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[24 Apr 2004|03:27am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | whatever ] Name: erika .nicknames: none really. .birffday -- 1/12/91 .age -- 13 .sign -- capricorn .sex -- girl .religion -- catholic --- yet i dont believe in god .height -- 5'2 .eye color -- brown .hair color -- reddish brown .tattoos -- not yet .piercings –- just my ears .scars -- yup some on my knees and elbos .siblings -- none. only child .status: single. idk though .biggest turn on -- good personality and a nice sense of humor.. and pretty smile .biggest turn off -- take things too seriously, inconciderate, conceited, immature .hardest thing you've ever done -- i have no clue. F A V O R I T E .song -- umm i dont really know right now. i like a lot of songs .describe -- ? .flower -- rose or sunflower .holiday -- probably christmas .animal -- idk. i dont really like animals anymore .food -- blah everything. i like spaghetti a lot.. and candy .fruit -- bananas and strawberries W H I C H O N E .coke.pepsi -- pepsi .movie.dvd -- dvd. has special features and stuff .hot cold -- warm .love.like.lust -- all just a waste of time in my opinion. i guess love? .fl0wers.candy -- both .tall or short -- tall for guys F I N I S H T H E S E N T E N C E .in the morning i am -- grumpy? .all i need is -- you to shutup .love is -- pathetic .im afraid of. -- a lot of things .i dream about -- coming close to dying .i want -- to be happy .i wish -- i could be happier with myself somehow .love -- IS STUPID AND PATHETIC AND FOR FAGGOTS .i see -- dead people. .i trust -- not too many people. .i wonder –- why people are so god damn stupid and untrustworthy and liars .i hate -- people who have done things to purposely hurt me W H O .makes you laugh the most -- victoria, emily, tori, michelle, kyle, daniel --idk lots of crackas .makes you smile -- umm ^^ and michelle, barbara, lindsay.. idk. a lot of people .gives you a funny feeling -- ehhh.. .is easiest to talk to(guy) -- now matt =] thnx. or ian possibly W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N .you talked to -- my mom. .hugged -- guy - taylor? girl - emily? .you instant messaged -- emily .you laughed with -- emily .kissed -- idk .got it a fight with -- lol alex carson D O Y O U E V E R .save aol conversations -- if theyre worth saving .cry because of someone saying something to you -- psh. thats usually the reason. .get off the computer -- lol duh .habla espanol -- si, senior .wanna kill someone -- ha. yea H A V E Y O U E V E R .cried your way out of things -- not really. doesnt help .cried over someone you loved -- i havent loved anyone. LIKED now thats a diff story .used someone -- nope. i dont think so and if i have im sorry .lied to your parents -- lol yea .ran away from home -- i think .got so drunk you passed out -- i dont drink .drove a car -- yup. not alone though .been in love -- ha NO .cried when someone died -- well, it might be rude if you didnt. why would I wanna be rude? .fallen for your best friend -- umm in a way .been rejected -- yup .rejected someone -- yup .done something you regret -- something? try everything .smoked -- nope A R E Y O U .schizophrenic -- mwahaha. YES. SHUT UP MARIA. -smacks- yes erika =] .obsessive compulsive -- i dont think so --too lazy .panic -- i guess .anxiety -- not really .depressed -- i guess you could say that .suicidal -- heh.. .obsessed with hate -- nope. i dont like hating i just do. .enemies -- yea they suck ass .in love -- hell no C U R R E N T .bff (girl or guy)-- emily .clothes -- penguin shorts and tshirt .music -- trapt - echo .taste -- blek. something gross. .annoyance -- a lot of things. im easily annoyed .thing I ought to be doing -- probably sleeping. o well ---> Birthplace: hospital in rockledge ---> Current Location: rock ---> Righty or Lefty: righty ---> Innie or Outtie: innie. thank god // series two - describe ---> Your heritage: mexican and irish i think ---> The shoes you wore today: black and white DCs ---> Your weakness: sensitivity, unconcideration, being overly cynical, easily jealous etc ---> Your perfect pizza: thin crust, crunchy, a little bit extra sauce than cheese and thats it ---> One thing you'd like to achieve: umm i cant name just one // series three - what is ---> Your most overused phrase on aim: "hey" "whats up" "lol" "nice" "indeed" "yea" ---> Your thoughts first waking up: I WANNA GO BACK TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP -kicks- ---> The first feature you notice in the opposite gender: depends.. am i looking from back or front? ---> Your best features: lol i dont reallt have any ---> Your usual bedtime: whenever im tired-- usually about 12+ ---> Your greatest accomplishment: killing your mom =] ---> Your best memory: not gunna go there. // series four - do you ---> Smoke: nope ---> Curse: of course ---> Sing well: lol no ---> Want to go to college: sure ---> Like high school: im not sure yet. im still in 7th =[ ---> Want to get married: i guess... ---> Type with your fingers on the right keys: i dont think so ---> Believe in yourself: no ---> Get motion sickness: nope ---> Think you're a health freak: nigga, please ---> Like thunderstorms: umm sometimes ---> Play an instrument: well, this one time at band camp.. ;] // series five - EVER ---> Drank alcohol: yea i think ive had a sip or 2 of wine or something (parental supervision) ---> Smoke(d): nope ---> Done a drug: lol no ---> Gone to the mall: .... what do you think, dipshit? ---> Been on stage: yup. ha wynona concert ---> Been dumped: i guess? we broke up with each other basically. ---> Gone skating: not really? idk though ---> Made homemade cookies: probably ---> Gone skinny dipping: i think we did at kristens party when we were like 7 ---> Dyed your hair: nope but ive gotten it highlighted --idk if that counts ---> Stolen anything: lol just candy/chips from school =] // series six - have you ever? ---> Been called a tease: probably. idk why though. i dont think i am.. hmph. ---> Gotten beaten up: nope ---> Shoplifted: lol no i dont think so ---> Changed who you were to fit in: uhh.. i dont think so // series seven - the future ---> Age you hope to be married: 190 (ill hopefully be dead then) ---> Numbers and Names of Children: 2 1- 1st murder victom 2- 2nd murder victom =] ---> Describe your Dream Wedding: umm non existant? ---> What age do you want to die: idc ---> What countr[ies]/states would you most like to visit: hawaii, new york, cali, spain, rome, italy, idk? ---> Current Hair: like an inch or so below my shoulders ---> Current Annoyance: uhh prolly my mom or annoying beats i call my dogs. ---> Current Smell: nothing ---> Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeeeeeeeeping ---> Current Desktop Picture: bliss or whatever (thing on XP) ---> Current Favorite bands:TBS, BN, finch, SES, distillers, AC/DC, A.F.I etc ---> Current Book: uhh i have no clue ---> Current DVD In Player: thirteen i think ---> Current Worry: idk · · · comment?

