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Saturday, April 5th, 2008
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4:12 am
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[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
Yeah, but mostly I know because he tells me.
[02] Have u ever been given roses?
Yes. But I like tulips better.
[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
When Harry Met Sally and, of course, Say Anything.
[04] How many times have you honestly fallen in love:
Once. I think.
[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
No.
[06] What's your current problem?
I want someone to love.
[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Only a little.
[08] Had a Long Distance Relationship?
Yeah.
[09] Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around?
Indeed.
[10] Do you want to get married?
Fuckkk no.
[11] How many kids do you want to have?
I'm not even sure I want kids.
[12] Whats your favorite color(s)?
Red and white.
[13] Who was the last person you held hands with?
Taylor, haha.
[14] Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. I believe in hot at first sight.
[15] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Hell yessssss.
[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
Really noticing would be 9th grade.
[17] Do you still like your ex?
Yes, he's awesome.
[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
Haha, yeah.
[19] Do you like anyone?
Sort of, but it's fading quickly.
[20] Do they know you like/love them?
Eh, who cares.
[21]Would you kiss someone on ur top?
Yes, just to see how it felt.
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| Saturday, February 2nd, 2008
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5:32 am - Dah dah dah.
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ARE YOU:
1. A Cuddler? Nooooo.
2. A morning person? Eh. Sometimes. Right now I am, hah.
3. Short? Yes.
4. In your pajamas? No.
5. Left handed? Definitely not.
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Amanda and Bert.
2. Talked to on the phone: Megan.
3. Friend you texted: Megan.
5. Was today better than yesterday? Yes, very.
FAVORITE:
1. Number: 4
2. Season: Spring/Fall
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: Do you like anybody right now? Nope.
Q: What was the first thing you said this morning? Uh. I think I said "Okay" When my dad told me it was time to wake up, haha.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Um. Not really.
Q: What’s the last movie you watched and who’d you watch it with? K-PAX, with Amanda and Bert.
Q: Where is the last place you went? Alberts.
Q: Do you smile often?: Indeed.
Q: Do you wish upon stars? Nope.
Q: Are you a friendly person?: Eh, sometimes. I try, but it doesn't come naturally.
Q:Where did you sleep last night? My comfy bed.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: Grey.
Q: When was the last time you cried? Wow. A while ago when I was drunk, angry, and alone.
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? I don't want to worrrrkkkkk.
Q: What are you about to do? Nothing, until about 6:40, then I go get my dad from work.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10? 10. It's almost my b-dayyyyyy.
Q: What do you hear right now? The fucking humidfier making a weird sound.
Q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be? Dr. Pepper.
Q: DOES ANYTHING HURT RIGHT NOW? My shoulders hurt real bad.
Q: What’s your favorite month? Sept. or May/June
Q: What’s your favorite bottled water? The cheap one.
Q: Have a best friend? I have 3.
Q: How many kids do you want/have? I don't know if I want kids, but two, if any.
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. Are you missing someone right now? Yeah.
2. Are you happy?: Yes.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now? Nope.
4. Are you bored? Yeah, trying to occupy time and keep myself awake.
5. Are you German?: Not at all.
6. Are you Irish?: A little.
7. Are you Asian?: Nope.
8. Are you Bosnian?: No.
9. Are your parents still married?: Yes.
10. Do you like someone right now? Nope.
TEN FACTS.
1. Hometown: Cleveland
3. Height: 5'2
4. Hair style:Short, layered, bangs, blah.
6. Birthday: Feb. 3
7. Mood: Tired, excited.
8. Sex: Ladddday.
9. Available?: Cha.
10. Lefty/righty: Righty.
TEN THINGS:
1. Love or lust?: Lust, for sure.
3. Cats or dogs?: Either.
4. homeboys or homegirls? Either homies are cool.
5. Television or internet?: Tele. I can live without internet, for sure.
6. Pepsi or coke?: Coke.
9. Night or day?: All of it.
10. AIM or phone?: Phone.
TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS
1. Been caught sneaking out?: Well, not out, but I've been caught sneaking back in.
3. Done something you regret: Of course. Hundreds.
4. Bungee jumped?: Not yet.
5. Been on a house boat?: Yeah. But not when it was on water.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?: No. I still have one I got maybe 6 years ago, ahaha. That's gross.
7. Wanted something so badly it hurt?: Yep.
8. Cheated on someone?: Sort of.
9. Been cheated on?: Don't think so.
current mood:  exhausted
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| Tuesday, January 15th, 2008
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1:53 am
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| Sunday, December 30th, 2007
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3:08 am
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1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months without cheating?
