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Monday, December 1st, 2003

Subject:QUICKY THOUGHT!
Time:5:16 pm.
Mood: giggly.
Music:"I've Got A Lovely Bunch Of Coconuts" hehe :-P.
oooo sudden thought!!! wait does that make sense? ahhh whatever :-P!

soo i was thinking yesterday @ the Charger game while i was lookin @ all the married couples and stuff. u know those types of couples that have been 2gether 4 so long that the husband says something about another girl and that she's hott or their gonna "whoop that ass" ((or whatever)) but the wife doesn't take it seriously like ur everyday teenage girlfriends would do???? well, i was really thinking about that and i seriously don't think imma ever have 2 go through that because juss seeing the way Aaron says stuff about me 2 me and other people.....and how much he loves me.....i HIGHLY DOUBT we'd ever have that type of relationship. i know Aaron's gonna come back and say "i would never do that," but i don't mean it like THAT. couples juss do it and they know that their spouse knows their just kidding. i dunno.....juss w/ the way Aaron is.....i know he wouldn't do that.

hehehe this was a quite random topic, but o well! :-P
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Subject:To the love of my life...
Time:1:27 pm.
Mood:in love.
Music:"Promise"- Jagged Edge.
Aaron-
this may look like i'm writing u a letter and that's kinda what i'm doing. i juss wanna basically tell u all the feelings i've been having lately. 1st thing i wanna saw.....i did not get a wink of sleep last night cause i was tossing and turning.....thinking about u coming 2 my house and actually meeting my parents and everything. it wasn't a bad thing @ all. i kept thinking soooo much good stuff that i couldn't fall asleep ((even though i was wayyy tired)). i'm sooo happy 2 be able 2 tell my parents about u. its been sooooo hard keeping u from them ((especially my mom)) cause when there's a guy in my life i normally cannot stop talking about him. lately....i've been thinking about how much i actually truly truly love you. i knew i loved you b4 i actually met u ((hehe....juss like that 1 song)), but i didn't think i was in love w/ u. after seeing u, actually being w/ u, and seeing the love u had 4 me in ur eyes.......i knew i had fallen in love w/ u. when u left 2 go back home.....that was sooo sooo hard 4 me because right when i knew i was in love w/ an amazing man....he had 2 leave me. seeing everything u've done 4 me....wow.....i could not be more thankful. u do soooo much 4 me Aaron that i get the feeling that i'm not doing enough. u might say that i do enough.......but i really don't. i wanna do sooooo much 4 u sweetheart, but @ the moment i can't. i know i will be able 2 do a whole lot more after i tell my parents about u. i can be the 1 always calling u, sending u "because i love you" presents, etc. i hate though that i get really mean and bitchy w/ u. i don't purposely do it honey. i'm sorry that i do it though. its juss......i wanna have u all 2 myself and 2 be able 2 talk 2 u all the time. but i need 2 learn 2 be strong and not so selfish. juss know when i'm in 1 of those moods......i don't mean 2 be mean nor do i mean 2 hurt u. i think i would probably wouldn't act like i do if u were actually here when i was in one of my moods. i think the main reason y i get like that is because of all those stupid guys out here that have hurt me and my friends and it all starts off when the guy stops talkin 2 the girl. i know u would never ever do ne thing 2 hurt me or hurt this relationship, but if u really were me u would know that my actions happen b4 i can control them. i hope u get what i'm trying 2 say. i know it sounds a lil weird.....but i dunnnno :0). i've never been so happy Aaron. thank u honey.......thank u 4 everything u've done and thank u 4 making me the happiest and luckiest girl ever. i love you w/ all my heart, soul, mind, and every other body part :0) hehe. be my baby boy....forever

All my love,
Brittani :0)
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003

Subject:I Love A Good Change! :0)
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:I'm actually singing to myself-- "Dirrty" by Christina A..
wow! i seriously love the change 2 this journal sooooooooooo much!!!!!!!! from the colors to the way its arranged to the new icon pic thinger. ahhhh!! its sooo beeeeeeeeeautifulllll!!!!

Aaron-
by the time u'll be reading this ((i hope)).....i'll be sleepin and dreaming about u still. i made the icon 4 u and i was gonna make a WHOLE NEW entry allllll 4 u, but i didn't really think about how long that icon was gonna take. i'm wayyy tired right now and 2morrow ((when u come home from work)).....get ready 4 something gooooood on here. i juss wanna basically pour my heart out 2 u and tell u all my lovely feelings :0). i would tell u them over the phone, but i'd rather do it on here so both of us can come back and read it over and over again. i want it 2 be here 4 u whenever ur feeling down and i'm not around 2 cheer u up. i love you handsome and i hope u have a grrrrreat day 2morrow ((well, it'll be 2day by the time u read this)). don't hurt urself and be careful. I love you Aaron Paul Davis XOXOXO

All my love,
Brittani :0)
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Friday, November 28th, 2003

Subject:Sick Sux....
Time:11:46 am.
Mood: sick.
Music:X.
i haven't done this thing in a long time. hmmmm i'm bored and sick off my ass right now, so i guess i can do this. yess....@ the moment i'm suffering w/ the lovely strep throat. yess....i looked it up and i'm PRETTY SURE i know how 2 spell that word now. my Thanksgiving sucked a left nut. i had a few crackers and that's about it. i watched a couple movies and slept the whole day. that might sound like LOADS of funn 4 a lot of people, but when ur sick.....it blooooows!!! i loooove sleeping, but that's all i've been doing lately and i hate it. i can't do ne thing because i'm soooo weak and ahhh!!!
i went 2 the twins party last Saturday. that was lots of funn but i think that's how i got sick. i wasn't wearing very warm clothes 4 the weather that we've been having.....so its basically my own fault 4 gettin sick. ummmm what else? o yess....last night while i was asleep, my mom decides 2 come in, turn all my lights on and starts 2 vacuum!!! she knew i didn't feel good @ all and she did that. let's have another beer bitch! so of course not feeling good and everything.....i started crying my eyes out. now.....i'm sure NONE of u wanna c what a sick lil girl looks like when she's woken up and she's crying. its not a pretty site. quite sad if u ask me. it sux how they 4got about me yesterday. i'd be sleeping.....and they'd have loud shit on ((loud music, vacuum, etc.)). thanx a lot!!!! normally my mom makes me soup ((or she has been this week @ least)) w/o me asking. if she asks me.....i usually say i don't want ne because i'm not hungry. but being the good mother that she is.....she makes it ne ways and forces me 2 eat or else i'll be even more weak than i already am. well, nooooo!! that all changed last night. she waited a couple hours when she got back from eating HER Thanksgiving dinner b4 coming in my room and said "o yeah.....ur still here.....was i suppose 2 feed u??" well, fuck you woman!!
ehhhh.....so i haven't been having the best week. please don't give me sympathy because i don't want it. i know u all care......thank u 4 that

in other news.....ummm i hardly talk 2 Aaron ne more. i don't wanna say this, but o well.........i think we're drifting apart. it sux.....but its the truth. i love him w/ my heart and i don't want this 2 happen, but that's life. it'll get better. i juss can't be selfish

i'm outtie....bye bye every 1
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003

