[14 Sep 2003|11:25pm]
I've been humming Jaded all day. At least it's a song I like.

Jaded )

I don't really want to go home but I have to, damn it. I'd rather stay with Brody. Even if it is really hard to find our way back to the bus while leaning on each other, it's fun either way. Feel more comfortable here than I do at home anyway.
my dance has passed

[13 Sep 2003|12:29am]
I woke up half on the couch, half on the floor. I don't even remember crawling from the bathroom to the couch, okay? Remind me to never do that shit again, it kicked my ass. How fucked is that... Aw fuck it, I'm going to sleep.
my dance has passed

[10 Sep 2003|11:10am]
I haven't really been myself lately. I don't even know if anyone has noticed because I'd barely spoken to anyone, 'cept for Brody and I doubt she'd say anything since the last time she did I got pissy with her.

I can't really give a reason. *shrugs* Even if I could it would probably be a really crap reason that makes no sense and then it'd be extremely obvious it's a lie. So I'll just not give one. I gonna go see if I can find something to eat though, my stomach hurts.
my dance has passed

[01 Sep 2003|12:23am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | OK Go - Get Over It ]

I think I'm getting sick. I'm not sure though, I slept with the air conditioning and my ceiling fan on last night and I woke up this morning with a sore throat. It hasn't really gotten any better and I've been really tired lately so I have no idea what it is.

I kind of snapped at Brody earlier tonight. I didn't mean to I just didn't want to talk about what she mentioned cause I'm in a bad enough mood as it is. So I think when I finish this I'll just go crawl in bed, minus the ac and fan this time, and watch tv or sleep. If Cash doesn't demand a walk first. Actually, maybe I'll just stay in bed until the tour starts. Ugh, fuck, rehearsals. Bastard.

I'm going to bed.

my dance has passed

[28 Aug 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm heading off, New York's driving me nuts. Enjoy the party guys.

2 novenas|my dance has passed

[28 Aug 2003|10:04am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Dayinthelife - Street Justice ]

Someone please tell me why I am awake before noon today? What the hell...

So the awards are tonight, yeah I'm so looking forward to that. I've about had all I can take of MTV but I'll behave as usual. Okay, maybe I'll behave. I make no promises, ever. And personally I think I should go make sure Joel's awake at this beautiful hour because you know I'd just HATE it if he was late tonight. *coughs* Or maybe I'll just get changed and go get some coffee.

2 novenas|my dance has passed

[19 Aug 2003|11:45pm]
I'm avoiding updating because I have nothing to update about.

But this is pretty funny. )
my dance has passed

[18 Aug 2003|01:15am]
Could this be any wronger? )

Edit: I typed in Benjamin Madden and got myself, on Joel's mothers bed...
4 novenas|my dance has passed

[14 Aug 2003|10:44pm]
[ music | Smile Empty Soul - All My Problems ]

I've been listening to this song all day. Yeah, the whole album is good but this song is perfect.

All My Problems )

I'm still listening to it, even now. I think I may be obsessed. But at least it's not with my dog. And it beats really thinking about talking with Joel about him pulling a muscle...

1 novena|my dance has passed

[14 Aug 2003|12:47am]
I'm watching Pulp Fiction. This movie is the best, all right? If you disagree I may be forced to kill you. Sorry kids, just the way it is.

I'm so behind on family relations it's pathetic, but whatever, this movie has my attention right now. Maybe I'll act like a social person tomorrow. Unless Cash is more appealing, then I'd probably just stay in with him. ...that actually kind of sounds sick.

And this movie has totally sucked me in so I'm off for the night, maybe more tomorrow.

[new management kiddies, same storylines. new aim is xbenjixnessx]
3 novenas|my dance has passed



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