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dammmnn, i havnt updated this thing in so long, well i think im gonna stop updating it and start updating my Xanga more, ill just keep this to look at other people's blurty's. wel im off if you want to look at something ive updated just go to www.Xanga.com/enlow so yeah, goodbye blurty.
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End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear
Leading on your deaths construction
Taste me you will see
more is all you need
you're dedicated to
how I'm killing you
Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Needlework the way, never you betray
life of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me you will see
more is all you need
you're dedicated to
how I'm killing you
Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Master, Master, Where's the dreams that I've been after?
Master, Master, You promised only lies
Laughter, Laughter, All I hear and see is laughter
Laughter, Laughter, laughing at my cries
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending maze, drift on numbered days
now your life is out of season
I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too
Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
^^good song.. very good song^^
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WoW, i havnt updated this is awhile. so whats going on?! dang, yesterday SUCKED, so much! ok.. i was on my to Kyle Cooks house, minding my own buisness, skating on the sidewalk. then all the sudden, the mexicans from union drove by.. i was like "damn im fucked." They Turned around and pulled up next to me, and 3 of them got out and jumped me at the same time. it sucked so bad, they like tackled me to the ground and were like kicking my head and stomach and stuff. well now im home from school. i went to the doctor and i have a concussion. My head hurts so bad. oh well.. what goes around comes around right? lol. but anywho..
last weekend on Friday i went to the movies then stayed the night at Phillips house.. it was fun. and on Saturday i went shopping for symbols for my drum set. when we were in there i told my mom about one time when Courtney came over, she called my symbols "trombones" lol i was crackin up for hours.. but yea my mom thought it was funny. mahh. you gotta love court, shes cool.
Victory still sucks, but guess what.. i think i talked my mom into letting my come back to Union after the Christmas break. thats so cool, im gonna be able to see all my friends again and stuff. gahhh i cant wait! Today when Amanda gets home i think im going over there to hang out for a lil bit then were gonna go see a movie. that makes me happy cause i havnt hung out with moo in awhile. i love her so much shes without a doubt the best person ever! lol.
Then Saturday i'll prolly hang out with Jay and Seth and such, that should be pretty fun. last time i hung out with them i left my agony scene hoodie at Bear's house.. damnit, and i left my other hoodie in my locker at school! gahh.. o well, ill have my grandma run me up to Wal-Mart and i can get a solid black hoodie for like 10 bucks lol.
Well i better be going, im gonna go eat. Much Love to everyone! and i AM comming back to Union, i dont care what my mom says! lol
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Hey everyone whats going on? Nothing here. Today was my first day at Victory. Its alright i guess. i miss all my friends at union though. hum Me and Lindsay hung out in the art room for lunch with 2 other people, it was cool. The people that go there are really nice. anywho.. i dont know why im updating this thing, no one ever reads it. whoever does read it.. please comment lol i just wanna see whos still looking at my blurty lol. sOo i dont have much to say so ill find some lyrics or something to put on here.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
I saw your heart as it overtook me
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in the one moment I gave my heart away
The perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
And all I knew is what had overtaken me
With no explanation
I am comforted by my inability to understand
When I wake from this dream will you still be here?
Will your smile still open my heart
And leave me trasparent?
-Forever by As I Lay Dieing-
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Hey everyone whats up.? nothing really here i just woke up. i get to stay home for a few days before i have to go to my new school. gah im going to miss everyone. ah i dont really have anything to say cause i just woke up and not much has happend concedering i've been home for a few days.. so im gonna try to find a survey or something to put on here. ill talk to everyone later. and i love u missa! lol later.
I got this from Courtney, i love u court! your awesome!!
I Want: To be with my friends again..
I Have: a really cool gf
I Wish: humm.. for alot of stuff lol
I Hate: Mexicans
I Miss: my friends from school
I Fear: monsters
I Hear: Memphis will be laid to waiste by Norma Jean
I Search: for stuff on the internet lol
I Wonder: If i will get to come back to union soon
I Love: my friends
I Ache: when im sick?
I Always: put my friends first
I Am Not: someone else
I Dance: when im happy lol
I Sing: All the time when im in my room listening to music
I Cry: not that often
I Am Not Always: happy
I Write: in my blurty
I Win: no i dont..