Subject:Happier Than Ever :0)....
Time:4:24 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:"Stacy's Mom"- Fountains of Wayne.
heyya! well, imma post since my loover is sleepin and wont wake his booty up! i think imma go over there and bite him so that he wakes up. so ne way.....i got my pics 2day and awww! we all look so cute. i MUST give the prize 4 cutest pic in the world 2 the pic of John. he looks like juss an adorable lil kid and i can't get over it. i laugh every time i look @ his pics.....juss knowing he's gonna be 18 in a few days, but he STILL looks like he's a 15 year old kid. its cute! the pics of me didn't turn out 2 hott, but ohhh wellz!!! last night, Toni, Tony (Toni's boyfriend), Sam (Toni's bitch ass sis), Owen (Toni's bro), Tony (Toni's dad), and her momma came over last night. it was grrrreat! Toni's b/f is seriously a sweetie. i'm glad she found him so that she could get outta that messed up relationship w/ asshole Ronnie. she deserves sooooo much betta than that!

hehehe i can't get over these pics! i'm NEVER gonna give the extra copies 2 Suzie. i had a DEEP convo and 1 goofy convo last night on the phone. the goofy convo was w/ of course.....none other than the sexy loovers......AARON AND BRITTANI!!!!!!!!!!! yayyy! but the other deep convo was w/ John. i'm seriously lucky 2 have a friend like him. its like.....i don't have 2 do ne thing 2 try 2 impress him like some people have 2 do w/ their friends of the opposite sex....ya know? its not we like each other, but we're juss close enough friends that i can tell ne thing 2 him. so yeah....last night.....we were talking about past relationships. well, actually.....we were talking about MY past relationships. he juss asked me outta the blue bout em and yeah. it kinda felt good talking 2 some 1 about them. not many people know what i went through a while back. it felt good telling a guy that lives HERE because iono......i've always had this THING that all San Diego guys were the same. but after 2night.....i changed my THING completely. then John told me his real feelings about Suzie and everything and how she bugs the shit outta him. he hates her personality and everything. then 2day....he juss wanted 2 come over and hang out w/ me because i haven't really seen em in a week. so yeah......then Suzie found out somehow and she juss invited herself 2 come over 2 my house 2. that pissed me and John off so he juss said 4get it.....and he's gonna pick me up from school on Monday since i have 1/2 day. i don't want NE ONE (especially my Aaron Baby) 2 think that ne thing will ever go on between me and John. i'm 2 the point where 1 could never ever ever date John. not juss because of Aaron, but because i'm so close 2 John in a really good friends kind of way.....that i don't wanna ruin it, ya know? i'm juss lucky 2 have such great friends.....really i am. i can actually say that ever since i became friends w/ John and since i've gotten closer 2 Laura, Naomi, and Vivi.....i've been REALLY happy. having great close friends there 4 u is the best feeling in the world :0). ne who...

so last night.....my sexy baby and i talked 4 the 1st time in like 4EVER! i really don't know when the last time was that we talked on the phone. he's so crazy and i juss fall in love w/ him the more and more i talk 2 him. i think its sooo adorable how he use 2 be all quiet and shy on the phone and now he says juss the cutest weirdest things. "silly willy....y r u so silly?" hehehe.....i can't get over that. it was HELLA cute and HELLA funny. mmmm my baby! i love him soooo much :0). then......"u really like sayin that. ugh huh!" "ugh huh!" then of course we HAD 2 have some lovey time. i wish i was there. it would make it soooo good. lately....i haven't been able 2 get that 1 night @ the movies off my mind. having my lips resting against his and givin lil pecks every now and then.....mmm it was perfect and i loved it. sometimes i 4get that we're b/f and g/f. its not like i FORGET its juss......we don't always have 2 be serious around each other and i love goofin off w/ him and juss havin a good time. i love our relationship and i would never wanna trade it in 4 ne thing. mmmhmmm! :0)

well, imma go wait 4 my love 2 come back. i rented "Finding Nemo" 4 2night!!! i'm soooo excited 2 watch it :-D I love you Aaron Paul Davis
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Thursday, November 6th, 2003

Subject:Not In The Mood..
Time:10:10 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:"Tears In Heaven"- Eric Clapton.
okay....well, daddieee has buggin my butt 2 do another journal entry....so yess....i'm doing 1. lots of stuff has happened since the last time i've written in this thing. i don't know where really 2 start and i don't wanna go and tell u all everything. hmmm i'll start w/ Halloween and juss how life has been in general lately. Halloween was sooo much fun. Suzie and i have become friends again..so that's good. she came over Friday and stayed the night Friday night and Saturday night. John and Ky came over Friday night....went trick-or-treating w/ me and Suzie and they stayed over, talked, and watched movies until about 11-ish. then they left and came over early the next morning. we basically juss hung out all day and John was sooo sweet 2 sing 2 me and Suzie. i would like 2 say he was juss singin 2 me cause he was only lookin over @ me while he was singing, but since cry baby Suzie was in the room 2.....i'll say he was singing 2 the both of us. he sang "Tears in Heaven" and yess. i cry every time i listen 2 that song now. but yeah.....i can say i've become good friends w/ John now. and noooo nothing will ever happen between us, so no jumping 2 conclusions like i know a lot of people like doing. i love Aaron and he's the only guy i want. there isn't ne rule saying i can't have ne guy friends. we then went 2 church (i was altar serving) and they ate dinner over. b4 Aaron.....i actually liked having close guy friends rather than having a boyfriend. they juss seem so much better. but that all changed when i met Aaron. so yeah....Suzie, Ky, John, and i watched "13 ghosts" and hmmm.....that was pretty scary. John picked out every 1 and made em a ghost in the movie and i was the angry princess.......u know that hott naked lady?! yup! that was me. then Ky and John left around 12-ish and Suzie bitched @ me alllllllll night about how John likes me and how we BOTH flirt CONSTANTLY. okay....i know 4 a FACT i didn't flirt w/ him. if u call this flirting-- John beating me up and me trying 2 rescue myself......then that's fucked! cause i must flirt w/ my cousins, my bro, and my dad allllll the time! ne ways.....then Sunday....Suzie and i went 2 the sk8 park and watched Ky, Tommy, and John sk8. then Junior and some stupid ass girls came and yeah. Suzie got mad @ me again cause John got distracted by me and because John said hi 2 me and gave me a hug and not Suzie. WHATEVER!

