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the red well it filters though! so lie down! the red is real. when its sight goes red again [16 Jan 2003|04:23pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Chevelle . The Red ] @!* announcement!!! gah fxcking damn! people really suck major hairy balls. I am thinking about getting rid of aol because of my ao"friends" they really cause alot of drama. well some do, but the others don't. i really wont mention any names but yah. i think i'm going to delete my aol and aim so nobody can talk to me. and if you want to continue our so called friendships with me, you'll have to respond to my email or to this entry. and then the only way you'll be able to talk to me is on msn,yahoo,or ill give those who aren't causing drama my phone number @!* here's another idea... i'll delete all of my screen names that you know of and get a new one that absoutly nobody will know about. the only way to find out, is to get it out of my brother, jayson, or discover it yourself. o.O ya. i'm going to delete this journal or just stop updating it and get a new one. those of you who graced upon my friends list will be notified. Grow the fxck up dude! You're NEVER going to be apart of me,You're NEVER going to be apart of me, You're NEVER going to be apart of me, You're NEVER going to be apart of me, You're NEVER going to be apart of me, do you remember now you acted like you never noticed me.forget it! You're not allowed to be apart of me 12 Leave a bruise

you know who you are [15 Jan 2003|01:30am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Nirvana . Heart Shaped Box ] I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. Well I do have somewhat of a concept of what it is. I just fuck up with everyone I've ever cared about, anyone that I ever will care about, anybody that I get close to, and mainly anybody who I like. I am nothing but a bitch, yes I am. Atleast I can admit my problem with that, can you? I highly doubt it. Most people wouldn't insult themselves. But then again I am nothing but a dark shadow and I will never be seen as what I truly am. A person! Some people just can't see past my appearance. Some people say I'm pretty, and then there are others who call me ugly or "sexy" and of course they say it to hurt me. Is it my fault that my name, Roxy, rhymes with Foxy?! Hell no! If I had a choice I would have chose a better name, something simple. Something like Velarie. Or something. I have problems! YES I FUCKING DO! Is it my fault that I ran away from my family to escape abuse, just so I could fucking LIVE?! NO nothing is wrong with that. I'm sorry for having a fucking bad habbit of breathing I would stop if it made you somewhat happy. I really would. Sorry that I am bipolar and often think about suicide. Sorry I ever met you. Sorry I ever sent you my picture or for ever looking at yours. Sorry that you made me fall for you. I'm so fucking sorry. If I could change things, I would. Sorry! I am so fucking sorry for ever leaving the hospital. Sorry that I lived through abuse. Sorry that I am not a virgin, but that does not NOT mean that I am a 'woar' a slut or a ho. Sorry that I don't fit the image you picture of me. Sorry I ever fucking returned your HI! I'll stay out of your fucking life as long as I live. Don't harass me, don't talk to me, don't email me, and certainly don't fucking breathe a word that involves anything with me and you. Gth Good`Bye FOREVER! 3 Leave a bruise

i feel spechul! [13 Jan 2003|07:33pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Guns And Roses . Welcome To The Jungle ] wow guys! LOOK! i made an icon alll by myself. no help from anybody! haw haw haw! [it is billy from good charlotte! wooh!] take that yall. i am a big girl now. if any of yall like joel, billy, beji, paul or the group in general and want an icon, i am so talented in making only those. thus far i haven't discovered how to make the words flash er whatever. so if any of yall wanna take time out of your day to explain it to poor little me i would greatly appreciate it! Troubled Youth xox p.s. i still need the code to align my text boxes to the right! 8 Leave a bruise

o_O! [13 Jan 2003|05:23pm] yay! i put up a background pictue. wooh. it matches the color ...... perfectly! I NEED HELP WITH ALIGNING THE TEXT BOXES TO THE RIGHT! IF ANYBODY HAS THE CODE, LET ME KNOW ASAP! IM ME @ UNBEAUTIIFUL IF YOU GOT IT!!!!!! =) Leave a bruise

