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| 09:28pm 28/06/2004 |
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mood:  discontent music: silent hill 4 sound track
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I don't know what's going on in my head lately. I feel really depressed. I'm not happy with myself or anything in my life. I want to move. I want to move to New York. Every time i say it I get one of two responses: You should really do it! It would be good for you. All of your family is there. Even if you deny it you are only moving there because of one reason. In all honesty i don't see anything happeneing beteewn mikey and me. Granted half of the reason is because of the distance thing but there are so many other reasons as well. Despite me wanting something to come out of this i just really think it will lead to alot of badness. I can't help my feelings but i can try to help what happens because of them. Try. Either way i need to figure out alot of shit before i do anything as far as moving is concerned. |
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| 04:46pm 26/06/2004 |
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mood:  drained
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I can't stand all the crap that revolves around my life! I thought I could live with devon again but I'm thinking of moving. Don't get me wrong, he is my family and i love him like a brother but he makes me crazy. I woke up this morning to him screaming at his sister grace. She has been staying here fro a little while now that she is out of school and it has just been to insane. The screaming and fighting is going to slowly kill me! Its bad enough that I'm not happy in My little corner of the world but it really make things alot worst when you have this to deal with. I wake up every morning to a new fight but with the same words of hate. How can anybody live like this? I need to leave! I need to just get up and go...but where? I just can't do this anymore! |
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| 01:11pm 07/06/2004 |
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mood:  chipper
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Oh my God! Has it really been this long? I have been trying to remeber which journal i used to use and i finally figured it out!!! |
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| 07:10am 06/04/2003 |
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mood: drained
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Hi Everyone...I am making my journal Friends Only. I recived a complaint from someone about an entry's topic and I dont feel like screening what i want to say. You know how it works...just post |
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