I Loose: yes i do
I Confuse: myself sometimes
I Need: My FriEnds
I Should: be with my friends more
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: just a blurty
x. you like to cook: i try, i try
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yeah everyone has a few
x. you're in love: nah
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no
x. you bite your fingernails: when im nurvous
x. you believe in love: ofcoarse.. who dosnt
Who is...?
the prettiest female you know: Missa and Courtney
the weirdest person you know: me! lol
the loudest person you know: haha BRiana
the sexiest person you know: like i said before.. Missa and Courtney
the person that knows the most about you: Probly Courtney or Amanda
most boring teacher: It was Mr. Kemp
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF...
Ryan: Kalas damn bf
Rob: ZOMBIE
Drew: a little short kid that is going out with a tall annoying blonde
Stephanie: Hillmen, shes cool as hell to me
Heather: hum.. i dono
Arron- gay singer
Amy: i dont know
Will: Smith.. haha
Paul: TrAN, what are we going to do with that kid
Eve: my nigga haha
John: a cool kid
Lauren: humm i dono
Alex: my friend that i skate with every now and then
Justin: Dell
Cuddle or Make Out? Both ofcoarse
Chocolate Milk, or Hot Chocolate? eh.. Chocolate milk
Milk, Dark, or White Chocolate? what!? lol im confused
Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
( in the past week have you.... )
Cried? no
Helped Someone? yes i hope so
Bought something? food lol
Gotten Sick? nope
Gone to the Movies? last weekend
Said "I LOVE YOU"? and meant it: to my friends.. yes
Written a Real Letter? nope just a note
Talked to an Ex? yes
Missed an Ex? yes
Written in a Journal? blurty
Had a Serious Talk? yeah
Missed Someone? yes..
Hugged someone? yeah.
Fought With Your Parents? a little
Fought With a Friend? nope
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? why would i do something like that
2. Bungee jump? yeah!
3. Hang glide? yeah!
4. Kill someone? no
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? hummm
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? no.. HELL no
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? oh heeeeellll no
8. Parachute from a plane? yeah
9. Walk on hot coals? why whould i wanna do that
10. Go out with someone just for their looks? umm no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? no way
13. Wear plaid with stripes? yes
14. IM a stranger? yes
15. Sing karaoke? haha prolly
16. Get drunk off your ass? hell yes
17. Shoplift? haha sure
18. Run a red light? yes
19. Star in a porn video? haha humm.. nah i dono
20. Dye your hair blue? yeah!
21. Be on Survivor? nah
22. Wear makeup in public? nope
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yes
24. Cheat on a test? everyone does it
25. Make someone cry? not on purpose
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? umm probly haha
27. Kick a baby? never
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? no
29. Cuss out a priest? no way.!
30. Take a job as a janitor? never
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Hey everyone whats going on? Nothing really here. man today has kinda sucked. i went to Linclon to get an application, cause im gonna start going there, long story dont ask. but yeah it sucks. but anyways. im gonna talk about my weekend.. Friday Jackie picked me and Dillion and Kenny up and we went to the movies then we went to best buy and me and Dillion got cd's. later on that night Missa and Jackie snuck out to come get me and we went to this one guys party.. it was fun. humm Saturday i went to Talors b-day party (it was a supprise) lol so yeah that was cool. then after that me, missa, Jackie and Dillion went to Missa and Jackies house, so they could sneak out and, and so me and dillion were in the car for about 15 minutes waiting on them so we hot boxed the car, it was soo smoky in that car lol so when they came out and opened the door all the smoke came out. it was so cool lol. after that we went to this other guys house and they were moving so we got to trash his house. we drove his moped around in his house it was so funny. and then we left. -bad idea- we went to dillions house and Missa and sara took jackies car out to drive it, well i was drunk so i wanted to drive. i drove ALL THE WAY TO THE SKATE PARK lol that was bad, and i was doing good, then on the way home i kinda passed out and hit a curb and the tire poped and i bent her rim. i felt REALLY bad but it was kinda funny. lol my grandma came to get us, and eventually they got the car fixed. so thats good. haha i was going like 75 down riverside lol thats a bad idea when your drunk lol. well then i just stayed home Sunday, and yeah thats my weekend. but hey im going to let you all go, ill talk to everyone later. i love u missa baby!! lol your awesome. crashing the car was funny shit lol goodbye everyone.
