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Wednesday, August 20th, 2008

Subject:in this town, don't we love it now
Time:8:03 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:7 things ;; miley cyrus.
According to your ex, are you pretty?
Yes :D

How have you felt today?
Headachy but good

What's your favorite song?
Right now I have been listening to NBC soundtrack

Do you like being in pictures?
No, I rarely look good in them

Are you happy at the moment?
Bored

What were you doing at 8:00pm last night?
Sleeping

Last person who drove you somewhere?
Mom

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night owl

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom

If you could move anywhere right now would you?
England, or out of my house in general

Do you know if anyone likes you?
Yes

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Sorry about that :(

Talk to your ex's?
Some

Have you ever dated someone older than you?
Technically

Have you ever kissed in a basement?
Yes

Do you get distracted easily?
Yes

Do you live alone?
No unfortunately

Can you keep a secret?
Yes

Do you have any phobias?
Heights, sharks

Your favorite romantic movie is?
The Notebook

Are you happy with your living arrangements?
No

Have you ever played Twister?
YES!

Do you have trust issues?
Yes

Do you have a best friend?
Yesm

Ever make plans and broken them?
Yes

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
Yes

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes lol

Are you open with your feelings to people?
Sure

Are you loved?
I hope so

Do you care what others think about you?
Not really

Last thing you ate?
Pasta and corn on the cob

Did you get any compliments today?
Not yet

What is in your back pocket?
Nothing

How has this past week been for you?
Okay

Do you have any bruises?
Not that I know of. Sunburb though

Are you tired?
A little
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Subject:kidnap the sandy claws, throw him in a box
Time:1:48 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:what's this ;; nightmare before christmas soundtrack.
Does your myspace password have to do with a boy?
My facebook password does :D

Small or big purses?
Depends on if it's for school or not

Do you sleep in your bra?
No

Do you enjoy drama?
Not at all

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Not this past one, but I want to this year <3

Do you call anybody by their last name?
Sometimes, especially if I'm mad

Do you wear makeup?
Sometimes

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
Yes

Do you think Los Alacranes are cute?
Who?

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Not to my face

American Eagle or Hollister?
Neither, although the AE pants Michelle gave me are awesome

Heels or flats?
Either

Skirts or jeans?
Jeans

Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers

Straight or curly hair?
Is wavy

Hoops or dangling earrings?
Whatever I feel like wearing

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Tend to dark haired ones

Do you have a best friend?
Yes

What do you think about the person you like?
:D Sex.

have you ever thought of plastic surgery?
Yes

Do you like your life?
Sure

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Yes

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yes

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face???
YES!

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes

Do you ever wish you were famous?
Having the money would be nice, but not all the photos at bad angles, please.

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On a scale from 1 to 10, how good are you at Guitar Hero?
Actually never played it

What tv show do you watch most?
Anderson Cooper 360

Do you have a job?
Yes

If you had a paid vacation to anywhere in the world, where would you go?
England

Do you think the guy should always pay?
Sometimes

Have you ever wanted to be on a game show?
Jeopardy!

Who was your first kiss?
Carlos

Describe your dream house.
Big and comfortable

Where did you last go out to eat?
Applebee's

What did you order?
Chickie fingers

Have you ever been in a car wreck?
When I was a fetus lol

What do you plan on naming your baby girl?
Something I like

Your baby boy?
Something I like

What's your musical guilty pleasure?
Jesse McCartney

What was the last book you read?
The Wedding Officer

Are you happy with the way you look?
Sometimes

How long does your morning routine take?
Anywhere from 5 minutes to an hour

What is the dumbest thing you've ever done?
I've done a lot of dumb things

Do you return the buggies at Wal-Mart?
Sure

What is your favorite fast food place?
McD's

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Thursday = work and chillin

Are there any movies you've seen more than ten times?
HP, Hairspray

What are your biggest pet-peeves?
People who are assholes

What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Nada

Do you like to cook?
Yes

What music genres could the world do without?
Country, most rap

What do you want to do for the rest of your life?
Be happy

Do you get along with your siblings?
No

Are you good at Sudoku puzzles?
Yes

Are you a pack-rat?
Sometimes

How late did you sleep this morning?
12:30

Are you a creative person?
Yes

Do you like to sing?
Yes

How many songs are on your ipod?
A ton

What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
Dark Knight I think

Was it any good?
Yes

What color are your pants?
Not wearing any

What did you do to celebrate last Valentines Day?
Got Chinese with the boy

Last place you had sex?
:D my room

Is your house clean?
Yes

How old are you?
18 almost 19!

Do you agree with gay marriage?
Yes

Do you have any plants in your house?
My mom's

Are you afraid of getting old?
Sorta

What did you have for breakfeast this morning?
Nada

Who's in the room with you?
Me

On a scale from 1-10 how's life right now?
like an 8

Do you drink coffee?
Not regularly

Are you allergic to anything?
No
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2008

Subject:oh baby i can't be held down
Time:4:47 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:pork and beans ;; =w=.
Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else?
To reject someone else

What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
Nsync, BSB, Nirvana

What is the best thing about your current job?
It's preparing me for a better job in the same field.

Have you kissed someone in the last 48 hours?
I might have lololol

What was the last thing you drank?
Iced tea

Have you been on a date in the past week?
No. But I might be today lol

Have you ever thrown up from working out?
No but almost

Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
Old

Have you ever gotten so wasted you didn’t know what was going on?
No

Do you like pulpy orange juice?
Gross

Did you cry at your high school graduation?
Noooo

Do you prefer the tanning bed or the sun?
Neither, being in the sun makes me sleepy

Where are two of your favorite places to eat?
McD's and the diner

What could you tolerate...someone who snores or a sleep walker?
Snorer

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
Having humongous boobs

What is your worst personality flaw?
I'm too particular

Have you ever gone to therapy?
No

Would you ever parachute off of a plane?
NO!

Are you Irish in any way?
Yes, about a quarter

Do you like to play Scrabble?
YES!

Have you ever drank Jack Daniels?
No

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
No.

What are you saving your money up for right now?
Short-term, school and clothes. Long-term, own cell phone, own house

What was the last gift card you received?
Probably Walmart or Target

Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person?
No

What do you do when you spot a bug in your house?
SCREAM! And try to squeeesh it

Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush myspace?
Facebook lol

When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
Like, two weeks ago lol

Do you have a desk in your room?
Yes, two

Have you ever gotten naked at a party?
No

Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
Great-grandparents

Have you ever broken a rib?
No

Who is the most spoiled person you know?
My sister

Would you rather have a million dollars or true love?
Have true love already, where's my million dollars?

Have you ever had sex in church?
No

Do you watch the Grammys?
Sure

Is your birthday on a holiday?
My birthday IS a holiday damnit!

