrific...the other team had been disqualified from their first game because they used an 88' goalie on an 89' team...big no no...but since they were the home team, they weren't kicked out of the tournament, they just needed a new goalie. They creamed my brother's team physically and also by goals. It was difficult to watch because they are the best on Long Island and won all their other games so far. That night at the hotel most of the kids had some kind of injury or another. One kid's finger was blown up with a blood blister and they popped it...ouch...blood was everywhere. Sunday morning they had their semi-final game against I team they hadn't played...which I think is unfair because they didn't know how they played. They ended up losing...most likely their lack of energy and care at that point. They could have beaten them under different circumstances. So we got to come back to Oceanside earlier then expected. Monday I realized I was getting a sore throat, but did nothing about it. Tuesday, when I woke up, I couldn't talk, so I went to an er care center in Baldwin because my doctor was on vacation. I hate other doctors I don't know...this guy was weird. He gave me an anti-biotic and now I'm doing ok. Wednesday was hmmm...I don't remember what I did...probably nothing..the same as yesterday and today I went out to lunch near the mall after we dropped off Andrew, Post, and Rodan...i think that is how you spell it. I wanna go see Bad Boys II tonight...so that is probably going to be the rest of my day. I'll write more tonight.

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Date:2003-07-09 22:33
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ok everyone...feeling a little shitty because i'm mixed up with a bunch of different emotions and I don't know what to do. I never feel like I am accepted by anyone so I am just kind of down. I always try to be nice to people but I guess I come off too nice...i didn't think that was possible but i see it in me now. I guess I am just trying to make people better but it isn't possible to make people see who they really are or what they are capable of being. I try so hard to be acknowledged by people who don't give a second's thought about me or my feelings because i think they actually care about me...when in reality the people who care are right under my nose...as im writing this im not angry or mad or upset at anyone in particular...im not even angry or mad or upset at all...im just confused. Life is too short for people to be assholes to others...or be mean...or treat them like inferiors...people should learn to love one another for who they are and what they offer to people mentally...not physically by means of items or materialistic things...anyway...i have to pack for boston...i guess i just had to vent on this topic and get it out there...i guess i'm just going to be me from now on...that's all i can expect or want from myself...peace out

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Date:2003-07-09 19:22
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Mood: crazy

Hola...como estas? Estoy muy bien pero voy a ir Boston mana?a por hockey...anyway enough spanish for today. Today I woke up at 12 and got a call from Danny...we went to the mall with his mom and sister and ate at the Cheesecake Factory...I suggest the Cajun Chicken Tenders. Then we went into Old Navy and Danny left the store because I started dancing...lol...it was good music. Then we went home and I had voice lessons...I like going to them because they aren't like regular teachers...and I am going crazy because I can't bite my nails!!! Tomorrow I am leaving for Boston so I wont be writing until Sunday night...we're renting a truck for Andrew's hockey tournament...supposedly there are going to be scouts there for college so I think he needs his rest...I better not act like an asshole to him until after his last game on Sunday. Oh...I'm excited because I got an e-mail about all the changes to the Infiniti line up for 2004...yes I know I am obsessed...but it is a good obsession. I have to start packing because we are leaving at 12 tomorrow and I haven't started...we are last minute people when it comes to trip things...talk to you later or on Sunday

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Date:2003-07-08 17:47
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everyone had this on there journal so i decided to do it

Name: Graig
Do you like it?: yeah except when people say it weird
Nicknames: um...have none
Birthday: January 24
Location: Oceanside
School: Oceanside High School
Status: available
Crush: kind of
Virgin?: yeah
Hair color: brown
Eye color: Green
Height: 5' 11''
Birthplace: North Shore (Manhasset)...I think that is how you spell it
Shoe size: 12

[ family + friends ]
Parents: Mom and Dad
Siblings: Andrew, Ariel, Melissa, Kevin, and Emily
Live with: Mom, Wayne, Grandma, Andrew, Ariel
Favorite relative: Hmmm...not to sure....I guess it would have to be my mom
Craziest relative: I'd say my brother...definitely

[ favorites ]
Number: 24, 94
Color: originally orange...but now red
Day: Saturday
Month: August
Song: anything by Vanessa, lots of stuff
Movie: fun stuff and things that could never happen in real life...such as any movie with Jim Carrey and crazy shit
Food: Italiano...gnocchi and pepperoni pizza
Band: Sum 41...I'm more of a solo artist person
Season: Spring
Sport: Hockey, Waterskiing, and Swimming
Class: English and Spanish
Teacher: Mrs. Antoinette, Mrs. Bennington, Sra. Benjamin
Non-Alcoholic Drink: Ice tea or water
Alcoholic Drink: beer, mike's hard, or some good old
TV Show: Real World
Radio Station: Z100
Store: Hollister...FYE...and Abercrombie
Word: ish kabibble...wait that is two words

[ this or that ]
Me/You: you
Coke/pepsi: coke
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: aol
Cd/cassette: cds
Dvd/vhs: vhs
Jeans/khakis: jeans
Car/truck: car
Tall/short: tall
Lunch/dinner: dinner
NSYNC/BSB: BSB
Britney/Christina: Britney
Gap/Old Navy: Gap
Alcohol/Weed: Weed...definitely!

