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[26 Oct 2003|04:11am]
katie.17.ri.5'2.118 lbs. blondiehair. hazeleyes. 12 piercings.
pretty pretty princess )
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[19 Oct 2003|01:55pm]
other news. i need advice.. majorly.
everyone knows that tom's parents don't want him with me.. but lately, his dad has been treating him really bad and his parents aren't the same towards him. they're just making him extremely upset.. and it is my fault. it relaly is.. he's always been so close to his parents. he had this perfect christian upbringing.. and now his parents are treating him bad and lost respect for him cuase he's with me.. they won't help him out with much anymore... which in a way i think could be good for him.. i mean it could help him grow up and help him depend on himself rather then them.. .. but before he met me, his life was fine.. he had money, he had his parents, he didn't have to work.. he had food allt het ime. they helped him out.. then he met me .. and his savings was gone.. now he has to work.. he barely has time to do anything between work and school. he barely has food. and he can't pay for anything.. i feel like he's struggling cause of me.. believe me, i'd do anything for him. and i'm trying to help him out as much as i can but he won't let me do a lot.. even though i'm going to anyway. i just feel like .. i'm the reason his life is so fucked up now.. and i'm the reason he's depressed and stressed. all his problems turn back to me.. i'm the reason he's broke, i'm the reason his parents are being like this.. i'm the reason he had to work.. .. and with his parents being like this.... how can he deal with it? what if somewhere down the road .. he just cracks under their pressure and gives in to thema nd says 'katie i cant' do this". it'd be understandable.. but i won't be able to deal with it.. me and my mom were talking about this.. and even she agreed that his parents should forgive and give me just one chance. i've emailed his mother a few times asking if i could take her out.. she won't email me back. she emails tom and tells him that she thinks he put me up to it. when all i want is for her to accept this and show him the love he needs. i emailed her again last night. tom doesn't know yet.. but i hope this time she'll agree to let me take her out.. i think i can eventually get his mom toa ccept me.. but i don't think his dad will. and his dad plays a huge role in tom's life.. i just feel so guilty.. like no matter what i do i can't fix everything.. no matter how much money i spend on him or how much i help him out i can't fix it all.. and i guess more thena nything i'm worried that maybe tom feels like he'd be better off without me.. which in a way i feel too.. i'm scared that a few monthes down the road he'll say "i can't deal with it anymore. my parents are more important". i can see myself being with tom for the rest of my life.. i really can. and i can honestly see his parents accepting this later on in life.. but what if later on isn't soon enough and tom decides to end it.. or what if tom feels forced to be with me.. i mean i'm changing so much for him.. i'm trying so hard... i just feel like his life is shit cause of me. what should i do? i talked to one of his friends about it all. and i asked his friend if he thinked everything would be easier on tom if i ended it.. and he said 'i don't really th ink so'. and that it took his parents a long time to accpet his last gf.. but they did.. and he said "tom wouldnt' do all this stuff if he didn't love you" .. which i believe.. and i know our love for each other won't end any time soon.. i just feel so guilty.. i want his life to be easier.. but i feel like it won't be with me in it? ... i mean.. i plan on buying him stuff to help him out.. like his schoolbooks and food for hi house.. he won't let me give him money so i'm going ot do it all on my own.. i just dont' know if tom can deal with the stuff his parents are doing much longer... i want him to know i love him more then life and i'm willing to do anything to make him happy and help him.. but i'm not positively sure if he thinks that is enough.. anyone have advice for me?
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[16 Oct 2003|09:11pm]
i made a quote community.
so here's all my links
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby <---- My Site
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby <---My Selling Site
http://www.livejournal.com/users/snobby <---My Lj
http://www.livejournal.com/community/showoff_ <-- My Lj Rating Community
http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/trance <-- My GJ
http://www.greatestjournal.com/community/showoff<-- My GJ Rating Community
http://www.greatestjournal.com/community/penpal <-- My GJ Penpal Community
http://www.greatestjournal.com/community/quotes_ <-- My GJ Quotes Community
girlydesires@aol.com <--- my email.
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[16 Oct 2003|08:37pm]
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[16 Oct 2003|08:14pm]
ok. hm someone give me a list of songs to download..

oh i can burn you any cd you want ;D i just downloaded Da Band's cd and clay aiken's.