Do you have any friends or family in the war right now?
Friends ;; Mustafa, Toast

Do you worry about global warming?
Yes

Have you ever been cheated on?
Not that I know of

Did you lose your virginity to your neighbor?
No

Did or do you think your childhood dreams will come true?
Yes

What's your opinion on gold diggers?
Suck!

Are you a country or city girl/boy?
City girl

Do you want to hit something?
YES!

How many people have you kissed so far in 2008 that actually meant something?
:D

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, but sore

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
:D Noooo

Are you texting anyone right now?
No

Do you like anyone right now?
YES

Who was the last person who called you?
Mom

Is your ex still in your life as a friend?
:D

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
No

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
Not that I know of
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Subject:buttscratcha!
Time:3:23 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Music:troublemaker ;; weezer.
What's your name?
Liz

How old are you?
19

Where do you live?
Bayonne, NJ

Ever been in love?
Yes

Is there someone you want to be with?
Yes

Do you have a job?
YES!

Are you happy with your life?
Sorta

Is there anything that would make it better?
Yes

Who is your best friend?
Jon and Ally

Where do you go to get your haircut?
The mall

When is the last time you used a ladder?
Umm.. Idk when painting my sister's room?

Which friend have you known the longest?
Chris :D

What are you wearing?
Shortshorts and Tshirt

Do you have any plans for today?
Yes

Anyone you want to see?
Yes

Have you ever lied to anyone about how you feel?
Yes

How do you really feel?
Hungry and bored

Are you missing anyone right now?
Yes

Who's the last person that IM'd you?
Carlos

What does your last text say?
No texts

Do you think you're smart?
Yes

What kind of mood are you in?
Hungry

Who's the most important person in your life?
:D

What would you do if you lost them?
Die

What super power do you want?
Reading minds or turning invisible

What do you want to know right now?
Why there is no food in my house

When is the last time you told someone to shut up?
Yesterday

What was your first pet's name?
Brandy

What time did you wake up this morning?
11

Do you like energy drinks?
Noooo

What products do you put in your hair?
Shampoo and conditioner, occasionally straight&shine junk, sometimes gel or mousse

What middle school did you attend?
PS14

Name every state you have lived in?
Just Jersey

Ever been on a go-cart?
YES

Who is sitting next to you?
Nobody

Last funeral you attended?
Havent

When is your mom's birthday?
Same as mine :D

When was the last time you saw your most recent ex?
Like Friday night

Favorite quote with friends?
Dont have one
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Sunday, August 10th, 2008

Subject:chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhPEW
Time:1:32 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:surrender ;; cheap trick.
What's your favorite love song?
goodbye my lover

Who do miss right now?
:D

Have you done anything sexual today?
Not since about 1:30 this morning

Are you taken or single?
:D

Whose your favorite Harry Potter character?
Oooh that is tough. I'm going to have to say.... Remus.

What are you wearing right now under your clothes?
Nothing!

What laundry soap do you use?
Idk whatever my mom buys.

Whose your favorite superhero?
Batman

Do you love your parents?
My mom

What's your biggest goal in life?
In life? To be happy.

What's the first thing you thought when you woke up this morning?
OUCH

What are you thinking about right now?
Showering and going to Walgreens

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you hear "Dark"?
Arts

Do you believe in karma?
Sure

Ever experienced karma?
Yes

What are your shower habits?
Always the same. Get undressed, turn on the water, wash hair, wash face, wash body, shave, out.

Who wouldn’t you mind being stranded on an island with forever?
:D

Been asked out lately? By who?
Yes lol

Do you know html?
No

Do you like strawberries?
YES!

Do you tell people your secrets easily?
Sure

Do you expect someone to retake this?
MAYBEH!

Who's the last person you hugged?
:/

Kissed?
:D

Slapped in the face?
Probably either Jon or King Asshat

Called your best friend?
Ally

Had lunch with?
Chhh, can't remember. But I'll probably grab a quick bite on Tuesday with PJ

Dreamed about?
Carlos and Brian Bannon

Yelled at?
My sister

Played cards with?
Lmao the guys

Had a deep conversation with?
Chhh, Idk

When's the last time you ate?
At 12

Laughed so hard it hurt?
Yesterday

Edited your myspace?
No myspace!

What's your favorite color?
Green

How are you feeling right now?
Blah

What are you going to do later?
Shower, chill.

Do you hate anyone?
Not right now

Are you a nice person?
I might be

Does texting annoy you?
No texting

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Like 2ish? Was on the phone

How's your love life?
:/

Who in your family are you closest to?
Nobody

Do you like anybody?
:D

Do you wish people a good morning every morning?
Sometimes

If you could have one person in bed who would it be?
HEEHEE!

What turns you off the most?
Smellyness.

What turns you on most?
Hot sex voices

Are you straight?
Yes

What would you name your children?
Anything I want! Doorknob Toasteroven!

Do you like music?
YES

How old do you look?
Maybe 20
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Saturday, August 9th, 2008

Time:7:27 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh while you're out with Terence because you jump whenever your friends want to do something. But if I make other plans it's not okay. And now you're going to the movies even though you SAID you were going to the mall, but if I end up doing something different it's not okay. Y'know all you boys need to grow up and realize that everything's either equal or it's not and if you get to do something and it's fine then I should get to do the same thing and it should be fine. But no, of course not. It's not good enough that fifteen minutes is okay for me to come see you even though I want to see you more, but fifteen minutes isn't good enough for you even though you want to see me more. You should take the goddamn fifteen minutes if you have it because that's 15 minutes you won't be getting back, and you either spend it with me or you don't, and if you don't, then tough shit if you haven't seen me in days. I'm not going to expend all my time travelling back and forth to see you and I'm sure as hell not going to wait around for you to be free either. Because here's exactly what happened:
1. You wanted to go to the movies with me and I said maybe.
2. You told me you were going to the movies with Charlie, which is definitely not going to the movies with me, because I am not Charlie, so you were the one who made other plans first.
3. I agreed when Bridget asked me to go see her at work AFTER you told me you were going to the movies with Charlie, meaning that I made other plans SECOND.
4. I gave you the option of seeing me for a little while (approximately 15 minutes) before I left.
5. You said you weren't going to go to the movies, so if you weren't going to come all the way over here to go to the theater, then I wasn't going to make you come all the way over here just to see me for fifteen minutes.
6. You said you were going to the mall with Terence.

