6. If not, do you wish you were? I wish i had a bo0
7. What do you like about yourself? my hair. Its so beautiful ;]
8. What do you think about life? it has its good times and its bad times...
9. What would you die for? My friends and family
10. Do you still love the first person you ever loved? believe it or not...yes, very much
11. Do you dream at night? sometimes
12. If so, what do you dream about? ppl i care about, my life, past, present...all that junk
13. Do you dream about your boyfriend/girlfriend? occasionally
14. Do you believe dreams are a gateway to your soul? ehhh sorta...
15. Do you believe there's one certain person for everybody? yes i do
16. Reincarnation. Yes, no? nope not for a second
GF/BF INFO
1. How did you first meet? my first serious real b/f...i met him outside of my house and we played CTF
2. What did you first notice about him/her? his face and stomach
3. Did you like him/her the first time you met or gradually? first time we met
4. How long have you been together? we were b/f and g/f for about 2 months...and then he broke up with me, and we were friends for a little while...but then it all of a sudden stopped...
5. In your opinion, what is the best thing about your relationship? he was soooo daymn sweet and he loved me for me.
6. What is the worst thing? he had a bad habit of pissing me off so he could fight with me lol
7. If you had 24 hours together, without any interferences to go anywhere and do anything, how would you want to spend it? just be together alone...
8. What is your favorite thing about him/her? his attitude, and his way of affection
9. If you could change one thing about him/her, what would it be? his way of showin me he loves me.
10. If you had to pick a song to describe how you feel about him/her, what would it be? k-ci and jojo-- tell me its real and all my life...
11. Am he/she the type of person you would want to marry? yeah
12. If yes. can you picture it? hell yeah. banqin weddinq lol
13. What is the longest relationship you have ever been in? 4 1/2 years
14. What was the cause of your last break-up? He punched my sis in the face for calling him a pussy.
15. What is the sweetest thing he/she has ever done for you? he wrote me poems all the time...
16. Do your parents like him/her? for the most part
17. Do you spend enough time together? yeah everyday
18. Can you tell him/her anything and everything? i used to tell him everything
19. Do you? nope. we don't talk at all ne more
20. How do you feel when you are with him/her? i used to feel happy...and safe.
21. Is he/she a good kisser? he was awesome
FAVORITE
1. Day of the week: saturday nights
2. Ice-cream: mmm thats some good stuff man
3. Movie: as of right now... the faculty wooo yea kick ass movie
4. Song: Monica -Angel of Mine-
5. Quote: wid my high class ghetto smile tempting hips, lucious lips...mmm papi can you resist?
6. Holiday: Christmas, God's birthday
7. Season: spring...not too hot and not too cold
8. Color: black
9. Book: too many to name haha
10. Subject in school: English
11. Website: greatestjournal.com
12. Person: i dont think i have just one right now
13. Shirt: black tank with tie
14. Jeans: they're actually my black caffeine pants...ooo comfy
15. Thing to do on the weekend: smoke a little bit and chill, or go to the movies
17. Animal: cat, elephant, giraffe, and whiter seals
18. Teacher: mrs. brillhart, and mrs. deJordy
19. Cartoon character: i dun have just one
20. Band: too many to pick haha
INTERESTING QUESTIONS
1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun or walk on the moon, which would you choose? definatly the moon
2. What color do you think best describes you? And, why? ummm....medium color yellow.
3. If you could be doing anything you wanted right now, what would you be doing? to be out havin fun 4. Which sense (taste, smell, hear, see, touch) could you not live without? And, why? taste...you coule eat sumthin nasty and not know it
5. In your opinion, what is the most beautiful thing in the world? life and love
6. Who's one person that's changed your life for the better? jessica
7. Who's one person that's changed your life for the worst? leo matos. fucking prick ass niqqa...*angry face*
8. If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? my grandfather.
9. Would you rather have an uncureable disease that was not deadly or would you rather have a disease where you only had so long live? the non-deadly one...
10. If you and your BF/GF, would you be friends but still have feelings for them or not talk to them ever again? i've actually done both...regret the second one tho
11. If you could change anything that's happened in the last 2 years, what would it be? I wouldn't have gotten involved with leo. He messed up my life majorly.
12. Who is first in your life? And, why? me and my own cuz they are all i have in life.
13. How many people would you die for? 20 at most...
14. Who's the most religious person you know? my dad
15. Who's the person most like you? daymn no one can be like me. I'm the queen bitch hahaha!
nuttin much has happened really. I've been working, and going to school. Now all of a sudden my ex leo decides to think hes going to be cool and tell everyone that him and i had sex last week, and that i'm following him everywhere. # 1. never had sex with his sorry ass. # 2. hes followin me around the fuckin faggot ass whore. Daymn that derrty man. Oh well suck my dick asshole.
Last night i almost got into a fight. I dun wanna go into too much detail, but i will give the basic outline kthnx. I was talkin wit my sister and jokin wit a friend. A little girl was outside *13=young to me* and thought i was talkin to her. So she got her sis and her sis called me a cunt. I flipped, and almost hopped my railing. My sister stopped me, and i was fightin against my sister. WOOOO all done lol. [small note] to little bitches who think they can fuck with me, bring it on...cuz i will show you what a real fight is.
My friend marty called me the other day. Man he is hott hehe. I've been single for a long time...and i've been enjoying it but i do want a b/f i'm not gonna lie to ne one rofl. Single like is good but i'm sick of it already lol. Although i dun have time for much with work and school...but i've been making time here and there. Hmmmmm sumone tryed to IM me like 2 minutes ago. Oh well.
not too much to say really. I have a thign for an older guy, and hes moving to FL. Imma miss him like crazy, but good things come to those who wait, and imma be waitin. And theres also the security guard at my work, and hes pretty good lookin too! hes always checkin me out and talkin to me. Whoadie!!! well imma go i lu all, and imma be commenting thru the week.
aiight i wanted to say that i'm sorry to patrick AKA dubs for what happened. I got pissed when him and my girl into a fight, so i stepped in and say what i wanted to say. I said a few choice things to that were toally uncalled for. Honestly, it made me look a fucking idiot. I hate that word, and i used towards sumone for no reason...and i just want you all to know that i am really sorry for doin that.
*hey pat...im sorry for what happened, im not usually a total BITCH like that...but i dunno. I just got mad about what happened wit you and chelsz and i tryed to stick up for my girl. And well i came across as a total fuckhead, and i said sumthing to you that i can't take back. Once again i am sorry dude.*
i'm leavin blurty for good yo. I have too many haters that read my journal here and i am just so sick of the drama nah mean? Common misconception of me has lead others to come in here and just write BULLSHIT about me that i tryed to clear up from the get go but some people just wanted to be stupid and ignore what i said, so thanks to them i am leavin blurty. I love all of you ppl on here cuz you haev been here for me thru so much and well its greatly appreciated. If any of you want to get in touch wit me IM me and i will give you my other journals so you can comment me aiight?<3
DUBS and PRETYBOII no longer have posting access to my journal. If you wanna be a fucking pussy ass bitch and leave me lame ass comments imma delete them and block you. So think before you act nikkah.
since DUBS felt like being a fucking douche i had to block comments from his stupid ass. Also, i'm thinkin about makin my journal public but makein sum shit friend onlii.
001. I want to know whos readinq my journal. 002. I don't want certain people to read my journal. 003. This is my journal and i will say and do what i want. 004. If you want to be added then leave me a comment, and i might add you back.
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