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[11 Jul 2004|01:27am] LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:25 AM]: my mom made a list of chores.a LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:25 AM]: and its huge. Animechick73106 [1:25 AM]: is she gonna be there tomorrow? LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:25 AM]: who? LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:25 AM]: my mom? LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:25 AM]: no. but my dad is. Animechick73106 [1:26 AM]: ill bring the puppy up to your house instead LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:26 AM]: no. Animechick73106 [1:26 AM]: why LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:26 AM]: BECUASE LiLcRzYShOrTiE12 [1:26 AM]: ILL BE BUSY Animechick73106 [1:26 AM]: not even for a few minutes? what a fucking moron. she is so stupid. ____ (001)And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

[06 Jun 2004|10:30am] [ mood | indescribable ] Im going to start using my lj instead of this. My lj name is brokenpolariod. Later. ____ (001)And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

..... [26 May 2004|03:44pm] I want everyone who reads this to tell me three of their biggest fears,confessions,phobias, etc. Do it anonymously. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

[26 May 2004|03:19pm] [ mood | suicidal ] [ music | User ; Let it burn. ] I'm not really alot better then yesterday. I want to say, what I came here to say, but I can't. I dont know why, but, Im waiting for you. anyway. In school the technical classes got to go over to Renzie, so I went over with soem friends.It was pretty cool.I met Matt, and Richie. Funny guys. <3. All the 'headbangers' [as the BLACK people so rudely put it] started a mosh pit. Funny as hell. I had written Jen this note in second period, only to find that she wasn't in school. But she showed up there. And I gave her the note. It had something like 'I wanna cut,I really doAnd if it weren't for him, I would have cut by now. But, he doesn't have to know? Right?' So, Jen pulled me aside and told me if I cut anymore then I have, in the past, she'd kick my ass. She then brought her boyfriend over and said he'd kick my ass, too. So, I wont, I think. I really feel the urge to just get the razor out of my pencil box thing and slash away. I dont know. Who knows. :( And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

::sigh:: [25 May 2004|09:01pm] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | D-12 ; My Band. ] I dont know.I was fine when I came home.I waited for you. When you signed on, you didnt say hi. So, I left. I get my shower, and you leave when I get back. Maybe I did something to upset you. I hope not. My world would fall if you weren't here for me anymore.I trust you with everything I tell you. And I mean it when I say it back. anyway.. Today was my last day of finals :D. Tomorrow people in technical classes get to go over to renzie, so, im taking my digital camera. ill have some pictures, i guess. Ask and you shall see.Oh.And I broke off my toenail :(. It was bleeding.It hurts like shit right not. Im headin up to bed.Im really tired, and you've already left. Good Night. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

Slam your body down and wind it all around [25 May 2004|05:37pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Sum 41 ; Fat Lip ] mmm.spice girls. <3. anyway.me and sara are cool again. :D.i cant stay mad her no matter what she does.becauseeee i love herrrr -makes kissy face-Maybe im just stupid,who knows.either way,it works out. durr.anyway.im pretty..hyper as of now.i think id be MORE hyper if a certain someone was on. -cough TRISTAN cough- but nooo. :( mmm.these chips are good.im hot. :( had something to say..i just forget what it is :O And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

get that dirt off ya shoulda. [23 May 2004|09:48pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Jay-Z;Dirt off ya shoulders. ] hobo with a fork [9:46 PM]: where's waldo! lmfao.so random.<3 <3 <3 you Kristen :D And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

