[05 Oct 2003|10:08pm] [ mood | amused ] Fan reaction to the premiere has been pretty good from what I can tell. I'm glad we've worked our asses off. You can ask all of us. Plus having Joss around more permenately since he's not working on Buffy has really helped. Not that David isn't brilliant but this is Joss's baby, it always will be. Also TNT has picked up reruns for thier "primetime in the daytime" and tuesday nights. So we're getting some extra goodness off that. And I'm feeling very good. I have great friends. I'm pretty sure Sarah and I are going to Love's wedding but she's so busy lately I hate to bog her down with questions when I manage to snag her time. Well that and it's hard to talk when your doing other things. I'm enjoying my life but I'm still wanting to make more friends, hopefully if we do go to Love's wedding that will help out in the department of getting to know people outside my circle of close friends. Though I'm going to have to steal Amy and Vince for another round of Golf pants included, cause I need it. It's very theraputic. 1 | no angel

[23 Sep 2003|01:36pm] Everyone must watch Angel when it premeries on the 1st. Also catch Tru Callings and give props to Eliza. Show the love. Things in my life are really good at the momment, I could go on and on about the cause of such a great thing but I bet all of you can guess what makes each of my day's better. If not you haven't been paying attention. Later -the D 3 | no angel

[19 Sep 2003|10:15pm] Life is good. The new seasons starting up the 1st of October. I'm hoping everyone will tune in and love it, I personally think its heading in the right direction. Plus I get to direct an episode this year, always something I've been itching to do. I'm tired as everything with work and life, but it's still really good. Spending time with Sarah, during the day knowing when I get home I get to see that beautiful smile, hold her as she sleeps, everything is just amazing. I couldn't ask for more. And yes Tara I did see your remark and I will be messing with you about it later, just you wait. -grin- We need to have a party, the cult, the non-cult, we need to socialize. I need to socialize, not that I'm not perfectly content with my friends and my life, but adding new people into the mix is good for everyone. the D no angel

[10 Sep 2003|11:35pm] [ mood | devious ] As I'm sure everyone knows, or has heard. Joss is running us ragged. But despite being used to it we like to complain. Really, it's an art. Try it. -laughs- When I'm not on set or doing other fun actor type things, like appearing in the Dido video -cough- that you should all see -cough- Shameless plugs, hey I'm not above them, come on, look at my friends. -grins- But I am having fun, working with James again is definately interesting, and I've already heard the rumors going around about how much we hate each other in real life. -laughs- And of course I can't go without mentioning that Yes I did in fact do a happy dance that no one but sarah will ever see when the finalization for her apperance on the show came through. What can I say? Speaking of Sarah, trying to keep her from re-doing my black leather arm chair in pink leather was a hard task, but I think I got through to her. Not to mention the Pookie thing. Don't ask, really. But having her in my house, all the time, not something you see me complaining about. I'm easy to please. Especially when Sarah is in the picture. Speaking of which, too much time away, makes me cranky and I'm on set enough. Later -The D 1 | no angel

and that's a wrap [19 Aug 2003|01:05pm] [ mood | happy ] Crow is done for. I've got a whole week before we start shooting for 'Angel'. And can anyone guess what I'm going to be doing with my spare time? Yeah I didn't think so. Amy, Vince ... did we ever set a day to golf. How about tomorrow? We won't let Sarah run and hide. And she wants to drive the cart -coughs- So make sure your affairs are in order. -laughs- I'm kidding baby I swear. It's going to be good to get back on set, hang out with the gang. Make obvious hints to Joss about having any of the 'Buffy' cast come and guest star. -coughs-especially sarah-coughs- Sarah had to see her lawyer monday about the divorce, she didn't really talk about it last night so I didn't push. Even after what that ass did, and even though she is with me (and I have no doubts about us) divorcing is hard. You put yourself into that person. I remember what it was like with Ingrid. It's just not fun, so I'm here for her if she needs me, and she knows that. A week, and I get to take over an evil lawfirm, -laughs- So I'm home about to go back to bed, because there is someone deliciously lovely in it. It feels good to sleep late, lay in bed and watch her sleep. Never felt so lucky in my life. 1 | no angel

