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[20 Aug 2004|11:13am]
Leftover Crack!! YAY!!! lyke OMFGZ.
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[17 Jul 2004|09:53pm]
Die.
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Weight on my mind. [05 Jul 2004|11:04pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Leftover crack ]


Ocean City )
I had a really good time at Ocean City.
+The ocean is clean for the most part
+Awesome boardwalk.shops.Oxygen Bar.Pump it up.Cheap.
-The fireworks were okay but they started them for 5 minutes then stopped for 45 minutes for whatever reason.
I'm kind of hungry because I didn't really eat much these past days.
I already want to go back...
We were going to see the fireworks in Alantic City but there was so many fucking people there and plus Johns phone wasn't working so we couldn't get ahold of him. My sister got to see Rika for a good 10 minutes then she had to go back to her hotel to eat dinner. I told them we should have went to Philly but no one listens to Amber. OH SNAP.
Amber

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[03 Jul 2004|11:18pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Beastie boys. ]

I don't really update this journal so much anymore so I'm going to start. I don't know why but I always feel more comfortable updating this one. Blah.
I'm going to Ocean City tomorrow because I want to go surfing and my brothers dad has a beach house. It should be fun...I hope and if its not I'll be sad. I think after were going to Alantic city to see the fire works and to meet up with John. I think were going to spend the night at Ocean City but were not sure yet.
I'm bringing my camera because I have batteries now. Yay. :) so I'll post pictures later.
Amber

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My war. [29 Jun 2004|11:26pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | soul asylum ]

Fuck all you people who can't see my side
I've got my own strategies for my life
I've seen the emptiness in your ways
Don't tell me how to make my way

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[29 Jun 2004|03:30am]
[ music | Rage aganist the machine ]

I can't sleep. :(

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Make you believe. [29 Jun 2004|12:13am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Minor Threat ]

I forgot how much I miss this blurty. :( Even if no one reads it, I don't care. Livejournal has been being really gay lately. www.livejournal.com/users/uber_alles_cali <---Die LJ. I have nothing better to do except write entries about my hopeless life.
New hair color. )
Anyway.

This weekend
+Lizs party (fun, a lot of people I knew were there that I hadn't seen in awhile and I met Noas brother Mattan.)
+Slept over Lizs
+Rode around in a golf cart with Shern, Liz, and Paulina.
+Slept over paulinas
+Went home played with kitten, and then played halo.
Amber
P.s. I'm an idiot.

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Don't you ever see the way I look at you? Could you understand why I feel the way I do? [30 May 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Cheap sex. ]

I put my fist through the door I hate myself for you I love you Suspicion rules my very soul My knife is sharp, my thougths are cold I love you I love you Because, I love you I can't talk, I can't think My feelings burn inside of me I love you I practice my knife, I feel the power I look in the mirror and I want to destroy him I love you I gave you my life, but what did I get? Now its time to take it back I love you I love you Because, I love you I hear a car, your footsteps outside Knife in hand, love in heart Sweating - I wait I love you You screamed, you bled, you laid on the floor But now I know you'll leave me no more I love you I love you Because, I love you.

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Gutter. [30 May 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Black Flag ]

-Friday just sucked...sickness.
+Saturday my dad dropped me off in Manashwan at my moms carpet shore. We stayed there for alittle while then we went back tp her apartment.
It was so funny we were at the 711 and my mom went in for something and Adam backed out of the 711 parking lot and drove down the street when we were in the car and my mom started running down the street. Can I say weirdo? Ha. I thought it was pretty funny, she should atleast trust the guy.
Then Adam dropped us off at Seaside and we walked around and went on a few rides and played techno Motion & DDR. Its funny on the boardwalk because you have to fight to get on the DDR.
My mom was totalty wasted so alicia and I were standing on the side of the boardwalk for 2 hours. I was freezing because I had a fever... This kid with a mohawk came up to us and asked us if we had any change which we didn't. We had no money at all...we were looking for some but no luck. I could have asked some people but I didn't want to move because it was so cold. I was so pissed off because my mom was being bitchy to me so I kicked a fence and people just gave me weird looks. For the most part it was fun but being with a person that all they do is drink is annoying.
Err, I have a really bad headache, I think I'm getting a fever again. >_

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I hate you. [15 May 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Dead Kennedys-We've got a bigger problem now ]

Everything's slipping through my fingertips and it kills me that I can't stop it.

I don't understand how you can go from finishing each other's sentences one week to not talking to me the next.

I know there's a lot of things I don't understand but I wish I could understand this one.