[24 Apr 2004|02:42am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | idk ] name - erika nicknames - e, doodlebug (dad thing--dont ask), princess, honey,[etc. other crap parents call me] retard, stupid, dumbass sex - female birthday - jan 12 age - 13 star sign - capricorn place of birth - Whuestoff? (hospital in rock) hair color - reddish brown eye color - different (ranging from brown/red/lightbrown/darkbrown/darkblue/darkgreen) height - 5'2? writing hand - right [body ills & skills] do you bite your nails - sometimes. usually when im nervous. can you roll your tongue - ha. used to be able to. lost the talent. can you raise one eye brow at a time - i guess so. can you blow spit bubbles - lol sounds cool-- i think ive made a couple =] can you cross your eyes - damnit. no =[ colored hair - um.. i think i got most of it out but i think i still have some highlights. tattoos and where - not yet. if i do, i want a small faerrie piercings and where - just one in each ear =[ do you make your bed daily - psh. are you kidding? what goes on first - bed- the really thin stretchy sheet thing clothes- undergarnments? which shoe goes on first - umm i think it varies. i dont really notice. speaking of shoes have you ever thrown one at somebody - hehe. i believe so -smiles proudly- how much money is usually in your wallet - im not sure? about 20 if im shopping or something. sometimes more what jewelry do you wear 24 7 - earings. sometimes not even that. what is hottest on a guy - sense of humor would you rather be on time and look okay or be late and look great - be late and look great do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it - ew cut? twirl deffinately. how many cereals are in your cabinet - umm idk i dont have cereal i never eat it. what utensils do you use when eating pizza - hands do you cook - ha. funny one. if you count easy mac or pb&j then yes. [grooming] how often do you brush your teeth - about 2 how often do you shower or bathe - usually once a day how long do your showers last - 10-30 hair drying method - i hate blowdrying my hair. i dont have a method i just do it till its dry. do you paint your nails - yea sometimes but we cant have "nail varnish" at school. do you swear - FUCK no stupid MOTHER FUCKING BITCH =] do you mumble to yourself - if im supposed to be quiet. i talk to myself too do you spit in public - lol. if i get the urge? person you talk on the phone most with - um.. kyle? what color is your bedroom - blueish do u use an alarm clock - yes i hate the damn things have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex - lol.. not yet.. sun bathed in the nude - i dont think so what is your sleeping position - idk i move around a lot when i sleep. prolly side though do you snore - i dont think so do you talk in your sleep - i hope not. thats kinda creepy. how about the light on - ah! i hate sleeping with lights on NO LIGHT!!!!! DIE [whens the last time you] cried - heh. few hours ago im guessing? if not, yesterday. read a book - umm before spring break. [do you like] pop music - a little bits alright i guess. rock music- yea punk music - yea rap music - some i can tolerate hip hop - i never found out the difference.. country - ah ew no jazz - um no classical - no new age - hmm.. sure? indie rock - i dont know... [random] your heritage - american =], mexican, possibly irish? your weakness - ehhh.. prolly sensitivity or unconcideration. your fear - to feel worse than i do. ur most overused phrase on AIM - lol your thoughts first waking up - bleh. i wanna go back to sleep your best physical feature - umm im not sure if i have any.. your bedtime - i dont really have one. and if i did i doubt id fall asleep right at that time anyways your most missed memory - wow. too many to name theres not really a most. [more random] pepsi or coke - pepsi mcdonalds or burger king - mcdonalds deffinately adidas or nike - nike lipton ice tea or nestea: umm prolly nestea? chocolate or vanilla - chocolate cappuccino or coffee - cappuccino take a shower everyday - usually have a crush - idk. i think im giving up want to go to college - sure like(d) high school - not there yet =[ want to get married - not really believe in yourself - no get motion sickness: no think youre a health freak - uh no get along with your parent(s)- rarely [in a guy] best eye color - blue, green, or hazel best hair - doesnt really matter i guess? short or long hair - umm idc. just not really long like all 80's rockstar crap thats ugly height - i prefer guys that are at least as tall as me or taller best weight - umm idk? not TOO much best articles of clothing - why does that matter?' ok so yea that was boring.. · · · comment?

