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[27 May 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Confessions ]

I'm lovin this no school thing! I'm finding that i get a lot more time to brush up on my soap operas! Hahaha. Anywho
Today- My morning didn't start off to well. I came down stairs, and right away me n my mom go at it. And she ends up callin me a smart mouth bitch or summ like that, so I was just like "i don't need to sit here and listen to you call me a bitch!" and then i went up stairs. She came upstairs and apologized, and said that she was edgy cuz she just found out she was losing her job :( but i didn't say anything. And she was mad since i just kept quit, and went stomping downstairs. So then i eventually came down, after watching Maid in Manhatton, and everything was fine. But i'm sad cuz she's losing her job! Damn gateway! But oh well, i just hope that we won't end up having to move.
At 3:30 i went to soccer, and we just played knockout and world cup, and then i went to the social that we were all having for Niya at Betsys! It was funnn. Mmmm, and there was food! I love food!


GRRR! [20 May 2004|06:05pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | My Band ]

Game against East, we got our butt's beat 3-0. Then afterwards, me Clara, Halen, JJ, and Erika were playin soccer. I kinda threw the ball at Erika and hit her right in the face! It was great! Oh, we had these AWESOME brownies. And then we got carnations to give to our parents, but Oscar broke my first one, so I gave it to him, and got a new one!
I had softball, then went to soccer. We practiced slide tackling, and we played world cup. We couldn't shoot it from inside the 6, we could only Head it in, so for one of em, i dove on my stomach and headed the ball in, but my head all slid on the ground, it really burnt! And then afterwards, me n Clara got in a mud fight, and I beat the crap out of her! Haha, well not REALLY beat the crap out of her, but I knocked her down, and all this...I guess its just one of those "You just had to be there" things
I am soo fuckin pissed! I HAD NO CLUE WHERE MY DAMN GAME WAS AT! How was I supposed to kno it was in Leeds? No one ever told me! Except for Ashley Antle, who I just asked. So unfortuanetly my TEAM is playin right now, while I'm sitten at home, because It's too late for me to go all the way out there, and my parents won't wanna take me. I really wanted to go tho, not only cuz i REALLY WANTED TO PLAY...but because I wanted to hang out with someone :-)


Sunday Sunday Sunday [16 May 2004|04:06pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | I Want to Spend my Lifetime ]

Last night I stayed at Jessicas. She was talkin to all her online friends, some of em are pretty fun to talk to. She did that while I played Super Mario World on the good ole super nintendo! LoL ya gotta love that game! Speaking of Mario, me n Angela finished our speech on em, and the Speech is pretty good if I may say so myself, the class definetly shouldn't be bored! Anyways, I got about half way thru the game, and then I fell asleep at about midnight. Then this morning I went to IHOP with Jess and her family. I definetly ate too much! But it was fun! Jessica is such a slow eater geez! :-) Then I came home and had a horrible headache, so I look like a 2 hours nap, and totally missed Moulin Rouge! Because I put it in to watch, and I fell asleep, I missed my favorite part too! The Tango de Roxanne! But oh well, I can always watch it again.


[15 May 2004|03:05pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Confessions ]

Last night i stayed at Claras. We went on a bike ride to Woodbury Heights to visit Dlys and Alex but they weren't home. So we just rode around for a while and talked. She is an awesome person to talk to! And then i stayed there. Today I went to softball practice for an hour, and then to soccer for an hour. We were doin slide tackling in soccer, it was great! I was filthy! And then after practice, the team went to La Juanitas, i had my burrito! mmm those are sooo good! And then me Martha, Myra and Amelia went driving around, and then I came home and watched Nemo and Shrek since our satellite is off. :-\ Aww, and i wrote a poem about my best friends, it was sooo sweet!


Oh Happy Day [14 May 2004|08:43pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Confessions pt. 2 ]

Wow, it's finally friday! Only 7 more days of school...today was the last day of softball tryouts, and i'm so happy that i made it! Whoo hoo! Anyways, i'm sitting at Clara's right now, and we're watching "Stuck on You" not the best movie ever! LoL. Anyways...hmm, i like how sami says high school isn't all it's cracked up to be! It's great if you ask me. Every problem that she has, she has brought upon herself, so therefore she has no one to blame. And she's just mad, because Callie found out that little miss sami, is goin around spreadin more lies! hmmm, that sounds familiar! I love the "Slam Sami Page" in Richies yearbook! It's awesome! And yes, i did add a few words!


