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[13 Apr 2003|03:16am] moved. could add me there. bye :]~ bling bling

[10 Apr 2003|04:19pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | IUNO!!! :P ] today wasn't too bad. i was half there the whole day. because of freakin' zach<33 lol,JK :] i stayed up till 4-4:30 or something,on the phone with DORKFACE ZACHARY<33 and had to get up at 6:30. some sleep. but yeah, the ride to school i was passed out,1st,3rd,4th,&5th i slept. 6th had to go to the lab to type up something, rofl i sat with corbin<33 and i kept on hitting his keyboard so it would mess his whole thing up&he had to type it all over again,lol love you.!<33 and then officer clayton&the principle searched my locker for knives,weed&cigarettes. because someone told them i had it. i was like,uhh no. i did have cigarettes but they were in my hoodie i was holding them for charles b/c they searched his,corbins&rays locker too. cause ray&thomas are suppose to fight or some shit.but umm, the bus parking lot<33 always the best part of the day. mainly why i go to school :x get to see all my highschool people<3333!! i SAW PAUL,TILLEY& EMMIILLLLYYYY!! i ran up and gave tilley&paul a hug and was standing there talking to them and sara. and emily walked past me and gave me this look like we always do(rofl<3)&i turned around and grabbed her and gave her the biggest hug&screamed to the top of my lungs "EMILYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!" :x i've missed her like whoa!! but yeah, pauls a super sweetie.lol i was like "yeah, you were gonna call last night, I BET!!" and hit him :x and he goes " i am tonight!!!" and i was like "your such a liar"&he goes "i'm not a liar,i'm a stoner" :x lol,so cuutttee<3 K then i got on the bus&i swear that bus driver is pmsing like badly. i always sit with my buddy,cortlyn<33&he was all layed out in the seat and i didnt want him to move since he was comfortable :x so i sat between his legs and leaned back on him for support yanno, and like halfway through the ride she goes" ALISON, MOVE TO A DIFFERENT SEAT!!" i was like" nah, i'm good." and she started yelling&blah blah blah. i have to go to the office tomorrow. oh well, anyhow. tomorrow is already friday. wow this week has flew by.thank god.! Tomorrow, I can't wait!! Tilley was like "you still going tomorrow?" i was like yup, think so. but i still haven't shown my dad my report card :X eep! oh well. i HAVE to go, tilley,paul,tom,johny,chris&everyone is gonna be there :[ I'M GOING, I'M DETERMINED!K BYE! !ali bling bling

[10 Apr 2003|01:02am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | bored~bored~bored~bored~bored~bored~bored~bored~bored~bored~ ] x: name = alison/ali :x: piercings = 4 :x: tattoos = nope :x: height = 5" :[~ :x: shoe size = 6 1/2 -7 :x: hair color = brown w/ purple streaks<33 :x: length = my shoulders :x: siblings = 1 LAST... :x: movie you rented =Fear Dot Com :x: movie you bought = iuno :x: song you listened to = trapt-headstrong :x: song that was stuck in your head = that lil mermaid song :| :x: cd you bought = uhh,mix from faryn. :x: cd you listened to = mix :x: person you've called =jeremy. :x: person that's called you = rob. :x: tv show you've watched = um..i don't know. :x: person you were thinking of =zach. DO... :x: you have a bf or gf = no :x: you have a crush on someone = yes sir. :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes :x: you think about suicide = i have a few times :x: you believe in online dating = yes :x: others find you attractive = i don't know question -- am i cute? answers -- below.. kerplop: hell yes Shorebrd21: Yep. :D dickwads: dude, you dont need to be cute. You're like one of the coolest girls ever, but yeah you are cute, i'd hit it :x (lol, love you zachary<33) :x: you want more piercings = yess :[ :x: you drink = occasionaly :x: you do drugs = some :x: you smoke = nope :x: you like cleaning = ummmmmmmm no :x: you like roller coasters = yesss! :x: you write in cursive or print = print. :x: you carry a donor card = rofl no FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = for. :x: using someone = against. :x: suicide = depends. :x: killing people = against :x: teenage smoking = up to them :x: doing drugs = up to them :x: premarital sex = for :x: driving drunk = against :x: gay/lesbian relationships = for. :x: soap operas = against. FAVORITE... :x: food = uhh,steak n' cheeese<33 :x: song = trapt-headstrong ; home grown-tomorrow :x: thing to do = shop? YEAH :] :x: thing to talk about = anything :x: drinks = Sierra Mist<333 :x: clothes = Gadzooks, Hot topic, Pacific Sunwear,Hurley,Indepent,Billabong,Hollister,A&F,579,Wet Seal(the list goes on..) :x: movies =LIL MERMAID:)<33 a walk to remember,here on earth.&more :x: band/singer =home grown,the radio,rufio,the ataris,trapt&more. :x: holiday = christmasss ;) :x: cars = hondas&eclipse. 300ZX(my future car,silver<33) HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl= a friend. :x: ever lied to someone = don't even go there.. :x: ever been in a fist fight = with my brotherrrrrr :D :x: ever been arrested = nope WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = herbal essences :x: cologne do you use = perfume -- A&F 8 :x: shoes do you wear = dcs,etnies,osiris,air max,uh anything cool looking? :x: are you scared of = SNAKES&SPIDERS! ew, them hedious looking things! NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? = once. :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = quite a few. :x: of hearts I have broken? = probably none. :x: of girls I have kissed? = none. :x: of boys I have kissed? = uhh...iuno :x :x: of girls I've slept with? = none lol :x: of boys I've slept with? = none :P i'ma good girl! :x: of continents I have lived in? = 1 :x: of drugs taken illegally? =a few. :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3 :x: of people I consider my enemies? too many to name :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = i'm a loser, probably none. :x: of scars on my body? =3 :x: of things in my past that I regret? = ALOTTT!!!! but i learn from my mistakes. :\ FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = little mermaid :x: scent = lucky :x: word = yanno :x: nickname = ali,al, alicat,alidone,big al :x :x: guy name = trent, cameron :x: girl name = riley,chloe,stokely. :x: eye color = icy blue :] mmm :x: flower = yellow rose :x: peircing = tongue,eyebrown&lip. :x: actor =vin diesel - :x: actress = tara reid DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = iuno. not really. :x: funny =sometimes :x: hot = rofl..NO! :x: friendly = lol uh sometimes. :x: amusing = sometimes :x: ugly = usually. :x: loveable = sure :x: pessimistic = yes ;x :x: optimistic = mhm :x: caring = mhm :x: sweet = i can be :x: dorky = constantly. i got bored waiting on slow poke zach to hurry up with his damn report. :\ i can't stop sneezing it's driving me crazzyyy. :O i miss marie like whoa! :[ her&danny. oh well, guess i'm still waiting. bye! !ali bling bling