[15 Aug 2003|03:09pm] Look at my girl getting her surf board. -has a hard time not going into a mushy sarah post again- So Crow work is ending middle of next week, I think we have about a week after that to go back to Angel shooting. Gonna miss Vinnie and Chari, and going to have to deal with James and his pompus ass -winks- kidding James. I do get the weekend off completely. They have to reshoot a whole bunch of scenes and I'm not in any of them, so I can stay in and be with Sarah. We really should try to get everyone together and have a party at someone's house, half of the Buffy cast is going off to do other things, and then Chari and Vinnie leaving Angel. We need on crazy Cult party, what do you guys say? By the way. I love Sarah. In case anyone wasn't clear on that, I love her. 1 | no angel

[14 Aug 2003|02:04pm] ( For Sarah ) no angel

[13 Aug 2003|05:40pm] Blurty isn't being nice to me. I won't let me reply to Sarah, or even log in. Sooo. I was woken up this morning a little early, but it didn't matter. Don't let that innocent face fool you, she's sneaky. But I like her that way. Ha. I like her every way, every moment. "Even when we take out the trash" -grins- She's just so amazing, and beatiful, but that's not all of it. Now don't get me wrong in my opinion she's the most beatiful woman in the world. But her outward appearance isn't what really matters, her heart, everything. It's all in the details man. And I finished shooting early so I'm going to come home and suprise her. Because she deserves it, and I like making her happy, and I'm planning something quaint and romantic. It's my mission to make her happy 2 | no angel

[12 Aug 2003|10:24am] Getting back to work is definately not what the doctor ordered for me. No the correct perscription would have been more Sarah time, like infinity, that would be nice. -sigh- So back to work I go. Hopefully the filming should be wrapping up soon. Tara Reid is back here doing some more scenes. She told me she's just excited to be back in LA with her boyfriend. So we bonded over talking about our significant others. She did that "Aw, your so cute when you talk about Sarah" thing, which by the way I've been getting that a lot lately. It's going to give me a rep of being a big sappy softy. Which, hey fuck it I am when it comes to her. But I got to tease Tara about how red her face gets when she's talking about Tobey Maguire her man. Teasing her is fun. She's a cool woman. But I really just wanted to get home and be with Sarah, I never care what we're doing as long as she's with me. Which is going to be hard when she has to go back to her own movie. But I've heard on the rumor mill that Joss is seriously thinking about getting Sarah on some Angel episodes. I'm like, Joss man, she'll be around set a little you have to use her, she practically made your career. Then I get glared at and he tells me to shut up in not so nice terms. But it's all in good fun. Joss knows that the entire cult is grateful to him for everything he's done for us. God. I don't want her to leave, but facts of our lifes. I need to find out from her when she's leaving exactly, so I can have a very special evening for her before she goes. As soon as Crow wraps up I think I have a week of downtime before we start on season 5. Who knows what that will bring. Oh and I've seen that promo poster of just James and me floating around, getting sold on E-bay. And yeah I know it's technically my show, and everything, but it wouldn't be what it was without J, Alexis, Amy, Andy, Charisma, Vince ... But I must say having James come over is going to be interesting. The Banter that goes on between our characters cracks me up. I love bantering with James its just fun. And If Sarah does come on an ep or two or three (or all of them ... ha I wish) would that whole love triangle thing be interesting? Damn I'm in a strange long posting mood. Oh well. Back to work, the quicker I get done the quicker I see Sarah. -The D 2 | no angel

[09 Aug 2003|11:38pm] I'm spending every momment with Sarah that I can. I have to go back to work monday, and I'm still not sure when she has to go back to filming either. We haven't talked about it. i think we're avoiding it because was just don't want to let each other go, not this soon. I know we'll make it, not even a doubt in my mind. And since Sarah put a little word in one of her posts about women wanting me. I'm going to do the same. Sarah = mine. Hey I can act like a caveman if I want. We still need to get those tattoos -grins- I'm now going back to cuddling, since my AIM won't let me online, and besides who'd want to be online talking to you losers (kidding) when I have a Sarah to hold and cuddle and ... Right -grin- -The D 7 | no angel

[08 Aug 2003|01:15pm] [ mood | content ] All I need in life is a smile like yours. Is she heart-stopping sexy or what? Not to mention the ... yeah. I'm trying to beat Sarah's picture posting, so just go with the flow please. And I'm not doing a very good job, But later when I have more time and not preoccupied with the aforementioned woman who I adore, there will be a Sarah picture happy post. Just you wait. -grins- I love you baby Oh and everyone must congradulate Sarah for her surf board. I knew she'd win. -grins- 3 | no angel