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Hey everyone whats going on? Nothing really here. man today has kinda sucked. i went to Linclon to get an application, cause im gonna start going there, long story dont ask. but yeah it sucks. but anyways. im gonna talk about my weekend.. Friday Jackie picked me and Dillion and Kenny up and we went to the movies then we went to best buy and me and Dillion got cd's. later on that night Missa and Jackie snuck out to come get me and we went to this one guys party.. it was fun. humm Saturday i went to Talors b-day party (it was a supprise) lol so yeah that was cool. then after that me, missa, Jackie and Dillion went to Missa and Jackies house, so they could sneak out and, and so me and dillion were in the car for about 15 minutes waiting on them so we hot boxed the car, it was soo smoky in that car lol so when they came out and opened the door all the smoke came out. it was so cool lol. after that we went to this other guys house and they were moving so we got to trash his house. we drove his moped around in his house it was so funny. and then we left. -bad idea- we went to dillions house and Missa and sara took jackies car out to drive it, well i was drunk so i wanted to drive. i drove ALL THE WAY TO THE SKATE PARK lol that was bad, and i was doing good, then on the way home i kinda passed out and hit a curb and the tire poped and i bent her rim. i felt REALLY bad but it was kinda funny. lol my grandma came to get us, and eventually they got the car fixed. so thats good. haha i was going like 75 down riverside lol thats a bad idea when your drunk lol. well then i just stayed home Sunday, and yeah thats my weekend. but hey im going to let you all go, ill talk to everyone later. i love u missa baby!! lol your awesome. crashing the car was funny shit lol goodbye everyone.
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[05 Nov 2003|03:16pm] |
Hey every0ne whats going on? nothing really here just sittin in bed. cause my mom brought home a laptop for me. this thing is so cool. anwho. I went home from school today because i didnt feel good. I talked to erin Hazard in the nurses office, shes actually pretty nice. humm.. ive been downloading songs from mp3.com. i have like 13 songs, its pretty cool. they have about every song there is. but anyways. damn its cold outside. i moved my drum set inside because its so cold, when i was playing today. i hope it warms up cause i dont like it when its cold.. humm. Ive been talking to Melissa alot today cause shes home sick today too. and hum oh yeah speaking of Melissa...... me and her are going out now!! =). Shes so cool! im glad were going out!! humm.. my mom got surgery yesterday, im worried about her. it sucks seeing someone you love in the hospital, even when you know everything is going to be okay. its just hard to see. well thats all i have for today.. ill talk to everyone later. much love. If this is Melissa, i love u, your awesome! lol later-
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Hey i dont have alot of time to update this, cause the bell is about to ring. I just wanted to say that i love all my friends for everything they have done for me. Thank you everyone, and i love you. Please comment.
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[30 Oct 2003|12:36pm] |
Hey everyone whats going on? Nothing really just sitting in 4th hour. ughh i have a splitting head ache. oh well. so how is everyone doing? i dono why i update this damn blurty, no one ever reads it. oh well i guess im not cool enough for people to read it. anywho. im really bored! i never do any of my assignments in this class, i dono how im passing. oh well, works for me. lol. This morning I almost got in a fight with all the Mexicans, well me and all the skaters. we all have big mouths. oh well its cool. I cant wait till Halloween. Its going to be fun. humm.. so anyways. I saw Melissa Burnetty (sp?) today, and she gave me a hug- Shes really good looking!- lol i think she might be comming over Friday with her sister Jackie. Andrew Akin is staying the night as well. it should be fun! i cant wait. humm. I wonder if Melissa likes me...? that would be pretty cool. oh well i dont think very many girls like me. i think its because im ugly. that might be why. lol but anywho. I went to teh skatepark last night! I CAN FRONTSIDE NOESBLUNT NOW! not that too much of you know what taht it, it makes me happy.. OKAY!?! lol sOoOo damnit i cant wait untill Halloween. I cant really wait till next hour either. Courtney is in that class with me. Shes looking pretty hot! lol but she doesn't like me anymore, so i might as well give up on that. =( humm.. well i think ill go now, i might post some lyrics or a quiz or something on here. talk to everyone later. have fun on halloween everyone! Much love. later-
-Travis-
Running away from this earth. May it pass away
in the beautiful flames that it was created for.