tears. [12 Jan 2003|06:49pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Salvia . Always ] today was bad. at eight this morning i got a call from my uncle saying that there was a bad car wreck. it was my adopted sister [my brother adopted her cuz her parents are fxcked] and that they were using the jaws of death to get her out of the car. they took off two car doors, the roof and the steering column. the engine was pushed into her lap, if it was a centimeter furhter she would have broke both of her legs. when i got the call i started screaming and crying and then i threw up. she is fine, but she has a concussion a huge cut from her eye to her chin on the right side of her face, a broken knee, and thats all we know thus far. it was so scary. i cried all day. when i saw the car she got pulled from, i couldn't believe she lived. we're going to take pictures of the car when they take it outside of the tow shop. we had them put it inside because too many people know that car and we don't want a million people calling our house even if they dont know her saying omg i heard. the perimedic said that she could have cut her esophogus and throat because she spit out tons of glass. hopefully thats not the case. i don't know what i would do without her. she's awesome. thankfully she made it. sometimes i just wish that it was me in that car, and die. i know, pathetic huh? well lastnight we watched Hardball w/ Keanu Reeves. That movie made me cry because G baby was shot in a drive-by and it really relates to my life. Cuz my brother was in a gang untill he was 17. He got jumped in and wanted to quit. But they wouldn't have it so of course, they tried to shoot him and all of that crap. He still has the tattoo on his right forearm of the gang symbol. yeah. well that movie is so good//sad. yall should go watch it, right now! i think i've had enough of writing right now. i feel like i'm going to puke. ;\ laters Troubled Youth o.O ya. Im thinking about making my journal friends only pretty soon. not that yall care. bye. 4 Leave a bruise

[11 Jan 2003|08:52pm] Disorder Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Low Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate -- Click Here To Take The Test -- Leave a bruise

nothing but GC! [11 Jan 2003|07:59pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Good Charlotte . Riot Girl ] which gc guy's shoes are you? Which Good Charlotte Guy Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Wich band are you brought to you by Quizilla Which Member of Good Charlotte Does Your Subconscious Want to Participate in Voluntary Coitus With? brought to you by Quizilla wooo-ey! i have some what of an obsession with good charlotte + new found glory. my favorite person from good charlotte is Benji and my fave person from new found glory would deffinatly have to be Jordan! 1 Leave a bruise

friends. . great aspect to life. [11 Jan 2003|05:55pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Mountain Dew Commercial ] right now all i am doing is trying to comment on my friends journals and adding new friends! Punk Or Poser brought to you by Quizilla Leave a bruise

chaos! [10 Jan 2003|09:47pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Simple Plan . I'd do anything ] today was full of totally evil chaos! after classes i picked up billy etherington and nick brown to go skateboarding. we went skatin all over town till we got kicked out of almost every place. den we decided to go to an actual skatepark in rapid. at the park there were alot of really hot guys, whom i knew most of. and they all came up with a devious evil evil evil plan against me. everytime i went up on a rail they'd depants me, since i wasn't wearin a belt for once. and they kept doing it. and of course, all the guys were so amased at my ass. lmfao. from now on i'm gonna wear boxers and my thong. dammit. guys are pigs. well some of them are. but there are some out there that are sweet + cute + polite + jus nice. examples; billy [i<3you] billy etherington [skatebuddies4everdude!] and alex [roomieskickmajorass!] otherwise yall a buncha fools. but then theres the alright guys. but i'm not going to name any names. yeah but anyways. chaos dudes. i let billy e. drive my car, boy he crazy. he was all goin off towards the curbs and shit. that fool amost wrecked my car, but its all good, cuz he's my skate buddie! wo0t. love ya boy! yah. well i think im done for now. i have a really long ass thing to put up in here next! comment + add me! wo0000t. Leave a bruise

sweet thoughts [08 Jan 2003|08:44pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Dashboard Confessionals . Screaming Infidelities ] today i have realized how lucky i really am to have my billy! i love him so much. one day we're going to get mrried,we already have the whole thing planned out, and for our honeymoon we're going to the bahamas. but i dont know where we're going to get married at yet. but hey. i guess we still have a year or so left to plan the restf our lives. i feel so in love for once. i think i have finally found my one + only. i can't really imagine my life without my billy with me. i heart you billy! i heart billy i heart billy i heart billy i heart billy i heart billy forever + EVER! 5 Leave a bruise

