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Is it possible for a person to hear the best and worst news of their lives, all at once, all pertaining to the same thing?
It happened to me, so I guess in a wierd ass way it is possible. It kinda changed my outlook on things, in a good way. I have God, friends, family, and my band. I shouldn't walk around pissed off at everyone, that's not a very good way to make friends, and it's a stupid way to lose friends I already have. I had a nice long talk with him and I feel like it's okay. I'm not bitter. What I am right now though, is definately jealous, I can't lie *laughs*. He deserves the best, and you'd better give it to him. Honestly that last statement was really meant as kind of, accepting in a way, ya know? Not harsh or anything, just a friend looking out for a friend. I'm trying, okay?
Well that is where my sappyness ends *nods* Did you see us on Lettermen last night? I love performing on shows like that, late night shows. Only one thing bothers me about those kinda shows. They put five of us on that tiny ass stage and when we are done they bitch at us for not rocking out enough. Sorry I try to avoid colliding into Paul. *laughs*. Did I look distracted enough for you guys? Ha, I was watching the tape after and thinking 'Why the hell does Joel sound so damn muffled?' It was probably some issue with the mics, I liked hearing Ben so loudly *shrugs* It's probably just me, ha. How hot did I look though? *rawr* Okay when I start to jump topics like that, it's time for me to be done. Billy thanks you in advance for reading. Billy loves you.
This is the result of too much coffee.
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