yea. whatever [24 Apr 2004|01:38am] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | me typing..? ] whatever. psh. ok so yea things have kinda been bleh for me lately. not that yall give to shits but ill tell you anyways. so thursday i didnt go to school. smart, erika, smart. so then i guess i got in trouble or whatever and went to my dads house and had some lecture/conversation thingie going on and whatnot. so that went on for a couple hours and idk. i think it made me probably feel worse about myself than it did better. but i guess a good guilt trip is good every now and then. yea. every NOW AND THEN. not ALL THE TIME. but whatever i wont go on complaining. for now. so then today (friday) er actually technically yesterday but thats not the point. got up, went to school. said hi to people and talked and blah pretty boring i guess durring the morning. and then i went to church. and sister was being evil. bc like victoria asked her if she could go wash her hands in the bathroom bc she had some crap or something on them from her hair stuff and they were all black and ruff and stuff. and i was behind her in line so shes like "ok, erika, you go with her. hurry on now." and so we started walking and i was ALMOST in the door and what does she do?! "no, no. nevermind. erika, you come back here -- lindsay, you go." like WHAT THE HELL?! why does she hate me so god damn much?! i didnt do anything to her. so then we went to mass. i sat by barbara bc since she doesnt like me OR victoria we got sepparated. stupid bitch. so i kinda talked to her a little bit and was just being my usual jackass self. picking out different people and objects to observe. i have nothing better to do. being a lazyass and deciding i didnt feel like praying to doing the sign of the cross or any of that other jesus praising bull shit. and staring at this weird old lady who had her pants about up to her damn neck. pretty disturbing sight if you ask me. and this one little girl that had a baggy of waffle-looking substances. (ha, i used a big word-- although, im not sure if that fits O WELL it sounds cool =]) so anywho.i really wanted it bc i was super hungry. and tra la la. nothing else really happened. a few laughable moments. non that were too memorable though. o yea, they played my songs! the lord of the dance and awesome god or whatever. so yea for awesome god i did the little motions bc im just cool like that even though i didnt really have a clue what the hell i was doing.. thats not the point. (wow. this is a long description of church. weeee.) so then as we were walking back to class we were showing each other different retarded dances. and so tori taught barbara and i the you spin me RIGHT ROUND, baby RIGHT ROUND dance. ahaha good times my friends, good times. it was awesome so of course, i was practicing throughout the day. =] and so we went back to the class room and talked and i had one of victorias cheetos and i forget what lindsay said i think all she said was like "ew. chew with your mouth closed, erika" and i DIED laughing. i have no clue why but i like fell on the ground and started cracking up. aha im such a loser. so they laughed at me -sniff sniff- im hated. o well. lol -- so anywas i did the BEAVER DANCE! and the pharoh pharoh dance that i learned from camp. and the jiggalo one. bc theyre just rockin. and i talked to people and laughed some more and it was a dandy time. and then we headed over to literature and discussed some poem bullshit they had been doing while i was gone i suppose. it seemed very odd. o yea but the main thing that happened there was victoria asked mrs basinger if jesus was black or white bc they say in some bibles or whatever that he was black. and she didnt ask infront of the class or anything just like one on one. and so mrs b told her he wasnt or whatever and shes like o ok. and for some fucked up reason little miss SOMILEZ is so god damn against the word black that she got all pissed off and rolled her eyes and.. grunted? im like wtf. but i didnt say ne thing. stupid bitch. sorry but she annoys me. anyways, then we had math and we had a test and i didnt really understand most of it so i guessed and it could POSSIBLY be right. i hope it is. and so then i was done and since michelle and emily werent there to take the lunches to the pre-k me and victoria do it. but she wasnt done with her test so she told sister someone else should go or something and shes like ok somilez you go and i raised my hand to go with her and shes like "alright erika you go with her" and then i was once again, ALMOST at the door and shes goes "no. nevermind. erika, sit down. tori, you go" UGGGHHH!!!! i hate her. shes so fucked up. she just does that to piss me off. i know it. bc shes evil. so then we went to recess.. oooo grand, grand time. alex carson was like fucking CHASING me and then thanks to kyle k he scooped me bc he thought he was gunna get paid or some bull shit. it was so nasty. i swear i wanted to kill one of them. but im nice so i didnt. and i danced around and ran around and showed off the record dance =] wahoo! and other than the alex inciddent it wasnt all that bad. pretty fun recess in my opinion. then we had advisory and i played on the comps and ate some of chris' pringles. and omg. he is SUCH a dumbass. he put fucking $20 in the MISSIONS box! like what the hell?! he said he didnt want it-- I WOULDVE TAKEN IT! gr. and then we went to p.e. and me and victoria are gunna prolly FAIL since our GROUP wasnt there for half/more of the time!!!! rah. so we did that and laughed and got hyper and she kinda scared me a little. but you know, gotta love her ;] and then we went to spanish and had to do.. something i forget what though. i had no clue what i was doing i was just writing stuff off the board and turning it into sentences somehow. scary. so that was the end of the day. and i went home. and went online. later on, around 5 or so, emily came over. and we hung out and went online and watched tv etc. and then my mom took me to the tanning bed (finally. i needed it) and then we got chinese and we went to the movie store and bought 3 movies. i got just married and THIRTEEN for myself and emily got thirteen too. wahoo. so we came home, watched thirteen (of course) and ate our chinese. twas very good. and then we went online and stuff and then she had to go home. =[ and so then i went online and talked to some people. some of whom were pretty helpful and easy to talk to. and i appreciate them greatly. =] so thanks for sitting there while i complain to you. even though you pretty much asked me to. bleh. every now and then it was a good day. and some things kinda just ruined it. but o well. no day is perfect -- ever. <3 yours truly · · · comment?

[21 Apr 2004|08:05pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | beyonce - naughty girl ] so todays wednesday and i didnt go to school. i didnt feel good and i slept till like 4:30 or something. i was soo tired. and thnx to matt i just got rid of a virus. wahoo! it was soo annoying thats why i couldnt update my journal sooner. so yea im bored and theres nothing to dooooo! k so yesterday. came into school with victoria at about 8:15. i think sister was just lecturing us or something. wasnt really paying attention. and then in math she kept yelling at me. first, she said i was looking at the wrong page but i wasnt. i was on the right one. stupid blindass bitch. and then she told me i wasnt looking at the book. i swear i looked up and looked around for like 2 seconds. i cant help it that shes so god damn boring! ARGH. i hate her. and so then math was finally over. and we went to art and finished painting our pots. and did this weird connect the dots thing. ha and when you were doing it you got to make the nazzi sign. so that was fun. and i talked to michelle and katie. and then we had geo. and we got into partners (i was with barbara) and we went to the comp lab and started our powerpoint proj. kinda boring. and before that i just talked to daniel. fun fun fun. and umm. went with victoria to pick up our lunch from the office and it was a big dominos pizza and of course everyone wanted some. so i traded some ppl for chicken fingers. =] and umm recess was pretty boring. me and lindsay asked the harry potter kid if he had a gf and he was like "my girlfriend lives in the amazon rainforest." ahaha. what a loser. it was great. and so then we went to spanish and i just copied the crap off the bored and sat there and thought about crap. blehhh. and then we went to science and checked this homework stuff and then i went to sleep. and then when i woke up everyone said i had a red dot on my head from my hand or something. lol. and then we had gay ass advisory. and since it was tuesday it was an hour long. and we got lectured and stuff by sister and mrs rowan bc somilez told on madison for having something like "LOOK BLACK PEOPLE!" and then under it it said "i mean wear the color black" so since somilez is so anti-the-word-black she fucking told on her and showed sister the whole folder. and it said like "FUCK EVERYTHING" and all that other stuff like that on there. so then mrs rowan came in and shes like "tomorrow morning you need to put all your books and binders and backpacks on your desk and were gunna come around and make sure theres nothing innappropiate on there" and stuff like that. and she said "and if some of the things on there are lyrics, then maybe you need to start listening to some different music or something bc thats innappropriate for our school" like wtf?! she must not have been at the fucking fair or something bc they had god damn UNedited music and shit. so apparently it is "appropriate" for our school. and anyways it OUR stuff. yea i can undertsand about the textbooks that were selling to the kids that are gunna have them next year but our BACKPACKS and BINDERS! who the fuck CARES?! is our stuff, bitch. fsklhsfna. so yea that kinda pissed me off. then i had to go to go to the office and call my mom. and then after school i went to a/c for a little bit with : victoria, taylor, galvin, ivan, brad, joey, and dana. it was pretty fun. i stole cookies =] and um we just talked and watch ivan be a dumbass and play with the angel statue thingie. lol. he brought it all the way out to the feild and just left it there and then brought it back and covered it with orange cones and then he threw it in the bush and then he banged it against a tree. lol. hes such a dumbass. weeeeeee. and yea. then i went home and went online. and then i called my grandpa to take me and michelle to andrews baseball game. and then we went. and it was pretty fun. we talked to katie and her friend kaitlyn or whatever and maggie and jessica. and we went on the swings and talked and blah. we went over by this palm tree and did cartwheels. it was fun. =] yes you know were cool! and so we just hung out and talked to ppl and then waited for my mom and left. and i came home, took a shower, and went online and watched tv. yup. it was an alright day i guess.. <3 yours truly. · · · comment?