so yeah.....Aaron has a new job now. don't ask me what i think of it because i'll probably get all bitchy and start crying. it juss sux, u know? i can't even tell u when the was the last time i talked 2 him on the phone. not like a "hi....call me back in 10," but an ACTUAL conversation. then i only talk 2 him 4 a few hours each day and yeah. i cry this much now...juss wait until he leaves 4 bootcamp. i'm gonna be a MESS. i look @ it now....and realize that its juss gonna get worse. isn't life suppose 2 get better each and everyday instead of worse and worse and worse? i don't know sometimes. i do know that i love Aaron....and that's all that matters i guess...
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Monday, October 13th, 2003

Subject:My Love..
Time:1:58 pm.
Mood: loved.
Music:Aaron telling me he loves me going through my head.
this w/e....man. i can't put into words how i feel right now and how i felt then. it was sooo amazing. i lost my parents trust and everything, but it was soooo worth it. being w/ Aaron was the best thing that has ever happened 2 me. i don't think there has ever been a time where i was as happy as i was this w/e. every lil thing that Aaron did 2 me and w/ me made me fall more in love w/ him each second that i spent w/ him. i was w/ him 4 many seconds 2 so i bet most of u can juss imagine how great my love 4 him grew. Friday night...wow....meeting Aaron 4 the 1st time. i thought i was gonna be sooo sooo nervous and scared, but i walked right up 2 his hotel door....knocked on it and gave Aaron a big hug the second i saw his handsome self. he was such a sweetie pie.....carrying in my big ol bag w/ a dead body in it (lol....some very nice memories w/ that big w/ Bob...hehehe :-P). we walked 2 that car and he grabbed my hand and kissed it. oooooo it was sooo sweet. we cuddled a lil bit in the car and then we headed 2 our lil restaurant place where we all had ALFREDO! mmmmm!!! sooo soo good. my lil sweetheart paid 4 my dinner...awww! i love him. then we went 2 the beach and that was romantic. my baby sittin up on the wall....w/ me standin in between his legs. Aaron kept kissin my cheek, forehead, neck, ear....lickin and suckin on my ear......sending love waves down 2 my toes O:-). hehehe....yup! then he moved my head by pullin my chin towards him and right then and there.....he gave me my 1st kiss. i swear....i was sooo horrible, but o well. i liked it. it was perfect 2 me 4 a 1st kiss :-). we all then walked into the arcade thinger and Chris was playin some games....so Aaron and i sat outside and cuddled on a bench. i started gettin tired....so i begged Chris 2 go take us home and everything and he did. but b4 we left the arcade.....Aaron, Bob, Chris, and i got 2 watch some dude show off his dance moves on this dancing game. wow! talk about showing off. sure.....i told him he was good in all cause he was.....but he was doin a lil 2 much. Aawen didn't wanna dance like that 4 me :0(. o well. he held me and that was better than him dancing 4 me. we then got in the car and i laid my head in Aaron's lap and fell asleep w/ him running his fingers through my hair. awwww....geeze i loved that. we got 2 the hotel and brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! it was sooo cold in that hotel room that i thought i was gonna turn into an ice cube. i jumped in that bed and put the blanket around me so fast and mmmm....Aaron came of course and put his arms around me. i almost fell asleep again, but i seriously needed 2 take a shower. so i dragged my big ol bag w/ a dead body in it into the bathroom and took a shower. hehehe......i get outta the shower and there's water EVERYWHERE! i was all scared Aaron was gonna get mad and yell @ me.....but no. he laughed @ me instead. i had no towel 2 dry off w/ because it was soakin wet from the Noah's ark flood that i created (lol). but that's ok.......i got Aaron all wet instead. so then i came back out and watched tv while Aaron took his shower. his sexiness came out and crawled into bed w/ me. we were lyin there watchin tv 4 a lil bit.....and i kinda started dozin off so Aaron turned off the tv and lights and juss decided 2 cuddle w/ me the rest of the night. uggggh ohhhh! hehehe.....that didn't go according 2 plan. c....i have this thing....where i turn my loover ONN and iono....i juss can't help myself. so we did our thang bout 1000 times. hahah....NOT! we didn't do it THAT many times. then we juss cuddled 4 the rest of the night.....even though i couldn't fall asleep until 6 in the morning. yesss....then my baby boy and i woke up around 10 or 11 (i 4got) and we juss laid around and cuddled until about 2 when i had 2 start gettin ready and my lover had 2 take his shower. hehehe.....the night b4...i had been suckin on my baby's tummy and neck and we both woke up 2 a BIIIIIIIIIIG and i mean BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG hickey on Aaron's neck. i felt bad but it looked sexy on him. so yess O:-)! then i started puttin my make-up up and i thought it would be sexy if my baby had some eyeliner on his nose....so yess......i put some eyeliner on Aaron's nose. then when i was all ready....my lover and i started kissin and suckin and yesss. we did this thing that i like 2 call "the movie pose." where i was layin on top of my baby....and i had my hair 2 1 side of my face and we were kissin. mmmm....it was perfect. then he carried me all around the hotel room. 1st he juss carried me....then it was bride and groom style....then i gots a piggie back ride!!! yayyy!!!! lil monster was gonna drop me though....i swear. he might not want 2 admit it....but he was goin 2! theeeen.....Bob, Chris, Aaron, and i all went 2 the mall 2 take sexy star shots. the guy who was takin the star shots was a lil....umm....weird...? yeah...he kept flirtin w/ Laura and me and he told us 2 tell our boyfriends not 2 be jealous. psshhhh....HE was the 1 jealous. then my baby and i took ohh sooo cute pictures w/ ohh sooo cute poses. they turned out yuckie (cause of me), but i don't care. my man was hella sexy in them and that's all that matters 2 me. FYI- i have lots of wallets if ne of u want 1....or 2 (cause we got 2 poses). my tummy started hurtin really bad when we all went 2 get some food. my baby had 2 finish my pizza 4 me because i couldn't and yes. so the rest of the mall experience was spent w/ my baby pushin in on my sore tummy. b4 we went 2 go pick up our pics....we all went into some jewelry shop so that Chris could get a new lip ring thinger. Aaron sat on a chair and i sat on his lap in the store. "Suga Suga" came on and Aaron and i were...."dancin." lol....i wouldn't know what 2 call it cause my tummy hurt 2 much 2 actually dance w/ him. then after we got out pics and everything....we all went 2 go c a movie. we saw "House of the Dead" or something like that. STUPIDEST movie i have EVER seen! but o well. i wasn't really watchin it ne ways. i kept lookin @ my baby....and kissin him.....rubbin his chest...and tummy.....and lots of other areas O:-). my legs were in Aaron's lap...and i took my shoes off....so the kid next 2 Aaron was probably all grossed out w/ all our kissin and my bare feet near his legs. heheh....o well. i thought it was sexy. Aaron was being bad and he kept pullin my skirt up so that old man next 2 me could c my butt. tsk tsk tsk lil boy! i stole Aawen's hat and wore it the rest of the night. i was a sexy trucker man...o yesss! then hmmm.....Aawen carried me 2 the car....4 like...2 feet. then i made him put me down cause some chicks in the car could c my butt. then....we went 2 starbucks and loverboy paid 4 my drink cause he's soo sweet like that. *MUAH!* hmmm...then my cell phone wasn't workin and ever since then....my night went hella shitty. well,....not TOTALLY. Aaron and i had 1 good time and then it got bad after that. we 1st had 2 go 2 a pay phone and call my mom....that went ok. and when i started huggin Aaron cause i was all scared....and some how....we sent a vibe down Aaron's pants and into his pocket where my phone was...and i got connection back. i got so happy that i kissed my baby up and i was juss all happy. we got back into the hotel and did our thang....then Laura called :-\. evidently....my mom had called Laura's house and umm yeah....i wasn't there obviously. so, Bob took a long time juss 2 tell my mom that i was in the shower and that PISSED my parents off because she took so long 2 respond. then...umm...yes. i called my mom and dad and all hell broke loose. i really don't wanna journal about what happened because...i juss don't wanna. i'll juss say....that i ended up having 2 leave my baby :'(. that was the worst feeling in the world. i didn't even get 2 give him the good bye kiss that i wanted 2 give him. that was it. he was gone....outta sight. i got 2 Laura's house....and all i did was cry. i had nothing left ne more. my baby was not near and i was cold and lonely. i will never be able 2 describe how i felt w/o having Aaron around. it was probably the worst, coldest feeling EVER. he was basically attached 2 me for 2 days and then all of the sudden....havin the love of ur life ripped away from u.....it hurts :'(. i miss him sooo much...and iono what 2 do. i can't sleep @ night....all i do is cry. this w/e was the seriously....no doubt about it....the BEST time in my life. being w/ Aaron....wow. i have NEVER EVER been so in love w/ some 1 b4. b4 Aaron came....i was juss like..."yeah...i love him and i wanna be w/ him." but now.....i can't tell ne 1 how i feel. i'm soooo freakin in love w/ him....that i can't even call it "i'm in love w/ Aaron" because its MORE than that. its an AMAZING feeling and i hope it NEVER EVER EVER goes away. having Laura tell me that she thinks Aaron and i r the cutest thing ever.....her tellin me that Aaron is soooo sweet....and having her tell me 2 "keep him" makes me feel so good. Aaron Baby...there's NO doubt in my mind that i'm going 2 be w/ u 4ever and marry you. ur all i want and u really proved ur love 4 me this w/e. i'm NEVER going 2 4get our times 2gether and i juss don't know what i'm gonna do w/o u 4 so long. its gonna be the hardest thing i'm gonna go through in life. I LOVE YOU AARON PAUL DAVIS.......I COULDN'T ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE PERFECT. be my handsome baby 4ever. i love you