So, according to you, I shouldn't be mad because "I made other plans too," except that whenever I make other plans you get mad and it's okay. Because you're spoiled and bratty; but I can't be the same way when you make other plans even when I gave you the option of seeing me for a little while. So according to everyone else, I'm not allowed to be spoiled or bratty or whatever whenever my plans with someone else fall through because they make other plans with other people. Grow. Up. I'm sick of this shit from everyone. I'm sick of making plans and having them fall through and then when I make other plans and you say you can make our original plans, and then I tell you I'm already busy, I get shit for it. TOUGH FUCKING NOOGIES. I'm not going to sit on my ass waiting to see whether or not you can make our plans. If you're not going to hold up, I'm going to do something and tough shit if you get fucked because I'm super tired of it. Tired of everyone else being allowed to react however they want to whatever I say, but as soon as they say the same thing and I react similarly, it's the end of the world because I shouldn't be getting mad and I shouldn't be being a brat. Well tough fucks, I am a brat and I'm going to react however I want and if you're being a spoiled little brat, I'm going to tell you to go fuck off.

*disclaimer -- 95% of this rant not meant for the only person who is reading it. only some parts.
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Subject:the prodigal son is too late
Time:3:28 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:pork and beans ;; weezer.
Is the last person you kissed still in high school?
Definitely not

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Not in a bad mood --- yet

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Woke up and peed

Do you care of what people think of you?
Sometimes

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Myself :D

Last person you went to the movies with?
Patty Erik Bridget Patty's friend and that other kid

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
forward a week

What are you looking forward to right now?
School in 24 days! My birthday in 22!

Do you miss someone?
Maybeh :D

Where was your default pic taken?
Carlos' house

What is your middle name?
Rose

Your current relationship status?
Hee

Does your crush like you back?
Yes

What is your current mood?
Tired

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Hmmm... no regrets

Have a crazy side?
Might

Ever had a near death experience?
Not that I know of

Something you do a lot?
Sleep

Angry at anyone?
Not really

Where did your last kiss take place?
:D

What did you do today?
Sleep. Ate. Shopped.

Last time you wasted money?
Today lol

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Sleeping

Have you ever been to a tanning bed?
No

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Yes

Where do you wish you were right now?
Away from here

Does anyone hate you for no reason?
Sure

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Not to any time in my life period

Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with the letter B?
No

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back?
Sure

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
:/

Something you'll never do?
Skydive

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Holy crap it's 8 o clock?

Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them & meant it?
Yes

How is your day so far?
Pretty good

Do you want to go to college?
I do

Whats your favorite season?
Fall

When was the last time you cried and the reasons?
Couple days ago for no reason

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Yes

What was your favorite grade?
Chhhh... I like now

Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Yes

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
No

Last time you made someone happy?
I made myself happy today when I bought eco-friendly filler paper :D

Last time you held someones hand?
Yesterday lol
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2008

Subject:i wanna be with the one i know
Time:11:41 am.
Mood: curious.
Music:7 things ;; miley cyrus.
8 YEARS AGO ( 2000 )
How old were you?
turning 11

Where did you go to school?
P.S. # 14

Where did you work?
Didn't

Where did you live?
Still same house

Where did you hang out?
Nowhere really

Did you wear contacts?
No, probably still glasses at that point

Who were your best friend(s)?
Amy

How many tattoos did you have?
None

How many piercings did you have?
None

Did you drive a car?
No

Had you been to a real party?
Not particularly. What constitutes a real party?

Had you had your heart broken?
Probably

Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single

Any Kids?
No

4 YEARS AGO ( 2004 )
How old were you?
Turning 15

Where did you go to school?
Bayonne High School

Where did you work?
Ice rink

Where did you live?
Same house!

Where did you hang out?
With friends, like Kasey.

Did you wear glasses?
Nope, contacts

Who were your best friend(s)?
Kasey and PJ

How many tattoos did you ave?
None

How many piercings did you have?
2

What car did you drive?
Didnt

Had your heart broken?
Yes

Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single

Any Kids?
Definitely not

TODAY ( 2008 )
How old are you?
Almost 19

Where do you worK?
Bayonne Community News

Where do you live?
SAME FRICKIN HOUSE

Do you wear glasses?
Contacts sometimes

Who is/are your closest friend(s)?
Carlos, Jon, Ally

Do you talk to your old friends?
Sometimes

How many piercings do you have?
4

How many tattoos?
None yet

What kind of car do you have?
Dont drive

Has your heart been broken?
Yes

Single/taken/married/divorced/Engaged?
Heart is taken <333

How many kids?
None yet
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Tuesday, July 29th, 2008

Subject:buncha surveys 'cause i is bored
Time:6:02 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:mugglecast :D.
Did someone make you mad today?
yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
i'm not sure yet, might go visit carlos at work

When was the last time you had Starbucks?
never

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
making food

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
no

Do you wear glasses?
contacts

Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now?
not wearing any

When is your birthday?
august 31st

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping still

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
nothing

Last place you took a plane to?
florida

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
yes ;; have you been to njcu?? lol

Have you ever drank with your number one?
don't drink ;; but yes, i've drank with my number one

Are you a jealous person?
yes

Are you tired right now?
yes

Do you chew on your straws?
no

What's your favorite room in your house?
my room

How many children do you plan on having?
a lot ;; i would like to have like, between 6 and 10, but realistically i'll probably have between 1 and 4

Who was at your house last?
my uncle

Are you able to climb a chain link fence?
yes

Who's car were you in last?
someone's dad's lol

Last movie you went to see?
batman

Are you ashamed of your past?
no

Where does your grandma live?
both in heaven

Are you texting right now?
no

Do you trust people?
not really

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
all the time

Have you ever played a Wii?
yes

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
yes

Where are your siblings right now?
at work, on the way to meadowlands

Last place you ordered food from?
pizza hut?

What high school did/do you attend?
bhs

What are you excited for?
hp6 trailer tonight :D

What did you do last night?
went out

Last song you sang?
idk

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
wouldn't

Whats the longest you have talked on the phone to someone?
chhh... like 7 hours

Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?
yes ;; chris and joe, mark

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
yes

Anything hurt on your body right now?
my back, and the mosquito bites on my feet

When was the last time you laughed?
a couple hours ago

Have you ever been stalked?
a little

What was the last thing you cried about?
something stupid, most likely

What are you drinking?
nothing

The last person you fought with?
billy probably

Name something that's on your mind right now?
certain someone :D

When was the last time you sang out loud?
idk

Who do you really want to see right now?
:D

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
jeans

Are you pregnant?
no!

Do you swear a lot?
yes

What are you currently listening to?
mugglecast ep 139

Have the cops ever came to your house?
yeah

Who's your last missed call?
carlos

Where do you want to go?
out away from here

Do you always wear your seat belt?
yes

What's a time you've been happy in the past week?
today

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?
probably some random bitch on the street ;; lookin at me funny, shit

Do you drink beer?
no

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
i didn't buy it

What is something you need to go shopping for?
clothes and school supplies

Do you have any tan lines?
no

Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher?
miss o'brien

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes :D

Honestly, what color is your underwear?
not wearing any!

