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6-19-03 5:11pm Mood : crabby Music : perfect day`hoku OKAY KiDS HERE'S THE DEAL . i'm deleting everyone from my friends list . if you want to be kept comment . i can't take the time to erase all of my entries . that doesn't matter-this is going to be friends only . if you don't like it, oh well 32 · leave a message

aw..best friends 5-15-03 6:54pm Mood : sappy Music : you`rascal flatts I was asking my best friend Jacob why he doesn't like my boyfriend.. see, cause i'm frustrated that he won't even try to be nice..and then..he said this... Caroline: because..i don't know why.. it's just important to me that you approve of him.. i mean.. i just wish you'd give him a chance Jacob: oooo Caroline: Jacob-why won't you atleast try? Jacob: hes screwed you over before hasnt he Caroline: yes.. he has Jacob: i gave him a chance i dont know.. i just thought that was really sweet. i miss jacob..we haven't talked much at all..for a long time.. we used to be together all the time and then suddenly all that changed.. i just want him to know he means the world to me.. and i love him so much! he's always listened to me cry..when my world turns upside down, i get dumped, i get into an argument with katy, when shon and i yell at eachother.. he has always been there watching over me and i guess i just haven't appreciated that..he always makes me smile..even when i don't believe i can.. so Jacob if you read this..which i doubt you do.. i love you pal-and i mean it. oh and i might make this journal public again.. should i? comment me yall 3 · leave a message

3-20-03 6:44pm Mood : bored Music : she said yes`chad brock GREETiNGS THiS JOURNAL iS FRiENDS ONLY x: comment and add x: i'll add you back if i like you x: comment me atleast once a week please x: i'll comment you atleast once a week 20 · leave a message

3-17-03 10:44pm Mood : wowed Music : James and Parker greetings, earthlings. WOW! JAMES AND PARKER-YALL ROCK! wow! haha-James is SO CUTE, so is parker-ahh, kiss kiss kiss! go here guys and listen to them! http://www3.webdub.com/clients/Public/Plain%20and%20Simple/ and here's pictures of me http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&uid=986552&gid=1833764& 3 · leave a message

2-27-03 1:04pm i<3333 you katy i<3333 you abby i<3333 you natalie 1 · leave a message

2-27-03 12:45pm Mood : crappy Music : wide open spaces`dixie chicks im bored again so i'm going to post. today has been..boring. i havent done anything because im a loser and nobody likes me. baha, no that's not why..it's because i dont have anything to do. i made everyone presents today because i was so bored..they're cool though man. there's a Pasha Monkey, Abby Colorful design thing, Tyler Elephant, Hawk Block and Natalie Flower. they are hellacool. yeah man. hellacool. im leaving. goodbye carley I <333333 YOU ABNER! 2 · leave a message

2-27-03 9:26am Mood : ECSTATIC Music : love, me`collin raye HAHA YES!!! they said Union and Jenks were open on Ice Routes today, yesterday and this morning it was closed and then at about 6:15 they said MAJOR DISTRICTS CLOSED--meaning, Jenks, Union, Broken Arrow, Bixby and that's it for major districts-WOOO HOOO! NO SCHOOL! i wonder if we'll get tomorrow off..we've had all week off because of snow and ice and it's drizzling right now and it's SUPPOSED to sleet tonight. hell, we should get the whole week off. wouldn't that be cool? well, we might get Thursday off, and then..MAYBE Friday, if we do have to go though we won't do anything because we've been gone for 3 days. haha, we were supposed to go outside and dig dirt in Mr. Kerr's class..we aren't gonna be able to break through the ground when we go back. lol. Man, i was up at 5:45 and we don't have school and I had a vanilla AND a mocha frappucino to wake up so now..there's no way in hell i could possibly fall back asleep. i have my whole day ahead of me. My Daddy was supposed to go to Oklahoma City today for a conference but he isn't going anymore which is cool but I think Dr. Hayes has a case today so dad will probably go help out(cases are code for surgeries..) woo im happy. i ran in to the bathroom and my dad was in the shower and i yelled SCHOOL WAS CANCELLED and he was like holy "crap" you scared the "crap" out of me are you okay? i was like..OKAY? OKAY! I'M BRILLIANTLY WONDERFUL THIS MORNING THANKYOU! I want to do something really fun and cool for Hawk (hawk, only an oklahoman would name their child Hawk. lovely name) he doesn't have enough fun, he worries too much so i want for him to shut up and stop worrying..im gonna surprise him with something. Like..haha, i should run up to his door and jump on him and kiss him and bring him chocolate cake. YES! woo, who's usin her noggin--CAROLINE IS! haha, can yall tell i've had alot of caffeine this morning? man, i didnt know i'd written so much..i guess i'll go..lol-i dont expect anyone to read all of this but if you DID, type the word nemaste in the comment you leave so i know you did. buahaha. good..snow day! and remind me NEVER to put a peel-off face masque on EVER again `'snow snow snow snow snow Carley 3 · leave a message