[13 May 2004|06:58am]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | I don't wanna know ]

Softball has finally started!!! Whoo Hoo! Yesterday was the first day of try-outs, i wasn't doin too good tho on the in-field, my nerves got to me. I did awesome hitting tho. Geez, I would never expect little Ashlee to be so good! Today is the second day of tryouts, and I'm definetly gon'a do better! I should be goin to soccer practice too, since that's my in-season sport, but I don't have a ride :( so oh well...I'm sure coach will understand. Only 9 days left of school! I'm so excited, but i'm also kinda sad, cuz I won't see some people for a while! But this summer's gon'a be great. Me n Ashley have our schedule. After softball, we'll run to Megan's (so we can get in better shape) and then we're gon'a go swimming! I really like the plan! LoL.


Happy Birthday Dylan! [08 Apr 2004|03:40pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Ironic ]

Hope you don't mind I don't update my journal everyday, my life isn't as exciting! LoL. Anyways. SPRING BREAK BABY! Hehe. It started off very nice so far! Last night was Dylans "get-together" for his birthday. It was me, Shara, Dylan, Dan, Alex, Alex, and Marcus. It's kinda weird, me n Dan have the same exact Birthdate. And just cuz i have to say it, i think i like an 8th grader! Hehe, but oh well, I don't care! Anywho, When i got there, the guys went out and were playin bball. And then we went downstairs, and were just messin around. i was pickin on Alex B so bad! He is retarded...seriously! And then umm, we ate Pizza. And then Dylan and the other Alex were playin bball downstairs and Dylan busted a blood vessel, it was all poofy! Then we watched Texas Chainsaw Massecre, aww that movie is gross! But good! And umm, then we ate cake. Then me n Shara had to leave. And umm, I came home and watched Blue Crush and The Hot Chick <---Love that movie! and that's about it!

1 -!*

[16 Mar 2004|07:24pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | Is She Really Going Out With Him ]

We only have like 43 more days of school! How awesome! I cannot wait till this summer, me n steph are gona work out a lot, and im gon'a get a 6 pack like her! Hehe. I'm so happy! Soccer practice starts next week! Which sadly (yeah right) means, that i'm gon'a hafta start missing out on track! But oh well, soccer is more important to me! Anywho...a little update on my weekend: Friday, went to Casies party, then ashley decker stayed the night. Saturday, I just sat around, Sunday I went to steph's, and we went to hoover and were brushin up on our soccer skills. And then yesterday, I lazed about and watched television. My day today started off pretty nice, ya kno, it was nice to see Ryan after so long! He is such a great guy! And then in PE, we just played more floor hockey! This is the friggin seniors last week! Which is sad! Because I don't want Curtis to leave me! LoL, we have fun beaten up Jake Dickis! Hehe, Curtis is soo cool! And ummm, the rest of the day was all perdy much normal! I'm so happy! I'm getting A's in every class! Whoo Hoo!!! Hehe.


[10 Mar 2004|06:58am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Captain Feathersword - The Wiggles :-) ]

Yesterday was Fun, 2nd period, we were dissecting the pig, and i was a day behind, but i got caught up with everyone else. I just ripped out the internal organs, then started separated em. The only thing that sucked, was the fermeldahyde smell just kinda lingered around! And that stuff makes me gag! And then umm, In health we had to take our CPR testing on the dummies. And i passed! YaY! And then after school, i had track, and we went outside to throw the discus, so that was fun. And then me n Angela went to Ashleys for a little bit, cuz we wanted to see her new puppy! Awwww! It's the cutest little thing! And then me n her bro were playing catch with the baseball. Then we had to go back up to the school to work Concessions. I was in charge of the nachos...but no one was getting nachos!!! :-( oh well. You should seen Tasia and her hotdogs, awww, it was great, that girl is so hilarious! And then she started using my word "Discombobulated" saying that everything was discombobulated! Godddd, Shanay does not kno how to open hot dog buns! They were definetly discombobulated! Then afterwards, i got a ride home from Erica, then talked to Brittany on the phone for a little bit then went night night!