Have you done something bad today?
wanted to

What was the last thing you ate?
ice cream

When was the last time you really cried your heart out?
couple days ago

Are you normally a happy person?
sure

How many months are there until your birthday?
1 and 2 days :D

Do you own any kind of yellow clothing?
yes, i just bought a yellow wrap shirt actually, is adorable

How many piercings do you have?
four

What's your favorite season of the year?
fall

How old is the first person on your top?
no top

What is your current mood?
pouty and sleepy

What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
school! baltimore trip (GOOD MORNING, BALTIMORE!)! my birthday!

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How many girls would you just love to shoot?
some girls at school who are, LYK OMG super annoying lol

Do you have any feelings for somebody?
yes

Who was the last person to actually pick you up in the air?
carlos? might have been billy, jerk put me down lol

The last time you screamed?
saw a buggie in my room

Does any part of your body hurt?
back, feet

Are you getting mad right now?
not really

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to a lot?
yes

Can you keep a secret?
if i want to

Have you ever played naked twister?
no but i'd love to

Is there someone you will never forget?
yes

How is your hair?
blonde and messy

Are you typically a jealous person?
yes

Do you bite on straws?
no

What are you dreading right now?
nothing particularly

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
rarely

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
yes :D

Last time you saw your best friend?
chhh months lol

Are you in high school?
no

Is anyone on your bad side now?
yes!

When was the last time you left your house?
yesterday

Who is the youngest in your family?
my bitch sister

What's the most interesting thing you've heard recently?
that this romanian couple had their 18th child

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
yes

Last person you texted?
no texts

What were you doing at 11:00 AM?
nothing

Are you ticklish?
yes

Where were you last night?
nothing really

Do you have plans for today?
maybe

Do you like who you are, as a person?
sometimes

Have you talked to a complete asshole today?
yes

Has someone disappointed you recently?
yes

Have you made any mistakes recently?
sure

What was the last beverage that was spilled on yourself?
iced tea

Have you kissed a girl/boy in the past 2 days?
:D

How many hours did you sleep last night?
didnt sleep last night

Who was the last person to whom you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
carlos

Where did you last wear sunglasses?
last summer lol

Is there someone you know you should hate but you can't?
not anyone i can think of

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
probably

What do you hate about your school?
it's small and as much diversity as there is, it doesn't seem like enough. but other than that i actually really like njcu.

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How did you and your number 3 become friends?
don't have a number 3

How late did you stay up last night and why?
fell asleep at 12:30 today

What's the relationship between you and the last person you texted?
no texts

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?
hahaha yes

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yes

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
carlos

To send you a myspace message?
no myspace

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mom's

Have you kissed anyone in the last week?
:D

Do you miss anyone?
yes

What does your 8th text message say?
no texts!

What are you excited about?
school starts in a month and like, four daysish

Plans for tonight?
maybe sleep a little bit more, eating, going out

Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
no

What are you doing tomorrow?
not sure yet

What are your plans for the next weekend?
not sure yet

What's your hair look like today?
messy so far

Did you ever lose a friend?
yes

What are you doing right now?
nothing

What is the background on your phone?
my duckie

What's the last thing you had to drink?
iced tea

What was the last thing you ate?
gushers

Ever go camping?
yes

Are you someone's best friend?
i hope so

Do you have a dog?
i did

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
my sister and lack of job

Have you spoken to your mother today?
yeah we just ran a bunch of errands

What color is your hair?
blonde

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this afternoon

Are you happy?
right now, sure

Where were you an hour ago?
driving

Do you have any tattoo/piercings?
four piercings -- both ears, bellybutton, tongue

Do you hate your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
absolutely not

Do you drink water?
yes

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
probably

Does anyone love you?
yes

Do you fall for people easily?
not really

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
no top friends

What are you listening to right now?
mugglecast

How has the week been?
relatively good

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
yes

Are you too forgiving?
yes

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
no texts

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
yes

Do you have a car?
not my own

Did the one person who hurt you the most recently apologize?
yes

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
no

What are you wearing?
shirt, jeans, bra, underwear, socks, shoes

Do you remember your dreams?
sometimes

Do you have any text messages saved on your phone?
no

Best summer?
maybe
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Monday, July 28th, 2008

Time:9:00 am.
Mood: creative.
Music:i've seen all good people ;; yes.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
Wallet: black with flames
hairbrush: blue and white
jewelry worn daily: tongue and belly ring
pillow cover: pink
blanket: red
coffee cup: black "you graduated" cup from 8th grade (i want the HP gryffindor mug, if anyone wants to know)
sunglasses: white ones that carlos bought me
underwear: currently none :D
boots: black ones from payless i think
handbag: for school, my pink one, regularly my black one
favorite shirt: radiohead black tee
cologne/perfume: bath&bodyworks apple, cucumber melon, or pomegranate
hair: moderately wavy, blonde, shoulder-blade length
makeup: none currently