it's only 5'$ if you want ot see my cd list just ask
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[06 Oct 2003|02:53pm]
well i updated my selling list.
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby/selling.html
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby/cds.html

and i updated the site itself ;x
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby
i also made my bf a page
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby/tom.html

i made a few layouts for people today. and i changed
my community layouts go look.
http://www.greatestjournal.com/community/penpal
http://www.greatestjournal.com/community/showoff

tom restarts school this week. ;/ but i guess he's coming down
wednesday to spend time with me. i fnished one of my exams
for my college. and i got a 95. -does a geek dance-
if anyone ever needs a plain layout let me know ;D

buhbye
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[06 Oct 2003|02:00pm]
—{{  who is your favorite comedian?  ; chris rock
—{{  have you ever written a complaint letter? about what? did it work?   ; nope
—{{  what is your favorite kind of candy?   ; sweedish fish
—{{  do you take vitamins?   ; once in awhile.
—{{  you order a steak medium rare and it arrives rare, what do you do?  ; i eat it.
—{{  how many groups or mailing lists do you belong to?   ; lots
—{{  with the exception of this group, which is your favorites?   ; hm. ;/ survey lists
—{{  on an average day, how many emails do you recieve?   ; probably like 100 at least.
—{{  how many to do send?  ; do i send? quite a few
—{{  exluding your significant other, is your best friend the same sex?   ; i don't have one
—{{  do you believe the phase of the moon has any effect on people's moods or actions? if so, which phase and what effect?   ;not really.
—{{  what are your most pressing concerns when buying underwear?   ; if they're pretty
—{{  are you concious of what other people's body language is saying?  ; no
—{{  do you conciously used body language to communicate?   ; uh no
—{{  you just ate a fancy dinner, when the bill comes you notice the waiter left the dessert off the bill, do you tell them?  ; nope. i don't even look at bills really.
—{{  for dessert you are served the wrong flavor of ice cream, do you mention it?   ; yeah ...
—{{  after dinner you are taking home the portion of your dinner you were unable to eat, when you notice a homeless person rummaging through a trash can, do you offer him your leftovers?  ; yeah i probably would.
—{{  you just purchase girl scout cookies from a family member when the neighbor's child asks you to purchase some from her, what do you do?   ; um if i had the money i'd buy a box
—{{  when you are called on the telephone to ask for a donation for charity, what do you do?   ; i never get those. 
—{{  when you pass a reflective window, do you stop, look, and adjust, or just glance and hurry by?   ; i glance and adjust?.
—{{  how would you rate your looks? below average, average, better than average, the best looking?  ; average.
—{{  you've called a good friend and left three messages and have not gotten a response, how do you feel about that?   ; who cares ;/
—{{  is your internet connection dial-up or high speed?   ; dial up. soon to be cable
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[21 Sep 2003|03:57pm]
ok i got this from someone else's lj. but it's sad. please read it. ;/

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[17 Sep 2003|12:53am]
this is a rundown of what's going down in my life.

