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Blurty for Petey.
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| Saturday, May 17th, 2008 |
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 -happy sigh- |
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| Saturday, May 10th, 2008 |
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| "Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we actually felt how much we love them, it would kill us. That doesn't make you a bad person. It just means your heart's too big." | ||
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| Friday, March 21st, 2008 |
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| "Let he who is without sin, cast the first stone..." | ||
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| Wednesday, March 5th, 2008 |
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We cannot banish dangers, but we can banish fears. We must not demean life by standing in awe of death. - David Sarnoff It is not the experience of today that drives us mad; It is remorse or bitterness for something which happened yesterday and the dread of what tomorrow may bring. - Unknown |
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| Thursday, February 7th, 2008 |
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I need to write poems again. I can't remember the last time I did... I think I need to start again. Get some of these crazy thought out. |
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| Tuesday, February 5th, 2008 |
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Article TorontoSun.com *************************** I have never before seen such a confluence of would-be corpses. Nor have I ever been so affected by it. At a time when Internet death pools for troubled stars spring up with regularity, the unexpected death of actor Heath Ledger last week has shifted our obsession with troubled stars into a different light. Ledger, an academy-award nominated actor, was found dead in bed at his Manhattan apartment last Tuesday afternoon. He was 28 years old. An autopsy has failed to reveal any conclusive cause of death, but everything from suicide to natural causes to accidental overdose have been bandied about in the press. It's not that the "live fast, die young" way of life is somehow a new trend by any means. Famous men and women have been dying before their time long before Ledger. Troubled 25-year-old actor Brad Renfro was found dead on Jan. 15. And before Renfro there was Jonathan Brandis and on and on. What's different is not that young people are dying; it's the way you perceive the dead when they are your contemporaries. For my generation -- born in the '80s -- the immortalized dead, like James Dean and Marilyn Monroe were always just that -- dead, buried, and mythologized on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams. They had ceased being people and had become icons before we were even glimmers in our parents' eyes. But that distance of time that glosses over death with post-mortem fame and adulation doesn't even take decades to develop. Beyond the golden age of Hollywood deaths and the casualties of rock and roll, like Jim Morrison and Janis Joplin, there are those closer to my generation who have already achieved a cult status in death. Time has already had a softening effect on the deaths of River Phoenix, who famously died of a drug overdose outside of a Los Angeles club in 1993. Nirvana lead singer Kurt Cobain has achieved something of a godlike status since his suicide in 1994, although many say the movement his music spawned died with him. But something shifts in the brain when the people dying are your age -- or younger. River Phoenix was just 23 when he died, but to my 12-year-old self, that seemed like a grown man. Any grown man could die. Same with Kurt Cobain who, 27 at the time of his suicide, had seemed almost old. So maybe my generation is now getting our first look at the grit behind the glam of the live-hard die-young tradition. In the past we've recognized it, even bought into it, but perhaps never grasped the root of it. But we're no longer protected by the luxury of time and youth. What's worse, far from being removed from the tragedies, we're now watching them unfold in real time. In some cases, we're even betting on who will be next. Not only are we being asked to experience the death without the glamour and mythology but, thanks to the relentless scrutiny of the paparazzi and the Internet, we're often watching the preceding slow decline before the crash and burn. IT'S JUST SAD One Internet pool is betting Lindsay Lohan will be found dead at age 25 in Paris while, with her obvious drug use, the world seems to be bracing to make Amy Winehouse the next Janis Joplin. Word is the Associated Press has already prepared an obituary for perpetually troubled pop star Britney Spears. Maybe years from now these young people will be tragic figures, emblazoned on memorabilia and posters. Their music will be covered by bands of the day and their performances will be dissected by pop-culture historians. But for right now, it's just sad. The difference between tragedy and mythology seems only to be time. |
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| Sunday, January 27th, 2008 |
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All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something. I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish I was your favourite smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn't figure me out, But you always wanna know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly, 'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn't eat, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep. All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen; I wish that we could see if we could be something |
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| Friday, January 25th, 2008 |
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I'm the type of person to cheat. I've never really felt wanted... and I think if anyone shows me attention...even if I'm taken... I think I would return the affections. I also think the only thing holding me back from being the biggest slut is me not being skinny. If I was thinner...I'd fuck my heart out. |
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| Saturday, January 19th, 2008 |