60th wedding anniversary! [08 Jan 2003|05:52pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Incubus . I wish you were here [4 mybilly!] ] hm. lets see; lastnight was my grandma and grandpa's 60th wedding anniversary so we all went out to dinner. wow my cousin adam was there! i haven't seen him since i was like seven! he's really grown up. now he's training to be a firefighter. amazing. o.O and him and his newly wed wife, jamie, had a kid. so i have a new second cousin. o.O she's so cute! her name is anastasia caitlin. she's only 3 weeks old. i couldn't hold her though, because i have a cold and i dun want to get her sick! aww. aren't i nice?! lmfao and jamie already had a son before they got married but adam adopted him, so i have 2 new second cousins! wo0t! so happy. the little one is so cute, his name is Trenton. the dinner was ok,until that bitch i have for a mother showed up and saw me and she was all like "if that bitch is here i'm leaving" so i got up and went to my grandma's hotel room and played the 64 a little bit. and then everyone went up to the room to see the flowers and snack basket that i bought them. my grandpa sat in the computer chair at the desk and leaned back too far and fell out of the chair and hit his head. it was funny as hell everyone laughed and then helped him up. adam was showing me some wrestling moves and new pressure points. so watch out yall! *evil eye* im one tough bitch! o.O i forgot about this... new VM #. . . 1`877`362`5400 ext. 115 comment + add me! Leave a bruise

ouch [06 Jan 2003|06:10pm] why do girls have to fight so prissy?! gah. lastnight after I took enough of listening to alex cry over that bxtch and her yelling at him, i went out and got in the middle of it! i just started bxtching at her and really broke her down. i think her name is heather?! lmfao. i wouldnt really want to take the least amount of time out of my day to learn that whores name. well neways.i went out there and she screamed at me to get the hell out of her business. well of course being the bxtch that i am, i started to scream at her.i told her to get the fxck out of our apartment, before i had to force her out. of course, they always gotta make me do things the hard way. she tried to slap me, the first time,and i ducked. lmfao. and then im like o.O bxtch you better not do that. you dont know what yur getting yurself into.and she swung at me again. i grabbed that bxtches arm and twisted it behind her back and put her in a headlock. that stupid little fxck stomped on my toe. i was all 'wtf was that a love tap you puss' and then alex pulled me off of her. i was screaming for her to leave and she's all 'no bxtch you leave.' so i grabbed her by the wrist and punched her. then she yelled at alex about what i bxtch i was and slapped me on the way out. always gotta do things like a girl!fxck'n bxtch scratched my cheek bone with her slap. wo0t.but i gave her a bloody nose and its all bruised! wo0t imma tough bxtch. go me go me! *happy dance wih my fingers up in the air* imma hardcore bxtch!!!!! don't mess, don't mess with the best, or you'll do down like the rest! Leave a bruise

gah! girls suck balls! [05 Jan 2003|06:59pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | Alex cryiing ;\ ] @!* I hate this! Idk whats going on. All i hear is screaming and then Alex pleading and crying to his girlfriend. [Alex is my sweetie....room*mate] That dumb fxckin bitch he calls a girlfriend just hit him. And damn it looks like she hit him pretty hard because his lip is bleeding. Or maybe it was that little bitches ring or something. I can't stand it! Alex doesn't deserve this shit. That dumb bitch just all comes over and starts accusing Alex of cheating on her, because he went to the mall with me because of my newly discovered 'asthema'. At th mall Alex even bought that ho a necklace. It was realllllllly pretty. But now she aint gonna get it. I'll make sure of that. Alex should just tell that bitch to get the fxck out of our house because we don't need tramps like her in here giving us a bad reputation. Maybe I should just go in there and kiss Alex and give her something to really be mad at him for. And then I should just hit her in the jaw. Maybe I could break it! I know I can break her nose though! Wo0t! Fights are deffinatly my style. But I shouldn't go out there and kiss Alex because then I'd be cheatin on my one and only Billy. Still though, that bitch needs to get put in her place. If Alex doesn't do it, I will for him. I don't care how mad he will get, it needs to happen. She doesn't even have a job, I think se just uses Alex for his money, because he does work and he seems to buy things for any girl because he'sjust so sweet Idk what that bitchs case is but I can't stand her. I think she took one of my naval rings b/c she was up in my room yesterday and my jewerly box thing was open. I didn't bother to count the things in it, but when I went to put in just my plain silver one, I couldn't find it. That stupid bitch! She'd be a perfect match for someone else. [D.] Well I can't stand this shit anymore. I'm going to go hit her. Hopefully I will prevail. Later. 1 Leave a bruise

