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And It Feels Like I'm At An All Time Low... Slightly Bruised And Broken... [18 Jan 2003|12:51pm]
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[ music | New Found Glory- Head On Collission ]

I want to be revengeful. I want to make Jessica C realize what she did. But I can't and I'm not. Two wrongs don't make a right. She keeps on telling me how much she loves Charles and all this and how there is no other feeling than love. I just want to come back and say, "Yea I knew what that was like. Until you had to go and fuck things up for me!" Jessica C is the one that Scottie cheated on me with. I know it's not all her fault. It takes two to cheat. I still can't help but want to blow up at her and just let everything out, but I can't. I went four months without talking to Jessica or Scottie. Then when school started back up I decided since it was a new year I was starting everything over. And I did. Now I just want to yell at her and make her feel how I felt. I just can't though. I think I need some fucking mental help

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