[19 Apr 2004|10:24pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | nothing ] k so today. woke up around like 11 or something. and i was really really bored and i was just online and crap. doo dee dum. and then miss victoria called and she was also very very bored. so we decided we wanted to go to the mall/movies. and so in about an hour she came over. but no one else could go so we just went together. and we didnt go to the movies bc we were gunna get there too late. so we walked around the mall and talked to some ppl. we saw andy but he was too far ahead of us so we didnt get to talk to him -tear tear-. and umm i got this cute white split tank top. and a white cookie monster t-shirt and we both got these magnet earings. and when we went into the bathroom to put them on there was like this HUUUUUGEEEE cochroach on the counter! i swear it was the biggest one ive ever seen! i jumped like 5 feet in the air. blah. i almost pissed myself when i saw it. and so that was kinda fun. and then we went down to olive garden to eat. and it was good. yup yup yup. and then her mom came to get us and i stayed the night with her. it was fun. we went into the hottub and the pool. aha. my bathing suit was cursed. whenever i stood up the back would unsnap. ahaha. it was great. and then we went back up and watched this weird movie called fallen or something it had densel washington or whoever in it. it was pretty.. weird? and took baths and stuff. pretty fun day. =] thats all i remember for now. <3 yours truly · · · comment?

uuggghh [18 Apr 2004|10:02pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | ..cosby show? ] [ finally fixed my god damn layout. ] bleh. so emily stayed the night and we watched thirteen 2 times. and then went online for a couple minutes and then went into my room and tried on my old clothes. ahaha. fun times. and umm we stayed up till about 8:30 in the morning just talking and watching tv and eating PUDDING =] and then she left around 1:30 and i was gunna get up but i was too tired and lazy. and i somewhat wanted to go to the fair but just. idk. so then i kept thinking about getting up and debating on whether i should or not. and of course i decided not to. so i slept till about 4 or something and then woke up. and went online and talked to some ppl. ( sorry michelle idk whats going on ) and bleh. i just feeeeeellll -- poop-ish? idk. so yes. today was boring and i didnt do much but sit around and do absolutely NOTHING. so yea. i think tomorrow i have to make my decision on whether im going to sms or kennedy. and i just dont really know. i mean i DO wanna start over and i DO wanna make new friends and i DO hate my friends now ( well not hate just dont totally always LIKE ) and yet i DO still like them and i DONT wanna leave and just idk. i think too much. and i hate it. i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself I HATE MY-FUCKING-SELF!!! ... die · · · comment?

blehh [18 Apr 2004|04:21am] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | thirteen ] ok. tonight was like. WHAM. lol idk how to explain it but it was pretty damn good. well. the fair at least. ---- so to start out the day - woke up around 4. i was sooo tired. and then i went online and then ate breakfast =] hehe and umm went back online for a bit and found out the plans and shiz. and umm then i took a shower and got ready and then i went with my mom to go get lindsay and so then we got there. and we walked around and stuff and met up with ppl. and um i went on some rides a couple times and stuff. eeh. new favorite ride = power surge! i dont see why everyone said it was boring. well not that many ppl did. but o well. anyways. talked to alex heller. cool kid -- likes lindsay though. and i think that hijii kid or whatever thats friends with victoria likes her too. damn her. lol. jk. and so hung out with him every now and then. and talked to justin and his other friend (STILL DONT KNOW HIS NAME) and went on some more rides. and ppl kept fucking stealing my/lindsay's hat! damn them. and uhh. god i cant remember ne thing. o yea i kinda talked to gina too. and BLAH. ahaha danced a lot. and stepped on ppls shoes and chased after ppl. hehe fun times. so yea around 11 or something we got bored so we walked down to mcdonalds (me, lindsay, hijii, justin and uh perhaps his names mike?) and umm me and lindz got choco milkshakes and the other guys got cheeseburgers. so i started to eat some and i guess hijii told me to chew and swallow and so yea. it was funny. and then they fucking whispered something and i didnt know what they said or ne thing and they wouldnt tell me. so then i was KIDDING AROUND and i ran out and hid from them hehehe. but then i made lindsay cry? .. oops. sorry about that. and so then i just talked to them for a bit and used lindsays cell and yea. we sat there and waited for my mom with hijii bc i guess justin and -- mike? (haha i make a name for him bc if i didnt hed be NO NAME BOY) left when i was using the phone. and then she finally got there and we said bye to everyone and dropped lindsay off and went to taco bell. ahahaha when she was doing the order or whatever i was really hyper so im like, "BITCHES AND HOES!!!!" and then my moms like screwed up and shes like "yea they got high and the fair" and im like "noooo SHUT UP I HAVE TERRETS... BITCHES AND HOES!!!!" aha. it was great. and then she was being weird again and we kinda got in a fight or something. it was just.. gay. idk wtf she was talking about so whatever. so yea we came home and ate and went online. and me and emily REEEEEALLY wanted to watch thirteen but all the movie stores were closed. so we got it off some movie channel on my tv and yes. were watching it for the 2nd time tonight RIGHT NOW! wahoo! hehehe that movies awesome. bleehhh. im so bored. [[ o yea yesterday i went to the mall and i got a pink "jesus is my homeboy" hat and a baby blue roxy bathing suit. yea just thought yall should know ]] so i guess were gunna watch it? later ass fuckers =] o yea by the way. some people SUCK ASS! stupid little fuckers. BURN IN HELL! · · · comment?

[16 Apr 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | jessica simpson - i wanna love you forever ] ok so yea i just got back from the fair. it was pretty fun i guess. saw some cool ppl and stuff. i silly stringed ian =] and umm it was soo packed there. jesus. and so i walked around looking for ppl most of the time and stuff and then found some and went on some rides. hehe me and eileen went on power surge. that rides cool. and the lines are always a lot shorter so thats better and all. and i talked to my new buddy justin and his friend.. i dont remember his name but he seems.. rad? lol. sure. and yea hung out with ally, linzii and victoria. pretty cool kids. and i got 2 hugs from ian and a bunch from andy =]. and then i couldnt find emily when her mom was there so i talked to andy and that jordan kid that wants victoria -wink wink- haha. and then i hugged taylor and he started to --- pick me up? or something and some old fatass goes "YEEEAAHH!" o dear lord. it was creepy. so yea then i left. and came home and talked online a bit. it was a pretty ok night i suppose. yup. i cant really remember much else. <3 yours truly, bitch · · · comment?