- me and tom fought today.
- i was in a pissy mood for the start of the day.
-i had to go back to my town for a catscan on my kidneys.
-i had to get an iv [ ew ]
- i went to the piercing place i always go to. cept my piercer wasn't there. and they had some newbie dude ... he was sanitary and all but i wanted him to gauge my tongue. so he pulled the taper through but when it was time to put the barbel in he couldn't get it in. the taper kept falling out of tongue. and he'd have to do it all over again. i got really lightheaded and got in a cold sweat so i told him to just stop. i've done all the stretching myself but the 4 gauge is so big that i can't do it myself. sucks.
-my mom was a bitch to me cause i was in a bad mood. so i made tom drive us back up here . we left our laundry there. but we gotta go back there friday anyways for another doctor's appt.
- i got some of my college stuff in. [ i'm doing distance learning ]. it's so complicated though. i have to find like a counslor or something to watch me do the exams so i don't cheat.
- i signed up for a homeschool driver's ed. but the people said i can't do it since i live in RI. so they sent back my money order. but the dumbfuck simply crossed out wher ei made it out to and put my name. and i couldn't cash it like that. so that put me in a bad mood again. i have to send it back and wait for another check.
- my mom finally got me an appt with my counselor. i so need to get back in that. i find that lately i get depressed over little shit. i worry and stress over a minor little thing. and i'm always mad or depressed. i hate it.
- I'm almost dead broke. i went from 487$ to 96$ in the bank. and it was all spent on stupid stuff.
- tonight i took Tom out to eat. We went to Chello's. I got baked ziti.
- i'm supposed to be dieting. today i only ate the baked ziti. plus some oranges right now. yesterday i ate some oranges and a veggie burger, then a cheeseburger pocket. so as you can see i suck at diets. but i really need to lose weight.
- Tom makes me feel good. We were talking and doing a survey. and a question was "which was most memorable; your first gf/bf, your last gf/bf, your currnet gf/bf". and i was like well it'd probably be your x huh since she was your first for everything. and he was like "no. i haven't thought about her since i met you. You're the most memorable".
i feel bad cause sometimes i get mad at him over nothing. but then i feel stupid cause he's great in every way.
- my mom really wants me to move back home. but i don't want to move all the way back and leave Tom. what should i do? i was thinking of maybe spending like 4 days a week with tom, then 3 with my mom. and just switching off i guess?.
- i'm always looking for penpals.
- i'm always looking for people to buy from my selling list. http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby/selling.html
http://www.angelfire.com/ri2/snobby/cds.html
- i'm looking for someone to make some graphics for me in return for mp3s or graphics.
also, i need someone to help me make a site for my bf. he wants his car stuf fon a site ;x
- that's the end. i lov eyou all.
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[14 Sep 2003|01:27pm]
i know i haven't used my blurty in awhile. but i plan to now.

updates.

the boyfriend - tom. i love him. i've been living with him for about a month and 2 weeks. but soon i have to start moving back home. he's getting a job.. so between me going home, him working and going to school, we'll barely see each other. but i'm confident that we'll make it work. I do have pics of me and him. if you want to see ;D. what else... we're in love wee.

my mom - she was in rehab for awhile. which is why i moved in with tom. but she's out now. and she seems to be ten times better.

my life- i have a kidney infection right now. i have tests for it all week to make sure it's not something worse. my depression is kinda coming back. and my social status sucks. i have dance classes thursdays and saturdays. hiphop, ballet, and lyrical. i love lyrical. i have a babysitting job interview tuesday. but it's for a 7 week old baby. i don't know if i can handle that.

my journal- if you want to be added you simply ask. chances are i will add you. i will talk about whatever i want.. i'll post surveys occassionally.. quotes sometimes. but mostly just updates of my life. i do talk about tom a lot. and i will talk about anorexia.. if you dont' like it just don't add me.

me- i'm 17. from ri. bi. i'm into emo music. i do like dashboard confessional, matchbox20, incubus, gc, and so on. i don't claim any labels. i have 5 tatts and 10 piercings. i take dance class. i play softball. on and off i am anorexic. i dye my hair multiple colors. right now it's blonde with pink tips. i'm nice if you're nice to me. so yeah add me ;D
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[14 Sep 2003|01:22pm]
i know i haven't used my blurty in awhile. but i plan to now.

updates.

the boyfriend - tom. i love him. i've been living with him for about a month and 2 weeks. but soon i have to start moving back home. he's getting a job.. so between me going home, him working and going to school, we'll barely see each other. but i'm confident that we'll make it work. I do have pics of me and him. if you want to see ;D. what else... we're in love wee.

my mom - she was in rehab for awhile. which is why i moved in with tom. but she's out now. and she seems to be ten times better.

my life- i have a kidney infection right now. i have tests for it all week to make sure it's not something worse. my depression is kinda coming back. and my social status sucks. i have dance classes thursdays and saturdays. hiphop, ballet, and lyrical. i love lyrical. i have a babysitting job interview tuesday. but it's for a 7 week old baby. i don't know if i can handle that.

my journal- if you want to be added you simply ask. chances are i will add you. i will talk about whatever i want.. i'll post surveys occassionally.. quotes sometimes. but mostly just updates of my life. i do talk about tom a lot. and i will talk about anorexia.. if you dont' like it just don't add me.