Because when tomorrow fails to come, today is just
not the same. Inflamed earth. Roses. In this hope.
For all i care set it all a blaze.
-The Entire World is Counting on me, and.. by Norma Jean
Everything was wrong so we
sang sentimental songs. "Oh how seldom we belong but
how elegant our kiss." We painted crooked lines but
danced in perfect time to a love so much refined, we
know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour
into a grief know before but never quite like this.
-Memphis Will Be Laid to Waste- Norma Jean
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WOOOAHH.. Riiiigggghhhhtt noooww.. im feeeeelllliiiinnnngggg greeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaat. Do Shrooms!
0-traviss0 marque e
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Hey everyone whats going on? Nothing really here. The reak has been pretty good. its Saturday so i still have Sunday left to party LoL. but yeah. last i went to Briana's house with Andrew, Parker, Briana, and Megan. Jay was supposed to come but he couldn't i guess. hum anywho. There have been some bad parts about the break tho.. i found out that Shon and Courtney are going out. and.. I still like her ALOT ALOT. but what can you do. I guess im happy for her. but yea.. ya know. well anyways. last Saturday i went to my friend Josh's house with Craig and the band. we partied hard. lol it was great! Oh Speaking of Party's me, McClayn and Sasha are supposed to party today for my birthday, sice they couldn't a few weeeks ago. lol ill have to give them a call. haha. humm. im really tired cause i just woke up.. well hey im gonna go lay down cause im tired. ill talk to everyone later. bye
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Hey everyone whats up!? Nothing really here just sittin in 4th hour. Today has been really cool. its the last day of school.. thank god! lol So what has everyone been up to? No one ever comments in here anymore i dont know why i update this damn thing. lol o well. man im so bored. I almost fell asleep in here. I have Math next hour, Courtney and Kendall in that class with me, They always makes it fun. we're out of school for 5 days, thats so cool. Ill update this on Sunday and tell you what all i did. well im gonna go cause theres not much time left. later- and comment in here pleeaase. lol
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You are MINOR THREAT! You are intelligent,
energitic and DIY embodied. You don't take any
crap from anybody, but are willing to accept
anyone in the underground. You love to exchange
new ideas and are well respected in the scene.
People like you because you started it all, you
are passionate and you are great at what you
do.
WHAT D.C. HARDCORE BAND ARE YOU?
brought to you by Quizilla
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[03 Oct 2003|12:32pm] |
FIRST
First best friend: Greg Mazur
First real memory of somethig: when i kicked this kid for taking my power ranger in preschool. LoL
First car: something that works i hope
First date: umm.. prolly Courtney
First real kiss: humm..
First break-up: Jenni Smith. lol
First job: mowing yards. blah
First screen name: umm union360 i think.
First self purchased album: Kid Rock haha
First funeral: my great gandpa
First pets: Molly my dog. she got hit by a car :(
First piercing/tattoo: my ears pierced, and i dont have tatoos yet
First credit card: i dono yet
First true love: Courtney
First enemy: Stephen haha. but we're cool now
First big trip: Kansas City. i never go anywhere!!
First play/musical/performance: at school in kindergarden i guess. lol
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Ozzy Osborne- my mom loves him! lol
LASTS
Last cigarette: This Morning LoL
Last big car ride: Skate Park, downtown lol
Last kiss: Shannon!
Last good cry: awhile ago
Last movie seen: humm.. i forgot, but it was with Shannon lol.
Last beverage drank: chocolate milk at lunch!
Last food consumed: a french Fry
Last crush: Shannon and Courtney
Last phone call: Courtney
Last TV show watched: uh i dono.
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: my Emericas
Last CD played: Counterfiet REality
Last item bought: dont remember
Last annoyance: This kid in my 4th hour
Last disappointment: This kid did something really dumb in 4th hour.
Last soda drank: Sprite REmix
Last ice cream eaten: vinilla i forgot when tho
Last time wanting to die: Last night when Mother made me feel like SHIT before my b-day
Last time scolded: huh?
Last shirt you wore: a black Endurance shirt
Last web site visited: this one ofcoarse.