[06 Aug 2003|08:12am] Sarah is asleep, I've been watching her for about an hour. She's so beautiful, wrapped up in my sheets. Last night I asked her to move in with me, which was impulsive and it just came out, she just makes everything else disappear. Needless to say we're going to wait, considering its so soon, and she's not divorced yet. Like I said, impulsive, though I fully intend to ask again. I did ask for a couple of days off from shooting, for Sarah time, I can devote my entire week to her. She deserves the entire week. The dogs are getting along, it's a good sign. I'm going to get Sarah back for that picture filled post, but she won't be expecting it, It will be random. -grins- I'm going to go cook pancakes and serve breakfest in bed before she wakes up. Life is good. no angel

[04 Aug 2003|09:21pm] Today was hard. I had to go to the set for filming, and leaving Sarah was really hard. It's like if I close my eyes for a second she'll be gone. Or I'll wake up and realize that this is all a dream and there's no way I'm this lucky. So I was ansy on set all day. I called her around lunch to make sure she'd found her way back to the kitchen -grins- and was able to find something to eat. Really I just wanted to hear her voice, and I did and I didn't want to hang up. The day seemed to drudge by so slowly, I couldn't stand it. As soon as we wraped I was in the car and on my way back to her. I got home and she was sitting in the middle of the living room playing with my new puppy. I got her a week ago, I can't believe I haven't mentioned it. She's a golden retriever. I named her Buffy -laughs- What? -grins- Sarah's on the phone right now, then we're going to put in a video and cuddle. Yes, I do cuddle, I'm a cuddling man and I admit it proudly. Speacially when said cuddling is with Sarah. -The D [occ - I can't get on AIM -kills it- forgive me sarah-shaped] 2 | no angel

[03 Aug 2003|12:30am] [ mood | content ] Yeah, I'm becoming an update whore according to Eliza, but I don't care. I redid all my icons. And Sarah is here, asleep in my bed, and that's the perfect place for her, surrounded by my sheets, wearing an old t-shit of mine. I've never seen a more beautiful sight before in my entire life. Watching her sleep, so beautiful. How the hell did I get so lucky? And Sarah's Layout, is great. I love it. I love her. Some people think this is really sudden, but I've loved her for years, and apparently she'd felt the same. So I don't think its rushing anything. She's starting to wake up, I'm going back to the bed to hold her, having her in my arms in the most amazing feeling I've ever known. It's intense, scary, excited everything and I love her so much it hurts. -The D 2 | no angel

This is Me not being Vauge [02 Aug 2003|02:17am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Lifehouse - Everything ] I don't think I could be any happier than I am at this momment. Alright, that's not true, I'll be happier in about 16 hours when I get to see her. There has always been something about Sarah, something that everyone sees if they've met her. She's just Sarah, indescribable, amazing... honestly there are no words that do her justice. I don't exactly remember when it was that I fell for her, sometime during season 2 was when I realized it, who knows how long before that I was. But it was never the right time, or I was scared, there are pleanty of excuses, pleanty of reasons why I never said anything, and then came Freddie. So I backed off and went on with life. When I moved over to Angel is was like being ripped apart. Sounds cheesy but not seeing her everyday ... I hated it. Everybody thinks Sarah broke Ingrid and I up, which to a degree is true, because me loving her was part of the reason it didn't work, but not the only reason. So anyways, tonight we were talking and I'm sure being egged on by Eliza who likes to stick her nose in, but I still love her anyway. She is part of the reason I just went a head and told Sarah how I felt, so that's a big plus. I've felt this way for so long and hid it, tried to move on and forget but it just wasn't going to happen. I finally realized that not too long ago. My heart was hers wheither she knew it or not. Now, she knows and the feelings are mutual and she'll be here in hours and I can't believe how lucky I feel. This is also David showing what a huge sap he can be. For I changed my layout. Color me on cloud nine. They re-showed my Tom Green appearance tonight -laughs- People are going to start catching on that I'm not this serious guy they think I am. Oops. -The D "you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything ... everything ... How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?" - Lifehouse "Everything" 5 | no angel

Tom Green [01 Aug 2003|12:19am] I think I surely made an impression on the man. It happens I guess. He tried to pull one over on me and I just held my own. Of course running, jumping, and sitting on a chicken was probably the most interesting thing I've done in a while. I promised Aly I'd bail her, Tom and Eliza out of jail if they got caught killing Freddie's car needed it for some unknown reason. As long as I wasn't already in jail for killing the bastard then we decided to make Joss bail us all out cause he loves us all so much. Anyways, You all better have watched me on the Tom Green Show, or I'll be hurt. I kept rambling about wolfram and hart and avoiding Tom's questions about the end of Buffy. Eliza said I kept cutting him off ... um Oops. -shrugs- Sarah Dammit stop lurking! -laughs- If I could even stay mad at you for more than a few seconds I would be mad right now for all your bad lurking ... darn the power you have over me -eyes- And I can be vauge if I want to -sto- -The D 10 | no angel