**10/10/2003 - 10/12/2003**
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Monday, September 22nd, 2003

Subject:ITS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!! :-D
Time:5:05 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:"Get Low"- Ying Yang Twins (ohh yeah Bob! GOOD TIMES :-P!).
okay....i have been put on timeout by Mr. Aaron because i haven't been doin my journal. well, bite me u stinker! ne who....my life has been WOW busy and that's quite weird. i use 2 be always home doin nothing, but these days i'm actually goin out and doin stuff which is AWESOME. Friday night was the effin best! wow! Saints had a dance and i decided 2 go 2 c how it is and all. OMG! i seriously can't describe how much fun i had. i 1st came home....got all ready and sexified.....met Bob, Viv, and the rest of my posse @ the dance.......saw all my old guy friends that i thought 4got bout me.....freak danced w/ Bob and many other ladies (wanted 2 stay faithful 2 my baby in all!)....and yes. lots of people said i looked cute and that i look tiny. whatever "tiny" is suppose 2 mean. yess....i know i'm short....thanx 4 reminding me. yess....then i met this 1 dude named James (aka- Jimmy......aka- Jaime....hehehe J*K!). out of all the guys i know....i really wanna go 2 homecoming w/ Jimmy because he REALLY respects other girls. he's not like most of the guys @ the dance who juss randomly came up 2 me and started freakin w/ me. that was kinda messed up. but that's ok.....i made the guy feel like a loser by juss walkin away. but yeah.....Jimmy is really nice. then....Chris (Bob's ex....even though they act like they're still goin out) came and picked us up. RIGHT when i got in the freakin car, Ken called. that dude needs 2 freakin BACK OFF! we use 2 be good friends, but now its like...he wants 2 own me and doesn't want me talkin 2 other guys and yeah. he's wayy overly obsessed and i don't c y. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! dummy! so yeah....Chris came and picked us up from the dance. he was being a nerd and driving all crazy and fast. he would swerve all over the place and i was being tossed around all over in the backseat. so, we went 2 Albertsons and Laura and i ran inside 2 get some junk food. while we were roaming the isles (and Chris was sittin in the car in the parking lot).....Laura was carrying around this BIG ASS stuffed animal. gawd only knows y she was being retarded like that. then....some 1 came over the intercom thing and said "we r now closed" and Laura and i screamed and ran outta the store. no way in HELL was i gonna get stuck in the grocery store! by the time the store opened the next day....i'd probably be some fat ass monkey! hahahha.....iono where the monkey came from :-P. so we're outside and Chris is NOOOO where in site. i was freakin because i thought he left us and yeah.....but then like 2 mins later.....he popped outta the alley. lil shit head! we then drove around longer and ended up @ Ralphs. freako Ken called again asking me y i wanted 2 "hook up" w/ Jimmy. 2st of all.....what the heck does "hook up" mean? i told Ken i had a boyfriend. i don't know. so i'm talking on the phone in Ralphs w/ Laura attached 2 my arm. Chris went off and got his marshmallows and stuff. we were gonna try and get Chris 2 buy some naughty liquid drinks O:-)......but there was a cop near and we didn't feel like gettin in trouble w/ him @ the moment. so yeah. then i noticed that this group of guys kept following me and Laura everywhere we went. they called us "girlfriend" and knowing me w/ MYY big mouth.....i said something. lol....it wasn't ne thing big......but i told them 2 be each other's girlfriend and 2 pick on someone their own weight (cause they were kinda fat boys). then i yelled 4 Chris and he came 2 our rescue! hmmmmmmm....THEN as we were walking 2 the car.....i said something about me having a big butt and this OLD guy (bout 50 something years old) looked @ me w/ this "seductive" look and said "u don't have a big butt" and he stared @ me and smiled and ahh!!!! i screamed because it was soo scary. on the way home.....we stopped @ Jack in the Crack (Jack in the Box...lol) and Laura got some milkshake thinger. Bob kinda lives in the ghetto area....but in the nicer part of the ghetto. where we were was HELLA EFFIN GHETTO! it was like....the SCARY type of ghetto. so yeah....Bob is drinking her milkshake...and she drops the straw on the ground (fyi....we're in the car) and she took the straw (w/ milkshake still on it) and threw it out the window. HAHAHA!!!!! it hit some guy's car behind us and he started honking his horn. it was some Mexican thug and oooo geeze us. Laura and i were screaming and we told Chris 2 speed his ass up and get away, but the guy behind us sped up on the side of us. by this time....Laura was freakin under her seat (not really.....but u know what i mean). ahhhh! what a great night. we all went home then and pigged out on junk food. we went 2 bed kinda late....and woke up around 9:30-ish the next day. we walked over 2 Vivi's house in our pj's cause she lives like 5 houses away. we hung there 4 a lil bit....then we walked back 2 Bob's house. since Bob is a nut and 4gets her darn keys in the house and since no 1's home.....we had 2 sit and wait outside. what funn! then i went home.....and ummm....my mother noticed a lil "thing" on my neck and TOTALLY freaked. i look in the mirror.....2 my surprise....i have a hickey on my neck. i have noooooo clue as 2 how i got this "hickey." but then i remember that we had Chris tossing us around in the car and i was gettin strangled by the seat belt....so yess. i got a hickey from the seat belt :-P. then yesterday i went 2 the Charger game. they really freakin suck. the guy in front of me who was chewin tobacco (YUCK!) was being a BIG time flirt. he must have been in his mid - late 20's and geeze la weeze! he kept pouring water on me....turning around and smiling........talkin 2 me bout RANDOM stuff and yeah. weird-ness! BACK UP AND AWAY FROM THE MERCHANDISE! DO NOT TOUCH :-P! well, i'm tired.....and i typed a hella freakin longer entry then butthead Aaron. geeze! imma go do hw so i can talk 2 my love 2night. byeeeee peopleZ

