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[10 Apr 2003|11:26am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Yes, I'm still around. Completely bed ridden, or shall I say couch ridden? Thanks to Jay. He wont let me go or do anything without assistance. *Frowns and looks at the pillows around him* I feel like a sardine!

*Smiles* Love you Jay.

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[14 Mar 2003|07:31pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Hmm..I came home late last night. Things are actually going pretty good. Mm..just feel so...helpless. I mean, Jay's here and all..but I don't like the fact that I can't do much without assistance.


This year is gonna be a long one.

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Even Pride...weakens [09 Mar 2003|01:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

These days go by to quickly...could someone please make today; an extended day?

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[24 Feb 2003|10:54pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Have any of you ever given any thoughts to the things that scare you?

I mean really scare you. For a little under a month now, I've been living out my fear. Prayers and good thoughts no longer seemed to work, pure fear just settles in to your bones. It chills your blood and sends electric shivers through your soul.

As most of you know, my neck has been in bad shape for a while now. It's gotten to the point where surgery is the only way to go.

The whole getting sliced open thing, does bother me. I guess that's what's got my mind working on over time. Heh. Forcing to many thoughts of going in and not coming back out in there.

There is thing that's kept me strong through it all. I'm not sure he even knows how much better he makes me feel by just being there. He doesn't have to say a single word...just his presence in my my world...before me...give's me hope.

I love you baby, with you by my side I just know the time will quickly pass...and everything will be fine.

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um, ah. [17 Feb 2003|01:27pm]
[ mood | content ]

A funny thing love is.

It can be a beautiful thing in one hand, while in the other it can be downright confusing.

I got another phone call from Lana today, she somehow overheard about Jay and I. Quite ironically she congratulated me and wished us both a life of luck and love. say that's a bit confusing, would be a small understatement.

heh, new icon. Isn't he adorable. *grins*

I've been doing some thinking, and if you all still want to see our perfect Valentines night I'm gonna do a post about it in the Sex Story community *winks* (And please get your minds out of the gutter.)

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I Love You Jason Reso [15 Feb 2003|09:55pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I have never been as nervous as I was last night. At time's I really thought my heart was literally going to beat right out of my chest. *Smiles* The whole night turned out perfect, just as I had planned..right down to the final T.

Jason and I; are very happily engaged.

*grins* I'll write some more, perhaps of how I proposed once I can come down a bit from this high.

.....which might take quite a good bit of time

Two hearts brought together by a simple childhood friendship, beat separately.
Throughout the years the closer they became...almost thumping in rhythm.
Forever more shall they now beat as one...entangled together forever may their love grow.
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Another Small Update. [13 Feb 2003|11:18am]
[ mood | content ]

Okay...just one day. Mrm..and the nerves are going haywire. I don't have to much to say. Just...I've got some new icon's...and Jay..I love you.

*Grins* Oh and one final thing, you like this icon?

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Two Days and Counting [12 Feb 2003|11:57am]
[ mood | nervous ]

Anyone have a cure to help put to rest a mountain of butterfly's?

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[09 Feb 2003|01:14am]
[ mood | loved ]

Trish, I need to talk to you about a few things. IM me or something, please? *Smiles*

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Yet another update. [08 Feb 2003|01:04pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I sit here night after night trying not to get in the middle of this, for as Shannon has proclaimed ... its non of your business so BUTT out. Oddly enough he was the one to IM me last night and ask if I'd want to know the true story.

Well, my friend, I do believe I know most of it already. For I did have a long chat with Ms McMahon about it. Though, right now she'll probably say she didn't tell me everything. But alas something's you can just figure out on your own.

Considering what I HAVE been told though, I still say that you can't and shouldn't jump all over Matt because he just disagrees that the child isn't his. Frankly from what I've been told; he's got every right to disagree and or challenge it. Any man would do the same in his position.

Oy, very much confusion. But alas, there's still some happiness beyond all of this.

*Grins* Just have to think...