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[03 Oct 2003|12:13pm] |
Hey everyone whats going on? Nothing really here. guess what?! its my birthday today. Its been okay, i dono.. i got into a fight with my mom last night so its not making my day too good. I think Riley is staying the night today and we're gonna have my mom go up to the liquor store =) lol. Before that I think we're going to the movies, im goin with Shannon, and yeah.. i told him to invite his gf but she dosn't live in Tulsa. hum o well. I talked to Shannon for a little bit last night. shes cool, i love that girl. Then i talked to Courtney last night for awhile as well.. She forgot it was my birthday today after 3rd hour. I had to remind her! lol its cool. i know she didn't mean to. shes awesome. humm.. i cant wait untill tonight, its gonna be fun.. i hope. I went to the skate park yesterday after school with Johnny. It was fun. This guy from Tulsa World took a picture of my kickfliping off the big half pipe. he said he would put it in the paper. lol so i was pretty happy about that. humm... oh! Today it was so funny. Brittany Dickenson called my cell phone in 2nd hour and i was standing right next to the teacher. lol and i forgot to put it on Silent. so it rang but i dono if he heard it or not, but either way, i didn't get in trouble. humm.. 4th hour is soo boring. im just sitting here not doing my work as usual. lol. well im gonna go now. I think im gonna look up lyrics or a quiz or something and post it on here. well ill talk to everyone later. bye.
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Hey everyone im going to start updating this in 4th hour from now on, because i never do my work anyways so i might as well update this. damn its so hot in this classroom.. oh well. Today hasn't really been the best day. i dono why, i havn't been in the greatest mood latley, but hey, thats alright i suppose. humm.. I went to the fair last night with Kyle, & Mike. It was pretty fun. Then i came home and got online.. later on that night, Courtney told me to call her last night, so i tryed to and no answer. She was on the phone with someone else. it kinda made me mad cause she told me to call her, and she didn't answer, oh well..shes still cool. So then i called Shannon and we talked for awhile then she had to go. I love that girl shes so cool. I wasn't tired at all, so i got online and Amanda had to ask me something, but she got off, so i called her to see what she wanted. humm.. busy night. Friday night i went to the movies with Shannon, it was pretty fun, and Saturday i went to the skate park with Tyler, Jeff, and Dylan. Other people were there so it was pretty fun. I kickfliped this big gap and fell.. i hurt my knee but hey.. it happens. so i couldn't skate so me and Jeff went and rolled a few joints. we were feelin better then. lol haha. I think i might go to the fair on Thursday, and maybe today im not sure yet though. well i better be going, talk to everyone later.
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Hey Guys whats goin on?! Nothin really here, i never update this thing anymore i dono why. im in 4th hour right now (computer app 2). I cannot WAIT untill the weekend. I think im going to the movies on Friday, i think Shannon is goin too, soo thats cool. Shes awesome. Well anywho. Yesterday i went to 180 with Riley. Man-o-man, we were soooo, nvm.. i think you get it. lol. so how are things with everyone, comment in here and let me know lol. I am FINALLY out of IP. I know i still have to go to school, but i would rather be in school than dammnnn IP. me and Jay are cool now, I saw him and asked where he was going and he said hes going for his interview for alternitive school. damnit i wanted to go there but my mom wouldn't let me, hum.. oh well. Stephen is in this class with me, he says hey to everyone. well the bell is about to ring so i think ill be going now. Remember to comment in here. lol okay much love. later-
-Travis-
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Hey Everyone.. whats goin on? Nothin really here, just talkin online. I didn't really have a good day today. i dono why i got out of IP so i SHOULD be happy, but i've been thinking about certain stuff alot, and i dono. anyways. I havn't wrote in here in along time. hum.. My Birthday is comming up, thats pretty cool i guess. My mom said if i have a party then she'll go to teh Liqour store for me lol shes cool. hum anyways.. This weekend better be fun. lol Last weekend was alright, Friday i went to the movies with Shannon, shes awesome, gotta love her. and Saturday i went to Emilys house she had people over, it was about 10:00 PM when i went over there lol. and Sunday i skated alot a little bit. This weekend im planning to go to the movies on Friday, Something else on Saturday (i dono what yet though) lol, and skate alot alot on Sunday. I'll prolly skate on Saturday too. hum. yeaa yeaa. my boring life lol. I talked to Courtney a little bit today. i still like her. but she dosn't like me.. well i guess thats just the way things turn out sometimes. well im gonna go now. later-
Comment in here please- humm, i dont even know why i update this thing, no one ever reads it. o well.
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