la-me-rs! [05 Jan 2003|05:43pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Taproot . Mine ] @!* la-me-rs one . preppy people seen at the mall two . stupid fxcks who work at spencers three . aol whores [starts w/ an m!] four . posers five . dense people six . people who point out the obvious seven . avril lavigne eight . rollerbladers nine . dumb snowboarders aka posers ten . conversations like this: me: damie. what code do you use for your background picture? damion: what do you mean? damion: so you can have it? me: noo. cuz i cant get my code to work. damion: i dont know. damion: dont ask me me: but i thought u made it?! damion: I TOLD YOU LAST NIGHT NO damion: i said if i could...it prolly would be hella easy though. me: nuh uh! lastnight u said u made it. gah. damion: + after that. what the hell did i say? me: well if yur gonna bxtch at me like this im just going to leave u alone. me: i know we really aint friends anymore but i still deserve an ounce of respect. damion: haha. damion: and you think i get respect? damion: why the hell do i have to give shit too ppl.. if they cant even give it too me. me: b.s i respect you more then u kno. why in the fxck do you think i made an icon w/ you on it?!!!!! damion: cuz you liked me. damion: big fuckin deal. damion: doesnt show respect or anything. well i guess that was the end of an almost good friendship. not sure though?! but thats ok. because i have my Billy yeah. i went to the mall again! @!* Road Kill Count 1 fox 1 racoon 1 head of a deer 2 rodents 1 cat total:6 i didn't buy anything but still i got 1 black choker 1 3 row studded bracelet 1 dozen small crickets [for ozzy] Leave a bruise

snow [04 Jan 2003|07:20pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | New Found Glory . The Story So Far ] @!* It Was A Late Night Hm. Lets see. I got up around ten b/c I had a very late night visitor. Lastnight at 2:37 exactly, Jae cameup the back steps to my room, trying not to wake up anybody [he knows the drill] and he was knocking on the windows of my backdoor, trying to wake me up. When I finally realized that somebody was at my door and got up and answered it I saw Jae and Mike standing there. Jae was holding out his arms for a hug, so naturally, I walked right into his arms and gave him a big hug. And then he pulled his pipe out of his warm, big, columbia coat and was all "Roxy, come get high with us. Please!?" so I put on some clothes. [I sleep only in my thong and a wifebeater, yes I did go to the door like that!]and we got in his van and drove up to Mount Roosevelt. [usually that's where everybody goes to have sex, but not in this case! Because, I'm a good girl!] We smoked like 3 bowls and drove around for awhile. Then they took me back to my house and gave me a kiss on the cheek and we exchanged hugs, of course and then we parted. I didn't really go back to sleep until five or so. @!* Fun Fun In The Snow After I got all unbeautiified my brother, Jayson, Alex and I drove up to Terry Peak [the black hills place for fun!] to watch the snowcross races. Yay! We had all of the pro's up here from allllll over. It was kind of cold but it was worth every moment. Not very often we get 'celebs' up here. Nobody has won yet, because tomorrow is the second day of it and I think I'll also be going there too, even though it costs twenty buckaroos to get in. Well anyways! We stayed up there all day and half way through the day, Justin M. [too long of a last name for me to spell! But racer number 256....super hot he had long-ish hair, dirty blond, the prettiest green eyes, just a nice lookin guy!] noticed I was wearing yet another one of my tye-dyed greatful dead shirts came over and was like "Dude! You're a deadhead too! Right on!" and assumed that I did bud, which I do. . . . . told me that he just got some kynd bud and offered to share it with me. I was stoked, I haven't had kynd bud forever. [for those of you who don't know, kynd bud, is pure crystals!] We smoked a few bowls and then went back to the races because it was almost his 'groups' turn to go. Watched the races and then we headed on out. So that took up most of my day. It was awesome. @!* The Worst End To An Almot Perfect Day Yeah well later on my chest started to hurt. [not my boobz u dumbfxcks!] And it increased as I took in a breath. It got pretty bad and then Alex came to the conclusion that since it was making me cry, that I needed to go to the ER. So he rushed me down in my car, because he doesn't like his! And we ended up waiting fr an hour in one of the rooms. And then the doctor finally came to the conclusion, after looking at my chest x-rays, that I have asthema. But I really think it was beause of all that kynd bud I smoked. Ah, sucky. Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In? Brought to you by Faytrial You Are Thong Panties! Lusty, and a little slutty. You turn heads everywhere! What's Kind of Panties Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Leave a bruise