3 MORE DAYYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yayy! :0)
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Monday, September 15th, 2003

Subject:10 MORE DAYYZZZZ!!!! :0)
Time:9:51 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:"Suga Suga"- Baby Beesh.
yayy! 1/2 day 2day! i seriously needed a 1/2 day. u have noooo idea. i'm dead tired like WOW and blahh! i was retarded and decided not 2 do my hw last night until after dinner. well, WHOOPS! some 1 4got (aka---i 4got) that when dad's home, its a pretty good sign that we're gonna be eating late. so, we didn't eat dinner last night until 9:00-ish and booo. i was up doing my loovely hw w/ Aaron Baby last night. ooooo i love that boy! yesss i do! when he gets his sexy lil booty over here.....he's gonna be myy big ol teddy bear that i sleep w/ every night. i'm still stuck on what 2 get him 4 his birthday. i got some ideas but iono FOR SURE. maybe i should juss go out and get him porno movies since he'll be turning 18.....which makes him a MAN (hahaha :-P), but iono!

so umm....yesterday...i went 2 the Charger game and got TOTALLY fried on my face. woooow babyy! Chargers kinda ummm....suck right now. so yess! there was this WOOOW drunk man that sat 2 rows behind me that was quite rude. i was turning around @ 1 point because he said something kinda disturbing....and when i turned around he threw pomp-pomps (or however u spell em) @ me....and they hit me hard in the face. grrr that wasn't nice! then @ another point in the game...some cops arrested men (like A LOT of men). i of course was nosey and so was some dude that was freakin staring @ me the whole game who sat in the row behind me....but he sat 2 the far left (about 15 seats from the seat directly behind me). he ended up RIGHT behind me when all this stuff was happenin. i tried 2 juss pretend he wasn't there, but then he tapped me on my shoulder and asked 4 me name and almost my #. those r the types of people that i juss can't wait 2 make jealous when my loover comes here. c....if Aaron was there @ that moment.....i'd pull his sexiness towards me and juss kiss and suck on that sweet tongue of his. mmmm mmmm mmmm!!!! o well. when he asked 4 the info....i juss walked away and pretended i didn't hear him. i told my mom what happened and what i did and she juss laughed. so yess.

2day was quite a booo day. i'm EXTREEEEEEEEEEMELY tired (as i said b4). so imma go take a wittle baby nap and think about how perfect it would be if my baby was here w/ me......holding me and kissin me. awwwwwwwww i love him!!! :0)

if ne of u have ideas on what 2 get Aaron 4 his birthday.....e-mail me or call me ASAP!!

ar0uzdm0d3l@yahoo.com
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003

Subject:HAWTNESS!!!! O:-)...
Time:3:43 pm.
Mood: horny.
Music:"CG 2"- Nelly.
mann ooo mann! i keep 4gettin 2 thank David 4 the sweetness he left me in that comment about 2 entries ago or something. thanx babeZ! that was really sweet of u. ur suppose 2 be gay though :-P. hehehe j*k

well, hello myy coolio peopleZ! yesss.....2day is juss gooin dandy. i kinda don't wanna do my hw even though i know i really should. o well. i did a lot of stuff w/ my journal and stuff. as u can c. i updated the pics. i only updated 2 of em. the Single Doubt collage is still there cause its juss ohh sooo sexy! mmhmmm! i also made the SEXIEST icon 4 my s/n in the WORLD! wooow!!! i made it w/ the hella effin sexy pics i got from my hott man 2day. ooo geeze us....let's juss say....ummm.....not so innocent. hehehe O:-). he's a hott mann! woooowieee! imma be badd and say that that mann turns me ONN like noooo other. hooooly mooooly. last night.....FUCKK ME SIDE WAYS! haha....juss kiddin....i'm not SERIOUS! juss....WOW! that was hellla hott. i got this feeling all throughout my body that started out as butterflies in my tummy....then it tingled ummm....down...? hahaha.....then it traveled down my legs and all the way 2 the tips of my toes. talk about a FULL BODY orgasms. hooolyyy mooolyyy Aaron Baby! i have NO idea what imma do in about a month. i'd probably pass out from being soo ar0Uzd....if that's even possible :-P. last night....other then gettin all horny.....i had 2 baby-sit. i made baby Nick say Aaron is sexy and omg! it was sooooo cute. he couldn't quite say "sexy" all that good but awww! it was adorable. i got 2 checks outta 4. 1 for $50 and the other for $60. i can't remember if i said that in my last journal entry or not. o well if i did. ooo Aaron Baby i wish u were here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imma go and do hw or something. I LOVE YOU AAWEN!!!!! :0)
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Subject:12 MORE DAYZZ!!!!!!!! YAYYY! :0)
Time:12:22 am.
Mood: tired.
Music:"If You C Jordan"- Something Corp..
i'm updating my journal. like WOW! isn't that juss sooooo cool! 1st off...Chris....i'm soooo soooo sorry about last night. that was 1 night full of DRAMA! but thank u 4 coming over and having a lil emotion doctor time w/ me. i didn't mean 4 my mom 2 get into it all and make everything worse. i talked 2 her 2day and she said that she was sorry about assuming. she's juss all scared now when i'm alone w/ guys. iono y she did that w/ u. she freakin knows ur sooooo not like that. whatever.....i'm soooo sorry though. last night was juss a bad night all 2gether. i was walking around last night and talking 2 Chris outside....and my hip started acting up again. lately....my hip has been hurting me like HELL. i seriously feel like there's something wrong w/ it and that 1 of my hip bones sticks out more than the other 1. i was gonna make some 1 (my bro or Chris) carry me because i couldn't take the pain ne more. so iono what's wrong w/ me. THEN!....i didn't get 2 talk 2 Aaron. i wish i did.....its like.....his job is taking over his life. ugh huh Bob i soooo know what ur thinking right now and i DO NOT want u 2 say ne thing in a comment cause i know exactly what it will say. i'll juss tell u all what Bob (and partly me) is thinking. yeah...ummm.....the same thing happened when i was w/ Brett. his job became more important and it basically became his life. it still is, but u know what i mean. i know Aaron isn't like that @ all.....it juss sux cause i never get 2 talk 2 him much ne more. yeah so....maybe i will 2night. who knows though. last week i had 105% in my math class because i got a 105% on a test and that was the only grade we had....so yeah and i think that's HELLA EFFIN AWESOME! then we juss took another test/quiz a few days ago and we got it back 2day. i got a freakin 110% on that quiz/test. so i MUST have over 105% in class now which rocks the freakin freckles on my face. w00p w00p!!! this morning i was startled w/ many men @ Bridgett's house. i wont get into that because its boring. right now.....i got 3 of my bro's friends over and its a madd house over here. wooow....iono what 2 do. 1 of his friends has had a crush on me since i was in 8th grade. yeah ne ways.....i got 2 checks 2day. wahoooo! 1 was for $60 and the other for $50. Shelly still owes me 2 more checks and wahooo! i neeeed money people.....geeze la weeze. blahh....i think i'm gettin sick....so imma go and sleepy and dream bout my smooochy pooooo. night peopleZ! :0)