Must haves: music, harry potter, hugs
in my head: blank
talking to: no one
eating: nothing
fetishes: uniforms :D and chocolate
if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: idk right now
person you wish you could see right now: :D someone warm and cuddly to sleep next to
what's next to you: a bunch of crap and my kitty
some of your favorite movies: HP, atonement, the notebook, muppets from space (which i will be watching tonight)
something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: road trip to baltimore, hopefully some alone time with a certain someone :D
something that you are deathly afraid of: heights/bridges
do you like candles?: yes
do you like hot wax?: heehee
do you like incense?: yes
do you like the taste of blood?: doesnt bother me
do you believe in love?: of course
do you believe in soul mates?: no
do you believe in love at first sight?: no
do you believe in forgiveness?: yes
who is your worst enemy?: myself
if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: PIGGUH!
what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: NYC, williamsburg, somewhere along the beach in north carolina, london, annnnnnnnd idk glasgow
what are some of your favorite pig out foods?: chinese, burgers, fries, doritos, white cheddar popcorn
what's something that you wish people would understand?: other people
what's something you wish you could understand better?: myself
five details about your appearance right now: pale, exhausted, chubbuh, short shorts, weezer tee
five things you did today: read, ate, went online, pet my kitteh, and yawned
five groups/artists you listened to today: weezer, incubus, billy joel, sweeney todd soundtrack, new found glory
five things that make you happy: kittens, hugs, chocolate, sex, harry potter
five things that disgust you: bugs (especially the brown ones that run around in my basement), liars, thiefs, my sister, and beets
five things you can't live without: friends, my kittehs, harry potter, chocolate, and music
five things you'll do when you complete this: shower, get dressed, drink something, sleep hopefully, go out
five things you feel right now: tired, thirsty, bored, icky, heartburny
LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: carlos?
Made you cry: billy
Spent the night at your house: chhhhhhhhh idk
You shared a drink with: like, actual sipping? bridget
You went to the movies with: patty, erik, bridget, billy, patty's friend
You went to the mall with: carlos :D
Yelled at you: probably my mother
Sent you an e-mail: carlos
Said they were going to kill you: my sister
HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I love you" and meant it? of course
Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: no?
Been to New York? yes
Been to Florida? unfortunately
California? not yet
Hawaii? not yet
Mexico? noooo
China? no but charlie will take me eventually :D lol
Canada? no
Danced naked? by myself :D
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? sure
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? definitely
Wish you were the opposite sex? occasionally
Had an imaginary friend? don't think i did
This or That...
Red or blue? red
Spring or fall? fall
Santa or Rudolph? santa
Math or English? english
What was the last food you ate? chocolate ice cream
Are you bored? yeah
How many buddies are on? 14
Last movie you saw? in theaters, batman. at home, dirty dancing havana nights
Last noise you heard? kitteh meowing
Last time you went out of the state: NYC back in like, march
Do you have a crush on someone? desperately
Do they know? yes, at least i hope so
What's his/her name? is not telling!
What do you think of ouija boards? i want to try
What book are you reading now? idk i finished the wedding officer which was a lot better than i expected, except some things to do with semantics, but im not reading anything currently. any suggestions?
What's on your mouse pad? nothing
Favourite magazine? discover, cosmo, popular science (all the nerdy ones)
Worst feeling in the world? loneliness
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? blargh
How many rings before you answer? 1 or 2
Future daughter's name? depending on the boy i marry lol. kidding, i want to have lots of daughters. danica, anastasia, marguerite, isobel, juliet
Future son's name? henry, james, charles, william, quinn, kingsley, gerard, elijah
Chocolate or vanilla? both
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? book editor/maternity nurse/marriage counselor/therapist/preschool teacher/writer
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? yes
What's under your bed? dust, spare blankies, bugs probably
Favourite sport to watch? baseball, football, hockey
Your Hair Colour: blonde
Eye Colour: green
Height Currently: 5'7.5"
Glasses/contacts: contacts
Current Age: 18
Siblings: brother, sister, three half-brothers
Location: in my house
College Plans: finish ASAP, major in english lit, minor in women's studies
Any Piercings: 4
Best Friends: jon
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: :D
Hobbies: sleeping, writing, reading, nerding, hugging
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: i dont
Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely
Do You Like Being Around People: yes
STUFF
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person you always go after: definitely not
Do You Have A Job: no but hopefully by the end of today i will
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: sure
Are You Lonely Right Now: yes
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no, i'm getting married
Do You Want To Get Married: yes
Do You Want Kids: yes!
FAVORITE
Room In house: in my house, living room or mom's room when i'm sleeping on her bed
Type of music: rock
Song: right now is "a little priest" ;; sweeney todd soundtrack
Memory: 12/07/05
Day Of The Week: friday but it's becoming thursdays
Color: green
perfume or colonge: bath&body apple
Flower: rose
Month: september
Location for dates: movies, food places
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: yesm
Bought Something: yesm
Gotten Sick: almost
Sang: yes
Said I Love You: yes :D
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: no
Met Someone New: no
Moved On: nope
Talked To Someone: yes
Had A Serious Talk: yes
Missed Someone: desperately
Hugged Someone: yes
Kissed Someone: :D
Fought With Your Parents: surprisingly no
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: no
Had a lot of sleep: no
Wanted This Survey To Be Over: yes!

and now i has a drink :D
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Sunday, July 27th, 2008

Subject:MOAR SURVEY
Time:4:26 am.
Mood: cranky.
Do you hate when people smoke around you?
Yesm. But I hate it more when people smoke around children.

Who was the last girl you talked to on myspace?
No myspace.

Who was the last person to call you?
Billy.

Who will you be with Saturday night?
IDK!

How many speeding tickets have you had?
None.

Do you plan on moving?
YES!

Where are your siblings?
Sleeping, presumably. My brother may be out.

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Yes.

Does anyone have your myspace password?
No myspace.

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
NOBODY!

Name something or someone that made you smile today?
Carlos :D

Have you ever had sex on a football field?
No but I would like to.

What's the closest thing to you that's liquid?
Nothing.

Describe this year of school in 4 words.
Exhausting, frenzied, difficult, unexpected.

Something you want to know?
Why men are stupid.

Something you're happy about?
New clothes :D

Last movie you saw in theaters, with who?
BATMAN! Patty, Billy, Bridget, Erik, Patty's friend Lou?

Burger King or Wendy's?
Wendy's

What time is it?
4:31 AM

Where are you?
Home

What are you doing right now?
This

Where is your best friend at right now?
His house

Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Neither

Are you listening to music right now?
No

Who else is in the room with you?
My sister

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Yeah.

How long can you go without your mobile phone?
A while

One wish?
For things to be fixed.

What's the stupidest thing you've ever seen?
My sister

Chased by the cops?
No.

The phone rings what do you say?
Hey

What is wrong with you right now?
Bored and tired

Are you mean?
Sure

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Hide

What are you drinking?
Nothing

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Jon

Who is the ugliest person you saw today?
My sister

How is your hair?
Wet, up, messy.

Who do you tell the most to?
Carlos + Jon

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
All night

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
No

What are you listening to?
Nada

What are you wearing?
Tshirt, jeans, socks, undergarments

Do you remember your dreams?
Some of them

Who do you hate?
A couple people

Orange or apple juice?
Orange

Can you vote in next election?
Yes

What are you doing for your next birthday?
Nothing probably

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
Yes

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes

Do you have unlimited texting?
NO

Last time you cried?
Today

Are you excited about anything?
School starting soon

Do you have any text messages saved on your phone?
NO

Do you enjoy life?
Yes

Do you tend to make things complicated?
Yes

Best summer?
Maybe

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Yes

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
SCHOOL!

Are you religious?
Not particularly

Are you having a good day today?
YES

When do you go to sleep?
Whenever I'm tired
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Saturday, July 26th, 2008

