Alright my life in a nutshell...   
08:46am 20/06/2003
 
mood: apathetic
I'm still alive. The touring is great and I'm have a lot of fun. Ryan is having the most fun. JD and Mike, well I can't say anything for them because we hardly talk.

And I'm fucking jealous right now. I might have cheated on her but I'm in love with her and I'm fucking serious. Joel and her can't be together. It should be me and her. God, I feel so dumb for letting her go. I guess I should just be happy about it but I'm not and I can't pretend I will be. Just whatever. Now you can see why I don't come around anymore. I lost the only thing I ever loved and kept me alive.		  
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Updates.   
02:30pm 12/06/2003
 
mood: crappy
.....

There happy now?		  
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Well...   
08:38am 07/05/2003
 
mood: bitchy
music: Britney Spears is on the radio... DIE
I'm doing good, two updates in two days. Be proud.

Well this is short, just wanna say thanks Paul, you're welcome and just yeah?

Go buy or album now or else. And yeah, that's all as well.

And yeah TONIGHT at like say MIDNIGHT? I'll sneak online. I really kinda can't because I'm always busy with SOMETHING. But look for me okay? Maybe I'll be on even sooner. Who knows. Gotta go now too. Yeah, later.

And I thinks I needs new icons and such. PAUL MAKE ME SOME!!!!		  
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>:O   
02:54pm 06/05/2003
 
mood: apathetic
Don't believe my brother; I don't need to get laid to be fuckin happy, k thanks.

And yeah, I'm sick as hell. So excuse me and shit. I'll be around soon, I promise.

I gotta talk to Sarah and let her know that I REALLY LIKE HER. Thanks. I'll travel to wherever she is asap. So :-*'s to Sarah.

Ryan, shut yer mouth if you know what's good for you. ;P		  
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Come back from the dead...   
02:10pm 02/05/2003
 
mood: accomplished
Hi. I'm sick.
My band is sick.
I feel like shit.
I miss everyone.
This update owned.		  
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.........   
02:07pm 20/04/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: Jimmy Eat World -- Everything
I really fuckin' hate my life! :-/

I need to come around more. And I need to talk to Sarah. But I'm sure she doesn't want to talk to me because I blew it. I always tend to do that with girls. Fuck.

Well Wakefield is going on tour soon and we have Skate & Surf soon and I'm really excited about all this because it gives me something to do and helps me keep my mind off how badly I fuck up things. Perhaps maybe I just don't have time for "girls" or "guys" for that matter. And to be honest I'm NOT over Paul at all. He's engaged now too? Ugh, that pains me so damn much. Fuck again man.

MTV is gonna start playing our video for "Say You Will" -- FUCKKKKKKKKK! I hate teenies and it's gonna bad like Good Charlotte... SOB.

So to conclude, I like to CURSE a lot and I'm a LOSER, in PAIN, I HURT, and FUCK TEENIES and MTV. :'(		  
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Oops.   
01:12am 04/04/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: Lasgo -- Something
So technically I dumped Avril. Not really my fault and you can't blame me. I seem to have bad luck with dating period. But I just met Sarah Madden for the first time and it turns out she's got the same feelings I have towards a lot of things. A lot more than I thought and well I'm going to give it a try and date her, talk to her and make her feel wanted. *shrugs* I really feel like an ass right now. Ugh. Goodnight I'm never up this late and shit.		  
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Hmmm...   
11:42am 25/03/2003
 
mood: happy
music: Stevie Nicks -- Edge Of Seventeen
Okay, so we all know I have this crush on Avril.. or if you didn't I DO and shutup I know what you're going to say. If you don't like her you should get the chance to know her. She's really great. Really sweet too and the best thing about her is that she's honestly one of the coolest all around chicks to hang with. Yesterday I actually had one the best times of my life hanging with her. I taught her to play the drums and then she went and showed me some of the guitar. We then went to grab something to eat and well you know what happens after that right? I take her home and we're supossed to kiss on her door step. Ha. Well that didn't happen. It was just one of those "I had fun, I'll see you next time?" And I didn't want to kiss her on the first date, I hate rushing things. So hmmm... I really do like her and I plan on seeing her tonight. And that is all.