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Why are some girls so naive? He didn't unbutton your blouse to see. A better view of your heart. Oh yeah, can't blame you for trying. |
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| Saturday, January 12th, 2008 |
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I need new friends. Any takers? |
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| Friday, January 11th, 2008 |
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If your Life-Path number is SEVEN, depth of thinking and the ability to gain knowledge from most everything will be something you’ve experienced since an early age. SEVEN is considered the ‘spiritual’ number and such qualities as intuition will be prominent. Those with a SEVEN Life-Path are usually peaceful and affectionate. You may not have many friends as a SEVEN, but the ones you do have will be for life. You’re a compassionate and caring friend. As a SEVEN, you will likely be able to sense deception from others quickly and you’re not likely to be wrong. A balance between time with others and private time taken to be alone with your thoughts and dreams is essential. It is common for SEVENS to be seen as aloof due to their selective socializing and required time alone. If the truth be told, many SEVENS feel a sense of insecurity. This may be because much of a SEVENS ‘reality’ is not tangible. You will rely heavily on instincts and intuition. At times this insecurity can lead to pessimism or loneliness. Mood swings are also not uncommon. SEVEN personalities are generally reserved and analytical in their assessments of truth. As a SEVEN, you will need to find and draw your own conclusions with evidence before accepting other’s notions. Key qualities/words for a SEVEN Life-Path are analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious and meditating. The life purpose for a SEVEN is to experience life to the fullest through learning and processing knowledge. Perhaps even more so, a SEVEN needs to learn how to trust in themselves and their deeper feelings about life around them. The development of a sense of security can be a life long challenge with periods of time that are marked with a lack of emotional stability. The SEVEN that chooses to not get out into the world and to grasp all there is to learn, can become negative and selfish. An attitude that says the world owes them can also happen. To experience life at it’s utmost, a SEVEN must face their fears and insecurities and face whatever comes their way. There is much a SEVEN can give to the world around. |
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 You dating him makes me...not sad...sure as hell not jealous...just...VERY ANNOYED. Not because me and him were a good couple, (because me and him were shitty as a couple...we both know this NOW) But you fucked up a really good friendship and that's why I hate your ass. A part of me knows you're jealous of me... Why else would you argue with him over the phone about coming to see me over the holidays? Supposedly because he stayed so long at my house... I love it... You made my day, bitch, and you don't even know it. |
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| Friday, January 4th, 2008 |
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| Jesus. I have the sex drive of teen boy. Fucking hormones. o.O | ||
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| Sunday, December 30th, 2007 |
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I might like you better if we slept together... But there’s something...in your eyes that says, "Maybe that’s never". Never say never. |
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| Tuesday, December 25th, 2007 |
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Ernie says: I don't know if I should eat my last simply asia thing or not Ernie says: I do have like 16 pack of macn cheese I'll tell another lie for you. Tell you what you want to hear, but that don't make it true. says: haha...mac and cheese is the shizznet Ernie says: and yes, mine is the easy one I'll tell another lie for you. Tell you what you want to hear, but that don't make it true. says: awww....i know Ernie says: mmmm, I'm making my simply asia thing, and I can smell it all the way in my room with the door closed lol I'll tell another lie for you. Tell you what you want to hear, but that don't make it true. says: haha. i thought that when i warmed up my food...i was pouring my drink and i caught a whiff of it...it smelled so good. Ernie says: haha, it's like "ooooh yeah baby I'm coming for you! You're gonna be all inside me" I'll tell another lie for you. Tell you what you want to hear, but that don't make it true. says: haha I'll tell another lie for you. Tell you what you want to hear, but that don't make it true. says: EXACTLY! I love you, you silly bitch. |
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| Monday, December 10th, 2007 |
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I really should be happy for you. I'm not. I'm so disgusted at myself that I'm not. |
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| Thursday, December 6th, 2007 |
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Fuck. I have a list of X-Mas gifts that is out of this world. I desperately need to go shopping. Whoever enjoys Christmas...is very demented. |
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| Wednesday, October 17th, 2007 |
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 I want to work out, lose weight, and get fit. So that in the next year or two, when I'm 21 or 22... I can sign up to be a SuicideGirl. I love them. I think they're beautiful & modern...and completely real. |
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| Saturday, October 13th, 2007 |
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 Being announced "Most Successful" by my graduating class has yet to ring true. Sorry Class of 2006. = \ |
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| Friday, October 5th, 2007 |
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I'm in love with Tegan & Sara. It's so rare that I listen to a person's/group's cd and love every single song. They are brilliant... |
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Blurty for Petey.
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accomplished.
thoughtful.
weird.
horny.
anxious.
hopeful.
amused.
hot.