wee. [22 May 2004|09:48pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Finch ; Letters to you. ] Im having a fairly good weekend. My favorite person in the whole world came into town. My older brother, Gabriel, came to visit. His girlfriend and I found two BABY birds in my front yard. They're so cute. One was dead, so it was kind of ugly.I guess it fell from the nest, because it didn't have a head :(.But, the other one was just fine. So, My mom made me move it to the woods. I took a picture of it, with my disposable camera. So, when I get them developed, I'll take a picture of them with my DIGITAL camera. :D. I left my digital camera in my locker, sooo ,cant get a picture of it. I'm going to check on it tomorrow when wake up. My brother is coming over again, so Kim and I will go check on it. Gabriel has to leave, to go back to Michigan, though. Before 9, or something like that. I'll miss him and Kim :(. But, at least I got the see them, right? Well, anyway. My other Brother, Jonathan, had his wedding today. I didn't go because I decided it was best for my mom not to be alone on her sons wedding day. Don't get me wrong, I really wanted to go, but when my mom said she wasn't going, I didnt want her to be home alone from her sons wedding. So I stayed with her and had a good day. I guess it would have been just as fun at the wedding, but my mom is more important then him marrying Stacie [spelling]? You see, there's this big argument between my parents and him and it's a really long story, and I don't feel like talking about it or whatever, but Stacie doesn't let Jonathan see us because we keep him from her or whatever. I call it pussy-whipped, he calls it love. Who knows. I love Jonathan to death, but you gotta get your wife in check. Well, The fast and the Furious is on as of now. I'm going to go watch it. -Catch ya later. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

omg ;D [21 May 2004|09:34pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Saliva;Always ] Im so effin happy right now ;x . kljdlkasjdblsabljbasufhba I haven't been happy in a really long time.Not happy like this,anyway. ::jumps around:: -Catch ya later. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

this shit is pissing me the fuck off. [21 May 2004|06:47pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Saliva; Rest in Pieces ] Well, Sara called me today.wtf.Sara you're an ugly fucking whore and you need to die. At least I have someone who would care about me if I killed myself. unlike you. You have noone.but this is what I get.backstabbed.WHY THE FUCK DO I TRY?I don't understand why I cry when we fight, it's obvious were not meant to be friends. I don't understand why I trusted you, or any other person for that matter.but especially you.We're supposed to be BEST FRIENDS and you back stab me every fucking day. I don't know why I put up with it, I seriously don't. Maybe it's because I trust you with my life, I'd never admit it but I do.Or.maybe it's because we've been best friends since fifth fucking grade.but you know what,im going to stop trying, because I don't need to perfect myself for everyone I meet, like you. I wont talk to you, whatever. I don't need you anymore. I used to need you because I thought you were someone who I could trust, but I guessed wrong, right? Right. I'm gonna go cant see what Im typing anymore and my shirt is stained with tears. -Catch ya later. ____ (001)And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

this hurts deeper then i though it did. [20 May 2004|10:46pm] [ mood | listless ] [ music | Saliva; Rest in Pieces. ] This week was so fucking shitty its unbelievable. On Monday don't remember :x. Tuesday I didnt go yo school because I had a doctors appointment, but Sara decided to tell everyone I didnt go because I was afraid of the thunder and lightning. What kind of stupid shit is that? But you see when I was in 7th grade my best friend, Allyson, and I would dance in the rain.SO.fuck her. She really told some people that she went to the mall and made out with her over the phone boyfriend. First of all, I asked Tris, and Scott didnt go to the mall that day.So.There's like number two.[incase you didnt get it lie number 1 was about the thunder.]Then she told someone else [no names will be mentioned]. That she was going to kick my ass. go ahead big nose. I'd like to see you try. I'll knock your fuckin head off.[Lie number 3] then she told this person, again, that she already went to KennyWood with Scott. Bull fucking shit.[Lie 4] We're on a roll. Then today, she started talking to me.WTF.I didnt mind at first because I was dying to talk to her ;x. But, anywho then this person from before told me she was talking so much shit on me. Now, you know what. you're not gonna be friends with my after you talk smack. Tomorrow is Friday, so I'll update then. I have finals ALL effin week. -Catch ya later. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

Why do I love youuu? [15 May 2004|06:23pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Three Days Grace;I hate everything about you. ] Sara called my house today while I was out. "Aimee', call Sara, I need to talk to youll still haven't called back ;D. Hobo with a fork [6:23 PM]: you're too nice. Damn straight I am. Well, Dio is calling Mike gay >=O So. I stopped talking to him. IM gonna go. Catch ya later. <3 Mike. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

