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what the fuck is happening? My wife and my baby are in Italy. And I'm here. And I dont know why. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED! Talked to Keri today...and hung out with Kinky. That's about it. I'd write more...But I don't know what I'm supposed to write about, because I honestly don't know whats going on.
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[13 Oct 2003|08:42pm] |
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hi i'm a dad!
HOLY WOW HOLY WOW IS SHE BEAUTIFUL
and she's MY baby. Mine and Rose. Our beautiful baby girl....Rylie. She's so little. and Perfect. and she has Rose's eyes, and my smile and HOLY WOW...so I'm excited..can you tell? Just a little...yea. So we're going to have a baby shower for Rose because she hasnt had one. It'll be big fun and everyone can come spoil my amazing wife and Rylie! It'll be GREAT! That is all.
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[01 Oct 2003|06:52am] |
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I shouldn't be up this early. But what can ya do? Well...I spose I COULD sleep but..whatever. Anyway. I'm back home. Came back a few days ago. I needed to be here with my wife, the guys understand. So Jere's singing and I'm home. Which is good. I shouldn't be away from my wife...especially when she's pregnant. Not much has been happenin. Just hanging out with Rose, taking care of her, singing to her once in a while. Good stuff. So yea. There's my pathetic little update. I'm out. Back to bed with me.
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[25 Sep 2003|08:26pm] |
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[apparently tour dates have been changed and mest started tour on the 23rd...so yea...tony's gonna be gone now i spose]
( tour dates if you care )
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| i got an invitation to go to anarchy camp |
[21 Sep 2003|07:47am] |
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Paris was great. But it's great to be home too. You know..that feeling when you get to sleep in your own bed again for the first time in a while? I love that feeling. We've been home for a while, I'm just to lazy to update anymore...Tour starts soon. Only 17 more days. It's like an ongoing party with the guys of good charlotte. I love that too. I have so many fucking mosquito bites. It's not even cool. I went out with a couple of friends last night to see Jeepers Creepers 2. It was pretty cool. I liked it. I need to go see Freddy vs. Jason still. Rose do you want to go? *smiles* I'm supposedta mention miss queen liz. I told her I didn't want to, but what the hell. I have hardly anything to update about anymore. Now go throw muffins at her :D I'm done. I need to go call my cousin's lazy ass and tell him to get Jere and Nick and we need to all meet somewhere. Band discussion. Actually..we're just gonna work on some new songs.
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[15 Sep 2003|08:50pm] |
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So last night Rose and I sort of camped out by the beach. It was great. This morning we went swimming...Well sort of. It was the plan at least. I ended up having to jump in while holding her just to get her in. So while we were "swimming" she got a phone call. It was the doctor and apparently she's pregnant! Not only that...she's been for weeks. It's really exciting. After everything that happened before...Us thinking she might not be able to get pregnant. I'M GONNA BE A DAD! for real this time! I bet it's going to be a boy and she bet it's going to be a girl. You don't need to know the details of the bet...top secret information. Anyway I'm going to join her by the fire in the other room. *clicks update and walks out to the living room and cuddles up to Rose*
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[13 Sep 2003|05:23pm] |
I'M IN PARIS! whoo hoo
*dances in circles then clicks update and shuts the lap top*
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| look in my eyes i'm jaded now whatever that means |
[10 Sep 2003|07:47pm] |
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So guess what! I'm a married man. How kick ass is that? The wedding was...interesting. I was called "Joel Madden" and my WIFE was called "Pamela Anderson" and an "evil witch" not too charming. But Rose looked even more beautiful than ever. Her dress was hot stuff. Our honeymoon isn't until tomorrow; we're just gonna hang around at home for tonight. Her mom got us a hot tub for in the bathroom. It's pretty cool. I like it. It makes our bathroom look like it belongs to rich people!
We're gonna go to Paris for our honeymoon. I'm hella excited. It's gonna be so fucking awesome! We can get REAL french bread! Man..this is so great. I get to spend the rest of my life with the person I love more than anything in the world. Plus I have a fancy ring ;)
Well I'm off to go lay with my wife
..oh wow I'm gonna love this!
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| guess what |
[09 Sep 2003|04:18pm] |
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I'M GETTING MARRIED TOMORROW :D
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[08 Sep 2003|04:11pm] |
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i think i have an ear infection...or a really bad ear ache. i feel like a little kid...probably because i haven't had one of these since I was a little kid. How do you even get an ear infection anyway?
Tour starts in exactly one month! It's gonna be great to be on the road again. Hopefully they won't pull us off again because of my fucking "injury". We should tour with the band kittie. Do you realize how kick ass that would be? Even though we're not the same kind of music. I don't fucking care! I WANT TO TOUR WITH KITTIE DAMMIT! ...They ARE still together right? Why don't any of the kittie girls/former kittie girls have journals! I'm pissed now...Morgan and Talena are too cool for journals, but the others...NO EXCUSES! What the hell am I rambling about? Shut up Tony...Oh hell i'm talking to myself now..I think the ear drops are getting to my brain. The label said 4 drops every 3 hours. So I figured "Do 12 now and don't have to worry about it later" Smart huh? Didn't even have to ask the couch!