Yeah.
2. What color are your eyes?
Brownnnnn.
3. Do you have any piercings or tattoos?
Ears, monroe, tattoo on my arm.
4. Do you drink alcohol?
Yes. It's becoming a habit I think I'm pretty fond of.
5. What is one thing you question a lot?
Myself and everything about me and how other people feel about me.
6. where were you at 3:00 today?
In the shower?
6. Do you lead people on?
No. I don't know people to lead on.
7. Are you married?
Fuck no.
8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex that you loved them?
Yes.
9. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do?
Hah, probably at the moment.
10. Do you miss someone?
Nope. Well, sort of but it doesn't matter.
11. Did any of your friends go out with any of your exes?
Ahah, no.
12. Do you have a cell phone?
Yeah.
13. Are looks important?
Indeed. And if you say they aren't you're a dirty liar.
13. Do people tell you that you're attractive?
Yeah.
14. What are you wearing?
Clothes.
15. Whats the last thing you bought for your ex?
I have no fucking clue.
15. Are you mad at someone right now?
Yeah. Bitch.
16. Are you talking to anyone?
Blurty.
17. Where do you keep your money?
In my asshole.
18. Who & when was the last person that called you & wanted you to come over?
Alley cat.
19. Do you like to sleep alone?
Yeah.
20. Who's bed have u slept in besides yours?
Almost everyones bed that I know.
21. How did you wake up this morning?
I woke up to screaming.
22. Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
Whichever.
23. Quick, say a verse from any song:
If there was a god, I'm sure he would be hated.
24. Would you die for anyone?
Maybe.
25. What's the last bone you broke?
None.
26. ever got in BIG trouble at school?
Not really. Nothing I couldn't handle.
27. How many letters are in your last name?
Five.
28. Do you love anyone?
My friends and family.
29. What book did you finish last?
Wicked.
30. How was your day?
It was all right.
30. Do you live near any of your friends?
Yepp.
31. Are you scared of spiders?
No. They're just creepy and weird.
32. Whats your favorite thing on the opposite sex?
Their dicks.
33. How do you walk?
Like a girl?
34. When was the last time you kissed someone & who?
Uh. I don't know.
35. Do you believe in love?
Cha.
36. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I don't want to be any age and have kids.
37. When was the last time you threw up & did anyone hold ur hair back?
Allison and Poes and yes, Poe helped me through that.
38. Do you curse a lot?
Yeah.
39. Who called you last night?
Allison.
40. Do you hate your last boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope.
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2:59 am
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1. Is there someone that wants to date you?
Meh, I doubt it.
2. Name one annoying thing?
People.
3. Who is your last text from?
Amanda or Megan.
4. What is your name?
Amanda
5. Name a quote from the song you're listening to?
Stayed in touch, stood behind.
While I gave you space, you invade mine.
6. How is your life right now?
Useless. Drowned in alcohol and bruises.
7. What did you do today?
Slept, felt like shit, went to Alberts.
8. Are you supportive of gay marriage?
Indeed.
9. What did the last text you sent say?
I have no idea and I don't want to check, either.
10. Did you eat today?
Yeah, a little.
11. What was the reason you last cried?
I don't know. I was probably drunk and being a stupid girly asshole.
12. Who was the first person you thought about this morning?
Jason, because he was screaming at my sister and woke me up.
13. Do you believe in love?
Yes, I do.
14. What do most people call you?
Amanda, or some other deragatory name.
15. Who do you trust with your life?
Eh. I trust my friends a pretty good amount, but not completely. Maybe Zac.
16. Sox or Yankees?
Um. I don't know..?
17. Who are you looking forward to seeing tomorrow?
Amanda and beer.
18. Have you ever been cheated on?
Nah, not that I know of.
19. Where will you drive when you drive next?
Somewhere looking for a goddamn job.
20. When was the last time you went to the mall?
Oh shit. A few weeks ago with Amanda, and we applied for about 5 credit cards, none of which went through.
21. Who are you with?
Myself.
22. What did you last buy?
Food, booze.
23. Where is your favorite place to drive to?
Anywhere.
24. Do you hold grudges?
Nah. I just get over it.
25. Ever felt that no one relates to you?
Sometimes, but I know it's not true.
26. Had plans and broke them?
Sometimes.
27. Skipped class?
Yepp.
28. What is the last book you read?
Wicked. Which was wicked good. OOoooohhhhhh.