mmmm Aaron.....that was sooooo freakin HOTT! oooo wooow. and the feeling it gave me =-O ohh myy judah! O:-)
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003

Subject:Remember September 11th, 2001....
Time:7:16 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:SOMETHING CORP.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyy :0).
yess....it has been 4ever. o deary me. soo ummm....i got a LOOOVELY virus on my loooovely computer last week and since my daddy loves me sooo much.....he took time outta his busy life 2 fix it 4 me! he said he wasn't gonna be able 2 get 2 it 4 another month but WOOOWIEE! lookey lookey! soo ummm yesss. what's new wiff me?! well,....i ordered my class ring yesterday and that was juss ooo sooo funn. it turns out that 1 of my friends works w/ Jostens so he came 2 my school and all that funn stuff. most of the girls wanted me 2 hook them up w/ him and ummmmm......that was kinda retarded because he's like in his mid 20's and most of these girls r 16. weeeeeird! so ne ways.....MYY BABYY IS COMING SOON! i'm soooo excited. i got like this whole lil plan 4 me gettin outta the house and stuff. imma say it on here and then c if Aaron wants 2 do it. so yess. on Fridays there's always a game so i was thinking.......when we actually meet each other 4 the 1st time....he should meet me @ the Saints football game on that Friday (but this all depends when he gets in on Friday....or if he's even coming on Friday). i know imma be pretty shy @ 1st....so i kinda wanna have my friends around so that i feel more comfy. i juss hope me having myy friends around wont make him feel weird or ne thing. then i don't think i'd spend the night w/ him on Friday because i always spend the night @ Vivi's house on Fridays after the game and if i'm not there after the game.....then Vivi's mom will wonder y she took me 2 the game and y i'm not there ne more. so yess.....then Saturday....imma "go over 2 Laura's house." since Bob and Viv live like 2 seconds away....then i'll juss walk over 2 Bob's house and all that stuff. i'll tell my mom i'll be spending the night @ Bob's house on Saturday night and Sunday night, but really....i wont O:-). tsk tsk tsk Brittani! either on Saturday.....i wanna do something w/ Aaron alone.....or a double date thinger w/ Bob and her man. i'll either spend the night w/ Aaron on Saturday, Sunday, or both nights and then yess......we'll have our sexy lil funn O:-). if not.....i'll juss stay w/ Bob 1 night (or no nights). Bob and i have done this b4......we tell our parents we're goin 2 each other's houses and we end up juss spending the night @ our boyfriend's house. its a good thing because Laura's dad doesn't speak english so yayy!!!!!!!! its gonna be soooo sooo hard 2 say good bye 2 him though because i know i wont be able 2 c him 4 MONTHS. i don't know exactly how many months its gonna be.....but i know its gonna be hard 2 be w/o my baby. he's my life and not having him around is like having a part of me missing. i need him more than ne thing. well, since 2day's September 11th, i juss wanted every 1 2 remember all the people that were affected by the attacks and stuff. i think its really sad that people only really show their American pride on certain days like Sept. 11th, July 4th, etc. y can't we show it ne other time of the year? iono.....that's juss something i've noticed. i mean.....right b4 Sept. 11th.....no 1 really had flags ne where....or wore red white and blue. but after the attacks, ALL u saw was flags. i juss don't get our country sometimes. ok....i sound like a freak. imma go do some hw so i can talk 2 my loover later. byeee peopleZ :0)
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Friday, September 5th, 2003

Subject:I JUSS GOT A LETTER!!!!! :0)
Time:10:01 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:"Boys Of Summer"- Ataris.
i have come 2 the conclusion that assuming something about some 1 is wayyy wrong. last night....@ about 8-ish i was startled by a noise outside my window. so, i looked out 2 c some person pushing a grocery cart full of stuff. i thought it might have been 1 of the guys around here being stupid and pushin their friend around in the cart. so, i went outside....and the person and that cart were juss sittin across the street. Sammie was w/ me and she juss went CRAZY when she saw that person. she would not stop barking. my mom then came out and she told me 2 go over 2 this person, so i did. i took Sammie w/ me juss in case i got attacked or something. so i walked over and realized it was this homeless man. i felt sooo sooo bad. so i was juss talkin 2 him and stuff....and he kept telling me how everyone was after him and all this stuff. he was sooo sweet 2 me then w/ everything else he said. so i told him 2 have a good night and i walked away. juss as i got in the house.....a police car pulled up. they came up 2 the man and i heard stuff about him disrupting the peace.....carrying a weapon....and being drunk. then the police came up 2 me (i went back outside) and told me that he was juss drunk and they were gonna send him back down the street. not only did those police ASSUME that he had a weapon.....they also treated him unfairly cause he was homeless. i felt bad 4 the poor guy. yess.....ne who. 2day.....I GOT MY BABY'S LETTER, RING, PIC, AND POEM!!!!!!!!! yayyy!!!!!!!!!! i was sooooo happy 2 get it and yayy! imma cherish his ring always. *MUAH!* thank u again Aaron :0). 2day...after school....while i was waiting 4 my mom 2 come pick me up....i had something quite freaky happen. i was standing by myself on a corner by school and all of the sudden.....i had about 1000000 guys standing next 2 me. they kept asking me GOOFY questions. so i kinda like...smiled weirdly and walked over by Bridgett. she started laughing @ me. o well. it was freaky...cause 1 second i was by myself...and the next....i had 10000 guys near me. hmmmmm ALSO! i realized that ummmm....I NEED A FREAKIN JOB! wow! my mom called some place 2day 2 c how much insurance would be 4 and OHH MYY JUDAH! insurance 4 me is gonna cost a w00pin $1,700 every 6 months. isn't that ridiculous or WHAT! ohh....excuse me....i get 10% off since i have good grades. BIG WHOOP!!!!!! i don't even own a car and they're making me pay that much?!?!?! well,....when in the hell AM i gonna buy a car if all im doin is paying thousands of dollars on insurance. the stupid part is.....the way they added up the amount 4 the insurance was taking the most expensive car we own...and the more expensive....the higher insurance. well,....ummmm....the most expensive car we own is the bmr and that thing IS NOT cheap. geeze la weeze i hate money. o yeah.....and also......my parents pay $900 every 6 months COMBINED (thats the price 4 both of them). i'm paying amount twice as much as they have 2 pay combined. isn't that dumb or what?! so, yes.....i NEEEED a job BAAAADDDD!!!!!!!! i also think that the law should allow kids 2 start workin @ 15 instead of 16. we DO need 2 save up b4 we get our license. iono....our world is messed up these days. ok i'm done. night night every 1 :0)
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003