wo0t! i'm alive! [03 Jan 2003|07:39pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | Saliva . Always ] @!*first part of mii dai lets see. i got up pretty early and took a shower and all that shxt. and then i went online to talk for a few minutes. o.O and then i went to the mall with one of my friends. major shoppiin spree! what i bought@!* 2 blind hoodies [darkblue] 4 atticus shirts [most of them are black!] 1 pair of duffs [dark blue sued] 1 pair of etnies [white and yellow] 2 pairs of adidas [ bc theyre cheaper! o.O color: white n black!] 2 pairs of caffeine pants [black and dark blue] 5 pairs of dickies [black and dark blue] 3 tongue rings [multi-colored!] 2 naval rings [plain silver wunz for now!] 2 studded belts [black] @!* Stuff For Other People 5 spike bracelts [my new friend billy that i met at mii party!] 1 misfits shirt [for my brother] 1 taproot cd [for stepherz] 1 slut red lipstick [upon request for julie] @!* total over $500 @!*The mishap! i was with my sister katie out at terry peak, taking nate back up to his house. + well it started to snow and we almost got stuck going up his driveway. so we backed down it and then nates all `i can get it up` and the dumbshit got it stuck on the road! lmfao. and then his neighbor ryan pulled us out. den we went inside and got stoned. + for getting us stuck he gave me a bottle of malibu rum + a bottle of watermellon pucker. + the fact of getting me stoned. well after that all went down we left. and got stuck again. so katie ran allllllllll the way up the road and made them get us out yet again. it was weird. the car's break didnt hold and i was in the passengers seat and it rolled into a tree. i think i hurt my neck?! 6 Leave a bruise

good morning! [03 Jan 2003|10:09am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Greatful Dead . Cocaine ] `ello! it ish the all mighty roxy!roar! scary huh? as you should be able to tell i am soo hyper! omfg! lastnight billy left me a vm singin New Found Glory 'The Story So Far' it was soo sweet. i almost cried. well after the seventh time i listened to it, i actually did cry! crazy huh?! Drivin a train high on cocaine Casey Jones you better watch yur speed. Trouble ahead Trouble behind And you know that notion just crossed my mind! wo0t! go me. i can sing! but not as good as billy! i heart you billy! did i mention that i learned how to make icons? yep yep! i d/l the animation shop 3. its really fxckin easy! and i have a simple mind, but its easy! well im off to the mall for the day. comment + add me! 3 Leave a bruise