yea. [16 Apr 2004|01:42am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | brand new - no seatbelt song ] ok so yea. woke up late again today. went online and talked to some ppl and figured out the plans for tonight and then i took a shower and ate and watched some tv. and stuff and finished getting ready and emily came and got me and doo da doo. went to the fair. waited for lindsay to get there and we just stood around and waited. and so then she got there and i stole her hait. and we walked around and talked to some ppl. and we saw my lovely SARAH! omg. shes soooo fricking PRETTY! grr. aha. her dads hillarious "it will be the .. yo dawg. the YO dawg!" ahaha nice. and so i went on freak out with her a couple times. and that was spiffy. and i went on with a couple other ppl. and i saw ANDY there! hehe hes a cool dude. and umm so i talked to some other ppl that he knew and timmy was being an ass to andy. bleh. whatever. and umm i went on with lia and some other ppl once i think. and we hung out with victoria and ally and linzii every now and then. bc theyre cool. and i went on power surge once with them. it was pretty fun for how gay it looks. and yea i just walked around and talked to ppl. and went off to the church with some ppl and hung out for a bit. and umm. i guess it was fun. yea. some ppl suck. and some ppl are actually quite cool. but you know whats really annoying? when someone you THOUGHT was your friend and really likes you and says all this BULL SHIT you thought was true was NOT true turns out to be talking shit about you behind your back all the time. UGHH! ppl fucking suck ok? yea you all do and you all can kiss my ass. eben the ppl that are cool. i have no fucking clue if youre cool or not. you could be saying the same shit about me to other ppl. and yea. REAAALLL nice when its not even fucking true and they know it. so then they tell the ppl that are my friends all this bull shit so they wont. GOD DAMNIT im so fucking sick of that god damn school! AHHH! i just wanna scream. dbhdsajkhdsajkhdal. blehh.. so then lindsay got me a cotton candy and a candy apple. both were very good. -- thank you, darling. and umm so i went home ate it and had some other stuff to eat and watched tv and talked to ppl online. BLAH. thats one way to describe today and my mood. just gr. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!! --- fuckers. · · · comment?

[14 Apr 2004|10:56pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | your boyfriend sucks - ataris ] WAH! my house is fricking HAUNTED! BLAHH. last night was sooo scary!!! i swear something tapped at me thru my window last night. and then i knocked on my backboard thingie on my bed and it tapped back with the same .. depth? idk it was scary so then i picked up my phone to call my mom and the line was screwed up so i got freaked out and went to go to her room to use hers and her music was on. and it wasnt on before and her closet light was on and i dont think i did that and idk it was really creepy. but then when i saw her she said her radio was on sleep. and i think my gpa mightve turned on the light or something but idk it was just too coincidental (sp?) and my dogs are acting weird.. like theyre scared of something and idk. and so yea i didnt end up going to bed till 10:30 in the morning. i watched it takes two (old mary kate and ashley movie) and saved by the bell and hey arnold and maury and jerry and elimidate. and then i talked to my lovely sarah and lindsay and ian before he left for school. and i played a penguin game AHAHA, SARAH! BEAT YOUR SCORE! =] hehe. so then i decided i was gunna take a nap around 10:30 something and so i did and didnt wake up till 4. so i got up and took a shower and went online and stuff. and umm.. yea. finished getting ready and left with my beautiful lindsay. and i got to wear her cute little hat. I LOVE THAT THING! and we wondered and met up with barbara and michelle and andrew and then tony and adam and then the wonderful : hayden, kristen, and amelia =] theyre so great. and we walked around talked laughed were hyper and avoided silly string. and then we saw victoria and linzii and ally. cool kids. and umm we just hung out with everyone and went on freakout like 10 times I LOVE THAT RIDE! ahahaha it KICKS ASS! and overall it was pretty damn fun. so then before we left i went on freak out a couple more times and went with lia and sarah and i got adams little brother to hold my hand. hehe i stole sarah's man! hes so cute. umm then we got a bag of cotton candy and hit the road. and here i am bored-- nothing to do. waiting for marky to call. umm so yes. ill write back tomorrow. later babes! <3 yours truly · · · comment?

[14 Apr 2004|12:41am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | trapt - echo ] heh. you know what ass holes? life is a mother fucking BITCH. bleh. i just hate everything i swear in the past few weeks i dont think theres been ONE FUCKING DAY that ive gone without wanting to kill myself, or something else or crying. i mean come on thats pathetic? grr i just hate everything. ha. so now you all are gunna think im some crazy little suicidal BITCH arent you? yea i dont care anymore. seriously. you little happy perfect life having people can think whatever the hell you want i really COULD NOT care less. god. going to the damn fair tomorrow WOOPIE. thats gunna be so much fucking fun. yea back to school with all the little 2faced gossipers. wonderful, man. just fucking DANDY! all gunna be in our little separate groups talking about the other ones or talking about how GREAT our spring break is. and how its sooooo good to see each other and how we missed each other and BLEH. idk why i wanna go. o well im going anyways its better than sitting around and doing nothing. well, maybe not by much but by a little. maybe ill get kidnaped by a carnie or something and hell murder me. TATA ASS HOLES. dont fucking miss me not that you would anyways. argh. idk what to do with myself anymore. sometimes i wanna change myself but idk how to. im so sick of the same ol me. im not going anywhere and everythings staying the same or just getting worse. yea. im going with the 2nd one. how come everyone else goes on with their normal life and doesnt even realize they hurt me? and I have to be the stupid loser who cries about it all the time. its like one of the things they do durring the day -- i wonder if they notice though. hmph. doubt it. yea. im retarded. wah. everyone is in my eyes. grrrr i just wanna be alone. but i want everyone. like idk. i need someone to talk to and not some stupid fucking shrink. even though i think im gunna have to go to one anyways. but BLEH. im so god damn sick of the same ol bull shit from everyone. blehhhh but i guess i should accept it since i complain back. IDFK WHAT TO DOOOOOO!!!! bleh. if i dont write in here again -- youll know what happened. · · · comment?

yet another one [13 Apr 2004|12:37am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | big balls - AC/DC «-- BEST FUCKING SONG! ] don't complain to me about your unhappiness for all i care you can drown in your own tears and burn your eyes with the blood from your wrist if you're so miserable, why make yourself seem so perfect? it's because you truly are, isn't it? and before you answer let me remind you that i'm tired of hearing your sorry excuses and for once i need the truth to come from your precious lips and don't tell me you dont see anything but the best when you look in the mirror. don't tell me you see anything less. it's fine if you get the need to cry, or if you have to but do you have a reason for every drop that ventures to your eyelids? and do you have an excuse for the ones that stick to your lashes? oh, beautiful wisher, are you a critical thinker? does you mind take you places that you've never been before? paint me a picture of what is going through your flawless head and put every bright color you see, and don't try to trick me i know that there isn't anything but pastels in your world of your greatest wonders and dreams and don't try to make me beleive that what i see isn't what it seems i have an imagination but it doesn't interfere with what i know i see and though your lies that come from your fantasy world of makebeleive and they sound so beautiful and perfect, i still won't listen even though it's hard to fight them, unlike you i can be strong and thats your only weakness; weakness itself but like you do with everything else, you hide it and you're so good at pretending. pretending it's not there should be easy and i'm sure there's something about you that's killing you but people don't beleive you when you bring them down to your sorrowful pit you've poured so many empty words into their ears and i can tell they're tired of it and how are they supposed to know it's real? the smile you put on every day before you go infront of the crowd is fake why should i beleive your feelings aren't exactly the same? so maybe if you made it more beleivable and took off your childish mask people would be more willing to look past. so don't say they just don't listen. they heard every word but it doesn't mean as much to them as it does to me. bleh. die. · · · comment?