[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: no
Do you have a crush?: yeah
How long have you liked him/her? for a while
Why do you like this person?: I dunno...it's hard to say because I'm not really sure why...lol
If you're single... why are you single?: I'm too shy and no one looks at me as someone to date...just a friend
How long was your longest relationship?: I was best friends with this girl from 3rd grade to 7th and I liked her a lot but she didn't like me the way I liked her so we decided just to be friends after going out on and off...
How long was your shortest relationship?: probably like 2 hours...lol
Who was your first love?: hmm...love...probably Jen...but not really love...just obsessiveness...lol
What do you miss about them?: They way I felt when we hung out and the way we could talk for hours and never get bored

[ the past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your past?: being a know-it-all
Last thing you heard: my brother say, "Fuck him right in the ear!" yeah...I have to live with it
Last thing you saw: a commercial for drunk driving
Last thing you said: "Shut the fuck up Andrew"
Who is the last person you saw?: Andrew
Who is the last person you kissed?: hmm...can't say
Who is the last person you hugged?: my sister
Who is the last person you fought with?: Andrew
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: Danny
What is the last TV show you saw?: can't remember
What is the last song you heard?: You and I Both

[ the present ]
What are you wearing?: blue Abercrombie T-shirt and khaki shorts
What are you doing?: this
Who are you talking to?: myself
What song are you listening to?: nothing
Where are you?: in my bedroom
Are you online?: no
How are you feeling?: blah
Are you in a chatroom?: I'm not online

[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: Wednesday
What are you going to do after this?: Go swimming
Who are you going to talk to?: People online
How old will you be when you graduate?: 18
What do you wanna be?: Marketing of products for a company...preferably cars
What is one of your dreams?: To make it big one day as an actor
Where will you be in 25 years?: 40 years old and probably divorced with 3 kids...lol

[ have you ever ]
Drank?: hell yeah
Smoked?: yep
Had sex?: no
Stolen?: not that I can remember because stealing is definitely a white trash thing
Done anything illegal?: Yes...streaked down my block butt naked...smoked...drank
Wanted to die?: not really
Hit someone?: If every time I hit my brother, I would be a BILLIONAIRE!

[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: Print...hardly anyone writes in script anymore
Are you a lefty or a righty?: Lefty...we are smarter
What is your sexual preference?: hot women...brunettes with big boobs
What piercings do you have?: I don't have any
Any tattoos?: nope and I wont get any
Do you drive?: in about 6 months and 16 days till my permit
Do you have glasses or braces?: just got braces
What do you most like about your body?: my eyes I guess
How many fillings do you have?: I think only one
Do you think you're good looking?: no
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: I'm never complimented on my looks
Do you look like any celebrities?: none

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Date:2003-07-08 00:10
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Mood: hungry
Music:Watching Ace Ventura

Hey ya'll...today was pretty much boring, but it wasn't bad. I went to Danny's for a swim at 2 and we made a bet. We were both swimming the width of the pool as many times as possible underwater with one breath and the loser had to buy lunch for the winner...I got eight on my first try and it took Danny a couple but he got eight too...so he ended up paying for lunch but I have to pay him back...hmmm i'll try to remember that. I got home and did the usual...I cannot believe that Abram got kicked off Road Rules...it was Donell who was being an ass...and he was saying racial stuff about Abram behind his back...so I think it was unfair for him to be sent home. If anything, they both should have been asked to leave. The new guy looks so retarded and I think he will be kicked off next if they lose a mission...I think I will try out for the Real World...I always wanted to be on that show...but it would be weird having them get inside you...the cameras you forget about after a while but what you say and do aren't forgetten...so it would be strange...anyway...my mom just came home and got me McDonald's so I am going to eat...night

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Date:2003-07-06 21:35
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Well, well, well...today I woke up at 12 and Timmy was already over because we were supposed to go to the Y at 12...anyway...we got there at about 1 o'clock and then worked out for a bit. Danny came a little later and we played basketball with this kid Scott. I just realized that he was the goalie on my hockey time the 3rd year in Stallions. Then we went back to work out and this kid...I think his name is Ben was there...we met him on a trip to Pennsylvania in February...he showed us how to use some piece of equiptment...he is in 10th grade I think. While Timmy and Danny went swimming, Andrew and I went out in the front to just sit at one of them tables. Ian walked in and he showed me his tattoo...it's cool...i would be too scared to get one. I should have stayed a little longer but we walked to Villa and Ilyssa picked us up. Then off to Andrew's hockey game out on the Island...it was an eventful game...they won 4-3 and it was interesting seeing all the younger kids (Andrew's team) beat the shit out of the older kids (The other team). When we arrived home I went swimming. It was warm but I was hungry so I left and came home to eat dinner. Tomorrow I think I am going to the beach, but I wanna chill with some people before they go to camp because when they come back, I'll be in Canada...so I'll write more later if anything interesting happens...

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