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Omfggg my girls [22 Aug 2004|07:06pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Juvenille - Slow Motion (haha LEE OUR SONG!!!) ]

Taken from _abercrombie_ox's journal.

Memoriesz` From August 21, 2004//*

_The guy was all like..'Do you have homefries?..'
..And i was all like..'..Nothing much, you?'

_'..I like Lemons..'
..'..Lisa, Those are Banana trees..'

_Grilled Cheese

_The "ponchos"

_The Guy from abercrombie..'..|[says in deep voice with hunchback..]| Grrr..Have a good nite ladies..'

_Walks past maturnity Store..
..'..Dude i cant wait `til i get knocked up..'

_'..Lisa when u get Pregnent..im buying you kid this!

_'..Ive never been in here b4!..'
..Jaimie on Victorias Secret

_Payless

_|[Ryan Cabrera..Sexxi :P|]

_'..Lets go to the sales..'
..'Lets go to pennys!..'

_Casual Convo--┬╗Outta nowhere..'..WHY DOESNT HE LIKE ME!!..'

Omg soo many more!! I Love you Girliesz`..Hugs .n. Kissiesz` xO

I had so much fun with Lisa and Ruthie at the mall yesterday/at Lee's house. These two are honestly THE best friends I could EVER ask for. They're ALWAYS there for me, and always make me laugh. I don't know what I'd do without you two, you've helped make me who I am today. <33 Love you's.

Today I drove up to my aunt and uncle's with Jeff. We hung out with the family and whatnot. It was nice. Things are goin well. :) He left around 6 'cause he was having family over at his house.. and I got home around 9.

I'm leaving for the shore tomorrow!! I'm going to miss everyone so much.. but I'm definetley gonna call everybody. I'll only be gone for 5 days but still.. haha.

<33 Jaim

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tonight [15 Aug 2004|11:46am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Guns N' Roses - Nightrain ]

Tonight my friend Jeff is coming over. I'm looking foward to it, I think we're gonna have a lot of fun. Gonna watch some Billy Madison, and just be in chill mode the entire night.

I haven't been able to eat lately, it was all I could do to have a little lunch this afternoon. And now I feel like I'm gonna puke it all back up. Pleasent huh?

Gonna go straighten my hair.. payce.

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It's been a while [10 Aug 2004|08:05am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy - Grand Theft Autumn ]

Sooo it's been a while since I've updated. And heh, I'm just gonna start ranting because.. this is my journal and I do what I want, lol.

< rant >
I hate the fact that I can't make my mind up about anything. I've been filled with so much frustration and confusion this past summer, and it's had nothing but negative effects on me. And as always, jealousy nips me in the ass somewhere along the line. If I could I would completley erase that trait from myself, but unfortunetley I can't.
< / rant >

I've been hanging out with Lee a lot this summer. :) We've been having a lot of fun, and I feel like we're getting closer.. I love 'er to death. I've seen Ruthie several times too which has been good times.. I love 'er too! :) I saw Staind in concert at the Starland Ballroom. That was pretty fuckin amazing. Works pretty good, but I haven't been there the past 2 weeks for certain reasons. :/ But I'm going back Thursday, yay!! August 23 - 28th I'm going down to the shore with my cousins + their family & I'm looking foward to that.

August 21st is Lee's bday so we're gonna go see Ryan Cabrera sing and go shopping and I think Ruthie is coming too!! I'm so excited!

PS: I decided against keeping this journal friends only.

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[17 Jul 2004|03:39pm]
I love my friends so much!<3 Lisa.Ruthie.Mickey You girls are the best!!
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5.30.04 [01 Jun 2004|11:03am]


R.I.P. Grandpa
5.30.04


There goes my hero, he's ordinary

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SAY iT!! [18 May 2004|05:43pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Ludacris - Splash Waterfalls ]

I absolutley L O V E this song.

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LOCKED. [08 May 2004|02:23pm]



From now on this journal is friends only. Comment to be added.
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[03 May 2004|03:40am]
I hope You heard my prayers yesterday. Please watch down over everyone, and that sign I asked you about.. it'd be greatly apperciated in the future.
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I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well. [02 May 2004|07:26am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Seether f/ Amy Lee - Broken ]

Just keep fighting, please .. for my sake. I can't bear this anymore, and I know it's selfish to be thinking of myself.. but I just a scared little girl in this big world.

I love you and I would do anything to make this stop. ANYTHING. Becuase I know that's what you would do for me.

I can't stop crying and my heart hurts so much. I've never felt like this before .. I'm just so scared.

It's all up to you now and how much longer you can fight. You've always been a fighter.. that's what your entire life has been about, don't let that fall away now.

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[01 May 2004|04:07pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | G-unit -- Wanna Get To Know You ]

You're the most stubborn bastard I've ever met.. and I admire you for that.Keep fighting, it's what you do best. I love you always.

