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wooow peopleZ! what's wrong w/ me. i use 2 update my journal like...EVERYDAY! ne who.....i haven't really been busy either....juss lazy i guess u can say. nothing really exciting has been going on lately. well,....that's not TOTALLY true. i've been talking 2 Aaron a lot....no actually i haven't. these last few days we've hardly talked because of a bunch of stuff. that power goin out being 1 of em. i sometimes think Aaron doesn't tell me everything and i worry about him a lot. he has been in depression and when his profile goes from being "life is good now!" 2 that linkin park song "In The End." iono....sounds kinda iffy 2 me, but i'm not gonna rag on him ne more. i was quite bitchy earlier w/ him and that's not right. oooo well....we juss gotta get use 2 it i guess. my moods and attitudes aren't gonna always be sweet and i can't help that. yes....we're gonna get into fights and arguments, but that's juss what couples do. we can't agree on everything cause then that would juss get boring. i don't consider the lil things that have been goin on "fights" because iono. they actually ARE fights/arguments considering we've never gotten upset when talkin 2 1 another b4. but i love him....i always will. i'm not perfect......i get bitchy. its not my fault. i hope Aaron knows that i'm sorry 2. hmmm.....i'm goin 2 the Charger game 2night....so that should be funn. i wanna talk 2 Aaron on the phone sooo bad and hear his sweet loving voice. when i hear him actually say "i love you" i'll know that what we have is 10000000% real. i know its real now.....but i'll believe it even more when i actually hear him say he loves me. *does a dance!* i'm excited :0). imma go do some more stuff on my web page. o yeah....4 those of u who don't know it yet....here it is: http://www.geocities.com/ar0uzdm0d3l/aMaZeD_by_yOu.html enjoy! i'll update sooner than what i've been doing. byeee :0) I love you Aaron Baby :0) |
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