Subject:blaahhhhhhhh
Time:8:05 am.
Mood: sore.
Music:intergalactic ;; beastie boys.
So. I can't sleep. Again. Not even in my mother's currently unoccupied air-conditioned room. Nothing. Did two loads of laundry. Nothing. Finished my book (finally a happy ending). Nothing. Laid down for a half hour. Nothing. Roar. I think I'm going to go get dressed and maybe take a walk. Idk. I need something to put me to sleep. I ate already, like, a ton, and I shouldn't have. It was mostly mindless, I was finishing my book and wanted something else to do. But at least it wasn't anything terrible, just pitas and cheese and OJ, which will probably come back to haunt me later :(
Womp womp. I cleaned out my closet again and I'm just keeping in there all the clothes that are suitable for school. I'll keep my bum clothes outside the closet and in the dresser I guess.
Kitties everywhere. Billy's new kittehs (well, they're actually Cali's lol since she is the whorebag that gave birth to them) are so cute. Three of them have names; Panda, 'cause he is black and white and looks like a panda; Cookie, because he is black and white and tan and looks like cookie dough ice cream; and Weenie, because he is black and the most orange out of the other black/orange ones, and therefore is the most Halloween-ish. I like Cookie best, mostly because he is named after a delicious dessert. Mmm.
Was looking through the paper yesterday at apartments. Some aren't so bad; there was a 4 bedroom one in JC for like 1300$. So it would be easy to fit roommates in there. Splitting 1300$ between 4-8 people is a lot better than splitting 750$-1250$ between two lol. I have no problem sharing a room -- given that who I am sharing with is a suitable roommate. But I suppose that if it is my friends, I would be sharing with an acceptable roomie :) I think the people I'd most want to live with are Chris, Joe, Dennis, Ally, Carlos, Charlie, and probably Dimitrios. Except he is the person I most want to kick now lol. See, Chris and Joe can share a room, as can Dennis and Ally, and Charlie and Dimi. I wouldn't mind sharing with Carlos ;) heehee. Plus in JC it'd be closer to school for all of us (excepting Dennis). Well, at least it'd be easier to access transportation. Even though Charlie dorms at RU :( lol. Then again we all need jobs that pay way more than minimum wage. Or jobs period (aka me lol).

Womp womp. My head hurts on one side and I'm extremely sore. The stupid kitty keeps trying to eat the mouse. Except the pointer is on the screen and he CAN'T EAT IT! lol

I think I'll go get dressed now.
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Time:4:55 am.
Mood: bored.
Music:mugglecast episode 137.
You're single, why?
I need to be.

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
:D

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm but not too warm.

How much money do you have on you?
35c.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Always

Where will you be in an hour?
Maybe asleep

What were you doing at 1pm?
Sleeping for another hour at least.

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No but I AM wearing brandy new panties :D

Where did you last eat out?
Like, actual restaurant? Either the diner or Applebee's. I think the diner.

Where are you right now?
At home.

Are you happy there?
No. I would much rather be in someone else's bed :D

What are you wearing?
Burgundy pants, socks, blue polka dotted shirt, bra, underwear

What is the last reason you cried?
I.. don't remember??

What/who woke you up today?
Just woke up.

Do you like anyone?
Yesm.

When was the last time someone yelled at you?
Idk, probably today.

Have you ever given an engagement ring?
NO!

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Today

Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far?
No regrets.

Where is your best friend?
At home, sleeping.

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Carlos

Anything annoying you right now?
Sister.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Nostalgia

Did you have a dream last night?
Probably, because I ended up with my ring on the wrong finger and it got stuck on my fat and it broke. Cheap-ass 25c ring.

Do you own a polo shirt?
I don't think so.

Are you excited for winter?
For fall, yes.

Kissed someone that smokes?
No.

When is your birthday?
August 31st.

What's your favorite color?
Green

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Probably not.

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
Yes.

Where do you want to live?
Not here.

Did you cry today?
Probably.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
Sleeping.

Is it awkward when you run into your family?
No.

What are you currently doing?
Doing this. Listening to MuggleCast.

Is there anyone you want to be with right now?
Most certainly.

Are you going to be home alone tonight?
Well, seeing as it's 5 AM... Idk.

What's your best feature?
Boobs and eyes.

If you could change your eye color , what color would you change it to?
None, except violet.

Do you hate anyone?
No. Wait...yes.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Socks

Do you want someone you can't have?
:(

What are you doing this weekend?
I don't know. Maybe going shopping :D
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Thursday, July 24th, 2008

Subject:blah blah blah
Time:12:35 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
Music:mugglecast episode 137 ;; jim dale interview :D.
How old will you turn in 2009?
20 :D

What's your mood?
Overtired.

Are you a social person?
Not particularly.

What is your favorite candy?
Shit... Sour Patch Watermelons

Do you like coffee?
Sometimes

What song is in your head?
None

Do you shut off the water while you brush your teeth?
Yeah.

Do you prefer the ocean or pool?
Pool.

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Food lol

If given the chance, would you try to take over the world?
No.

Did you ever buy fake glasses just to look smarter?
I need real glasses but I wear contacts. It's not the glasses that make me look smarter. :D

Do you own a squirt gun?
Not yet.

What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio?
Damaged ;; Danity Kane (or at least I think that's what it's called)

Does anyone like you?
Yes

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Sure

Are you mad at anyone?
No.

What are you craving?
Sleep

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Yes. A little.

Have you ever stolen a boy/girl from another person?
No but I could.

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
Yes

What are you listening to?
Mugglecast

What are your initials?
ERJV

Baseball or football?
Baseball.

If you could bring one person back into your life, it would be?
I'm not sure. From the dead, my grandmother.

Do you like the color grey?
Yes.

Look outside, how's the weather?
Kinda sunny.

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
No.

Do you regret doing something today?
No.

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
That would make himmmm... like 27 lol. No.

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Probably.

Do you think you're old?
Feels like it.

Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes.

Do you like pancakes?
YES!

Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
Definitely.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes.

Do you have a facebook?
Yes.

How many people do you trust with everything?
Like, no one lol
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Subject:blah
Time:10:36 am.
Mood: exhausted.
Music:mugglecast episode 136.
So Darlene and David got back together in this morning's episode. :D Cried my eyes out again.
And I can't sleep!

Do you and your boyfriend or girlfriend fight a lot?
I would imagine that given the state of my bitchyness, I would fight with anyone a lot.

Who is the craziest on your top friends?
Rosie.

What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
What hasn't gotten me in trouble with my parents? Idk probably fighting with my sister.

What's more important to you, good grades or having fun?
Good grades.

Where do you get your hair cut?
I don't lol.

What's so great about the Jonas Brothers?
Nothing...?

Have your parents ever told you that you couldn't hang out with a certain someone?
Not particularly, it's more about places I can't go.

Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
No.. just my own.

Do you laugh at people with "bowl" haircuts?
Sometimes :D lol.

Does your boyfriend or girlfriend get mad/jealous when you talk about the opposite sex?
No, my imaginary boyfriend doesn't really give a shit.

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
Yes.

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice, that you can't even stand to be around them for more than 30 seconds?
Yes, yes yes yes yes yes yes.

What was the last R-rated movie you watched?
Chhh... I don't think I remember, probably Atonement. I watched the Lion King last night, please, people lol.

Who do you sit with on the bus?
I don't take the shuttle. When I did I sat with Hector, but only because he was my ride on Tuesdays.

Did you pray before bed last night?
No. Well... I might have thrown caution to the winds and asked for a couple things, but I don't think I was talking to God.

Who was the last person you ate with?
Let's see, scrambledy eggs at 4 in the morning... myself lol.

Who was the last baby you held?
Max :D

What were you doing at 10am?
NOT SLEEPING!