me- i'm 17. from ri. bi. i'm into emo music. i do like dashboard confessional, matchbox20, incubus, gc, and so on. i don't claim any labels. i have 5 tatts and 10 piercings. i take dance class. i play softball. on and off i am anorexic. i dye my hair multiple colors. right now it's blonde with pink tips. i'm nice if you're nice to me. so yeah add me ;D
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hm [12 Aug 2003|11:47am]
i know i haven't updated in a long ass time. but i'm basically living with my boyfriend Tom. my birthday was august 7th ;o. i didn't get much. just money from my gramparents and dad. tom got me a carebear and like 2 tongue rings, a belly ring, and a sex kit lol. i've been at his house for like weeks now. his roommates are awesome. they all go to the same college. and tom treats me great. yup.. that's about it. sorry for not commetning ;/
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hm [22 Jul 2003|03:07pm]
well my dieting is going ok i guess.
i started on the 20th.
i had 1/2 bowl of peas
2 cups of pepsi
7 raviolis
1/3 bowl of kix
and sweedish fish

the 21
i had chicken with fat/free ranch dressing
2 fatfree puddings
and a bowl of kix with fat free milk

so far today i've had a pudding and it's 3 pm
i'm thinking about getting another pudding then calling it a day ;/
they only have 90 calories in each one.

hm. i hung out with myx joe yesterday. he's too cute. i missed him.

today i'm going to the movies to see bad boys 2. then i gotta come back home and deal with my puppy
lol. he's getting to be ap ain
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[17 Jul 2003|04:48pm]
yeah it's been awhile. i went away to CT saturday morning to monday night. we went to six flags on sunday. it was alright. we went on superman 3 times. it got old though. i love the blizzard river ride. sunday night i hung out with jes's sister Sam. We met this hot kid at a party. and he got both of our numbers saying he was gonna call and come down one day lol. it was funny. jes got all mad cause i hung out with her sister. man i swear i got so sick of her.

other news; pat is getting too obsessed for me. he calls me 10 times a day.. twice when he gets up. 3 times from work. then like 4 when he gets home. it's getting old. he had his friend ask me 23535 times if i liked him. and everytime i didn't talk to him for like 5 minutes he'd get all mad at me. i can't deal with that. not at all. i mean dude give me some breathing room.

amber has been up in CT and she finally came home the other night. so i had her, her cousin, murray, pat, ryder, and jes over. we were drinking. all of a sudden we lost ryder.. i had to go searching for him.
he was passed out on my neighbor's steps. i was like damnnn...

i met another boy. his name is bryan. he's asian.. he's the first asian boy i've ever even like... been involved wiht.. talking wise.. ;x weird huh?
he said he's planning on asking me out.. i'm not quite sure what i'll say. he's nice but it'd be a different type deal... oh well who knows.

this boy just told me he's obsessed with me lol. he's an old friend i used to hang out with.. but stopped hanging out with cause he hit on me too much ;x whoops.

i want a puppy. someone buy me oneeeeee
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[09 Jul 2003|07:22pm]
it's been awhile since i updated. well like a day after the last update. mike packed up and left. a few days before that he had told my friends he was bi.. now i'm sorry but that's a huge piece of information to keep from your gf. so i was upset at first.. we argued for a day and the next day he packed everything up and left without a word. i haven't heard from him since. now let me remind you, i treated him like a fuckign king. i gave him a place to stay. i did everything for him. well needless to say, i now hear that he's fully gay. and i was just a coverup. i'm not sure what to believe. all i know now is that was obviously a waste of time and effort. i'm better then that.

he left on like friday... so sunday me and amber went out with a guy she met at the truckstop. and his friend. we went to a party with them and hung out in the hot tub. the kid was all over amber and asked her out a million times. amber ended up fooling around with him. the next day she didn't hear from him. so i called for her.. he all tells me she's a slut and ugly and yadda ... so yeah lesson learned. don't trust guys.
monday i talked to my friend murray .. him and his friend pat came over. i recognized pat from awhile ago so me and him started talking. they were drinking for awhile.. then that night we went down to the beach and hung out with this kid jay and his friend. jay and pat are in a band together. pat brought his acoustic guitar and sang for me. he's an awesome singer. he sounds like incubus and matchbox20 mixed lol. me and pat ended up going swimming and when we got back everyone had ditched us there. so we had to call his mom collect at 1 am i felt so bad. he ended up asking me for my number and getting mine too. ;D!. he's not the hottest lookswise but he's sincere and complimented me many times.

