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[16 Feb 2004|04:06pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Hmm... let's see. What happened today?? Nothing memorable, aside from the fact that I only said one sentence to Brandon. (<---- accomplishment.) And Danielle bitched out Stephanie. (Not my Stephanie, the little 8th grade Stephanie) So.. that made me happy. Because Tom is like a brother to me, and anyone who hurts a brother hurts me. And if she hurts him, and therefore me, then the only thing that would keep me from beating that Buffy down would be him. Because I love him. Like a brother.

Yanno, in the movie Thirteen, Evie and Tracy are really close. Like.. best best best friends. And it made me think... I don't really have a best friend. One that I spend a bunch of time with and can tell absolutely anything to. I want one of those. I wonder how much they cost...

Well, I'm off now. =)

-white wedding-

[15 Feb 2004|12:50am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Obviosuly, I haven't updaed in a while. And in that while, a lot has happened.

Brandon and I shared our one month anniversary. We didn't quite make it to two.

I'm still madly in love with him and can never get him out of my mind. No matter how hard I try.

I have a horrible headache, I'm doing well in my classes, and I'm making many new friends. My old ones still leave me out.

Sarah got 'engaged'. A lot of people think she's crazy. I do, too; no matter how much I try to be happy for her. I just can't be. But I'm not going to tell her that.

I had a miserable Valentine's Day. Thought about Brandon non-stop. Especially the football game when we first met, and the magic I felt... Yeah... and here I go, crying yet again.

I also rented the movie 'Thirteen', which is the best movie E-V-E-R. Rent it, love it, hell, mebbeh even buy it. Who knows?

-white wedding-

Survey [08 Dec 2003|05:59am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

a - act your age – 14

b - boyfriend – Brandon <3

c - chore you hate – ...All of 'em.

d - dads name – Terry.

e - essential make up item – Lip gloss. I'm addicted... to the... LIP GLOSS!!!

f - favorite actor – Johnny Depp

g - gold or silver - Silver

h - hometown - Elkview

i - instruments you play – None, but I hope to learn guitar.

j - job title – ...Does a student really have a job title? Because it's more like a chore than a job.

k - kids – Eep. Don't ask meh that.

l - living arrangements – I live in me house with my mom. My dad's a truck driver and is here once every month or two.

m - moms name - Julia

n - number of people youve kissed – ...Maybe... 7? I think.

o - overnight hospital stays – When I was little and I had bronchitis.

p - phobia – Heights and spiders.

q - quote you like – Hmm... I'll haffa think about that.

r - religious affiliation – Right now I really have no religion.

s - siblings - Dede and Lee. They're both somewhere in their thirties.

t - time you wake up? – 5:30.

u - unique habit – I like to eat ketchup straight out of the little packets.

v - vegetable you refuse to eat – Beans. Mmyup.

w - worst habit – Probably biting my nails.

x - x-rays you’ve had – Arm and ankle.

y - yummy food you make – Soup.

z - zodiac sign - Leo

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[03 Dec 2003|07:21pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Bathwater - No Doubt ]

Growl. I think Rosemary likes Brandon.

...Yeah. Thats really NOT a good thing.

Hehe. i <3 brandon. I'm still a little bit goofy from a drink I had a little while ago.

My past week has been boring, which is why I haven't been updating. Thanksgiving was boring. But I did get in a fight for a giant Care Bear at Wal-Mart that Friday. That's about the only fun thing thats happened. Besides being with Brandon and listening to his story about how God is now a guy in Mexico named El Guapo (?) who sells burritos. Mmhmm. Oh so fun.

Gods, he is awesome. <333

XD Binks

-white wedding-

[24 Nov 2003|07:18pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Life as a Father...-Jeff Foxworthy ]

Growl. I am so bored.

Sittin' here listening to Jeff Foxworthy. 'Tis fun.

And we finally had school today. Got to see Brandon. ^_^ Ahh, he's amazing. During Algebra, Emily and I sat there talking about how cute his ass was.

Haha, I have a hawt boyfriend.

In your face, Michael Jackson.

-white wedding-

[20 Nov 2003|09:44am]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | Hooker - Pink ]

No school today. =P This sucks. I was wanting to see Brandon.

Yeah, like you couldn't have guessed that. Haha.

I just got out of the most refreshing shower of my life. Orgasmic. Ahh. These past few days have been great, with the exception of... well, I can't quite talk about that in here. I'm off to make a new screen name.

<3 Binks

-white wedding-

[19 Nov 2003|02:06pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | My Immortal - Evanescence ]

I just goy off of the phone with Brandon. I'm just so scared I'm going to fuck everything up. Maybe I'm just paranoid and having doubt about myself... But.. When I talk to him, somtimes I'll get a little shy and I won't talk and it's kind of akward. I just don't know how to act. I'm scared I'll say something horribly wrong or something.

I am so happy to have him. So lucky. So so so lucky. He holds me.. he kisses me. I've never had a guy who's done that before. My relationships have either been long distance or with jerks. (DJ for example.) I mean.. Brandon is soo great. I don't think I deserve him. He's so sweet and nice and funny.. practically perfect.

There's only 4 people I've really liked/loved.

And, of course, I like Brandon. But.. maybe it's love.

I'm scared to say it. And I'm scared that he'll be scared IF I say it. My thoughts are just so... I'm confused.

<3 Binks

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