|i just don't know
||[10 Aug 2003|03:17pm]
Johnny came by... knocked some sense into me by well.. letting me knock my fists into him, really.
I guess I just confessed that either way it hurts. Being with him, being without him.. it doesn't matter. I hurt regardless, but I still love him.. so.. why not be with him and hurt?
but maybe... maybe I'm making a mistake... maybe I'm just doing what's easy... maybe this isn't really what I want... maybe I should just be without him, and try to move on...
but I don't know...