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    Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
    1:22 am
    There's always somethin' new about you
    Always somethin', takes me by complete surprise
    Every time I see you, I see a part of you
    Ooh, I've never seen before

    Every day and night, the more we know each other
    Every single time, the more that I discover


    CHORUS
    It's a new love, always feels like a new love
    Every touch is feelin' so much
    Like the very first touch
    Like a new love, always feels like a new love
    It's never old, whenever we make love
    And I can't get enough of this new love


    I'm still excited, just talkin' to you
    I'm still inspired, just walkin' next to you
    Girl the way I need you
    I find as time goes by, ooh I need you even more


    Nothin' feels as good, as good as us together
    Nothin' in the world, no, there ain't nothin' better than this...


    CHORUS


    We can just go on and on
    Long as we keep this love
    Long as we keep this love a....


    CHORUS
    1:18 am
    nine inch nails
    I hurt myself today
    To see if I still feel
    I focus on the pain
    The only thing that's real
    The needle tears a hole
    The old familiar sting
    Try to kill it all away
    But I remember everything
    What have I become?
    My sweetest friend
    Everyone I know
    Goes away in the end
    You could have it all
    My empire of dirt
    I will let you down
    I will make you hurt
    I wear my crown of shit
    On my liar's chair
    Full of broken thoughts
    I cannot repair
    Beneath the stain of time
    The feeling disappears
    You are someone else
    I am still right here
    What have I become?
    My sweetest friend
    Everyone I know
    Goes away in the end
    You could have it all
    My empire of dirt
    I will let you down
    I will make you hurt
    If I could start again
    A million miles away
    I would keep myself
    I would find a way
    1:10 am
    humpppha I wish a guy would like me like that....
    12:41 am
    3 Doors Down - Here Without You




    A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
    A thousand lights had made me colder and I don�t think I can look at this the same
    But all the miles had separate
    They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

    I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
    I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
    And tonight it's only you and me

    The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
    I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

    I�m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
    I�m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
    And tonight girl it's only you and me

    Everything I know, and anywhere I go
    it gets hard but it won't take away my love
    And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
    it get hard but it won't take away my love

    I�m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
    I�m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
    And tonight girl it's only you and me

    I�m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
    I�m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
    but tonight girl it's only you and me
    Sunday, October 26th, 2003
    2:22 pm
    more
    Last night I deamed I woke up with eyes and nothing more no mouth no nose well i did have a mouth but it was stiched shut. I looked at my self on the bathroom and tryed to scream but couldn't
    Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
    5:20 am
    dreams
    strange dreams have been haunting me worse then any haunted house or scary movie in these dreams i cant simply shut my eyes and wish them to go away I cant turn the chanle there always there. afraid to sleep. dreams of my family getting killed all of them dieing and me watching them die. just last night i drempt that i was at my old school and there was a power outage or something and i was in compleat darkness sitting in mr. hardys class and when the lights came back every one was dead heads gone or half alive shaking on the ground! I dont know maybe its because its around halloween and such but these dreams keep tormenting me! I dont know what to do. I normaly dont dream but this past week i have had maybe 3 dreams that stick to mind. another all my pets slottered and hung in my room with gutts hanging out, intestines droped on the ground. and then switching lives with whitney and her dad murdering the whole family including me. But like i said i think its just because its around halloween. so they should go away soon or i hope they go away soon. anyways i have to work so i will write more later.

    Current Mood: lonely
    Monday, October 20th, 2003
    4:25 am
    Hello
    a tears swell in my eyes tonight. I miss things. I miss everything! I thought I was unhappy last year and such but now i know the true meaning of sad. everything lost everything down the drain
    Monday, March 10th, 2003
    4:31 am
    Jake
    Yes maybe im over him i dont know i just know that he made me feel like.... i was something im not and well im not but it felt so .... good i dont know but he grew bored and stopped talking to me to leave me feeling even worse then ever
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