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| 06:41pm 26/11/2003 |
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mood:  drained music: Operation Ivy - Sleep Long
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I punched my sister for the first time in my life, square in the face. I've been in tons of fights and suspended a number of times but I refused to hit her. I still can't believe I did, but she just pissed me off so bad right before I left to go to Jeff's show. I'm even sicker, going on 5 weeks, I believe....? I heard on the news today that over 20 kids from newborns to 15 years have been dying from it with even small symptoms of the flu, it hadn't even looked that serious and then suddenly they just kicked it. I'm reading another book from that same author I always do and I hate it since it's all politico and shit. I hate politics- I wish I didn't understand any of it so I wouldn't get worried and pissed about it. So I just ignore it.... Yet I'm still joining the Air Force. I'm not really sure why though. I think I just need something stable in my life, something I can't back out of that will kick my ass and give me worth. Hopefully it'll come to that. Tim Armstrong and Lars write the most profound songs. Notice I didn't mention Lars's last name. Through all the years we've been together I still can not manage to get it right. |
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| 11:37am 17/11/2003 |
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mood:  pensive music: Against Me - Baby, I'm an Anarchist
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Haven't updated in almost a month. Ehhh. I feel like shit since I've been sick for about three weeks. Today I've been with Jeffrey for four months, though it seems longer. I need a fucking nap. |
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| 11:26pm 18/10/2003 |
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mood: tired music: The Distillers - Love is Paranoid
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testing, bitch.... testing.... |
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