Subject:MAIL CAN SUCK A DORK!
Time:7:23 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:Good Charlotte- "Girls and Boys".
yeah...i'm taking a break from my homework 2 tell u all how effin pissed i am. yupp....that's right. aren't i ALLLLLLWAYYYYZ mad @ something?! yeah....ok. so, um....i've been waiting a frickin week and 3 days or whatever 4 a damn letter 2 get here and HA! guess what?! i'm stilllllll waiting. aren't u sooo thrilled that i told u that? o i bet u r. here's the GRRRREATEST part of them all. i'm NEVER allowed 2 do ne thing and Viv, Bob, Naomi, me, and the rest of the posse decided that Fridays r gonna be spent doin the crazy shit we do (and my parents r FINALLY letting me do that). we haven't really had time 2 hang out w/ our pimps (tha boyyz) much lately and it sux. i haven't seen Ry Ry in a freakin lifetime! maybe not that long, but how long Viv? the last time i talked 2 him was the FIRST time u guys went out. then i juss randomly saw him @ the grocery store sometimes. grrrrrrr Friday was gonna be sooo much funn 2. dammit.....this fuckin mail system needs 2 change. y is it.....that i can send Aaron a letter and he gets it 3 or 4 days later, but if HE sends me 1......i got sit on my ass all the effin time 2 wait 4 the damn thing because the mail carrier people can't decide where the hell San Diego is! so, yess Vivi, Ry Ry, Bob, Naomi, the rest of the posse, and the rest of the pimps......i'm sorry that i can't make it. maybe if the mail people decide that its time 2 give me my letter now.....then maybe next Friday we can get down and do our shit. hope u all funn 2morrow. i'll miss u :'(
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Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003

Subject:I'm still here....
Time:4:38 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:"Fall"- Something Corp..
i should have posted yesterday.....but i was having the worst days ever, and i juss didn't wanna have 2 cry my eyes out 2 all of u peopleZ. i know this is sad but....Aaron and my OFFICIAL anniversary date is Sept 2nd. the only reason y its sad is because it cuts off all the other days that we were 2gether. o wellz! yesterday.....:-\....Brandon ended everything between us through....a text message. pretty sad ehh? but he snuck on last night and told me the whole true story. turns out his bitch butt mom made him pick me or hockey. now, common sense....Brandon's soooo gonna pick hockey over everything. i juss thought that was cruel 4 her 2 do something like that. now i can't talk 2 him or have ne thing 2 do w/ him and it hurts. he's SERIOUSLY 1 of my best best best friends. i know i shouldn't say this because iono if its mean.....but Brandon IS my bestest guy friend. i know Aaron is suppose 2 be that.....and he is....its juss i've been through a lot w/ Brandon and he probably knows EVERYTHING that's ever happened 2 me. juss like Aaron has Mike as HIS best friend.....and his neighbor as his best friend (lil/older sister)......i got Bob as my bestest girl friend....and Brandon as my bestest guy friend. so iono. its juss really hard on me 2 loose some 1 that's been through everything w/ me. but i'm thankful 4 all Aaron did yesterday. he put a smile back on my face and made me happy :0). so its all good now. yesterday i got soooo many compliments on my hair. WOOOOW! every 1 seriously loved it. Maggie....OMG! she was the CUTEST person. she came up 2 me....flipped my hair and screamed "OMG! ur hair is sooo hott! u model u!" hahahaha! that was cute. yess.....2day i had a so so day. not great, but not bad. i had picture day 2day and i had 2 spend time w/ my lil froshie because us juniors HAVVVVE 2. but my girl is cute and she's mature.....so that's good. then i talked 2 Chris yesterday 4 the 1st time in a long time. he use 2 come over every freakin night and we'd juss hang out....talk....and eat otter pops. but lately....he's been busy w/ school in all. u know....being a soph in college is tough stuff! <~~~quote from Chris. lol....whateva u say brotha! AHHHH VIVI!!!!!!! i can't wait until Friday :-D!!!!! yayyyy!!!!!!!!! i'm soooo essssssited (excited)!!!!!!!!!! okay i'm outtie 4 now. maybe i'll update later....iono. byeee peopleZ

Aaron's busy jackin off AGAIN right now. geeeze....horny lil boyy! :-P J*K
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Monday, September 1st, 2003

Subject:AAAAAWWWEEEENNNN!!!!!........
Time:12:54 am.
Mood: tired.
Music:nuuuuffin.
geeeeze! i juss noticed how late it was. i thought it was only like.....11, but its almost 12:30. hoooollly moly. time flies. i juss did a new lil ringer tone on my celly. it use 2 be "Get Busy"- Sean Paul. now its "Drive Myself Crazy- *NSYNC. hehehe....w00p w00p! all hail *NSYNC! hahaha.....it was basically the only song outta the 100000 that i downloaded that actually sounded like the real song. so yeah. *moans* i miss myy babyy :0(. i wanna talk 2 him and then cuddle w/ him. *moans* he's not home though AND his comp isn't workin because Aawen was lookin @ 2 much porno and then it broke his comp. *moans some more* i wannnt myyy babyyy :0(!!!!! i can't wait until 2morrow 2 talk 2 him. i neeeed 2 talk 2 him now. myy looverrr babyyy boyyy!!!!! yess....so....2day......i got my hair freakin CHOPPED ALL OFF and highlighted. so not only is all my hair gone....but i'm HELLA blonde. i took pics and i don't look THAT blonde in the pics....but i do in person. so yess. wooowieee! i don't like my hair as much YET. its a BIG change and its different and i juss gotta get use 2 it. my mom didn't like it @ 1st....but she said its cute now. my dad HATES it. Brandon and my bro like it and think its sexy....and now all we gotta do is wait on Aaron opinion. hopefully he wont hate it because that will be bad. yess it will. he'll probably be all nice and lie and say he likes it when really he doesn't. poo poo head! i loooove yoooou! and u promised u'd be a sexy badd lil boyy on the phone 2morrow (well, its actually 2day...cause its 12 and yeah).....so yess!!! we need 2 get closer....cause that's what u told me. u said after doin ur lil sexy thing on the phone....u got closer 2 me and that's juss sexy and gravyy babyy. so yess....we need 2 get closer AND talk about our DEVIL condoms that we're gonna go out and find and keep em in a plastic bag after use....AND!....pee on the phone because Aaron has a BIGGG pee fetish. geeeze! i got my foot fetish and i'm OHH soooo excited 2 c is owie infected toe! wahoooo!!!!!!!! :-P okay i'm tired now....so, imma go 2 bed and dream about my handsome prince. i love you Aaron and i hope ur sleepin right now and havin sweet dreams. *KISSES!* byeee every 1 else.....nightZ!
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003

