You control your future, your destiny

Time:	Thursday, 11th August, 2005 @ 3:06pm
Mood:	hopeful.
Music:	sugar were going down-fallout boy (stuck in my head).

hey,
so long since i wrote. so long ago.
i just went back and read some of my entries. oh my god it seems like my april entries were litterly yesterday! how did this happen? how did it go so fast! its almost the end of summer! how?! how?! how?!
i remember at the beginging of summer i was so mad and sad and all that shit cuz no more school and no more something else i cant say but if you know me well enough you can so guess what i miss.

well anyway i might get a new layout. who knows.
does anybody ever read this? i think not. just me maybe. maybe lauren will.

she got a sn so i can talk to her whenever the hell i want without my mom or her mom yelling get off the phone (for of course long distance reasons) the most ive ever talked to her on the phone is exactly 2 hours. the most i talk on the phone on average is 4 to 5 hours(megan knows this)

i havent seen anyone litterly except natalia since june. i miss you all so much (and by all i mean megan and corie and tallinn and natsuki and amanda) i might see amanda tommorow. :) i see natsuki monday cuz tennis and possibly tommorow cuz i wanna practice with her. but for all of you who i dont see then ill hunt you down. muahahahha!!!
(that made no sense right)

i guess thats all i got to say. muah!

Destiny

Time:	Friday, 29th April, 2005 @ 3:44pm
Mood:	hyper.
Music:	LoSe YoUrSeLf-EmInEm.

hey i havent updated this in a lllllooooooonnggggg time. lol. nm has happened. been kinda sick so i didnt get to go to track. good right? yeah then i got hit in the eye with a dodgeball today. it hurts but it matchs the other red eye that might be pink eye. since its hurt its kinda black and blue too. ow. i wanna see kingdom of heaven and house of Wax they come out on the same day i think. wow i havent heard this song in so long. lose yourself-eminem except when my studio tour guide put the music video on for us and pretened to be eminem. it was werid and creepy and funny. lol. guess ill juss write that for now. maybe ill come back later.
BYE
Christine

Destiny

Time:	Friday, 22nd April, 2005 @ 9:40pm
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	Ryan Caberera.

hey,
this has been a pretty desceant week. its raining right now. i wish i could run outside in it. i already did that today though. right after a 20 min run i went outside (this was at track). this weekend i think me n amanda are going to the mall. yay! holy shit! it sounds like ice cubes hitting my house! lol i think that is the wind and rain. the field trip was fun on thursday, i SWEAR SOMEHTING WAS IN THAT PIZZA! we all went fucking crazy. lol. it was quite fun though. rar! im so gonna hate wendesday. i have to much horrible things i have to accomplish. like shots and playing exam and someother test. its like torture christine day and im so dreading it.
i guess that is my post. O0O0O0O0O i wanna see the interpreter! it looks good. well back to wathcing Halloween 4 and Simpsons.
xChristine

Destiny

Time:	Monday, 18th April, 2005 @ 7:56pm
Mood:	excited.
Music:	Your Star.

hello
ive im going to sat this cuz its all i can think about for a while now....
when i get famous im gonna google myself. lol so much fun.
i wanna see what people say bout me.
hah cant wait for the day i get famous.
i wish i coud live there now.
if u blind folded me i could find my way around disneyland, calfiornia adventure, universal studios, city walk, universal studios backlot(i know where evrything is for sure in that one) and warner bros studio.

haha me n tali (pronunced TA-LEE)got bored this weekend so we kicked a rock around the neighbor hood for oh maybe 2 hrs. were such losers. then we named it agent bond and were playing catch. haha that was great.

OMG Paige i love hiphop costume i want it. hehe. when ur least expecting it i take it.!! MUAHAHA
got my tap costume. little werid but it looks good on me. haha makes me look like a spy and buissness person. dance is so cool tho. too bad im at 6 flags that day. may be rearranging my plans.

g2g
christine

the day you walked into my life
was the day you feel out of heaven
and got lost

Destiny

Time:	Wednesday, 13th April, 2005 @ 2:52pm
Mood:	moody.
Music:	West side story(it got stuck in my head).

hey
my day was going pretty great. i got a good time on the mile i actually made an event for track, i was 1 second away from making the event i wanted to, its a pretty nice day despite the cold and wind and now its ruined. and now my day has gone from good to fucked up. and its not just today its going to be for the summer. so bye bye summer plans....
anyway the amityville horror somes out this weekend. i wanna see but its rated R so my parents are going to keep me from seeing it. supposedly its a true story. its about a house being possed. there is another story like that my dad was telling me about. around the same time too. wonder if it really is true.
my cousin and i talked last night. im so excited she hasnt had a computer since 5th grade cuz it broke and theyre getting one this week and this wek i get my new computer!! sooner than i thought too. i was actually promised one a year ago but things got a lil hetic.
well i guess thats pretty much all im gonna say for today. adios
christine

Destiny

Time:	Monday, 11th April, 2005 @ 5:14pm
Mood:	pissed off.
Music:	SWITCH-WILL SMITH!.

hey, im pissed off right now. and i dont feel or want to say why. all i can say is #^&*$$#^@*. my back hurts.. i think i might have pulled something during dance. o0o0o our costumes are so pretty. also my birthday is gonna suck! i have 6 dance reitals,orchestra and 6 flags. right now im watching simpsons. mhmh. ...guess what i realized over the weekend... i m getting a trampoline. it will be good for exercising. but i dunno if i should get that or a fender red american stratocaster. i say trampoline cuz im not fully done with my lessons yet. when i finsh i will by a new guitar because my acoustic one is broken and its old. i mean decades old. i saw fever pitch over the weekend too. that was good. Jimmy fallon was on SNL too. he came back!!--for a vist though. o well least he came to vist. well dinner is done so i should go.. i think we are having chicken. yay! lol bye everyone
(even though no one prolly reads this but o well im gonna continue to update it)
Christine

Destiny

Time:	Thursday, 7th April, 2005 @ 4:59pm
Mood:	rejected.
Music:	Bloody Holiday and Down We Fall.

hey im pretty bored. so ill post some lyrics/quotes i like, k??