Yooo [08 Mar 2004|07:04pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Wind Beneath My Wings ]

As usual, I havn't updated in a while. I always forget to! Anywho, this weekend, umm, Friday I went to open gym, it was for soccer! that was perdy fun, there was only like 6 girls and about 75 boys! LoL! Then Saturday I went to Arianas, umm we went tanning, then we went to taco bell, and we had to walk back to her house! It was sooo friggin windy! And I was holding 2 pops in my hand! Goddd, they were soo numb by the time we got to her house. And there was like 5 cars that all honked at us, they were prolly all honking at Ariana tho! Then umm, she pretty much talked to Valente all night, so I just lazed around! Then Sunday, I came home, and then I went to my G-mas, to see my uncle, because he just got back from Kosovo (over seas) so it was nice seeing him! Then today, we had the tag exchange day at morningside, godd i ate sooooooo much food! And had wayyyy too much sugar! I was muy muy hyper! And then umm, after we got back, I didn't wanna go to 7th, so i just hung out in the locker room, and wrote "Megan was here" over a bunch of lockers. Then i had track, then i had to go to the docs to get an MRI! I'll find out what exactly is wrong, and if i need surgury on my knee next wednesday! I really hope that i don't tho! Cuz that would really suck!


[24 Feb 2004|06:43pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | This Love ]

It's been a while since i last updated...sowwwyy. OMG, i am so mad! I get frigging detention for something i didn't even do! Because Thuy threw a pen at Mike in spanish class yesterday, when we had a sub, and then the sub blamed it on me n matt, and then Thuy wouldn't even go tell the sub that it was her, so she's just gon'a let me n matt get in trouble for summ. she did! but screw that, im not goin to that frigging detention, im havin my madre call her and tell her that it wasn't me!!!! And I'm also mad that Brittany can't get it thru her friggin head that Austin is not good for her! He's a friggin pot head slash drunk idiot slash skipper slash sex freak! and he's gon'a like force her to have sex with him, and then he's gon'a dumb her! and you kno what! I can't wait, so i can just look at her and laugh! I mean i really love brittany and all, but she is jsut sooooooooooo dumb! and she needs to start listenin to her friends that have been there for her, instead of some guy that just decided to call her outta no where one day! Everyone that thinks that Brittany and Austin shouldn't go out, please comment, so i can show her, and possibly get it thru her head that austin is all wrong for her (even tho i doubt it, since she don't listen to anyone else) but when it's all said and done with, she's not gon'a have any friends, and she's gon'a be stuck with some std that austin has conjured up in the million other girls that he has fucked! and then i can look at brittany and say "I told you so!"


Valentines day [13 Feb 2004|03:54pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | CoNcReTe AnGeL ]

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I think you get the picture!
BE GOOD! NO SEX!!!! Hehe


[09 Feb 2004|07:25pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Verve- Freshmen ]

I need to remember to update more often. (even tho it's not like anybody cares what I'm up to) hehe. Anyways. Last Friday was the bball game, it wasn't anything too special. Then after that I crashed at Kolbs house. And we ate cereal, then watched the Grinch. Then went to sleep. ummm, and then she made some waffles the next morning, with her secret syrup recipe, it was great! Then I came home. Ummm, and then later that night I watched "Saving Private Ryan" I never thought I'd say this, but DAMN that was a GrEaT movie! And usually I hate war type movies, but that won was awesome! And then Sunday, I just lazed about. Today after school I had my first track practice. My thighs are burning, because we had to do squats. And I did 20 of em at 65 lbs. Whoa! LoL, I kno there's a lot of people who can do WAY better, but hey, it's a start! hehe. And then I did 14 bench presses at 65 lbs. Goshness, Angela makes that look so easy! But it's really not! Anywho...we get to order sweats for track! YAY! LoL. I'm so excited! hehe....ummm, I think I have soccer conditioning tomorrow after school, but I'm not for sure, I'll have to talk to Stefanie.


Dear Darla I hate your stinking guts! [05 Feb 2004|07:07pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | I'm still Here- Treasure Planet ]

Awww, Dezzi n Ben are going to Twirp together. Leah and Hamze, Cheree n Dylan, Shara and maybe Alex B. Mainly freshman are goin to twirp haha, how ghey! I'm not goin tho. Why waste my time? Everyone says it's really boring anyways. Ever since last year, I hate Valentines day! The 15th tho will be the one year anniversary of when me ariana sarah and jessica stole shopping carts from hy-vee and got caught! Omg, that was the best time ever! I almost got lost, and i woulda never found my way home :( lol. Anywho. I had a nice vacation last weekend. I was in Ft. Dodge visiting mi familia. I had a nice 4 day break! I was addicted to Mario Sunshine on game cube! I couldn't stop playing it! Until i got mad at it, because i couldn't beat the retarded sub levels! Umm, tomorrow, (if we have school) we're gon'a have the pre-game meal starting at 5:15. There's is gon'a be BBQ from famous Dave's. I seriously encourage EVERYONE to go! It's only $3 to get in, and you get like all the food ya want! I think I'm running concessions but NO FREE FOOD FOR YOU! LoL. Hmm, I really really really wanna go sledding. I havn't gone all year! Isn't the snow just bootyfull? I have never seen so much in my life! LET IT SNOW! LET IT SNOW! LET IT SNOW!
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire! Jack Frost nipping at his balls!