Subject:SEXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:3:24 pm.
Mood: horny.
Music:"WHOA!"- Mya oooo yesss O:-).
"..my love is like WHOA!
my kiss is like WHOA!
my touch is like WHOA!
MY SEX IS LIKE WHOA!

my ass is lke WHOA!
my body's like WHOA!.."

yesss....my sexy lil boy has been horny ALLLL day and i'm not there 2 have funn w/ him!!!!!!!!!! noooo faiiiir! now that i hear bout HIM all horny and poppin it....oooo i get ar0Uzd! i juss wanna make love 2 him RIGHT NOW! so he doesn't have 2 worry bout walkin down stairs w/ a boner :-P. he's bein all sexy right now. talkin bout how its gonna be when he's here.....looooots of DEVIL condoms! o geeze i'm horny now. ALLLLL his fault. tsk tsk tsk....BADD BOY!!!!!!
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Subject:I gotta peeeee!.....
Time:2:50 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:"WHOA!"- Mya :-P.
well, everything is juss dandy w/ me and Aaron now. not everything is so good w/ me though. i REALLY juss wanna leave this house and not have 2 deal w/ a rude, mean, ungrateful brother.....2 parents who i'm not gonna get into great detail about....and juss crap upon crap. i ran a red light 2day and went over 65 on the freeway 2day. 4 1 thing....i didn't go RIGHT THROUGH a red light. i was turning right and the light was red yeah.....so i started slowing down and i didn't c ne cars coming....so i juss turned. then my mom started blowin up and screaming @ me. she was telling me that i was goin over 65 on the freeway when i was fuckin told that ur suppose 2 keep up w/ traffic. so yeah.....i got in trouble 4 "speeding" and semi running a red light and now my mom isn't lettin me get my license. she a bitch or what? so i'm sittin in my room crying...and she comes in and starts 2 put me down. calling me a cry baby and all that stuff. then SHE started crying cause i told her that dad would get pissed 4 what she's doing and all that stuff. she was crying and telling me that every 1 is mean 2 her and they're jerks. well, damn! if ur gonna go off and cut people down.....u think they're gonna be nice 2 u? I DON'T THINK SO!

yess....Aaron and i r gonna have babies. isn't that sooo sexy?! of course it is! w00p w00p!!!! and right now we're talking about devil condoms that can be textured and THE PILL! dun dun DUNNNN!!!!!! lol....kay this entry is about done. maybe i'll update later. i love you Aaron Baby
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Friday, August 29th, 2003

Subject:Yeah...?...
Time:11:51 pm.
Mood:iono... :-\.
my life hasn't been yipeee dooo daaa lately and it sux. it doesn't really have ne thing 2 do w/ Aaron. that whole thing yesterday juss made me feel.....not wanted i guess u can say. i guess i was juss assuming. but that's over and done w/. i'm not worried about that ne more. 2night....juss sucked. we went 2 the Charger game and it was "salute 2 the military" night.....so yeah. bunch of military people were there.....1/2 time had something 2 do w/ em....and yeah. it was nice....but @ the same time it made me feel ehh bout Aaron leaving me in the future. then my mom got drunk as usual and she was REALLY embarrassing me and my dad. my dad has really been having a tough week in all and yeah. so my mom was being annoying and my dad juss got up w/ my bro and left the stadium. i didn't know where we parked and was scared i wasn't gonna find the car. so i'm screaming @ my mom 2 make her walk faster and she's stumbling all over every 1....which made me mad because i hate when she acts like this. so yeah.....i'm trying 2 get outta the stadium and my mom is walking all funky....so she grabs my hand and i basically have 2 drag her 2 the damn car cause she couldn't walk straight. so i finally get 2 the car and my dad is in the passenger seat and i KNEW he was trying 2 say that my mom was gonna drive. so i got mad and said no way in HELL is she gonna drive. she can't even walk and i REALLY don't feel like dying juss yet. i was bout 2 drive, but then my dad got in the driver's seat.....and OMG! he was YELLING and SCREAMING about my mom being a big time fuckin alcoholic and she can't admit she has a problem. he kept calling her mean names and talkin bout how she's sooo drunk and how she's sooooo lazy. then he said...."if u don't fuckin fix it.....then its over." nice ehh? juss what i need!......divorced parents. so yeah......now i'm all scared cause my dad is in a BAD SCREAMING mood....and i don't like it :0(. i haaaaaaaaaaate drinking. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!! i know i do it every once in a while (actually not even once in a while)......i'm talking about my alcoholic family. yeah......i'm tired and i need sleep. so, imma go 2 bed now. mom's dooin my hair 2morrow. hopefully it will turn out all good and stuff. well, i'm off. i love you Aaron and i'm sorry about earlier. and....i'm NEVER gonna leave u because of some stupid lil fight.....EVER.
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Subject:Humm..
Time:2:40 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:Brandon singin his "Brittani's mom has got it goin on" song.
well, 2day wasn't a good day either! wahooo! 3 bad days in a row. i must have the best of luck! yeah so ne ways......school is a drag and i hope it dies b4 Tuesday so i don't gotta go back. no wait.....i'm kickin some bitchy ass freshman's asses on Tuesday so nvm. some of the freshmen @ my school do not know when 2 STOP and when enough is enough! let's juss say.....if ur gonna talk about my sexuality and all that crap that u have NO idea about.....and ur gonna talk about it in spanish...learn 2 know that i FUCKIN SPEAK SPANISH TOO AND I CAN UNDERSTAND U PERFECTLY! so imma kick their asses and Brandon thinks i'm such a bad ass 4 that 2.

ger: your such a badass
ger: haha

i think he was joking, but iono. well, i'm in a piss ass mood and i don't wanna bitch ne more. so i'm outtie. laterZ
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Blurty for TaUnI :0).

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