Blurty for Petey.
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| Monday, May 19th, 2008 |
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[CHORUS] So now your feelin' like your healin' and you are the queen Everythings perfect and worth it your life don't miss a thing When you sniff it get lifted your on top of the world But whens it's distant you missed it the helpless little girl You takin' money from your family cause you cold and desperate With no money your just a junkie but you won't accept it You won't slow down until you end up dead or get arrested I'd give you my heart with the diamonds encrested It all starts with the person that your with Anticipation as your waiting for another sniff What some consider pain others consider a gift They say the care about you but they don't care about shit As your blood stream is flooding with something you've never felt Find yourself trapped in a hell, nobody else But I love you like I can, understand that I'm the man that took the stand and took your hand and tried to help you but once again you had a way(a way) When I still had so much more to say So now I pound my head and wait for my soul to take I guess some things were just supposed to change As you shakin' and bleedin', drippin' and sniffin' the Cocaine [CHORUS] So now your feelin' like your healin and you are the queen Everythings perfect and worth it your life don't miss a thing When you sniff it get twistid your on top of the world But whens it's distant you missed it the helpless little girl You takin' money from your family cause you cold and desperate With no money your just a junkie but you won't accept it You won't slow down until you end up dead or get arrested I'd give you my heart with the diamonds encrested(encrested) The search for answers have left us with mo questions We are showed the lives but learn no lessons I pray to God and I ask him for some mo blessin's But it seems all the world wants to do is escape the stressin' Above you can struggle with love will leave in unimpressed an' Cocaine and things enter your brain your body straight infested With such a sick, a sick death won't let you live a day With no escape afraid to look your problems in the face No matter how bad you hurt the ones around you or yourself Your mind and soul(soul) is trapped inside the wishing well And then you claim it ain't no thang and that you ain't insane Shakin' and bleedin', drippin' and sniffin' the Cocaine [CHORUS] So now your feelin' like your healin' and you are the queen Everythings perfect and worth it your life don't miss a thing When you sniff it get lifted your on top of the world But whens it's distant you missed it the helpless little girl You takin' money from your family cause you cold and desperate With no money your just a junkie but still you won't accept it You won't slow down until you end up dead or get arrested I'd give you my heart with the diamonds encrested(encrested) Another night that you try to go to sleep My eyes drip to the sky I cry and I weep At the thought of you, so cold and alone, the anger it brings me is too much for a song Cause I wish nothing more then for you to be ok For my blood to overcome, fuck I wish it everyday As I begged and I begged until my integrity vanished The many times I bleeded for you put me in a panic I know that when your done there will be nothing left But a shell held bent on Cocaine and Meth All I ask of you now is that you take a fucking step Back to relax, understand and then accept [CHOURUS ALSO PLAYING] That you were more important to me then my own life I loved you much more then the stars and the sky I know that when you think of me you wished I'd fuckin' die I know you lay alone in bed and ask God why All I can tell you is that the one reason's the same I wake up every morning just to decide on my brain Angry is so packed and faith made things change I lost my thought with a drug named Cocaine |
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Why Gays and Lesbians Hate Bisexuals: Though they welcome us into their 'community'. The fact is that alot of bisexuals are mis treated by the very people who are mistreated because of who they chose to love. Bisexuals are mistreated by the lesbian and gay community often. Some of the insults are not limited to but include: Fence Jumper : Someone who sits on a fence and doesn't know which side to climb over. Not 100% ground beef only 80/20. Reffering to the fact that we chose other partners. There are no real bisexuals. Reffering to the fact that often bisexuals chose to live as 'gays' because they are not able to live up to their gay partner's expectation. Often bisexuals lie about being bisexual because they are threatened and put down by their gay partner until they tell their gay partner that they have changed. Bisexuals are confused. Though there are persons who've been living with bisexuality longer than most gay couples have been together are we still considered confused. One would think that you would quit calling us confused after oh 5 or ten years of living and being active in this lifestyle. ---------------------------------------- The following are articles found on the web to support the theory that bisexuals are 'hated' in the gay and lesbian community. There were plenty of articles to post. I just happened to pick a few. If you would like yours removed please email me at aug01twins@yahoo.com and remind me of where your article was posted (since this website is so large). Thanks Nicole Other articles: Fence-sitters. Closeted-dykes. We have all sorts of names for bisexuals, don't we? I made a new friend online the other day and we were discussing women who are bisexual because their husbands and boyfriends want them to be. I insisted those were not bisexuals, they were only women who were engaging (pathetically, I might add) in bisexual behavior just to please a man. How many of you conservative women reading this have done that? Don't lie either. I have it on good authority that there are plenty of you who have. If a woman has to "become" a bisexual to keep her husband interested in their sex life, that woman needs a new husband. But hey, people have to do what they gotta do, right? Those bisexuals don't usually concern lesbians because they're usually running in packs together -- looking for other married bisexuals. The ones who usually suffer the brunt of our harsh criticism are the ones who we feel are just playing with women until the right guy comes along. When I hear a lesbian say, "I don't date bisexuals because I don't want to have to worry about her leaving me for a man," I just cringe. Excuse me. What does it matter who she leaves you for if she's plannin' on leavin'? I guess it would equate to the same ego blow that men receive when their wives leave them for one of those women they were playing around with. Ouch! The insecurity of bisexuality. I think that's the problem so many lesbians have with bisexuals. I can't think of anything else. It would explain why someone like me (once married, mother of two, now lesbian) receives a much different reception among lesbians than a self-proclaimed bisexual woman does. Because I have identified as a lesbian, there's less risk that I would suddenly decide that a woman isn't what I want. Now, Sinead O'Connor blew that theory straight to hell when she removed herself from the last Lilith Fair tour and announced she was marrying a man. Talk about a surprise! I'm trying to figure out the best way to word this. I'm thinking relationships are at their strongest when two people enter them with the best intentions. The country is sitting at a 50% divorce rate, so obviously even heterosexuals can't get the relationship thing right. For lesbians though, I suppose the added worry is that bisexuals throw an extra wrench in the equation because now there's a variable that's really beyond your control at play. That's making a huge assumption (an unfair assumption) that bisexuals are flippant and less committed to their relationships than lesbians are. What I don't understand about our disdain for bisexuals though is that we embrace celebrities like Ani DiFrano who is bisexual, married to a man, and has a man running her record label. We call her a lesbian and we call her music "lesbian music." I'm not an Ani fan, by the way. I think her music is total propaganda, created to appeal to those people who want so badly to see her as a lesbian feminist. That's another blog entry entirely though. Also, there's Margaret Cho, who if you listen to her words carefully, always speaks more for and to male homosexuals. Don't get me wrong, Cho is funny as all hell and she's done much for promoting awareness of LGBT issues. But ya can't see her biases through your laughter. It's really bad to see so much strife in what's often called a community: the LGBT community. The lesbians have it in for the bisexuals. The gay men have a problem with lesbians (don't act like you don't). The lesbians sitting in their corner bitchin' about the gay men who kiss them to say hello: "if one more fag kisses me . . . " And everybody bitchin' about the transgendered people. We're not all putting knives in each other's backs, of course not. But there's enough of us behaving like that to where it makes enough of a difference. |
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Blurty for Petey.
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