dun dun dun! [02 Jan 2003|02:54pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Chevelle . The Red ] x. [Spell your first name back wards] = yxor x. [Are you a lesbian?] = halfway x. [Where do you live?] = Deadwood, SD [the name says it all!] x. [4 words that sum you up] = 'Plunk' [inside joke ur on the outside!] annoying, hyper, affectionate. x. [sometimes] = Dumb. WAIT thats all the time! _DESCRIBE YOUR_ x. [School] = i don't go to school. i'm done w/ it. and i dont want to discribe my college. x. [Wallet] = dark blue. w/ a greatful dead bear on it! x. [Hairbrush] = no brush. i use a pik. but ish black wif red splashiez on it! x. [Toothbrush] = green! x. [Jewelry worn daily] = i wear two silver rings on my right hand [presents frum loved wunz!] 5 blackplastic bracelets, 5 red wunz, lots of spikes, and all of mi piercings hab earrings in dem. x. [Pillow cover] = black wif a greatul dead bear on it! [imma huuge deadhead fan!] x. [Blanket] = a tye dyed fleece blanket!!! o.O and my mr. potato head wun. those are my fave! x. [Facewash] = noxzema x. [Street] = i live on a dirt road. 1 mile away from every house in our area! [seclusion=<3] x. [Neighbours] = a buncha dorky guys. theyre nice, some are cute, and theyre great to party wif! x. [Shoes] = black duffs right now! x. [Favorite shirt] = uhm my black incubus [signed!] shirt from their concert on 9.6.02! x. [Favorite pants] = uh my black 'patch' dickies! x. [CD in stereo right now] = a punk mix x. [Piercings] = 21. . . 3 tongue rings, 2 bbrings, 13 in my ears, [i hardlyever wear earrings in those tho!] both nipples + downbelow. coming soon!my labret!!!!!!!!! x. [What you are wearing now:] = black caffiene pants from hot topic w/ 3 of my chains, all of my jewerly, and a babydoll type atticus shirt. and my duffs. x. [Hair] = shoulder length + brown... usually worn straight! x. [Do you like the taste of blood] = uhm? x. [Do you believe in love] = Yep! x. [Do you believe in soul mates] = OF COURSE! x. [Do you believe in love at first sight] = Uhm. You can fall in love after one day! x. [Do you believe in Heaven] = Nope x. [Do you believe in Hell] = Yes'um x. [Do you believe in forgiveness] = Of course x. [Do you believe in God] = No x. [Do you believe in the Devil] = Nope x. [What do you want done with your body when you die] = made into dust. and let go in the wind. so i can be spread everywhere and haunt you in yur dreams! x. [What’s the best gift anyone has ever given you?] = friendship x. [What are you gonna do when you’re older?] = die x. [How many songs do you have on your computer?] = uhm. over 7hundred x. [What band are you listening to now] = Chevelle x. [Look out your window...tell me what you see] = dirt road. my cheap vert behind my house and the hot tub. x. [If you could have any animal for a pet?] = a uhm human on a leash! o.O thats what Jayson is for! x. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up?] = 3 entire days! It was a 3 day rave! w0ot! FACT + I have a big mouth. + I like guys and girls + I keep my friends close. But my enemies closer. + I try to be nice. + I treasure every single one of my friends. + I'm annoying at times. + I love my music. + I don't communicate feelings very well. ;\ ten bands/artists you couldn't live without: .01. Incubus .02. New Found Glory .03. Korn .04. Tool .05. Saves the Day .06. Sublime .07. Green Day .08. Authority Zero .09. Taproot .10. Kage [local band] nine albums that are important to you: .01. Good Charlotte - Self titled .02. New Found Glory - Sticks and Stones .03. Weezer - Blue or Pinkerton .04. Green Day - Dookie .05. Dashboard Confessional - The Swiss Army Romance .06. The Get Up Kids - Something to Write Home About .07. Mest - Destination Unknown .08. Incubus - S.C.I.E.N.C.E. .09. Incubus - Make Yourself eight movies you'd watch over and over: .01. Dude Wheres My Car .02. any Cheech + Chong movie! .03. Hot Chick .04. Fast + the Furious .05. Pay It Forward .06. Breakfast Club .07. Jackass [the movie] .08. Beavis + Butthead seven things that annoy you: .01. Liars .02. People who cheat .03. posers .04. Teeny boppers! .05. Annoying people on the radio. ex. Kira aka Princess on XRock .06. Avril Lavigne .07. When people repeat things that yuve already said six of