Name everything you've eaten today?.
Unless we're counting the scrambledy eggs at 4 in the morning, then I haven't eaten anything. And I will probably go make those again in like, ten minutes.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone after midnight?
Billy :/

Would you have sex with someone you had known less than 24 hours?
No. I wouldn't have sex with anyone I've known less than six months, sorry.

Who was the last person you got in a fight with? About what?
Chhh... an actual fight? My sister, about her being a bitch. A play fight? Jon 'cause he's a dick lol. He has his secrets, leamme 'lone.

Would you have a relationship with anyone on your top?
Well, no one is on my top, except Jose Reyes, and I would definitely have a relationship with him. Except it would only involve me, him, a Sharpie, my hand, and his butt. Lol :D

Will you be alone tonight?
Probably be asleep.

Do you and your siblings fight over the computer?
Yes, because my sister is a bitch.

What's your last sent text say?
I don't get or send texts lol.

What is the lamest exuse a boy/girl has used to break up?
"We're not doing anything." Well, honey, if you hadn't been such a pussy and just held my fucking hand... no, never mind, we still wouldn't be together right now lol.

Who last called you babe/baby?
Probably Jon or Billy.

What are you hiding from your parents that you hope they never find out?
Shit, lots.

Who did you last have an interview with?
BCN, with Cecilia. Who'd better call me today! (Please! lol)

When did you last eat pizza and from where?
Pizza Hut's pizza mia deal. Pineapple and chickie :D

Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
Yes? lol I'm in college.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Depending.

Never look back?
Depending.

Did you go to sleep happy last night?
Not particularly.

Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you're wrong?
Yes. Unless I'm so obviously and clearly wrong. But especially if the person I'm arguing with doesn't realize I'm wrong, then it's fun lol.

When was the last time you went swimming?
Liiike, Sunday I think.

How many people have you kissed this month?
Chhhhh... :D

On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
Boys.

Do you still shave your legs in the winter?
Sometimes.

Do you get crunk every weekend?
No.

Do you like ferris wheels?
Not particularly.

How many girls would you just love to shoot?
Ooooh, loads.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
No. There is no one that I tell absolutely everything to. Keep the cards close to my chest, y'know?

Have you ever slept in contacts?
Yes. My contacts allow me to do that.

Are you related to anyone named Blake?
I think my mom's cousin Diane was married to or with someone named Blake a long time ago...

Ever called someone fat who was really skinny?
No. Usually if the bitch is really skinny, there's no need to call her fat 'cause there's other things wrong with her :D

Do you whiten your teeth with Crest White Strips?
No.

Have you seen the movie, Thirteen?
No but I'd like to.

Don't you just wanna stab someone with a fire poker?
Yes.

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
Yes.

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Rosie.

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Billy.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Tomorrow being Friday I would like to go shopping but of course I have something else to wait for, that something being my mother's deductible, which she's probably not going to get back. Next it'll be that I have to wait for her Christmas bonus to get school clothes... yeah.

How do you handle/let go of stress?
Crying.

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
If they're shitty best friends, yeah.

When did you last cry?
This morning watching Roseann.

Do you plan on moving this year?
No. I would like to, trust me.

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Yes.

Name something that made you smile today?
Nothing has made me smile today -- I have wicked heartburn, I can't sleep, my nose is stuffy, my eyes hurt, I miss certain somebodies :( NO HAPPY RIGHT NOW lol.

In the winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
Yes.
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Sunday, July 20th, 2008

Time:11:00 am.
Mood: weird.
Music:mr. jones ;; counting crows.
I got up at 10 and have only had 3 hours sleep. I'm really tired but I'm in that overly-tired-awake limbo now. Mom says she's sleeping til noon and then she'll give me money. Dad gave me 50 but a bill and I was like, "You don't have any change?" so Mom said she's going to the bank anyway. Hopefully she'll give me like a little.

I'm really excited for Joey and Sincerrae. I bet it'll look like him but with her skin tone. And that it'll be a girl, 'cause Joey's a big softie lol.

Yesterday was a very babies-oriented day. I played with Max for a little while, and I love the big toothless grin he gives when he's having fun. I don't love how Dorothy parades him around. The poor kid must be exhausted from all the attention he gets. I would be and I don't even meet anybody ever. But he really is cute. I want a cute baby. I mean of course the baby will be cute because it's mine. I wonder what I would look for if I went to a sperm bank... hmmm. Definitely dark hair. Black or brown is fine. If I could get green eyes that'd be great, but any color will do. I'd want the father to be tall, at least 5'8". Disease-free, clearly, because my family has enough history. Weight, as long as it's average or a little more is fine. Heaven knows I have more to love, and chubby babies are cute as long as they're not too chubby. Ummm ethnicity doesn't really matter; just that certain ethnicities have more risk of certain diseases, like Jewish people are more at risk for Tay-Sachs, and black people are more at risk for sickle-cell anemia. Which I already have and hopefully can cure before I have a baby lol. It's not even spring and there's babies everywhere lol.

Lmao, and my cat is laying in one of my sister's open drawers. lololol
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Friday, July 18th, 2008

Time:4:10 pm.
Mood: stressed.
Music:fun night ;; andrew w.k..
I need to stop watching late night tv. I especially need to stop watching Roseann. Always end up crying or upset about some issue the show tackled. DAMNIT.

Last night (well, this morning) was the episode where Darlene chooses to keep seeing another guy instead of David. David's living with the Conners and he initially wanted to share Darlene with this other guy Jimmy, because he loves her enough to let her be with someone else while still being with him. He said he was fine with it but it's painfully obvious that he's not. So when he gives Darlene an ultimatim, the conversation goes something like this:

"Who's it going to be, me or the other guy?" (David)
"The other guy." (Darlene)
"Or me, that's right, choose." (David)
"I did. David, we were each other's first loves, and if we don't explore other relationships, we'll end up like my parents." (Darlene)

So then David says all these nice things to her, like that this other guy can never love her as much as he does, and Darlene says, "Don't say anymore nice things. This is hard for me, too, ya know."

So David gives her a look and says, "I'm sorry I wasted three years of my life with you, you cold-hearted bitch. There, did that make it any easier?" And he slams the door.

And I started bawling like a toddler. It was horrible. All I could think about was how much Darlene made sense but that I didn't want her to. Because I saw David's pain and it just makes things come full circle. Like, I knew how much pain it caused that there was another guy, but it just hurt so much to see the look on his face.