LOL, I LOVE TILLEY [09 Apr 2003|11:23pm] [ mood | sick ] VolcomBaby0069: hell i don't know. ShutTheDoorAss: lol ShutTheDoorAss: o well ShutTheDoorAss: u will see her fri.. VolcomBaby0069: i will? ShutTheDoorAss: i think she is going too VolcomBaby0069: k VolcomBaby0069: so what are you doing? ShutTheDoorAss: listening to music ShutTheDoorAss: about to go to bed hehe VolcomBaby0069: wimp!! lol ShutTheDoorAss: lol VolcomBaby0069: i might ride the bus next week dunno yet :-D VolcomBaby0069: i know you guys miss the hell outta me!! ShutTheDoorAss: sweet VolcomBaby0069: HARLENY ShutTheDoorAss: u have to sit with me hehe VolcomBaby0069: lol yep ShutTheDoorAss: yes! VolcomBaby0069: score! ShutTheDoorAss: woot! VolcomBaby0069: woop! ShutTheDoorAss: cheese! VolcomBaby0069: mayonnaise! ShutTheDoorAss: Pineapple! VolcomBaby0069: Fruit Loops! ShutTheDoorAss: Mustard! VolcomBaby0069: CHICK- EENNNNNNNN! ShutTheDoorAss: lmao VolcomBaby0069: :-D his profile - Woot.....Im Fred's pimp...hahahahaha.. yes it's true i love fred hehehehe Harleny.... :x I'm Fred by the way. lol, I LOVE YOU TILLEY<33 Harleny,no doubt!! :x i have like 948 million pics now :x lol read some of me&cams convo>> WOOO ali: brb kerplop: ok WOOO ali: K kerplop: wb WOOO ali: ty kerplop: hearts WOOO ali: lol WOOO ali: hearts back. WOOO ali: atcha. WOOO ali: : WOOO ali: x WOOO ali: freakin' keyboard! kerplop: lol kerplop: yeah blame the keyboard kerplop: :x WOOO ali: lmao :x i was just sittin here thinking about that WOOO ali: everytime someone typos "damn keyboard!" just like when my dad farts "DAMN DOG!" :X heheheh anyways! lol kerplop: lmao :X love you cammm<33 k, friday we're going to 915. with tilley,paul,tom,johny,and whoever else. gonne be cool :P OH&I talked to ria tonight! :x she called,and my dad talked to her for a while,lol :x but yeah, talking to matt,cam&fag zach<33.! lol, love you pimp<3! :D k im going! bye !ali bling

[09 Apr 2003|05:07pm] i think i'm gonna use my other journal name /~could. it's a possibility :x iuno though. today was alright aside the "YOUR HAIRS PURPLE!!!" thing. i'll take pics later&you guys can see it :) i think it's adorable! it's only 1 streak so far since it was at the last minute thing. i'm making an appointment to get it all done, but alright gotta go get the cam, JUST FOR YOU MATT!! feel special :x k bye!! :) !ali bling bling