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[28 Apr 2004|11:55am]
Dev.. you're amazing. I love you!!!
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Recap. [25 Apr 2004|06:57pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm lazy and don't feel like posting much so I'll kind of re-cap this weekend.

Saturday:
- Grandma's in the morning, then over to my other grandparents. Spent some time with them.

- Took about a 45 min - 1 hour walk around the lake and other hills / roads by my grandma and grandpas house. Listened to Matchbox 20 and cleared my head the entire time.

- Did some shopping with my mom yesterday. Got 2 adorable skirts, three tanktops, and a pair of capris. (hah, I swore I'd never wear them but I fell in love w/ this pair..)

Today:
- Did a whole lot of nothing all day, and at 7 Devon came over and he left a little while ago. :)

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Coffee House. [23 Apr 2004|11:04am]
[ mood | happy ]

So last night was Open Mic Night. I got there an hour early (with Dev) to help set up and whatnot. Me, Seana, Ms. Boyle, Dev, Jimmy, Justin and some other people helped set up the food, put the covers on the tables, etc. On the table covers we all wrote different lines from the poems we'd written, it looked really good.

We began at 7:15ish. I was sooo nervous before I got up there, but once I finally started to read I felt fine. Devon and my family watched contently, and after it was all over, they were all telling me how proud they were of me.

I think I might hang out with Dev tonight.. I'm looking foward to that. Mickey said something about maybe all of us hanging out tonight, but I haven't heard anything so I guess we're not? It's cool though, maybe another night.

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[20 Apr 2004|11:27am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Keyboarding Class ]

I hate when people stick their nose into other people's business. Espically when it has NOTHING to do with them at all. But I'm done with all that.. I've come to the point where I truly am learning to just say "screw it", disattach from certian emotions, and not care anymore.

I was so frustrated yesterday, and so.. different feeling. I hated it. I went on the tredmill for a half hour, and then used the pilates machine.. and I must admit my negative feelings felt a little better after that.

I watched the last episode of Band of Brothers last night. It was really good. I wish I hadn't missed some of the episodes.. I want to get it on DVD.

Oh and MEGZ!! I'll msg you soon, I miss you! We have lots to catch up on, haha.

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[16 Apr 2004|11:26am]
[ mood | tired ]

Last night Dev came over and we had a longgg talk. It was good to get everything out, and know where each of us stands. Everything that happens makes us stronger + happens for a reason, so I really can't complain. He's awesome.<3

I'm going out to eat with my mom and a couple of her friends tonight. Lisa might meet me over there when I'm done, and we're going to do a little shopping. ;)

Tomorrow I'm going down to my grandmas, and then probably around 4ish going to Lisa's and we're going to get ready to go out together. I'll bring my digital camera and take pictures.. and maybe post them on here.

I have 2 tests this afternoon that I really don't feel like taking. Spanish & History.. and I know I'm going to completley screwed up in in both.

*shrugs* Ah, well.. thankfully it's Friday.

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[11 Apr 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Happy Easter everyone. Hope you enjoyed your day. Mine was pretty good, I went up to my aunt & uncle's house and chilled with my cousins and stuff. Had a long talk w/ my aunt.. I like being with my family.

Dev & I hung out last night. My shoulder to lean on... I don't know what I'd do without him. Thank you for everything babe. <3 He stopped over this morning for his Easter basket, and I also bought him a t-shirt. He seemed to like it. :)

I don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I can't wait until this year ends.. I need a break from everything.

I'm so.. beat. This past week and a half has been long and stressful.

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[08 Apr 2004|11:08am]
[ mood | touched ]


R.I.P J.T. Wroboleski .. may angels lead you in.

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[06 Apr 2004|11:27am]
Today has been alright so far. I brought my digital camera to school and I have some pictures taken of some people. Next period is lunch so me and Lee are gonna pimp the digi cam of course.. 'cause that's what we do. lol. I'm going to get some of Lee, Ruthie, Reg, and Dev because I don't have any new ones of them.

I thought the student vs. faculty game was tonight but it's on Thursday instead of tonight. The posters hanging all over school are wrong. Seana wants me to play on the team.. but idk if I want to. I get self-concious and stuff around crowds.

Anyway, I'm starving and I can't wait to go to lunch and eat. My mom didn't pack me a lunch today, she gave me money instead. :( Now no one can make fun of me and my plastic bag.. haha.

<33 my friends.
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[04 Apr 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Matchbox 20 - 3am ]

Thank God I had Ruthie and Devon to fall back on today. If not.. I don't know how I'd be right now.
I love you both, thank you so much.. for everything you guys do.

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Hold on if you feel like letting go. [04 Apr 2004|01:06pm]
[ mood | sad ]



I'd give it all just for everything to be okay.

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