Bikini Kill is a cool band too. I really shouldn't keep writing because it's just mindless rambling. I'm shutting up now.
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| i swear there's always the next hill to climb |
[06 Sep 2003|05:35pm] |
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Yesterday was Rose's birthday. I hope it was a good one. I got to talk to Kirsten today..that's pretty kick ass since it's been a while. The Used is such a cool band. Bert's one amazing guy. Man I got to pee really bad..I'm about to fucking piss my pants.
Well..I had an unexpected surprise today. Wasn't the best time of my life, but what can you do? I don't know what's going to happen. I'm kind of scared of what my decision is going to be. Hmm...I'm gonna go take a piss now then I'm going to go think...
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| you know what sucks? |
[31 Aug 2003|02:45pm] |
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my band isn't cool enough to get nominated at all.
but they have avril lavigne presenting with fucking kelly osbourne
we weren't even fucking invited.
fuck mtv.
:D have a nice day
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[29 Aug 2003|06:50am] |
It's too early to be awake. Why the hell am I awake? I don't understand.
Anyway real quick.
Rose got home from seeing Greg last night. I'm so happy I missed her so much.
And we're postponing the wedding. I'm not sure to when. But we are.
Now I must go.
Do...umm I don't know yet but I have to do it.
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| i keep running away |
[21 Aug 2003|06:45am] |
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i feel horrible because i keep doing it. but i don't mean to it just...happens. i'm sorry rose. so..i'm getting married in 15 days. cool huh? hell yes it's cool! dude that's so crazy to even think...that i'm gonna get MARRIED. holy shit. it's great.
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[16 Aug 2003|01:10am] |
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I proposed today. It was cool. I did it at the beach. Coincidentally I planned to ask her at the same spot that we realized how much we cared about each other at. Then we swam *smiles then laughs a little* luckily nothing slimy swam by Rose's feet. We're gonna get married on her birthday. I'm really excited. I'm going to spoil Tash's baby, Josh. It's going to be so much fun. I know he'll love all the shirts I'm going to get for him. I don't think Tash wants me to get some of them though. He's gonna grow up to be just like Uncle Tony. A good influence on everyone! Tash is just mad because she's a marshmallow killer and I'm going to teach her kid right from wrong. It'll be great.
So. I'm going to get married *smiles* I'm so excited. It's kind of...crazy. I mean I didn't see myself getting married any time soon. But it's great *smiles wider* ...Unbelieveable. I'm so in love. I want Greg to be our flower girl! It'll be great. *laughs*
Dammit I should have gone to the store earlier like I said I was when I went to the beach to set everything up. *shrugs* I guess one more night isn't going to drive me insane like I said it would. Good thing because my visions of me in a nut house WEREN'T pretty. I need sleeping pills! Anyone have any they want to give me? I'd say borrow but I don't think they're reusable. *sighs* I just want to go to sleep
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[14 Aug 2003|01:31pm] |
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[14 Aug 2003|12:07pm] |
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[13 Aug 2003|11:53pm] |
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I can't sleep.
I'm too excited, and nervous, and anxious all at the same time.
*looks over at Rose sleeping*
She makes it look so easy. How is she able to sleep so peacefully?
She's so wonderful. I don't think I even deserve her. We had a "prom" tonight. I didn't get to spike the punch, but I don't think anyone's ever had a better prom than I did. It was perfect.
I need to go to sleep. Someone entertain me since I can't sleep. This is so crazy, I never thought I would actually be with someone that I'm so in love with. Or that we'd be living together. Or going to the doctor tomorrow for a pregnancy test. I might really be a dad this time. *smiles proudly*
I'm going to try and go to bed now. If I can't I'll just lay with Rose until I do. *looks over at her again. smiles, and sings softly this dark night's getting brighter cold air not quite so sharp cuz I know I'll have you in my arms*
*clicks update while yawning and climbs into bed with Rose*
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| You know what? The next time you see Nick Yah Tell him I'm gonna stick some needles in his face... |
[13 Aug 2003|01:03pm] |
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...And watch him on his knees
Watch him when he sees that I'm not fooling... yeah
Saves the day is genius. I don't think I even spelt that right. Oh well it doesn't matter. It's a cool song. It's called "Through being cool" Go listen to it because it's cool.
Anyway. Lot's of stuff has been going on. I was viciously attacked by WATER today. I don't know how it happened. I was just trying to save the cookies! Anyway...yea...Rose might be pregnant. She's going to the doctor tomorrow. I'm excited. But worried at the same time because of the whole situation with Nick being over that night and being drunk like always. I don't know. We picked out names already *laughs* If she's even pregnant, the baby will be either Greg or Jayde.
You know what? I think I should take back everything I said about Craig in my last entry because he called me a liar. Craig you suck.
I'm eating KFC. I'm gonna get fat. Don't be jealous.
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| Craig Nicholls is my hero |
[12 Aug 2003|05:07pm] |
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He's the best ever. His band the vines is so much better than mine. And when he sings I melt. I wish I was half as cool as him. Or as hot as him. He reminds me of a cooler Jesse Camp from mtv. Much cooler. One day I'll be as cool as Craig....or maybe not. But I can dream right? Everyone should worship him. He is your God. The end. Have a nice day.
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