[26 Jul 2003|12:39am] [ mood | sleepy ] I think I think too much. Actually if you have that thought I'm pretty sure its a given that you do in fact think too much. So this is David thinking too much. I guess its the dreams, really great dreams that bring up things I'm not suppose to think about because, it's not allowed. Just like the feeling of things I'm not allowed to feel. Yeah, I'm being cryptic and you guys are just going to have to deal with it. I've talked with Eliza, she helps out with the confusion, not that she can tell me what to do, but she listens so that indeed is helpful. Don't you hate it when the one thing you want more than anything else is the one thing you can't have? It really sucks. Trust me on this one. I got to talk to Amy tonight, messed with her head as always, and she promises not to hate me because I'm beautiful. -laughs- I have way to much fun at my own expense, but ah, it makes me smile and I think that's all that matters. I think sleep is in order, as It should be a top priority. That and not getting a tan, well, too much of a tan before shooting starts again. I feel strange about still being on after "Buffy's" end. the legacy is a lot to live up to, especially now when its not on. -sighs- I'm still begging Joss & Sarah to have Buffy come on Angel once or twice or she could change her mind and just move over -winks- I miss working with Sarah and the gang, but mostly with Sarah. She's Sarah, not much else can be said. Ok. I really need to stop and sleep tonight before my brain starts back up again. It likes to do that you know. -The D 5 | no angel

[23 Jul 2003|01:46am] I just love being a bad guy. Well, playing a bad guy. I don't like being a bad guy, cause then your a bad guy and who the hell wants that? Not me. So James is going to be a daddy? Take a minute to deal with that. scary. Lets just hope Jules can keep him in line. And leave poor Vince alone, he gets enough shit already -laughs- from everyone else. me included. What? What's the count now with the siblings? We have two Delfino's, Dushku's, Lenk's, Busch's, Madden's, Simpson's, Then those crazy asses "Brendon" & "Donovan" whose "surname is kept private" what the hell is that? -laughs- There may have been an original point to this update, but its gone now. Happy Birthday Chari. Stop freaking dying, get your ass back here. Sarah needs to stop lurking, or I might get sad. -puppy dog face- -The D 7 | no angel

[21 Jul 2003|11:32am] [ mood | amused ] I'm not chatty. -laughs- Drew you just have to ask the right questions. Alright. Sarah, your early morning cookie induced posts are beginning to scare me. Not that most things you do don't already scare me enough. -pats and laughs- You know you want to come guest -star on my show. It's true, just in your blood. And God loves you. So hey, we know you'd have a roll. Fans will wanna know what happened to Buffy after Sunnydale got demolished. -laughs- So I'm making excuses to see my Buffy buds again. Nick's got his own thing, James and Tony are making the move, assuming all bets are still on. Aly has to come play with us, she won't be able to resist the charm on set. Give me time and I can think of a reason to have Danny, Tom & Adam on Angel. Just give me time folks. And we all know Eliza's show is going to take off and she won't have time for us anymore. Joss you should give Nate his own show. -nods- I'm done talking about nothing. Feel privledged. -The D 17 | no angel

[18 Jul 2003|10:23am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Puddle of Mudd - She hates me ] You know I love playing the bad guy. During season 2 of Buffy suddenly going from this broody, good hearted, throw himself to the lions too type of guy, I got to be vicious. It was a different thing for me to do. We had this established good guy character, and then he wasn't so good anymore. Valentine wasn't as fun, because in reality I did no acting as the bad guy. We're filming "The Crow; Wicked Prayer" now and I just have so much fun with Luc. It's nice to put on this persona that is nothing like you, play with it, turn it into something only you have and can do. Plus Emmy's in the film as well, of course I do kind of kill her in the movie, but I'm sure we can look past that. I met Tara Reid breifly, she has a small role in the film. Nice girl. So guys, I may not be around as much. Like this previous week. I always have time for my friends though. After this project, should be heading back to the sets for the almighty season 5. Now someone tell me where the hell is Tony? 5 | no angel

