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[13 Feb 2003|02:26am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Yasunori Mitsuda - The Jewel that cannot be stolen ]

Yep, tomorrow is V-day. And, surprise, I have no date, no gf, no NOTHING. I think I'll the usual, as if it were just another day. There -is- a certain person who I'd like to send something..but, being me, I have no money to buy it and send it. But..On Friday, some good news should be coming. I'll know either Friday or Monday if I got this job.

My copy of Phantasy Star Online for the Dreamcast should arrive soon. Between today and saturday.

I put her on block. I'll end up taking her off..but, for now, it's better. It hurts to talk to her. It hurts to think about her. Maybe I should just..let her fade into obscurity. Yeah..That's what I'll do.

You don't seem to understand..

[12 Feb 2003|01:25am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | limp bizkit - counterfeit ]

I wish people knew who/what I really am. You wouldn't like me.

I wish I knew what Ami's feelings for me are. I can't figure her out most times. -_-

Certain stories bring up this..feeling in me. This fear feeling, but not fear, not exactly. I don't get this from just anything. The only two stories that have done this are Crouch End and 1408. Both by Stephen King. Y'know..something weird. The first time I read both of these stories I got drowsy halfway through and fell asleep for 2-5 minutes. odd..

this entry has no subject or point.

You don't seem to understand..

summore quizzes. [11 Feb 2003|03:23am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Warren Zevon - werewolves of london ]

clicky click )

You don't seem to understand..

[11 Feb 2003|01:13am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Trapt - Headstrong ]

I'm kind of glad no one really associates with me anymore. I'm a fake, a liar, a user. I'm tired..

Of everything. How predictable, eh?

Tom came over today..we played May Club all day..Another dating sim game. We both picked girls out of it as usual. At the chick ended up being married..and I had a threesome with her. And then lived with her.
Tom's chick couldn't get off or horny unless she was being humiliated..she was a masochist. It's fun..all the chicks in the game are kinky in some way, I think.

I don't know what, or even if, there is a name for my unreal condition. I need to see a psychologist.

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I christian thee..NEW JOURNAL! W/ QUIZZES AS TEH..UH..BAPTISM WATER JUNK [10 Feb 2003|12:34am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Mudvayne - Not falling ]

Quizzes )

You don't seem to understand..

First entry. [06 Feb 2003|11:35pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Korn - follow the leader ]

Okay, this is my new journal. Right now, it's Kirby-themed for the grand opening. Besides, the name IS "_kirby".

I'm reading Stephen King's "Everything's Eventual". It's 14 short stories. I love his short stories. Some more than his novels.

Tom pissed me off today. He comes over, so we can go to Jon and Jason's. He does a race on GT3 for Bobby, and I'm like, okay. But he plays it for two hours. And he doesn't even come back and tell me he is going to. I'm fucking around on my computer, waiting, while he does this. He finishes and comes back. He asks if we're going to go, and I say "You played that for two hours. It's too late now. I don't want to walk home in the dark, down these ghetto streets." He leaves. FUCK HIM. Fucking self-absorbed arrogant asshole.

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