Ryan is now here and I am glad I get to bug him like crazy. :D		  
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Heh.   
12:17pm 23/03/2003
 
mood: rushed
Okay, so more later on the whole "Avril thing" it's just yeah.. She knows and you will soon.

My brother got a journal ryan_escolopio that is a very good thing. And I'm done now.

More later. I promise. I'm like rushing cuz I'm trying to do something for Avril. Rush, Rush, Rush!		  
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*glares at this stupid whitebox*   
12:26am 19/03/2003
 
mood: content
music: Mest -- Fuct Up Kid
Yeah, it's dumb. But I'm still alive. And okay, I have a damn crush on Avril. Are you happy?

And Paul, you know.. I'm sorry for everything. I guess we were only meant to be best friends and you know I'm fine with that. You always be special in my heart and I guess I thought we could work something out. But eh, it's done with and this "new" crush is rather interesting if I do say so myself. *smiles slightly* So yeah, I wish you and Pierre all the happiness in the world because no one deserves it better than you dude. I love you "as a friend" *smirks* I mean that.		  
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:*(   
08:03pm 13/03/2003
 
mood: annoyed
Well my life sucks that's for sure. The person I'm still in love with just plays me like I'm a toy or something and leaves me to rot like a child not wanting that toy anymore. Fuck love man. Benji was right it's all a damn game and we all get played. Thanks a lot Paul. Yeah, pssh, whatever.

Now it's off to go and write music. It's what I do when I'm depressed. Maybe you should listen to our lyrics sometime. You'll see how depressed and pissed I always is. :-/		  
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Oh shit oh shit oh shit....   
11:51pm 10/03/2003
 
mood: guilty
music: Paul's crying.. skghskghs
I FUCKED UP! DAMN.

Okay, so I admit, I still had feelings for Paul and well he SAID he still felt something for me. So I thought maybe if I kissed him it'd all be okay.. I mean well.. he could tell if it was there and we'd know for sure. But we didn't think that Pierre would come in and see me right there making out with him on the fucking floor. Damn, I'm such a fuck up. I don't regret that kiss at all, I'll tell you that. But he told me I should go. So I guess that means he doesn't want me around. And that sucks cuz I really DID want to spend time with him even it was just as friends. So yeah Pierre he's all yours you don't have to worry about me getting him, it's obvious he still fucking loves you. I'm too stupid. *sighs* It's gonna be a long flight back home. *keeps my tears inside*		  
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>:O You are all dead tonight.   
10:49pm 08/03/2003
 
mood: amused
WAKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEE UPPPPPPPPP!

And Paul gave me HOT icons yo! Werd. Check 'em out.		  
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Haha...   
10:09pm 08/03/2003
 
mood: blank
music: Ja Rule + Ashanti :: Mesmerize
Okay so did anyone today was my birthday? I didn't think so. Oops. Yeah I had a good day cuz I sat on my ass all day and did nothing but oh well. I'm strange though lately. I do strange things. *shrugs*

Pointless update, I'll be going now.

>:O to Paul! ;)		  
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:-*   
01:28am 08/03/2003
 
mood: amused
Hmm, what's up you guys? I'm not so sure if I fit in but eh I was begged by Benji to get here because Paul wanted me. Heh. Oops. *smirks*

So any-freakin'-way. I'm Good Charlotte's ex-drummer. And they wish they still had me. Na, just playin' I really hope Chris is enjoying himself. It'd be neat to see him get a journal. Funn stuff. Well, so now I still drum actually and it's in my own group started with my friends Mike and J.D. and my brother Ryan. We own, check out sometime if we ever come near you, which isn't likely. :-/ But ehh... go to http://www.wakefieldworldwide.com and can all you need.

I'm done talking here. The AIM is arousing aaron *shrugs* It was the only name NOT taken. Haha, yeah right. :-*		  
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