Love is such a bloody holiday
It seems that every time that I give my heart away
It comes back to me
A little worse for wear
And who I give it to doesn't even care

I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I’ll put it in a note, yeah
I’ll cross my t’s and dot my i’s
Better say hello, don’t you dare say goodbye
I’ll write sincerely yours and sign my name
P.s. I love you forever and today

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry

Just what did you do, If you're a dream then come true
Stop pretending
That what you mean isn't what you say
Hopeful dreaming,
Of times before the pain, wishing it was still the same

And summer, and summer,
where night belongs to lust and lovers.
And summer, and summer,
and I am here to win you over.

that's all for now
Christine

Destiny

Time:	Wednesday, 6th April, 2005 @ 2:39pm
Mood:	tired.
Music:	The Art Of Losing- The American Hi-Fi.

finally i found out what the song was that was stuck in my head!! i heard it so many times before and then it comes in the fever pitch commerical and i have to look on message boards to find it out. i like that song though. gonna go see the movie. i wanna see taxi too but i heard i sucked. jimmy fallon should have stayed with SNL. he was soooooooooo funny on there. well anyway im kind of tired. mostlikely cuz i ran so much yesterday. dont feel to great either. i didnt want to go to school but i did any way.
i need to get away for a while. like a LONG while. i know we just had spring break and all but it doesnt seem like i was relaxed. what i need to do it go california and lay on the beach. sit there, watch the sunset and look up at the stars....... now thats realaxing. might be going back there in the summer. cant wait if i am! maybe i should permenatley move there. im gonna have to some time if i want to be famous. i wanna be an actress one day so that will work out great. maybe move in Hollywood or Aniheim. L.a would be okay too. i really need to set some goals for myself if i want that to happen. i probably should start working on that now. but for right now i think ill just find a new purse and summer wardrobe when i go shopping today. least i think i am.
so spring break was great. did lots of walking and i havent gotten much rest since then. weather was nice and its nice here too. really nice here. at school it was like burning in the rooms and it was so nice outside.
wow i can type fast. this is really long maybe i should stop.
-christine

Destiny

Time:	Wednesday, 23rd March, 2005 @ 6:25pm
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	What you waiting for-Gwen Stefani.

hey im gonna post this thing, k?
1. . Write the name of a person of the opposite
sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or
white?

6. Name of a person of the same as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).

WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life issoon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in a different board within one hour., and it will come true before your next birthday

Destiny

Time:	Saturday, 12th March, 2005 @ 3:54pm
Mood:	energetic.
Music:	Dashboard Confessional.

hey whats up everyone, nm has really happened so im gonna post this song i have stuck inmy head.

HANDS DOWN BY DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL- love that band!!

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

<3 chrissy x

Destiny

Time:	Thursday, 10th March, 2005 @ 3:48pm
Mood:	chipper.

pretty bored. and hyper and lots of other things too. nm has happened. i have a concert tonight. got a solo in it and i have to speak too. lol i go all hyper b4 the concert. whee. my dog is going crazy i better go but im gonna put a a few quotes.

so c l o s e your eyes & sleep to dream ; i`m
by your side - no words to s p e a k. we`ll set
our course & make it through. no matter how
much this hurts, my heart remains with you

There`s a point in life when you get tired
of |[Chasing]| everyone and trying to fix
Everything but, It`s not giving up its
realizing that youu don't need certain people
and all of the bullshit they bring '

i feel so foolish for thinking that you were thinking of me

xchrissy

Destiny

Time:	Wednesday, 9th March, 2005 @ 4:23pm
Mood:	loved.

hello
i havent updated this in a while. yeah. well today is pretty good. half day. yup. pointless though. i mean we basically went to school 3 periods and then isats and home. got new rollerblades. ever since ive got them ive been rollerblading outside for like 4 hours in the cold and in the dark. tommorow we have the orecstra concert. i have orechstra. pretty shitty teacher she so mean and bitchy. she also made us miss the late bus thursday. rawwr! we were there for like a 1/2 hour extra!! i met a lot of my friends by hating her. werid. natsuki said the most intresting thing to me today. she told me what she thought i was like b4 we were friends then told me how i am now. she said im HHHHHYYYYPPPPPPEEERRR!!!!!!!!!!! which is true unless im tired. lol. something is bugging me so much. i cant get it off my mind. its not bad its actually good. no matter what i do i always think of it. (im not gonna say what it is but like 2 of my friends will know if they read this which they prolly wont) im bored. i say that alot even when im not bored. does anybody get why we have to square danc ein gym?? lol im bad at it. i hate gym right now. i like it when we do sports. isnt that what gym is supposed to be, sports. S-P-O-R-T-S. yes i think so. wow this is going to be a long post. i think i might go rollerblading so. maybe when natalia gets back so i wont have to go alone. YEEESSSS! one more day of isats!! we get mints when we do isats. where is the candy people??? i used to get smarties in like 3rd grade but that was a while ago. Paige proved a good point to me online the other day,but what she said doesnt always work. dont feel like tyoing anymore. guess ill go n look around the site somemore.
-Chrissy*

Destiny

Time:	Thursday, 24th February, 2005 @ 2:47pm
Mood:	okay.

hello everyone
i think ill be posting lyrics cuz im bored
they are dashboard lyrics. love that band!!

"Vindicated"

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

*Christine*

Destiny

Blurty for Christine.

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