i'm loaded with bug bites. and it's nasty. i'm all itchy and ughhhh

tuesday night... not much happened. i ended up like spraining my foot cause i ran into the table with it lol. and all night i was trying to find a ride to the hospital cause i couldnt' find my mom.. she was out doing drugs so i'm told.. go figure you know....

today's now wednesday. i went to the hospital and the stupid doctor didn't even check out my foot she was like "you bruised it nothing you can do bye" so i gotta make a new appt with my real doctor .. my mom finally came home.. she gave me like 50$ and my gramma gave me 20$ cause i'm going away on saturday till monday. 6 flags and CT. wee for me..
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[03 Jul 2003|08:05pm]
hey everyone. just a small update from me ;x .
hmm.   mike is officially moved in.. he's been here for a few days. so far so good. i'm not sick of ihm yet .. thank god. i really do love him. his parents came down the other day to meet me.
they all think i'm pregnant for sure. but i don't even know if i am or not. i could be.. i'm kinda hoping i am.
mike wants me to be.   he got a job at blockbuster's down here.
i'm not sure when he starts though.    i'm ending some of my zines.
but if someone wants to just take them over for awhile until i decide
i have more time... let me know. cause i know once he starts working i'll be on more.
he's supposed to go spend a few nights back at his house next week. his mom misses him lol.   i miss all you guys.. i haven't really had any emails from friends.. 
kinda disappointed.    me and mike went and got pierced together today.. i got the bottom of my belly button done. he got his eyebrow.   and my mom took us out to eat. .  he got me a new labret stud too.   last night we hung out with jess and amber.  we put a carton of eggs in front of talya's [ x gf's ] house. cause she kept threatening to egg my house. it was pretty funny. 
the other day my dad took me out cause his gf yelled at him and told him he needed to spend time with me. so we went to walmart. he got his ear pierced and i got my cartilidge pierced. wee for me..  so i have like 12 piercings now.    i've been debating getting a job but since my mom an dmike have to shrae the car for work .. i'd have no rides to work.. so i guess there's no point.   heh.  
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[26 Jun 2003|03:13am]
June 24th,
Well today wasn't very eventful. I mostly sat around. Although i did decide that i want to get back into dance classes since i have nothing else to do. Sitting around the house has been making me very very depressed. It's like all i do is sit around and wait for mike to sign on. And i can't keep doing that. I find myself stressing over the littlest stuff. It's like damn. So i looked online at a few dance studios in my town. I decided on a small one. Called it up. Asked the prices. I decided i want to get back into ballet and hiphop. Just for the classes, It'll be 45$. Which i have saved up from the money my gramma gave me. And then my mom's x Steve said he'll pay for the other stuff i need. Now i know i'ma hear shit like "if you're so poor then why are youg oing to do dance".. So i'll give you the answer now, I should be able to enjoy my life right? .. I should be able to do stuff with my life. And be happy. ;/. I talked to Mike too. Here's some of the main parts of the convo under the ljcut.
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June 25,
So hi. Today was pretty good compared to other days. I didn't go to sleep till like 730 am. then i woke up at 12. My mom took me to the dance place to talk to the lady about setting up the classes and whatnot. I start at the end of July so that gives me plenty of time to get the money up for it. After the dance place, we had to go to the doctor's office. I had an appointment. I was supposed to get my depo shot. But i decided i didn't want to be on birth control anymore. Depo has a few side effects and i think they've started to take their toll on me. Stomachaches, tenderness, tired. So i told my gyno i didn't want it anymore. She got on my case saying i had to go on another type of birth control. I was like no i don't. I don't want to be on anything right now. But for some reason the old hag wasn't listening. She was like well i'll give you a sample of the Vaginal Ring and a prescription for it. if you don't like it then your mom will call me and i'll give you a prescription for the patch. I was like oh my god lady. So yeah i tried to insert the ring.. But let me tell you it hurts and it's hard to get up there. So i threw it away. Why don't people listen when i say what i want? I'm choosing not to be on birth control right now so let it be ;x.
Other news, We passed a house with a sign that said "german shepard pups." So we called the place and then went to see the puppys. They only had one female left. And me and my m om both wanted her. So we're getting her ;D. We just have to wait till next friday. I'm naming her lexi or kenzi. She's beautiful. After that, i went home and came online.
I showed you all what i wrote about how i felt about Mike.
So when he signed on, I had my friend send him it. And then me and Mike had a convo about everything. To say things simply, He told me he loves me. Not a kiddie love. Not an i like you so much love. A true love. ;o here's the convo [ under lj-cut ].
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So this is what love feels like. True happiness. A smile that never leaves my face. I feel incredible. Like someone breathed a new life into me. I have a feeling things are going to start getting a lot better around here.
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[25 Jun 2003|08:32pm]
well i write poetry and "articles" i guess you could call them..
i just wrote this.. someone tell me what you think?