2-26-03 1:17pm Mood : still sleepy Music : concrete angel`martina mcbride-GREAT SONG Hey yall. It's 1:17. I woke up about 30 minutes ago. All because I stayed awake to talk to James and Tyler. I'm a good person. James is funny though. I haven't shaved in 4 days. haha, it's cool. My armpits have been shaved though, last night. woo. I wrote a country song. It was quite cool-it's called THE LAST THING YOU'LL SEE IS MY BUMPER-STICKER. haha, cool. yeah, im a bit like that-a country girl. I want a ford f150-that's how you know i live in Oklahoma, even the littlest girls want big ol' trucks. but i like trucks.. I was pointing out all the trucks i want to my mom yesterday on the way to Natalie's-I also like Dodge Rams-the HUGE ones, Sierra's, Chevy 1500..but i don't like toyota, i dont want a japanese car..i want an american made one, support the economy. Juli wants a truck too-so maybe we'll both get new trucks! how cool would that be..today im going to play in the snow. it's been exactly 20 minutes since i strted writing this entry. wow, i take a lot of time..well, in this time i went downstairs to the kitchen to get a frappucino. that took about 6 minutes because i stopped to play with my dog on the way. see, im easily side-tracked. im going to go now because i have to shower. goodbye `'carley 6 · leave a message

2-25-03 6:28pm Mood : hyper-active Music : dilemma`nelly&kelly-havent heard it in a while hey yall. 2 SNOW DAYS IN A ROW BABY! woo! haha, i owe Hawk 2 dollars..we made a bet, i said we WOULD have school, he said we WOULDNT..oh well, just 2 dollars, right? katy came home. woo! okay, here's the best friends list--drum roll please Katy Pav Katie Chav Natalie Seefeldt Abby DeClerk Dani LaBeau Pasha Asaadi Tyler Wilkerson Hawk Bledsoe Jacob Abrams Justin Dell Brittany Jay Jordan Porter-Liberty Andrea Middleton I know i could cry to any one of them, and they wouldnt mind, they'll always be there for me, i'll always be there for them. Ah Jesus, I just bit my lip really hard and its bleeding. Damn it. oh well. So, i explained my feelings to David, and he said Whatever..i mean, come on! that buttface. oh well, who needs a male like that? not i said the..i dont want to say fly because i want to be original, not i said the pie. YEAH BABY! haha, oh, funny stuff, i burped REALLY loud, okay, i bought this peach soda and i drank it SUPER fast and just went BUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRPPPPP-dude, it was cool. yeah. Right now im listening to I KISSED A DRUNK GIRL-something corporate. yeah. cool. well, im gonna go because i have nothing else to say...`'carley 2 · leave a message

yeah, sounds like me..but i have more fun 2-24-03 11:43pm Mood : bored Music : addicted`simple plan 2 · leave a message

2-24-03 10:23pm Mood : happy Music : the baby`blake shelton BABY NAMES! tell me which ones YOU like best Girls Toula Marie Vivian Necie Charlotte Anne(After Mom and Dad) Heather Elizabeth Katy Therese(after my 2 best friends) Kristin Ruth(after my OTHER 2 best friends) Juliana Laurel(after my sister) Justyn Pasha(after 2 of my best male friends) Tylie Hawk(after 2 of my OTHER best guy friends) Boys Charles Glenn(Daddy and Grandpa) Thomas James Hunter Forest Christian Potter Kyle Jacob(after 2 more of my OTHER best guys friends) Adam Miller(or Miller Adam) Jase Jean(cute guy and my best friends middle name) haha, juli says she thinks theyre ugly-yes i admit, some of them are, weird..but..oh well! haha, i like them. see ya later gator! 'carley` 5 · leave a message