With my hands around yor neck,who will stop me now? [14 May 2004|09:18pm] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | Finch;Three Simple Words. ] "Aimee' is the only one who had something negative to say about my hair." Sara, dear, your hair looks like shit. You copied it from me. On Monday I told you I was getting my hair cut like that. And besides, EVERYONE had something "negative" to say. durr. anywho. I got my hair cut. It looks horrible. I hate it. Nessa dyed it purple in cosmo today. So, I think if I get the dye removed it will look better. So, tomorrow morning Im going to get the dye removed. ;D I think Brit told me Mike was coming to visit her on her birthday, today >_> But I dunno and I don't wanna look stupid if I ask ;D. SO. Im gonna go. See yah. -<3 Mike. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

I want you to know that I miss you.I miss you so. [10 May 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | listless ] [ music | Finch;Letters to you. ] Kristy and I were talking about Daniel Radcliffe and how we used to be obsessed with him.MAN.We were dorks. <3. I'm really frickin sick.My throat hurts so damn bad. ;_; . I miss Mike >_< :x A lot. Anywho. Softball is over. :: whines:: After school today I went to the JV Softball game. They fucking rock.At least they win, unlike the VARSITY. who fucking SUCK. I had something to write in here, but I forget. So. I'll put it in when I remember. -Ttyl. -<3 you Mike. ____ (001)And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

Best friends means I pulled the trigger. [09 May 2004|10:21pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday; Theres no I in team. ] My week has gone by pretty well. On Tuesday we won our softball game 8-5.On Thursday we won 8-5,again.After Thursday's game we had pizza and stuff, considering it was our last game of the season. Our record is like. well I don't know if we put the amount of times you've won first, SO If it is if you've won then how many loses. Our record would be.3-4.Anywho.After the game Coach M gave us our "gifts".They were these neat little baskets with keychains with our names on them. And awards. I got the "Extra Effort Award."Good enough for me. I feel quite sick right now. I'm going to go to bed. Good Night. -Miss you, Mike. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

Another thing. [03 May 2004|06:35pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | Clay Aiken;The way ;x ] Another thing. This whole friendship has been about my god damn mistakes.Notice your own and move the fuck on.Get off my back for your mistakes.Oh.Stop lying,too. -Aimee. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

Sara.again. [03 May 2004|05:20pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Marilyn Manson;Tainted love ] For one Sara, I'm not lying, mmkay? You are FOREVER calling me a bad friend. So, fuck you. And I didnt ASSUME Tris was going to be there. You told me he was going to be there. "Wanna come to the mall to meet Scott and Tris? 'only if Tris is there. I don't need to see my fake friend sucking face with her new boyfriend," "-laughs- Tris'll be there "That's the only reason agreed bitch. Stop lying about me.god damnit. I'm so tired of you. STOP LYING. It's so stupid. Everyone knows your lying. Even Nessa Ash and Allyson say you're lying, OK? Stop. Oh, and stop telling me you don't love Scott. I'm not dumb. Have you ever seen the sweetest thing? When they say that thing. Half of what people say when they're joking is actually true. So by making some kind of joke about it, they can actually say what they want." Stop fuckin lying to me. One more lie and Im done: OK? And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

Let's fire up. [27 Apr 2004|11:14pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Coheed and Cambria;Devil in Jersey ] Well, today, I was pretty good up until lunch where Sara commented about my two previous entries. She was like "I'm not going to stand with someone who writes shit about me in their online journals." "Sara you did the same god damn thing. "In her xanga she wrote things about me, she turned around and shut up. So, Nessa was like "DAYUMMM.You shut her up" I laughed. Sara came to stand with us. I'm like -___- Well, anyway. Tris got a little drunk today, he started talking about cutting himself. And I said that if he did I would hate him and never talk to him again. I don't think he'd mind much if I stopped talking to him. I mean, I little it's a little obvious he doesn't care. But I still like to pretend he does. He then proceeded to ask me if I would cut if he had happened to cut himself. I said I guess I would. I don't think I will though. I mean, yeah I care for him, a lot, but I wouldn't hurt myself over him because he's drunk. But, off the subject. I got my digital camera fixed, so we're going to WAL MART [<3] tomorrow night to get a camera case and a memory card.So,I'll probably have some pictures soon. I guess. On Saturday Sara invited me to the mall to meet Scott and Tristan. But, I don't know. I know Sara will change for Scott and I don't want to see her playing tonsil hockey in front of me. God knows how horrible she looks during that. I guess I'm going to head to bed. Ttyl. ____ (002)And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