is is possible to be falling in love so early?
is it really possible to only know someone for a short amount of time but feel like you've loved them forever?
people say true love takes time.
but does it really?
my heart is telling me i'm head over heels for him.
but my mind is telling me it's too soon to be falling so fast.
what do i believe?
i know my feelings are strong
but others will doubt them.
they'll say love needs time to develop
but who's to tell?
oh, i know it hasn't been long
but God, my feelings for him are stronger then they'll ever know
should i tell him?
"hey sweetheart i'mf alling in love with you. yeah i know it's too soon to say that but i had to let you know. please don't be scared"
no that'll scare him away.
someone tell me what do i do?
what do i say?
should i keep it locked in my heart?
should i wat till he says it first?
should i keep every emotion hiddien in my beating heart?
or do i let it all be kn0own and risk scaring him away?
i'm so confused.
my mentality is torn
i know i'm already falling
but what if he does'nt feel like i do
will someone please tell me..
is it possible to be falling in love after only a few short weeks
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[24 Jun 2003|06:00pm]
does anyone do any type of dance? or used to? if you do let me know i have a favor to ask ;p
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[17 Jun 2003|02:05am]
june 14-Saturday, hmm, today mike and will came down. and amber came over. we all went to the tattoo place by me and i got my nose pierced. mike gave me money towards it which was supernice. i made amber hold my hand during it lol. it actually wasn't too bad. i thought the pain would be worse. after that, we all went back to my house and watched a movie for awhile.. then mike and will had to leave. mike is hott#@$# ;x .. i just might like him. later, amber called up one of her x's. and he came over. he kept trying to get with amber but amber didn't like him lol. then his friend came over. and we drank, ordered dominos, and watched movies. his friend left a little later. and amber's x didn't leave till amber fell asleep. which was around 5 am ;o

june 15- me and amber had to wake up around 11. we had a game at 12. my dad picked me up and her mom picked her up. i gave my dad a card i made for him lol. i didn't have money to buy him anything. we got to the field.. but the other team had to forfeit .. so we practiced for a little while. then i got dropped off at my house and called Mike. He asked if i wanted him to come down again. I said yes. so i took a shower and waited for him and Will to get here. We watched some movies. And then me and Mike went upstairs to talk. He said he liked me and asked if i wanted to be with him. I said yes. He's gorgeous and sweet. Could it get any better? Will wanted me to find someone to hook him up with so i went online and started iming my friends. Finally, i got ahold of Becki and we went to pick her up. We all just basically talked and hung out at a field. It was fun. Eventually we dropped becki off and went back ot my house. Mike asked if he could spend the night with me. I said yes. So Will went home. We went to bed like right after that ;x.

june 16- me and mike slept in till around 1. I got up and took a shower. then he took one. we went downstairs and started cooking scrambled eggs. Will came back down. I was trying to hook him up with my cousin so he called her. and she said she'd meet us at my softball game. so we ate and whatnot. my mom called and told me to have mike drive her car to the game cause she wasn't going. so we got the car and went to my game. amber's x bf started drama. i guess he went around telling people that me and him had sex while amber was sleeping. we definately didn't. i wouldn't do that to amber or myself. so i flipped out. and amber was mad at me cause she thought i did it. so i called the kid on 3way before i left for the game adn told him meet me there. so we're in the 2nd inning.. and he shows up. i told mike who he was and mike said something to him.. and the kid left. we won our game. thank god.. but my cousin blew will off and i was so pissed about that. after the game we went back to my house.. and i wasn't in a great mood so mike came to talk to me before he had to leave with will. mike has been nothing but sweet to me... i hope things stay that way. they left and i drove my mom's car back to her. since then, i've been online. i feel lonely as hell now that no one's here. it's too quiet for me. mike said he'd come down again middle of the week or friday.. i can't wait to see him again.
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