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Waste of your fucking time. If you don't give a fuck then don't read this. [12 May 2004|10:49pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | The doors ]

In 2 years I wont have feelings at all because of what I've been forced to see. I don't think I can last much longer here. I can't stand them...
They treat me like shit and don't give a fuck about me. I'm the biggest waste of time in someones life. No one understands the point I want to make. Maybe after a couple of years when everyone grows up they'll finally get what I was trying to say and want to go back and save me. This isn't a fucking cry for help because no one can save me from what people have put on me. I will always be the girl that you hate and the person no one gives a fuck about.
I could go on and on but anyone that reads this is another waste of time.

.. Tear at the seams..

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[12 May 2004|10:13pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Blood for Blood ]

I'm pissed...
and hungry...I didn't eat today. Ice Cream!!
>_

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[11 May 2004|10:08pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Skrewdriver ]

Joe's a stalker!!!

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Meep. [11 May 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Slayer-Chemical warfare ]

... )

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Fuck.^%^%#%(* [09 May 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | The Unseen ]

Click. )

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[08 May 2004|08:09pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | GBH ]

I went to the mall and got really pissed off at my sister for something. I bought the Blood for Blood cd at FYE. I love Blood for Blood, their so awesome in concert. Err, My brother is here. Fuck.
I walked around with Karen, Jello, my sister, and Lauren. Karen and I went to 711 and bought Apple cider. Lauren was running around with this gun from the dollar store.
Read more... )

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Weight on my mind. [08 May 2004|12:46am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Exploited ]

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Amberosis
Cause:secret military experiments
Symptoms:snoring, occasional tiredness, lust, leg numbness
Cure:take three paracetamol with meals
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

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[03 May 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Everlast-Ends ]

I heard you're losing your mind, shit, I been lost mine,
But I still stay focused through good and bad times.
Compare your worst fuckin' day to my best fuckin' night
I bet my last red cent that you couldn't stand the sight
From loss of loved ones to life of drug funds
They counted me out, from what? I'm not done
Give me a chance to shine and I'ma blind the world
Take a stand and be the voice of those who cannot be heard

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Dropkick Murphys, Blood for Blood, Blood or whiskey, & Only Crime. [30 Apr 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Black Flag ]

Dropkick Murphys, Blood for Blood, Blood or whiskey, & Only Crime. [30 Apr 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | Metallica ]

Yesterday I went to the Dropkick Murphy’s, Blood for blood, Only Crime, and Blood or Whiskey show. It was the coolest concert I have been to so far. You had all the punks and skins skanking, it was so great. I met a lot of people there. I was hanging out with these two guys and one of them reminded me of Joe. Blood or Whiskey was the first band on. Their bassist had a really cool green Mohawk. They were from Ireland and they were really awesome. The bassist was spitting everywhere, it was great. The second band on was Only Crime and they kind of sucked. They sounded more screamo
Then punk. Then next band on was Blood for Blood…They were so cool. They were telling us to say “fuck MTV” and he was saying how there is no such thing as pop-punk…which is so true. They started playing Slayer and Guns & roses it was so great. It was funny…there was this drunken crazy guy screaming “dropkick Murphy’s” and we were trying to get him away by saying stuff like “Free beer over there!” Man, the show was so great. Then after blood for blood came off we stood there until DKM came on and my sister lost her shoe. I had to push Alicia out and she says she has bruises on her feet from people stepping on them, ha. My shoes got even dirtier from people stepping on them. Well…Anyway…
DKM came on and everyone went crazy. I found my way to the back and I saw this guy that I have been talking to before and I hung out with him and his friend during DKM. This kid reminded me so much of Joe…I swear. Yeah, I was skanking with them in the middle, it was so much fun. Dropkick Murphy’s left then came back on and played a few more songs then they let people on stage but I didn’t go because I was hanging out with people and shanking. Ha. I was trying to get my dad to take me to the SKA is dead tour at the Starland ballroom but no. I am going to go to another one is Philly or something. I have to see how the fans react to SKA. Which I don’t think Catch 22 is that ska. SKA is like “madness” and “the specials”. Oh well…
Jon walked home with my sister and we played DDR and listened to Rammstein and a bunch of other stuff. Then we walked to the 711 and skanked around, ha. Then we went to that diner thing at the high school which was okay but I didn’t eat much. My neck really hurts for some reason. I kept getting hit the head at the show. This skinhead guy was really nice and every time I would fall over someone he would help me up. There was this chick with a shaved head and I envy her. I want to shave my head but I think I would look really funny and stupid. My arms hurt so bad from pushing people. I went to school today so fucking tired, err. Damn concerts on school nights...
oh yeah...Jon and I are married. :)

Later.

Amber

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Sheena is a punk rocker now. [28 Apr 2004|03:13pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Ramones ]

Yay! The dropkick Murphys show is tomorrow. I want fucking wait...it's going to be so awesome. I am going to bed early if I can. I have to go to school the next day and I want to be able to get up. Weeeeeeee
I had to carry my science project home which was funny because my project is huge. Damn project...
I'm going to go to trishas now.
Later.
Amber

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