I've already seen this episode before but it never hit home until now. And now I don't know what to do. :'(
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Tuesday, July 15th, 2008

Subject:hungry like the wolf
Time:7:35 pm.
Mood: cranky.
Music:jimmy eat world.
Do you have an older sister?
sister-in-law

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
carlos

Whats the first thing you think of when you hear the word "mayonnaise"
sammich

Who knows you better than you know yourself?
carlos

Who was the last girl you talked to?
michelle

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
michelle

What does the last text message in your inbox say?
no texts

Whats the closest thing to you thats liquid?
juice

Something you're happy about?
my birthday is soon

What did you do friday night?
movies :D

What are you doing tonight?
idk, maybe hanging out

Where are you right now?
home

Who else is in the room with you?
my kitteh darth vader

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
hoodies :D

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
yes

How long can you go without your mobile phone?
few days

Who did you last call babe/baby?
cat

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
couple hours ago

What did you last eat?
egg salad on crackers

What time did you go to sleep last night?
8AM this morning lol

What/who woke you up today?
alarm

Are you excited for the future?
yes

When was the last time someone yelled at you?
couple hours ago

When was the last time you talked to your boyfriend or girlfriend?
lol, this = funny quesshon lol

Things you did today?
chores

Do you own a polo shirt?
no

Are you excited for winter?
fall

How old do you look?
sometimes 16, sometimes 25

Where are your siblings?
matt is at work, sister is outside

What are you going to do after this?
nothing

What color shirt are you wearing?
grey

Whose car were you in last?
... billy's dad's?

What was the last thing you drank?
juice

Do you have any kids?
not yet

What is on your bed right now?
pillows lol

When was the last time you threw up?
couple weeks ago

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
carlos, billy, ... that's it

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
going to bed

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
nothing

What is your favorite holiday?
thanksgiving

Have you ever been to another country?
no

What is the last thing you said aloud?
bleh

What is the best ice cream flavor?
tin roof sundae

What are you wearing right now?
pjs

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
no

When was the last time you ran?
fat kids don't run

What's the last sporting event you watched?
probably a mets game on tv

Ever go camping?
hell yeah

Do you have a tan?
no

What is your guilty pleasure?
orange juice

Are you someone's best friend?
i hope so

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
roos!

What is your birthstone?
booger... i mean peridot

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
drive thru

Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
no myspace

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
my mother and sister

Last song listened to?
"b*****s get stiches" by blood on the dance floor (you have to hear the song, it's so stupid. but it's accurate in its description of how fourteen year olds today talk)

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
converse

Are you jealous of anyone?
people with normal families

Is anyone jealous of you?
yes

Are you married?
not yet

Do any of your friends have children?
yes

Do you eat healthy?
try to

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
yes

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
19

How did you get one of your scars?
my friend marc kicked me in the shin as hard as he could

Your number two tells you they're pregnant, you say?
i think that's kind of impossible... lol

Your parents tell you they're moving to Mexico:
HOORAY!

Whats your best feature?
boobs lol

If you could change your eye color would you?
NO

What is the biggest secret you know about your 2nd top friend?
lots lol

What was the last movie you watched in the theater?
Hellboy Dos

The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
Make him take me with him lol.

What song always makes you sad?
james blunt's "goodbye my lover" (every. single. time.)

What are you doing this weekend?
maybe party, shopping on sunday :D

Are there certain things that can't be joked about, if anything?
yes, especially when it's bob who's doing the joking

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
yes

If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?
idk

Ever call somebody boo?
yesm
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Saturday, July 12th, 2008

Subject:bored
Time:3:44 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music:viva la vida ;; coldplay.
Introduce yourself:
hi i'm liz and i'm pretty much awesome.

It's Thursday at noon, where are you usually?
sleeping or at home.

Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
i don't get texts damnit!

What brand of shampoo is in your shower right now?
um... tresseme or whatever it is

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE, who would it be?
:D secret

What are you listening to right now?
nothing

Do you watch MTV?
sometimes

How do you feel about your hair?
it needs to be cut and i want to dye it

What movie is in your DVD player?
robot chicken season 1 i think

Last two numbers in your phone number?
27

Do you like roller coasters?
no

When's the next time you'll kiss someone of the opposite sex?
soon lol

What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear?
usually apple from bath & body works, um... sometimes cucumber melon

What are your plans for today?
none yet

When was the last time you were up all night?
probably the other day

Do you sleep with a fan on?
no

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
when i don't want to make anyone mad or hurt

How many states have you been to where all you saw was the airport?
south carolina lol

Are you currently planning a trip?
umm, carlos just asked me to go to a met game at the end of july :D so maybeh

Do you ever type "kik" instead of "lol?"
rarely

What's on your mind right now?
showering

Last call?
billeh

Last number dialed?
idk?

Have you ever lost someone special?
yes

This month have you made a new friend?
yeah

This month have you fallen out of love?
no

This month have you found out who your true friends were?
yes, not particularly this month alone but, it's getting there

Is there something you want to tell someone?
yes

Have you kissed anyone on your top friends:
don't have top friends lol

Status?
it's complicated

Hair color?
blonde

Long hair or short hair?
long

Do you like yourself?
sometimes

Piercings?
four, hopefully five or six by the end of the summer

First sport you joined?
volleyball

Waiting for?
school to start

Sensitive or loud?
sensitive

Hook-up or relationship?
relationship

Trouble maker or hesitant?
hesitant

Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

Do you believe in Santa Claus?
yes!

Is there one person you want to be with right now?
yes

Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
no

Do you believe in God?
and Goddess

Where was your default pic taken?
down by stop&shop

What is your current mood?
bored

Something you do a lot?
sleep

Angry at anyone?
no

Do you wanna see somebody right now?
yes

Would you do anything for someone?
yes

What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
smile

Do you act differently around the person you like?
maybe a little
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Friday, July 4th, 2008

Subject:just a leetle black rain cloud
Time:4:08 am.
Mood: uncomfortable.
Music:without love ;; hairspray soundtrack.
01: What's a fact about the last person who called you?
he has nine brothers and sisters

02: Its 4 in the morning, and your phone rings ?
it's probably billy 'cause he can't sleep

03: What is your favorite thing to eat?
cheeseburgers

04: Where was your default picture taken?
my room

05: Do you watch The Hills?
no

06: What do you currently hear right now?
my sister bitching

07: What do you think your number 2 is doing right now?
um.. idk who my number 2 is lol

08: What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
someone to cuddle with

09: Who would be the first person to know if you got pregnant?
me, duh

10: What's the last thing you ate?
fudgesicle

11: Can you sleep in jeans?
yes

12: What is something you just don’t understand?
boys

13: Where were you on July 4th, 2007?
ummm... where was i? probably here

14: Who was the last person you were in a car with?
billy i guess

15:Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
probably

16: Do you care what others think about you?
not particularly

17: Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Yes

18: What made you happy today?
not much

19: What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
school, and a job hopefully

20: How many people do you trust?
a couple people, maybe like... 3

21: Who was the last person you called?
voicemail but before that i tried calling michelle

22: What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
watching winnie the pooh

23: When was the last time you got flowers?
the day after v-day this year

24: Do you plan on moving in the next year?
i wish

25 What are your plans for the weekend?
sleeping and healing
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