yea. i was bored [12 Apr 2004|06:36pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | A.F.I. - silver and cold ] to me you're the only thing worthy of being called pretty and i'm sure you know the look you're expressing is pretty damn fooling it's making me think your words are as real as my feelings but you know god damn well what you're doing and sometimes i wish that you'd stop and sometimes i wish that you'd go on forever. i know you're my main reason for pain but i love it so i won't ever complain. give me one last innocent butterfly kiss and make me beleive that there's nothing better than what i'm feeling but with one touch of your lashes i'll bring myself gashes and my blood will be as red as my eyes like after you've made me cry so suck up my blood and take my heart and soul with it 'cause now that there's nothing i have more space and there's just enough room for you to be in their place now i need you to cut a hole in my throat and stop me from choking on the words that never come out and once you hear them i wanna watch you cry i wanna see the boy who never cries cry i hope with those words, your heart will die but its okay, 'cause you'll replace it with mine and it's fine with me since i gave it away and now that you're happy and satisfied it will all be okay so now that you've taken everything out of me do you feel any more complete? 'cause i do, i do. 'cause now that i'm empty i'm left with nothing to lose. and put me infront of the mirror for the last time to see how it feels when i look back again, and finally be able to prove that i'm just a waste of skin and cells :x i was bored. comment please. <3 yours truly 1 · · · comment?

bleh.. happy easter bitches [12 Apr 2004|02:00am] [ mood | numb ] [ music | dashboard confessional - screaming infidelities ] ok so today -- woke up got ready and umm called my grandma and stuff and then finished getting ready and then me and my mom FINALLY got to the church at like 12:20 or something so whatever. it was her fault bc I was ready not her. bleh. but of course she blamed it on me ne ways. ok so then we saw : mrs basinger and her kids and daniel and his family and LINSDAY! and her little sister madison (my home dawg) and it was boring and my shoes were bothering me so then afterwards my mom saw some of her old friends and HAD to talk to them so i went over and said hey to lindsay and them and bought some fair tickets and then just kinda stood there and listened to my moms conversation. and yea then we left and she took me to mcdonalds bc i was really hungry and so then i went home - ate - redid my hair and changed shoes and stuff and then my grandma came to get me and we went to my aunt carrie's house. and it was really boring most of the time so i talked to ppl about stupid sms and blah. i hate family. im not saying i hate MY family i just hate family. idk its hard to explain. bc they all wanna know why youre so "depressed" or "grumpy" or "unhappy" and how god damn SCHOOL is. and how my MOM is and BLAH! its nice that theyre concerned but leave me the fuck alone! if im unhappy i then maybe i dont wanna talk? ever thought of THAT? betcha didnt now did ya?! and so yea. wasnt fun and my mom wasnt there for about 3 1/2 hours. so whatever. and idk just wasnt the greatest easter. holidays have sucked lately. i feel so.. alone? like they talk to me. but not about really what I wanna talk about. i wish i could tell them what was really bothering me and using every word that i felt. but then id scare them away and they wouldnt wanna be related to me. so then i FINALLY left and i came home and my mom was yelling at me about some shit and idk i just stayed in my room for about 20 mins and just cried and stuff. and then i went back online and talked to some ppl for a little bit and stuff and then i got bored so i took a shower and now i think im gunna watch a movie or something and go to bed. hope yall had a better day/night than i did. <3 yours truly · · · comment?

[11 Apr 2004|01:36am] [ mood | envious ] [ music | theres no I in team - TBS ] so friday i didnt do too much. talked on the phone and online and ate hotdogs =] i love those things! and then later around 10 or something emily came over and we watched gothika and then talked and played around with the camera a little bit. fun stuff, man. fun stuff. and then we watched some crap on tv and went to sleep. so then we woke up and went on the comp and were bored and then she had to leave and i stayed online and then took a shower [ i smelled =x ] and umm then i got ready and she came to get me and we went to the game. it was alright i guess. we got hit on by these little 10 year olds. and they wanted our phone number and they called us their "hoes" it was great. they were so cool. and umm. we went on the playground and that was pretty fun. i kept falling off the monkey bars though so it sucked. lol. i dont see how i could ever do those things. and umm i had a fun time throwing pinecones at squirrels =] one imperticular. he annoyed me. and we hung out with robert for a little bit and hes kinda cool. and uhh idk the last game was prolly funner but this one was alright. and so then brendans brother dropped us off at my house and emily left like 10 mins later and i played with my camera and talked to some ppl and went on the trampoline but it was too dark and my dogs kept barking so i got scared and came back inside and listened to music and talked to emily and some other ppl. today was ok. blahhhh. its EASTER! ew. ooo yea! saturday was my lovely kristen's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! shes so kickin! but yes. so im gunna go now. ill write again prolly tomorrow night or something. have a nice easter! =] <3 yours truly · · · comment?

[09 Apr 2004|07:11pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | emily on the phone ] so last night my grandpa came to get me from my house and he took me down to the alamo and i ate a little and it was pretty boring. then we left and went to melissas for like 2 mins and got one of her kids and dropped the baby off and then we went to applebees. and then like my mom and her 2 gay friends came and we talked about gay ppl and how melissa thinks her oldest son might be gay. (lol poor thing) and i mean its hillarious and all but i feel really bad for him bc like you cant really chose to be that way and like hell get all made fun of and it would be hard to not have a choice and then being ridiculed for the way that you are. and so then youre all like sad and confused for a while and then you have to try to become happy somehow. and idk its just weird. and then i talked to my cousin a lot on the way back about diff stuff and shes pretty cool for a 30 something year old. and so i went back to her house and went online and talked to emily and ian for a bit and then watched 2 eps. of DARIA! <3333 then i went to sleep and i got woke up by a stupid mother fucking BIRD! ughh i hate those stupid creatures. blah! so then i went online for a bit and watched some tv and then we went down to makotos and it was really good and for like the first time i ate all the stuff they put on my plate =] wahooo. and then i came back to her house and watched some tv and then i went home and talked on the telly a bit and talked online and was bored as a mama. and i got some of my alloy clothes and theyre kickin. so that was cool. so yessa. im off. later babes <3 yours truly · · · comment?