[08 Apr 2003|05:30pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Home grown: Tomorrow ] wow, things are really looking up for me. me&matt are friends now after everything. and, i don't know. i guess that's basically all i wanted. everything else is just normal. school really sucked today, because i HAD to take my medication because my dad was watching me this morning. so, today i was being a bitch from hell. everyone who even touched me i went off on them. everyone was irritating me&whatnot. then at the buses, i saw paul<3 haha, okay it was like 30º and he's wearing a t-shirt. i was like "aren't you cold!" and he was like "yeah!! freezing" :x i felt bad for him, but i was snug in my hoodie, wouldn't dare take it off for anyone :X i'm so mean. then he was like yeah i'll call you tonight blah blah blah. anddd my dads been really nice lately, and my dog just threw up on my chair&floor. some of it got on my foot :[~ eee! but i had two pairs of socks on because my feet were like numb :x but anyhow, i forgot yesterday was faryns birthday so. happy birthday to her<33 she kept on forgetting the whole day until i would just come out of nowhere yelling "HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARYYYYYYNNNN!!" :x cause i'm just so damn cool like that. but uhh, ria was suppose to call me last night!:[ she didn't, oh&i talked to paul last night. from like 9:30-1. we kept on asking questions like whoa. since yanno i don't really know anything about him. but yeah, ask me a question&i know it by god! :x yeah, matt has had me hooked on that word. thanks pal.oh&jay called me last night. like i wanted to talk to him? he was all "so, whats up with you&cole? and you&paul?" i was like "uh, coles like my bestfriend&paul is just a friend i met through cole,problem?" and he was like "NO no! not like im jealous or anything" i was like...right.but, alright i need to go i'm going to the shop with molly&her mom. she's getting her hair done, it's gonna look SOO adorable!!~ i'm so jealous :x Holler Kiddos! :P !ali EDiT: i got my hair done too! it looks so good, i didn't get it cut or anything, but i got purple highlights. wooo, gonna have to take pics now. YOU DAMNN RIGHT!! BYE! ;P bling bling

great day>> [07 Apr 2003|05:14pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Faith Hill:Cry ] today was an awesome day, i could not stop laughing today. it felt so good, since being depressed&all, it felt SO good. i literally had tears in my eyes the whole day from laughing. from alex,john,MISTY!,james,johny(bka rafeeki kinema chadwick jose ksa, LOL MISTY<33) and then just iuno everyone was making me laugh. but i got home and i'm not really that bored :x i'm talking to john, chad,michael&neil. john is back with kaylee which i can't stand. he deserves so much better, she treats him like shit&i can't stand him not being happy. he says i need to "fall in like" instead of love, because the shit love makes you do. lol i agree. but i do want love,badly.Chad wants me to tell him what i did on my birthday, lol :X he said he was gonna call but i doubt i tell him.i've told like..5 people. and i don't want a bunch of people to know. cause,yeah. my dad brought home like 4 huge bags of candy, yum yum yum.! but,i think that's all for now.bye! !ali bling

brief update: [06 Apr 2003|10:18pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | Garth Brooks: Two Pina Coladas(lol zach<3) ] i have something in my eye...... ZACHS A HOMO<3.... :[~ i love my bucky&can't wait for her to call me tonight&make fun of me <33 :X hope cam had fun staying up ALL last night, punk<33 !ali bling bling

... [05 Apr 2003|06:45pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | George Strait: Get Carried Away. ] i tried with all my might but still don't understand why we ever let it get so out of hand my arms are reaching out and holding on tight to what has always felt so right it's hard to figure out the answers to the questions when both our lives are going in separate directions one is breaking into two and my heart is turning blue and you still don't get it, do you? i thought, we had all the love to go it for the long run so before that damage is done let's start back over at one lights out, when every evening used to get so hot now, we got so damn distracted we forgot how to lock the world away and just get lost in where you end and where i began love is wrong when it's so easy to divide so boy let's make a vow how much is on the line one is breaking into two and my heart is turning blue and you still don't get it, do you? do you? i thought, we had all the love to go it for the long run so before that damage is done let's start back over at one one is breaking into two and my heart is turning blue and you still don't get it, do you? do you? i thought, we had all the love to go it for the long run so before that damage is done let's start back over at one is breaking into two and my heart is turning blue and you still don't get it, do you? do you? i thought, we had all the love to go it for the long run but before that damage is done let's start back over at one i honestly wish i could find somebody, i could call my own. someone who our love is so strong we can get through absolutely anything. someone who i can share my life with, i can confide in.Someone who when I'm with, nothing else matters.Someone who will love me for me, not who i pretend to be. I thought I had him, but like ria said..at this age, nothing lasts forever.I want to find someone that we have "our song".and everytime that song comes on, it draws a smile to my face. all i want is to be loved by someone who makes me completely happy.and no more of this "lust". yes,i'm aware of how old i am. but i feel like i'm mature enough to be in love. or wanting to be in love. or not wanting to play games right now. i just took a shower&thought about alot of things. things i should've done, things i shouldn't have done. I am disgusted with myself though. I wish I could tell Sara what all is going on with me..I wish I could talk to my mom. My mom has not played a "mom-figure" so called. You know, moms are suppose to comfort their little girls, tell them their is someone out there for them. and just to be patient&he will come.to tell them everything is okay..my mom didn't even give me a birthday hug,kiss, i love you.It's like she doesn't care, nobody does. I want to find someone that when i look into their eyes i get lost. I want him... bling bling

[17 Feb 2003|12:39pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | The Exies- My Goddess ] gay. bling

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