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2-24-03 1:59pm Mood : happy Music : a little gasoline`terry clark WEEE! i get to talk to Katy today! i love you katy! wow. man, i feel like, a whole new person! last night Natalie and I went to Jacob's. it was fun. Shon was rather gropey. Not cool, but Justin and Jacob are to cool kids. Nat and I tried to skateboard-hey, we're getting better! haha, and we listened to the guys play. okay-David only likes me because of my ass. ARGH! i want to throw glass at him. muahaha. oh yeah, and i made a new hate list. i wont post it but yeah. OH MAN, ITS SNOWING MAJORLY! haha, yeahh! i doubt UNiON will get out of school though-we NEVER get out. Last night Wilkerson made me feel really good about myself. I told him about David and how im not too sure about males anymore and he was like..oh i forget exactly what he said but i actually cried. THANKS WILKERSON! [ www.geocities.com/stlstndg2002 ] that's his bands website. woot woot! bahaha. theyre still getting pictures and music d/l things up so..it'll take a little while for it to be COMPLETELY up and running. haha, heres what i want to name SOME of my many children..bahaha-- Girls Toula Marie Vivian Necie Charlotte Anne(After Mom and Dad) Heather Elizabeth Katy Therese(after my 2 best friends) Kristin Ruth(after my OTHER 2 best friends) Juliana Laurel(after my sister) Justyn Pasha(after 2 of my best male friends) Edele Sophia Faelynn Nadia Tylie Hawk(after 2 of my OTHER best guy friends) Boys Charles Glenn(Daddy and Grandpa) Thomas James Hunter Forest Christian Potter Kyle Jacob(after 2 more of my OTHER best guys friends) Okay, for now that's it. LoL, im gonna have a TON of kids..just because i love them. haha, i want to live out in the country, and my husband is gonna sit on our porch with me every night to watch the sun go down. And we're gonna go fishin and huntin..he's gonna take my baby boys to teach them how to be real men, and my little girls will learn how to be good wives and strong women. Ah, but it's just a sweet sweet fantasy baaaabyyyy. hm..okay.. well i dont have much more to say so..I LOVE YOU KATY! BFFAEAEAEAEAEAEAE! come home soon girl, i miss ya! `carley' 1 · leave a message

2-23-03 11:16pm My draggy! Get one! 2 · leave a message

2-23-03 1:43pm Mood : smooth Music : freakshow`stretch princess hey yall.. woo dani and i had fun last night-we wrote a script for a movie-we should enter it in the sundance film festival-yaya! so i guess hawk and pasha and david were all at the movies last night-MAN! my 3 favorite males..and i missed them..damn it. they're really cool. i got my journal to work! weee! i wonder who to like-oh well! today i think dani and i might go to jacobs to hear shon jacob and justin play--they rock man!! my 3 best male friends. i just found my Ben Kweller CD--thank goodness! i love ben kweller. Yeah. so anyway-i need to know how to get um-how to get pictures from my webcam up. man, i just found this song that SO reminds of Hawk..AH CAROLINE YOURE PATHETIC. haha, oh well, here i'll post it. you can say you're sorry still you know that it won't change a thing while I'm here, I'll love you still bigger but it's too late for me girls like you, I'd like to, but I guess I don't Oh, I owe it to me Lets spend the weekend on our own, trying to get it right. When you're high, I'm down on you When you're gone, I'm around for you What you need, I've heard it all before, and true, it's the same thing You can say forever, still you know that it won't mean a thing I guess I tried to love you, still it's better when somethings stay the same girls like you, I'd like to, but I guess I don't Oh I owe it to me Lets spend the weekend on our own trying to get it right When you're high, I'm down on you When you're gone, I'm around for you What you need, I've heard it all before and true, it's the same thing, theres just a better view Let's spend the weekend on our own just spend the weekend on our own trying to get it right When you're high, I'm down on you When you're gone, I'm around for you What you need, I've heard it all before and true, it's the same thing theres just a better view it's just the same thing, theres just a better view. haha cool huh? yeah, it's a good song. Yall should listen to STRETCH PRINCESS---good band. I think theyre from the UK. who knows. yyeeeeaaah. hm well Juli's FINALLY out of the shower..woo hoo! i get to go shower. ttyl `.carley 5 · leave a message