blehh [08 Apr 2004|07:03pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | fabulous ft tamia - so into you <333 ] ok so wednesday i didnt go to school and then later around 5 i went down to my dads and we went to the alamo for dinner and yea. wasnt in a good mood and some little things just got me in a worse one. blah. i hate it when ppl think they have me so god damn figured out and think that im lying about everything. grrr. why doesnt anyone just beleive me or for once just listen to a fucking thing i have to say with out "shes making that up" or "thats not tru" going through their minds. AHHH! it makes me insane. so then we went to rent some movies and we got texas chainsaw massacre or w/e for me and for my dad and pam they got radio. so we came home - made some popcorn - kelley was too scared to watch it - and we watched it. it was pretty damn scary man! but blah. i hate the ppl in scary movies theyre so stupid. and then some parts were just kinda funny bc they were screwed up. and then these crazy ppl drugged the 7th heaven whore with TEA! it was funny. and umm then me and kelley played the version of frogger from like the 80's or something on her laptop. it was cool but its hard. and then we watched some tv and went online and then went to bed. and so the next day we woke up - watched a whole buncha pointless crap on mtv and then watched elmos world. lol ITS A COOL SHOW! and then we ate a little and i came home and went online and ate some more and took a shower. and yea. im bored and no ones doing ne thing tonight so i think im going to my cousins and im just gunna be bored over there but you know what? ITS OK! blahhhh.. shoot me. heres my latest little poem-ish bull shit. : so now that youre my latest obsession all i need is you in my posession you hung me up on your wall with your broken hearted collection im sorry you got the wrong impression thinking you could get anything you wanted guess im not too good with my flirting expressions i never meant to do that to your expectations that wasnt at all any of my intentions and its too bad you got your hopes up but its not my fault i didnt give myself up what did you expect, for me to be so willing that i would do just about anything to make you love me the way i love you? im sorry, but thats just one thing i wont do. but before this is all over and i go, there is just one thing id like to know is there any chance that im still in your mind do you have reoccuring thoughts of that night? do you ever miss me? dream about kissing me? or did it faze you at all? just hang my heart on your wall.. i dont wanna whine but you dont know how many tears that ive cried because of the way that you changed me the way that you broke me when i was already torn those nights are gone. they're more or less dead and theres nothing left for me to do but mourn so mourn with me. hurt me again. kill it. mourn. and whenever you need someone to use again you know where to find me. curled up on your doorstep weeping and missing you - come and see me all i need is your face now. i still love you. use me. youre like an addiction that i need to live off of. youre the only thing ill never get enough of. no matter how much you hurt me, ill always take you back so, sweetheart, take advantage of me. take advantage while you can. heh. i know its gay. but what can i say? im the one who wrote it so what do you expect? doo dee dooo. O YEA! i have a new favorite song that id also like to share =] Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about That's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men And that's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head And that's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love Love Pretty girl, pretty girl Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you cry It's the way That he in your mind It's the way That he makes you fall in love It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love Love Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out You can never get 'em out of your head --- isnt it just beautiful? i think it is. alrightie well im off later babes. <3 yours truly [ COMMENT ] · · · comment?

[07 Apr 2004|04:43pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | pretty girl - sugar cult ] _sigh_ ok so tuesday -- went to school. in the morning we had a voc. and eng. test. not too hard i guess. and then got lectured AGAIN. god i hate sister! and then in math umm i forgot what we did so w/e i just wrote to myself and thought about stuff and wrote them down in my notebook. and then in art we painted pots and it was pretty fun. "dont make me cry.." "dont make me get my homies to come ova and BEAT cho ass!" ahaha. [ quotes of michelle and i ] and omg! mrs hilburn molested daniel! bc he had his pants down too low or something so she undoes his belt and then unzips his pants and pulls them up!!!!!! so then he yelled at her and he got sent to the office. it was so funny. and then umm went to geo and we were doing some worksheet and i talked to daniel and then me and victoria went to the bathroom for like 3 - 4 fuckin minutes and kaelyn and ashley were down there and we talked to them for a couple mins and so like stupid mrs kehoe got pissed off for talking to them when we went down there and shes like "UGH! DONT EVER ASK ME TO GO DOWN THERE AGAIN!" bleh. shes sucha retard. and then umm at recess me and barbara got some chips and a soda and we went down to the tiki hut and it was ok i guess. i flicked off mr copeland on the way down there. ahaha. sucker. and then i hung out with tori and emily and victoria and barbara. it was pretty fun. we played monkey in the middle! wahoooo! and um then we went to spanish and did a couple worksheets and talked and stuff. yea it was pretty boring. and then we went to science and watched a movie and i kinda slept through it. and then we went back to sisters and did advisory and i talked a little bit and ate recees and wrote to myself some more. it was alright i guess. and umm then me and emily went to a/c for a couple mins and it was cool. talked to sarah a little. pretty fun. and then they dropped me off and i went online and talked to some ppl and then i went to andrews baseball game thing. it was soooo fun! hehehe. SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED! lmfao. there was some demented little kid there and he was fuckin posessed by a SEED all he did was run around screaming SEEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!! and running into things. and then the kid with the broken foot! lmfao when he tipped over! ahahahaha. and "I GOT SOME SEEDS FOR YA!" ahaha. "OOPS! i forgot to zip up my pants!" and number 24! hehehe. wow that was some fun fun fun! and then behind the duggout me and emily were making all these weird noises and everyone was like "WHAT ARE THEY DOING BACK THERE?!" lmao. and umm yea i talked to linzii and victoria a lot. theyre so cool. "SHES CHEATING ON HER BROTHER!" lmao! nice linzii! and me and emily and madison were imitating how some ppl walk. those were some grand times. wow. fun night man, fun night. and then i left and we went home and i ate and took a shower and talked to emily. i love her so dearly. shes prolly the only person who understands what i talk about. wah! idk what im gunna do next year with out her :( o well well find a way to see each other. im still not sure if im going to KMS or not. i really want to and i also kinda dont.. i mean ive never been to a public school and they might not like me and ahh! idk what im gunna do.. so then today i didnt go to school and i slept till 2:30 something -- i was soooo tired. and im fixin to go to my dads tonight. - write again either tomorrow or friday. te querro MUCHO! <3 yours truly · · · comment?