[25 Apr 2004|08:25pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Evanescence;Imaginary. ] SARA, To the most horrible bitch in the world who claims to be my friend, I'm going to tell you how it is after I read your gay xanga. You can have Scott and Tris, I don't give a shit anymore. 5 god damn years and you say I'm a bad friend. How can you say Im a bad friend when you have to get the guy I like,the guy I trust with everythnig I tell him to tell me you have a boyfriend?Serously.What the fuck was going through that god damn dome of yours?You wrote me that note on Friday,and I was stupid enough to believe that shit. "I'd love to date Scott,but I wont love him" WTF YOU FUCKING LIAR. I HATE YOU SO BAD RIGHT NOW. I'll be you "Omg.I don't want hurt.Omg,What if he hurts me?"DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU AVOID GETTING HURT IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN ANYWAYS.Thanks for being a friend,liar.You've lied to me since Paul cheated on you. You claim to tell me everything. Sara if you told me everything would be able to make a map out of your life on paper.But,I only know somethings.YOU PISS ME OFF SO FUCKING BAD. You had the balls to get the guy I like to tell me your dating the guy you've know for 3 days. Fuck you Sara, Fuck you. You told everyone about me cutting my arms, and it's OK for you to say you'd rather take your own life then get hurt in your xanga? I think not. I do play softball better then you, everyone knows it. Just about everyone on that god damn team says they play better then you and that they hate how loud you are. Do you know how bad you embarrass me in school when you're obnoxious and loud?No,you dont,because you think it's hilarous.Then you have more balls to write all the things you want to say to me,but are afraid to, in your xanga. All I have left to say is. You don't know how you betray me. Bye. ____ (001)And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

What a great fucking friend. [25 Apr 2004|07:19pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday;You're So last summer. ] I'm so sick of her saying that Im not a good friend to her. I mean I never repeat things she asks me not to. I don't LIE to her like she lies to me, but you know as nice as I can be, I try to let that go by without any harm done. You told Tristan to tell me because you were SCARED to tell me yourself. WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING THROUGH YOUR GOD DAMN HEAD. I DON'T EVEN KNOW SCOTT.HOW COULD I TALK ABOUT SOMEONE I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.I MEAN GOD DAMN SARA. I ONLY TALKED ABOUT PAUL BECAUSE I KNEW HE WAS GOING TO CHEAT ON YOU. I WARNED YOU AND YOU SAID I WAS A GOD DAMN BAD FRIEND.AND I KNOW FOR A FUCKIN FACT IM NOT.GUESS WHAT HAPPENED.PAUL CHEATED ON YOU. IT'S NOT MY GOD DAMN FAULT YOU BELIEVE EVERYTHING A GUY FUCKING SAYS TO YOU. STOP BLAMING IT ON OUR FRIENDSHIP.AND IF THAT'S HOW YOU REALLY FEEL ABOUT HOW MAYBE WE SHOULDN'T BE FRIENDS ANYMORE.AND ANOTHER THING SARA IM TIRED OF YOU CHANGING FOR EVERY GOD DAMN PERSON YOU MEET. WHEN YOU MET PAUL YOU TRIED TO BE GOTH AND GAY FOR HIM.NOW THAT YOU HAVE SCOTT,I CAN ONLY DREAM OF HOW YOU ACT.I have enough going on with my fucking life then to have my best friend say that Im no a good friend. My best friend Ashley is on antidepressants now for Christ sakes. She tried killing herself IN THE GOD DAMN SCHOOL. She cold have been sent to a psych ward god damnit. And you tell me Im not a good friend. Thanks for adding onto my GUILT PILE. -Ttyl. And will you tell all your friends, you have your gun to my head?

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