2-22-03 4:52pm THIS IS DOWN UNTIL I GET HELP WITH IT 2 · leave a message

2-22-03 4:16pm Mood : bored Music : wonderwall`oasis HEY! haha, i got a new layout-I can't get it to look pretty. JULI WILL YOU PLEASE HELP ME?! I don't know what im gonna do tonight. I'm supposed to go to the movies with David but-blugh..it's so rainy outside..i feel like being alone. I MISS YOU KATY! I LOVE YOU! okay, so..today was boring. At lunch Abner was making odd noises with her throat..Natalie and I died laughing..oh it was great. And i spilled some french fries. And Ronnie has an AWESOME stomach..woo yes. Haha, we was wearing that under armour thing-and i asked what it was and he showed me and it lifted up half of his shirt to show his tummy..YUMMY! haha. And Kaytea and Kayla and I were going to sit together in Lab but Ariel stole Katie's seat..sigh.. we missed you katie chav! haha, and on the sign in sheet i wrote a note to kayla..i swear..one of these days Kerr is gonna like..chop my head off for doing that. bahaha..i enjoy it. here, im going to tell you what happend throughout my day 1st HOUR--DRAMA Brittany and Jor had to do their fairytale skit-it was funny, they didnt know their lines. Emily Gabby and I played with Silly Putty the whole hour. That was it. 2nd HOUR--MATH I probably failed my test. I HATE MATH. really, i suck at it. I wasn't really able to concentrate because i've been thinking about Miss Pav so much. But that' about it. 3rd HOUR--CIVICS We watched a movie on 40 of the presidents. Kennedy was the first Catholic to hold the office, as well as the first president born in the 20th century AND the youngest to ever hold office at age 42--WHO PAID ATTENTION! yeah baby. 4th HOUR--ENGLISH/LITERATURE We had an evil substitute. I decided that I hate Amanda Hill and..that's all LUNCH Joyous time. Abby was making strange noises with her throat, Natalie and I couldn't stop laughing. We decided Jordan is weird(no offense Jor) lol. Hm, you had to have been there..oh yeah, we talked about what we would do if we got pregnant and who we're going to marry, im marrying hawk(whether or not he likes it bahahahaha) Natalie and Justin are gonna tie the knot! ooh! Lacy and Max got engaged! i hope they have a wonderful life together. And Sheila and John too-im excited for them. 5th HOUR--Computer APPS NOTHING-BORING 6th HOUR--EARTH SCIENCE Got to see Ronnie's beautiful belly..yumm..he told me to suck his dick..i said no thanks. He is a great boy though..he's just rude to everyone. Okay, so now yall know my schedule. what fun. Well..BLAH..i dont know what else to say so--KAYTEA I PROMISE TO BRING YOU THAT STUFF ON MONDAY! and KATY PAV I LOVE YOU BFFAEAEAEAEAEAE! `carley' 1 · leave a message

2-21-03 5:25pm Mood : blah Music : no I in team`taking back sunday hey. well-shon asked me out. i dont know-i love him but..it's kinda like-he's an awesome friend but i can't see us going out again anytime soon. i mean, he was with jordan(ssssslut) and anna(this girl makes her name sound like 'Ana' when she damn well knows it's anna.) and..I kinda am getting a crush on this guy..his name is David-he's a grade older but like-2 age years older..but he's really cool and he hangs out with Justin-Natalie's boyfriend..And I know David doesn't like me..but-SO! he totally made me get over Hawk! I'm like-oh yeah yeah, Hawk's cool but not what I need/want. So, i think i'll just be single until i'm absolutely sure of what i want. but im afraid of how to tell shon no-i think im gonna say-Shon i need to be able to trust you. You go out with girls and dump them and go out with another girl and so on and i dont want that to happen to me. Blugh. Males..so confusing. Perhaps i should become a nun. HAHA theyd kick me out of the covenant. im not so um, religious. i have soccer and a soccer game tonight. im not going. my parents are okay with that. i've had a very hard week. i miss my best friend.. I LOVE YOU KATY PAV! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE RIGHT HERE WITH ME! LITTLE BOWL OF SUNSHINE! i miss you! please come home. i know she cant read it..but just maybe, maybe she can sense it 2 · leave a message

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