your favorite songs at this moment: .01. Incubus . Wish You Were Here .02. SR-71 . Tomorrow .03. Authority Zero . One More Minute .04. The Used . Taste Of Ink .05. Simple Plan . I'd Do Anything .06. New Found Glory . The Story So Far five TV shows you watch regularly: .01. Friends .02. Jackass [ b/c of Bam! ] .03. Commercials .04. Everybody Loves Raymond .05. and good movies on hobo! i mean HBO four of your all-time-favorite, desert-island books: .01. what .02. the .03. hell .04. ? three albums you've attained recently: .01. burned .02. most of .03. them two people that have influenced your life the most: .01. my brother Ryan .02. most of my friends one person you want to spend the rest of your life with: .01. idk I am: Roxy! I love: music. I hate: Avril Lavigne. I cry: when I slit my wrists. I fear: being alone. I hope: the best for all of my friends. I feel alone: when i cry. I waste: money on meaningless clothes. I talk: when i want to. I listen: in on everybodies conversations. I break: digital cameras when i am drunk or mad. I see: the computer screen and jades black and red text. I smell: my double mocha coffee! m'm I taste: same as above. I work: at Hot Topic. I remember: my phone number. I hold: onto precious memories. I hide: in the dryer in hide 'n go seek! I pray: to the all mighty me! I walk: through the corn fields at night when i'm drunk. I drive: a '69 nova most of the time. I read: my mail every day. I burn: anything that is burnable. pyro! I breathe: in air. I play: mind games with dumb people. I miss: Alexis I learn: new peoples names. I feel: very content. I know: who are my true friends. I said: Avril Lavigne is a poser. I dream: of genie! I have: clothes on. I want: to be free. I fall: off my computer chair from laughter. I await: the day i will die. I die: very slowly. My hair: is attached to my head. My makeup: is mostly black eye-liner. My dream: is only a figment of my imagination. My obsession: writing poems. My most attractive feature(s): idk. My favorite thing to do: is skateboard. I'm wearing: clothes. I'm drinking: my double mocha coffee. I'm listening to: Incubus. I'm feeling: Content + dumb. I'm thinking: of taking anothe drink of my double mocha coffee. I see: dead people! hehe! I find: lost friends. VM # 1-877-218-3900 ext. 431. call me!! 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about me! [02 Jan 2003|01:07pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | AC/DC . TNT ] `!@*` full name Roxy Marie `!@*` nicknames Roximus, Foxy Roxy, Kinky lil' fxck, Bxtch, Short 'n Sleezy, Preppy Lil' Whore[thanx Jade!] Beavis, and many many more! `!@*` location small town, south dakota. `!@*` aqe 10 + 9 `!@*` b-day July 21 `!@*` Stats i heart him n jade! `!@*` looks 5'5'' brown hair and eyes 101lbs tan very athletic [skateboard, snowboard, volleyball, street racing ect] i have pics if you want to see! `!@*` piercings i have 21. 3 tongue rings. 2 bbrings. 13 in my ears. nipples and downbelow. i will soon be adding my labret! so exciting. `!@*` music mostly alternative, emo, punk, rock, and uhh i guess pop?! Bands such as: New Found Glory, The Used, NOFX, Rancid, Kage, [ local hardcore band!] Chevelle, Incubus, Tool, and my secret obsession with Christina Aguilera. Shh. `!@*` FAVES `!@*` `!@*` color red, black, and gray. `!@*` movie Cheech + Chonq `Still Smokin' `!@*` car `69 Nova. . . metallic purple but it looks black. `!@*` Skateboarder Bam Margera `!@*` Snowboarder/Skate Shawn White `!@*` Skateboard Flip `!@*` Store Hot Topic [where i work!wo0t] `!@*` Brand Atticus `!@*` Shoes Vans, Duffs, Etnies, Converse ect `!@*` Food crackers `!@*` MISC. INFO `!@*` `!@*` Siblings i only claim my brother Ryan `!@*` Parents i dont live w/ them but.. . dave + therese `!@*` Bestest Friends Jade, My bro Ryan, Steph, Delia, Sam, Morgan, Roberto [ mexican man ] Billy E, my guy Billy! and all ya others dun matter. Naner naner boo-boo. `!@*` Toll Free VM Number! 1-877-218-3900 ext. 431. Leave me a sexkiful message! xoxo Roxy! Leave a bruise

[01 Jan 2003|09:46pm] Hey! its Jaimie,aka dirrtyblonde13. I did this layout for roxy. enjoy,and if ya need any help with anything else just ask! xoxo, *Jaimie* Leave a bruise

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