29. What are you wearing right now?
White hoodie, jeans, socks, shirt, glasses.
30. Are you book smart?
Cha.
31. Who can always make you laugh?
Anyone, really.
32. Where do you see yourself next year?
Dead.
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| Thursday, December 20th, 2007
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12:49 am - Crizzzap.
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Pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles:
Misfits
1. Are you male or female? She
2. Describe yourself: Hate The Living, Love The Dead
3. How do some people feel about you?: Some Kinda Hate
4. How do you feel about yourself?: Teenagers From Mars
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Braineaters
6. Where would you rather be?: Where Eagles Dare
7. Describe what you want to be: Vampira
8. Describe how you live: All Hell Breaks Loose
9. Describe how you love: Die, Die My Darling
10. Share a few words of wisdom: Angelfuck
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| Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
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4:54 pm
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1. Who ended your last relationship?
Me.
2. When is the last time you shaved your legs?
Uh. Two or three days ago.
3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Sleeping at Alberts.
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Finishing reading High Fedelity
5. Are you any good at math?
Fuck no.
6. What were you doing last night?
Going to see "Halloween" with Amanda and Albert, playing sorry with Hilary and Amanda.
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Probably not.
8. Have you ever burped in front of the opposite sex?
Indeed.
9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace page?
Sure do.
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
2
12. What's one thing you wish to change about yourself?
I wish I had a bigger ass.
13. What do you wish for?
A bigger ass. hah.
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No. I draw penises.
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
Getting braces and all that shit that comes with it.
16. What is outside your back door?
A river.
17. Any plans for Friday night?
Not yet, but I'm sure it will either involve getting drunk, or watching a movie.
18. Do you have a secret crush?
Yeah.
19. Do you keep in touch with your exes?
I only have one ex, and yes.
20. Do you dislike anyone right now?
Not too much.
21. Something you are excited about?
Someone, you mean.
22. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
I don't really like any jello.
23. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Hah, no.
24 Describe your key chain.
Girrafe.
25. What kind of winter coat do you have?
All kinds.
26. Whats one song that reminds you of your ex?
"Totally" by Screeching Weasel
27. Can you tie a cherry stem in a knot with your tongue?
No. I'm no whore.
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| Sunday, May 13th, 2007
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1:03 am - Crapppp.
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89. My Middle Name Is: Jo. Ew.
88. I was born on: Feb. 3
87. I am: hilarious!
86. My cellphone company: is Alltel
85. My eye color is: shit brown.
84. My shoe size is: 7
83. My ring size is: 5?
82. My height is: 5'2 if I'm lucky.
81. I am allergic to: Bees and poison ivy/oak.. whatever.
80. Where did it go: Who knows.
79. I live in: a house with my parents.
78. The last book I read was: Fight Club, again.
77. My bed is: Small, and I can feel every spring in it.
76. Are you happy with your life?: Eh. I could change a few things, but pretty much.
75. Last person to send you a text message: Miss Megan.
74. Where did this go too?: What?
73. AIM or MSN or Yahoo: AIM.
72. Do you email: Nope.
71. How is the weather today: Sunny, hotttt.
70. Do you have your wisdom teeth: nope.
69. Ever been to Disney World: Nope.
68. My favorite holiday is: I don't really like holidays, but I guess Halloween.
67. The perfect date: I don't know, I don't really go on dates.
66. The last cd I bought: hm.... Motion City Soundtrack I believe.
65. What did you do last night: Worked.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
64. Love at first sight? Nope.
63. Luck? Nah.
62. Fate? No.
61. Aliens? Of course.
60. Horoscopes? They're fun, but no.
59. Heaven? No.
58. Ghosts? No.
57. Soulmates? Gah, no. Apparently I don't believe in anything.
WHICH IS BETTER?
56. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs, fo'sho'
55. Drunk or High: Psh. Either, please.
54. Phone or Online? Online, I don't like phone talking.
53. Red Heads or Black Hair? Red!
52. Blondes or Brunettes? Blonde if it's Gwen Steffani blonde, but mostly brunette.
51. Hot or Cold? Cold.
50. Summer or winter? Summer. Hah. ^Oxymoron.
49. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate.
48. Night or Morning? night.
47. Oranges or Apples? Eh, apples.
46. curly or straight hair? I like both.
LAST TIME I...