[28 Jan 2004|07:57pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | You're still the one ]

Today we registered for classes third period, i signed up for eng. 10 Accel, Bio II lab, Chem I, Spanish III, Drivers Ed, World History, And Algebra II, ooooh gosh, I'm gon'a have a lot of homework next year! Oh well. And then, ummm, in Health we had this speaker guy, named Ryan. I can't believe that he is still alive after his blood alchohal level was 4.4! And he crashed into the back of a car, going 136 mph on a motorcycle. So, he's paralyzed from the waste down. And then, umm, tonight was the prayer service for Sara's dad. It was really sad. But oh my bob, there were SOOO many people. I just hope Sara's gon'a be alright. She seems like she is tho, she's walking around with a smile on her face, even tho that has nothing with how she feels inside.


[24 Jan 2004|07:51pm]
[ music | Cadillacs on 22's ]

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Homanuh Homanuh Homanuh [23 Jan 2004|08:03pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | LoVe Me BaBy ]

What patheticy! Everyone's is at the basketball game, while I'm sitting at home doing ABSOLUTLY NOTHING! Sami was actaully talking to me today, I don't think she understands that I'm mad at her! guess, she hasn't read my last entry! Geoshhh! Today was so nice out! I wish it was like that everyday! That would just be great!
Tomorrow I think I'm going to MA. I might be going with Jessica, but I'm not sure, she has to call me. But I can't believe that it's like 6 friggin dollars! Gooodness Gracious! LoL, butt is bodacious! That is WAY too much for my broke *A*! I really need to get a job! This doesn't make sense, you can't get a job till you get a work permit, but you can't get a work permit, unless you get a job! How does that work? Yay! I get to go to Ft. Dodge next weekend to go see mi familia! I havn't gone there in soo long! But it's just not the same anymore, ever since they closed down Baskin Robbins! oh! my! B*Gosh! They had the bestest ice cream ever! Mmmm, and then Taco Tico! Take Taco Johsn tacos taste, x's like 500000! Taco Tico is sooooooo good! muy muy buena! hmm, I don't even kno who would read about my boring life! Some people must just have a lot of time on there hands! Hey, who all is going to TWIRP? I heard it's gon'a be really boring! Plus, it's not like I have anyone to go with, I don't get that lucky! LoL. Well, me N Ashley will prolly just end up goin together. But how much moola is it? LoL (That's all I ever care about is the el dinero)
.:Me NeeDs A LiFe:.


How ghey! [21 Jan 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Take me away! ]