[14 Jul 2003|12:07pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Ghost of the Robot - Angel ] I'm around. I only died because I had an unexpected urge to fly out to New York and see Rent. And then I stayed a couple of days. Dinner with Aly on tuesday was fun, getting caught up with her was fun. She prodded me about other things, the nosey little red-head. Threats to tell Alexis stuff doesn't help, but I will find her weak spot. And then the date with Emmy was good, we just talked a lot, got to know each other, I hope we go out again soon. I don't exactly have the best luck with women. We're not even going to talk about Ingrid. And then things with Jamie didn't work out [ooc - yeah i'm playing that they never got married] and then there was the unrequietted, shit I don't think I spelled that right. Oh well. I still think about her, I don't get to talk to her anymore, and hell she's off the market. I think I'm going to go kick Marc's ass in a good old game of basketball. The D 1 | no angel

[06 Jul 2003|11:33pm] Happy Birthday Adam. Happy Birthday to that greg kid Michelle is dating too. Cause I fear an ass-kicking from Michelle. Emmy I didn't mean to die off on you today, my ex wife called, badness esued. Yeah lets not go there. I'm over it, just don't like subjecting others to my anger in which they had nothing to do with causing. Except Marc, he's an ass and deserves all the anger anyone can muster. I need to catch up with Julie & James if they aren't too busy sucking face. And Michelle, don't hate. Eliza, you love me you know it. Vince doesn't though. Much love to Amy. -The D 17 | no angel

[05 Jul 2003|02:50am] [ mood | sleepy ] Vince needs to unlurk. Why? Cause I wanna give him shit. *laughs* I'm kidding. I'm not anti-social for those of you who are wondering, I'm just not one to randomly IM people, though I don't mind being randomly IMed. Met Emmanuelle today. *grins* Oh and I really kicked Aly's ass in pool on wednesday, so she owes me dinner. I told you guys she sucks at pool. Eliza is a publicity whore and you should all love her, but not over kill with IMs, she's too nice to tell you to fuck off if she doesn't feel like talking. It's nothing personal. She tells me to fuck off all the time *laughs* I'm an even better older brother type figure than Nate Dawg the donut boy. Only I've kissed her before so that bring up inscest and yeah forget I said anything. My new favorite word - Chillin' I'm not too old to say it. -The D 2 | no angel

[30 Jun 2003|12:35pm] Alright, this is me making a pointless update, but you all will get over it. I have a new layout that I did on my own. Hold your applause please. Nothing fancy really, and it wasn't cooperating so I got help from a friend, but that's beside the point alright. My side bar is updated, so all my fellow cult members should feel proud. See how much I love you guys? Check out the Icons too. -The D 15 | no angel

[30 Jun 2003|03:08am] Talked to Aly today. Continued my complete boredem today. Eliza forced me to make new icons, so I did. and we considered making the kissing ones animated but fear for our lives Blucas is a bastard, don't believe a damn thing he says about me. Seriously. On the prowl. Ha. I mean, maybe but Ha, none the less. If he'd get off his ass and stop dreaming about Danny's and find his own man he'd be in a much happier place. And I wouldn't have to kick his ass when Tom asks me to. Cause I will. Much happiness is wished to Tom and Danny. Ah Paris. No one talks to me because I'm unloved, well that and I don't IM anyone first despite Eliza's insistance that I become active. What?!?!? I've been online for hours man, hours! I feel old, OLD I tell you. I got a fan letter asking if Vince was really my son. Now despite this rather uninformed stupid notion, I replied with much delicacy pointing out that I was not quite a decade older than Vince and that no I was not his father. And explained that it was a tv show and I wasn't a Vampire of any sort. This is all god's fault ... But no complaining outloud *smile* -The D 16 | no angel

[28 Jun 2003|08:39pm] Hi. I'm not dead LIES I TELL YOU I've just been keeping that old broody charm I've managed to perfect in tact. No one would want me to loose that now would ya PUNK? I hear the CULT family has been terrorizing the natives again. It really is a pity, scaring off folks like that. I swear these guys don't bite to hard unless you ask them too and then hey, it's not my problem. You could do what I do and die pretend you don't know them you understand us or ignore them till they go away and move on to someone more interesting just deal like the rest of us. We really are a fun loving bunch. That is when we're not being psycho's Forgive my pals if they get out of hand now and then. All's fair in jossverse and hell no body is sacred or safe anything goes. -The D ( OOC ) 8 | no angel