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[07 Feb 2003|12:30am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Stephanie, I don't know where your heading with this little..This is all Matts fault problem. If I remember correctly, that's not exactly what we talked about. If memory serves me right...there we're other people involved. Regardless to whether he's the father or not, everyone involved had some fault.

Jay, do you remember what we talked about that night? About the trust thing? That's just been confirmed, trust value is nothing.

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hmmm [05 Feb 2003|08:46pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Yeah, I'm begining to wonder why I even try. AIM clearly hates me tonight, so if anyone needs me I'll be on my MSN id.

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Look Carefully for What Thou Seeks. [03 Feb 2003|11:08pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I've sat here and watched things just unravel. It's like watching one of those old good guy/bad guy tapes. Just seems to get worse by the moment. Maybe it's time we all learn to stop keeping our feelings inside and just let them out when they need/should be. Not everything is as bad as it seems to be...

Just take Jay and I. We were both afraid to say anything to one another; afraid the other would laugh or simply turn their back and leave. Yeah, we were both acting pretty silly, but we've overcome that.

The outcome..wasn't anywhere near what we had envisioned. And now, now I look back upon the years, months...days and wonder why it had taken me that long to express my desires.

Yeah, so maybe we're not talking about love outside of my story. However I'm hoping you catch the meaning behind it..

Someone remind me why things have to be so completely confusing? Oy, things don't change do they?

If anyone need's me, I'll be around..the cell will be on. Use it if need be.

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[02 Feb 2003|09:02am]
[ mood | good ]

It's rather odd you know? How things just seem to get better just by hearing a group of words placed together.

I just hope it wasn't a dream...certainly felt like one...

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The Reason [01 Feb 2003|11:36pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I'd have to agree with Jay when he say's how odd it is that a tragedy gets you to think and really open your eyes to the world. I've sat here most of today just watching the news, and praying that NASA over looked something and that just maybe the missing crew was alive. Alas..that had not been the thought and prayer's are with the family and friends of the crew members on that shuttle.

Early summer of last year, I married my girlfriend. The person I had thought; was the One. Yeah, my one true love. It's quite ironic how love tends to blind you to the very smallest things of a person. For within the first three months that we'd been any time I was home; I slept on the couch, we basically avioded one another at all costs. *Smirk* Nice marriage huh? By the fourth month, we had called it quits. Neither of us were actually prepared for a life with one another in it.

Frankly we just weren't right for one another. Maybe we were to be together, but not forever. Does that make any sense? Or have I resulted to rambling again?

I seem to do that a lot...

Now back to why I'm the natural idiot. Last week, Lana called me; with news. News I'd rather not get into, because it was nothing but a damn lie to get me to come back to her in the first place.

Which, like an idiot, I did.

They say love makes you do stupid things, be damned if I don't now believe in that.

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[31 Jan 2003|06:28pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

You know; if I'd had half a brain...I'd seriously be dangerous.

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I Finally Got AIM [26 Jan 2003|10:59am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

With Amy's help; I now have AIM. However I can't remember the Password she gave me. Amy when you come on, post something; or something.

Heh, my luck there's probably no one online this early.


Nevermind, I figured it out and I'm now online.

A Copeland RR

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ahh [16 Jan 2003|11:00pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Alright, I am completly confused.

I just went to get an AIM screen name, but for some reason it's not letting me. Apparently I have to download AIM before I can. Does anyone know how to make a screen name even though you already have the messanger downloaded?

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hey... [16 Jan 2003|10:40pm]
[ mood | cold ]


I'm still quite roaming around. Guess you could say I've been a restless soul as of late. I do know one thing..I've got to start coming around more often. So much has changed since I've gotten my journal.

To sum it up...

How's everyone been?

Shane, sorry I'm a bit late with the Birthday wish's, I do hope you've had a good birthday.

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Just a Small Update [01 Jan 2003|09:54pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Me Yawning ]

No; I haven't forgotten about this place. I've just been pretty busy, with New Year's Parties, getting the house...then sleeping off a major hangover.

But now I'm back, and I see there's a T or D group as well as a Sex Stories group here...very very interesting.

Well, I guess you can've just been updated. Didn't have as much to say as I thought I had.

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