45. Saw someone I hadn't seen in a while: Tonight, actually. I got to see Tessa. <3
44. Cried in front of someone: Hah. Forever ago. That's not my thing.
43. The ditziest person you know: Tessa. But I love her for it.
42. Who makes you laugh the most: Jesus, all of my friends should be comedians, so, any one of them.
41. The last movie you saw: Spiderman 3. But, it pretty much sucked my asshole.
40. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever read: Uh. I don't know..
39. One thing I plan on doing this summer is: hanging with the most awesome people I know, a lot.
38. The thing im looking forward to most: Going to college, not being useless anymore.
37. The thing im not looking forward to doing: Changing my life. I don't like change.
36. This summer: will be awesome, even if it kills me.
35. This week: was all right.
34. The person who knows the most about me: Hilary/Zac.
33. The person who can read me the best is: Hilary/Zac
32. The most difficult thing to do is: express my feelings.
31. I have gotten a speeding ticket: on the first day I got my liscense.
30. My zodiac sign is: Aquarius.
29. First time you had a crush: 3rd grade.
28. Last time someone said what you were thinking: Today.
27. What is your dream job: Traveling around, photography, doing something fun and interesting.
26. First job?: McD's for a whopping two dayssss.
25. I hope: I get an awesome career and push myself in school.
24. The worst sound in the world: clanging pots and pans. fjdklafjdkla
23. The person that makes me cry the most: uh, no one.
22. Florida or Hawaii: Hawaii. It's further away from here.
21. My favorite piece of clothing: My levi jeans.
20. Favorite Kind of candy: Ohhh, I love all kinds of candy, but probably Swedish Fish
19. My best friend(s): Hilary, Zac, Amanda, Megan, Tessa, Pat, Shannon
18. My computer is: Black.
17. The school i go to: I don't go to school.
16. Last person i got mad at: Probably some idiot customer at work.
15. The all-time best thing in the world is: hanging out with my friends, TV
14. The most annoying thing ever is: dramatic, argumentative, over exaggerating people.
13. The most annoying person you know: Hah.
12. The movies I have cried at are: I don't know, I tend to tear up pretty easily at movies and TV shows. It's all that pent up emotion.
11. Last phone call: Dad.
10. TV shows you watch: Scrubs, Mystery Diagnosis, Biography, FoodNetwork shows, Arrested Delvelopment.. all kinds of shit. I love TV.
9. I want to: get wasted.
8. The worst pain I was ever in: I don't know. I've had a lot of pains.
7. My favorite phrase: I don't know, I say a lot of stupid shit.
6. My room is: Awesome. And clean.
5. My favorite celeb: John Cusack! Kathy Griffin and Nick Swardson.
4. My top person on myspace?: Hah, Gay Robot.
3. My favorite color[s] is: Red.
2. One thing that makes you feel loved: All kinds of stuff.
1. Love and the potential of being hurt OR never loved but never hurt?: Whatever. I don't really care.
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| Thursday, September 21st, 2006
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12:44 am
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Instructions:
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 4 sentences on your Blurty along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
Invisible Monsters-Chuch Palahniuk
The suburbs, right out in the nowhere of professional modeling.
This is pretty far from doing the Paris collections.
Being stuck in nowhere is the excuse Evie needs, living here is, for a big boned girl who'd never be a big time success anywhere.
The doors are locked tonight.
The cat is inside.
Wow, that was interesting.
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| Thursday, July 27th, 2006
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12:19 am
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Q1) I HURT: in my uterus.
Q2) I LOVE: food and friends and zac.
Q3) I HATE: working and worrying so much.
Q4) I FEAR: a lot right now.
Q5) I HOPE: I have a good future.
Q6) I FEEL: sad.
Q8) I LISTEN: to myself.
Q9) I HIDE: a lot.
Q10) I DRIVE: without a liscense.
Q11) I PLAY: with my cigs a lot.
Q12) I BREATHE: in carcinogens.
Q13) I MISS:the boy.
Q14) I LEARNED: to care a little more.
Q15) I KNOW: that I need to start doing stuff.
Q16) I SAY: funny things.
Q17) I DREAM: of being rich.
Q18) I WAIT: for the 10th.
Q19) I NEED: a break from life.
Q20) I THINK: I need to go take a shit.
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| Friday, April 21st, 2006
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3:54 pm - The end.
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she died of alcoholism
wrapped in a blanket
on a deck chair
on an ocean
steamer.
all her books of
terrified loneliness
all her books about
the cruelty
of loveless love
were all that was left
of her
as the strolling vacationer
discovered her body
notified the captain
and she was quickly dispatched
to somewhere else
on the ship
as everything
continued just
as
she had written it
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