OmG, we've got another suicidal maniac on the loose, who goes by the name of Sami. She still denies sayin anything, but there's proof, so she can't deny it anymore! I'm sorry, I didn't wanna get anything started, but she shouldn't be lying like that, just tryin to sound all hard behind people's backs. Sami, I would stick up for you when people would say they thought you were soo annoying, but I lost my respect for you as soon as you started lying about Leah. See, you always act like you are soo hard! How many times have you said that you are a good fighter. Last year you would ALWAYS say how you got in all these fights at Hoover. But then, when the other people from Hoover came to West, they said that you were lying. This may sound cliche, but don't talk the talk, unless you can walk the walk! LoL. Okay, so what if Leah would want to fight you...you are SO tough anyways. I mean c'mon, you can even pin Ariana down, to where she can't move, can't ya? I forgot about that for a while, thinkin maybe you would stop lying, but now you are denying this too! Just like you "Didn't Recall"/ Denied telling me about the pinning her down thing. I kno this was also a long time ago, but I've wanted to say this ever since that night at Linny's, when you wouldn't even wrestle Kristi because you said "Oh, I don't want to hurt her!" EVERYONE knew why you wouldn't wrestle her...Because we all KNEW that you couldn't fight/ wrestle or anything, and that if you would've lost to Kristi, then every body would kno the truth about you. Or, remember that time at Saturday in the Park, when Sarah wanted to fight you, because of what you said about Thuy, and Sarah was talking to Betsy, and you just hid behind her, because you knew Sarah was goin to kick your ass? Even after you said that you weren't scared of her! Yeahh, and the next day, you just said that you didn't kno she was there, and that you were talking to someone else? BOLOGNA! No one can ever believe a word you say, I think you would be defined as a "Compulsive Liar" Yep, that's it! So you better start kissing some big ass! Or start proving shit to people, before you go off acting all hard! Because you aren't fooling anybody! Oh yeah, and another thing, GET THE PICTURE, OKAY, GET THE FUCK OFFA COLIN! HE DON'T LIKE YOU! HE NEVER WILL LIKE YOU! AND NO MATTER WHO HE EVER GOES OUT WITH, YOU PROBABLY ALWAYS WILL HAVE MEANT SHIT TO HIM! And now, I would like to end this with a quote from Sami's profyle
"Y'kno, sumtimes it takes a lil bit of rumors and people like you to make people go suicidal... Then after they're gone and dead, u wanna say Sorry and take back all the things you said to them?... Well its just TOO late..."
To me, it sounds like someone is really striving for a little bit of attention, or sympathy from others, because she kno she was wrong! I kno Sami would never have the guts to do any shit like that, that's all just part of her "wanna be a Hardass" image!
SaMi Is SuCh A FaKe AsS BiTcH

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[20 Jan 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Walked Outta Heaven ]

*Near to the door*
*he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
*off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak*
*as a silent tear*
*ran down his cheek*
*and thru his mind*
*the memories ran*
*of the moments they walked*
*and ran in the sand*
*but now her eyes were so terribly cold*
*for he would never again*
*have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
*as he bent near*
*and whispered "I love you"*
*in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
*as he put on his ring*
*and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
*as they lowered her casket*
*into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
*to people alive.....*
*when friends let friends....*
*drink and drive.*

-I'll be there-
*When no one is there for you*
*And you think no one cares*
*When the whole world walks out on you*
*And you think you're alone*
*I'll be there*
*When the one you care about the most*
*Could care less about you*
*When the one you gave your heart to*
*Throws it in your face*
*I'll be there*
*When the person you trusted*
*Betrays you*
*When the person you share all your memories with*
*Cant even remember your birthday*
*I'll be there*
*When all you need is a friend*
*To listen to you whine*
*When all you need is someone*
*To catch your tears*
*I'll be there*
* When your heart hurts so bad*
* You cant even breathe*
* When you just want to crawl up and die*
*I'll be there*
*When you start to cry*
*After hearing that sad song*
*When the tears just won't*
*Stop falling down*
*I'll be there*
*So you see I'll be there until the end*
*This is a promise I can make*
*If you ever need me*
*Just give me a call and...*
*I'll be there...*
*I can only hope*
*That you'll be there for me too*


[19 Jan 2004|08:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Mandy Moore- Cry ]

Goodness, after reading all your guyzez journals, I have realized, that I really need to get a life! LoL. All i do on the weekends, is sit home and sleep! Wonderful me! Anywhoo, today, was just like any other day. I have Mrs. Doyle for study hall now, and today me n Felicia sat by eachother, and we kept on talking, so Mrs. Doyle jsut sat there glaring at us! It was freaky! LoL. And then she ended up transferring Felicia to Mr. Blakes study hall. Then third per. I had a vocab. test (which i didn't study for) and plus WHO HAS TESTS ON MONDAYS? THAT'S JUST CRAZY! And plus, now I can't even cheat, because I don't sit in the back anymore, now I sit in the front :( so i bet I missed at least 4! And the DOL that was apposed to be extra credit, turned out to be counted directly into the test, AND, it was one that we had never done in class! HOW GHEY!!! Then, ummm, we had another Sub in Spanish...(I think Mrs.Trejo was put in a mental hopsicle or Summ. because she hasn't even been at school since before finals) so, we watched more of Zorro, jeesh, my buddy Mike wasn't even there. What a hooky player! I'm gon'a give him crap tomorrow! jkjk. But yea, then tonight I was watching American Idol...GEESH! Hasn't anyone ever todl these people that they can't sing? They are such an embarressment to themselves! HA! That lady cleared out a whole bar, and lost her bet with Simon hahahaha! And then when they get rejected, they try to come back with sorry ass comebacks, but they're soo stupid!


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