WEEEEEEE! [05 Apr 2004|06:13pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | dare you to move - switchfoot ] ok so friday didnt do ne thing just stayed at home and cried. =[ yea im a loser WHAT ABOUT IT BIA?! so then on saturday woke up all early got ready and went to my cousins and then we went to orlando. first we went to mcdonalds for breakfast and that was interesting. and then we went back on the road again and tra la la. went to the hotel - unpacked - went to the pool for a little bit. there was ducks swimming in it! so i didnt go in bc you know i just dont wanna swim in DUCK PISS! - went to this place called sweet tomatoes and its like a salad bar place and its really yummy for my tummy =] and then umm went to IOA and omg it was SOOOOOO packed and we were there for like 5 hrs and we only went on like 3 or 4 rides. and we went on the popeyes one and got SOAKED so i was shivering the whole day. bleh. thennnn we went to don pablos or w/e and it was alright. my cousins got these balloon animals which made them like POSESSED! bc one of them got a turtle and the other one got a sword so the one with the swords like torturing the turtle and so hes like "NOOOO STOPPP ITS TORRES TURTLE!!! WAHHHH!" and then they fought the whole time and they ended up with bloody noses and scratched faces and stuff. little hellians. and umm then we went back to the hotel and jake (8 year old) was being a pain in the ass! god. and i thought I was bitchy. sheesh. and yea. didnt sleep very good. and so then on sunday they got up early and went to the breakfast thing downstairs and i stayed up there and slept. and then they came back and i woke up and got ready and we went to the FL mall. and old navy. and at old navy i basically just stayed in the car and listened to music bc i dont like that store. and then we went to the mall and i bought: one little khaki lei skirt one denim skirt a light yellow easter dress with pretty pink flowers on it and a green and blue little different but cute shirt and thats it. lol. and umm i went with them to get new shoes or something and yea that was prolly the best time of the whole weekend. wow. so then we went back to her house got some alamo and watched tv and talked and stuff. pretty interesting. and then my mom came to get me and i was being a smart ass bc she was annoying me. hehehe. you know whats SO annoying? whenever ppl are around something they think is cute and theyre talking to it they repeat themselves CONSTANTLY! they have to say the word "hi" about 10 times and the damn thing doesnt even know what youre saying ne ways so whats the point? and then my moms like "awww she doesnt want us to leave shes CRYING!" im like "mom. shes a BABY thats what they do!" and she wasnt even crying in the first place. psh. mothers. and then we fought in the car and then i watched some tv and took a shower and listened to music and finally went to sleep. yup. long day.. ok so then today at school ( HAPPY BDAY PHILLIP! ) first period sister lectured us about how we "lied" to mrs basinger when we didnt! she knows what she fucking said and what she meant by it! stupid little irish BITCH! and yea. i think me and victoria are gunna tell her we did it even though basically the whole class agreed so we cant ALL be liars so apparently theres just something wrong with our brains or something bc shes convinced that she never said that and WERE the liars and WERE the ones that judge ppl although every nutday she critisizes our clothes! fucker. and then in math we had a basic skills test and i did ok on it. low B or something. and umm then in literature we watched half of the hobbit cartoon so that was cool and then in geo we had an open book test that i prolly did good on and we got a test back and i got an 85% so that was cool. and then at recess it was fun. i guess. "YOU CAN HIDE BEHIND HER BUSH!" lmmfao i love you victoria! yup it was an ok recess. and then um we had p.e. and we worked on our projs and we screwed it up so now were prolly gunna have a F or something. GRR. stupid coach damn him. so then we played on tux paint and i talked to victoria and emily. ahaha. theyre so great i love them. and umm then we went to science and mr copeland was being a poophead and we did our ch. reveiw and i had all the answers in my book so that was nifty. and umm i talked to some ppl. and it was alright. then after school -- went to a/c and hung out with madison, emily, andrew, and taylor and i ate A LOT! i was soo hungry. and madison had this slim fast thing that tasted like cake and it was really good. and umm then taylor like made the bench almost tip over or something when i was eating my applesauce so i fell on my ass and it hurt like a mother. THANKS A LOT! and then idk i was being weird and we were all jolly and laughing and stuff. fun times. and then drew and taylor left and then me and emily left and i went home -- went online ate -- watched part of a walk to remember-- went back online and here i am.. bored. fun fun fun. ok so im gunna go. COMMENT PLEASE! <3 yours truly · · · comment?

wed thurs and fri [31 Mar 2004|03:09pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | IVE GOT HOES IN DIFFERENT AREA CODES! ] so i went back to school and nothing good happened. i dont really remember it. then i went to after care and it was stupid and kyles a player!! rawr. so then my dad came to get us and he brought sadie with him and all the little faggot kids were all touching her and picking her up. bleh. they prolly infested my little puppy with dweeb germs. ass holes. and then we went to woodys and talked about god and crap. and i decided im athiest but if i have to chose id be nondenominational. and we talked about gay ass sms and how i might be going to kms next year (WAHOO!) and thennn we came back home and bleh. it was boring. so then the next day APRIL FOOLS! that was a really boring day. 1st and 2nd period we had sister and she was going on about how it was a bad holiday bc everyone does bad prank thingies like breaking into cars and crap. but w/e. and then in literature we all told mrs basinger how sister says were going to be prostitues and how she hates us and were the worst class ever even though the 8th grade before us did drugs in the back of the class and shit. but ok sister w/e you say. and then mrs b told mrs rowan and mrs rowan told sister and yea. she doesnt know who said it but she said if she knew there would be "consequences". and then we had geo and we had a test and johnny got caught cheating. haha sucker. =] and then recess was really boring bc no one was talking or doing ne thing. and umm so then after advisory we had science and i got kicked out of mr copelands class for laughing. so he made me sit outside. grr. i felt like sucha little dog. but some ppl would wave to me and talk to me. so it was ok. and then we had religion but we just talked the whole time bc we were redoing the room. so it was cool. and then we went to a/c and i hung out with taylor and madison. theyre pretty cool. and then we went home and went online and ate and talked and blah blah blah. then watched pimp my ride. it was a ok day i guess and then today (so far) we had a spelling test in the morning that i got a 75 or something on and then we had to go to mass and it was ok. kinda boring. then we had literature and we had a test that i prolly got a B or maybe an A on so that was good. and then we just talked and stuff afterwards. then we had math and we checked our hw that i didnt do but o well and i just said i got 4 wrong so i got an 88 =] and then we did class work and i got a 82 or something so that was good. and then we did the sodas and yea. it was just blah. and umm then at recess we just stood in a circle and talked about our childhood memories and laughed and stuff it was fun. and umm then we had advisory and then we went to p.e. and we played volleyball and 4square it was fun. woohoooo! and then there was these hott negros and idt they liked us but we liked them and then they started talking to phillip and timmy. but w/e. only bc they were on the same soccer team or something. and then we went to spanish and it was kinda ok. emily asked philip out and i think theyre going out. lol. theyre so weird. and um. then we came back and got lectured by damn sister. bitch. and then we went to carline and i put my finger in johnnys hole.. on his shirt. lol. and then i went home and here i am. bored as hell. im gunna go watch GOTHIKA! woop woot! later yall! o yea and tomorrow im going to IOA! woohooo! i get to ride the hulk.. AGAIN! =] <3 yours truly comment!!! 2 · · · comment?

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