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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
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4:39p - First entry? Eh...Okay.
Hmmmz, today was okay. Talked to Jack...=| He has a huge ass crush on me and I have Mike. He needs to get it through his head that I do not want anyone else other than Mike. RaWr!! Ahhhh, the beauty of it all. I just talked to Mike. :x I love him sooooo much. I love you, Mike! :-O! Today, my ear ring fell out and I had to put a tiny safety pin in my ear so my hole wouldn't go shut. *laughs* That sounded sick, but okay.~Anywayz~ Yeah....I'm freezing my ass off, it sucks. LoL. Jack was talking to me in school and I walked away, then he grabbed my arm and pulled me back and it left a fucking bruise. =| Jack, kiss my FAT WHITE ASS! ~Anywayz~ This girl named Sally wants to be exactly like me. =| Pisses me off. There's nothing I believe in more than my own insignificance, so why does everybody think my words can make a difference? =| Oh yeah, Kelly, congrats on going out with Ian! Stef...Go fuck yourself....Sarah, you're cool. Kristen, I'm going to miss you, man. Chelsea, you're awesome. Chelsea and Sarah: You two and I are like the Three Musketeers in our high school....Chelsea's the calmer one, more sensable.....Sarah's the show off one (LoL. Sarah, you know it's true, sorry.).....And I'm the loud mouth who can charm her way through things. Lmao. So true, so true, you know it is! Don't look at me like that! LoL. Sarah likes Hank.....Stef likes Hank......Dunno, Hank *might* like me, not sure, a little confused on that one. He's weird......Scares me a little. Typical poster boy. =| Blonde hair, blue eyes, 6 pac, lifts weights, strong...You know....The kinda' preppy one that you want to strangle? Yeah, that kind. RaWr! So cold! And I got told more than once that I had "bedroom eyes" or "blowjob eyes".....Pisses me off. =| I don't care when Mike says it, but if someone that I don't like or that likes me and we're friends says it, the I get pissed. ~Anywayz~ Back to Hank....He's like the singer of The All-American Rejects, but blonde and a little bit shorter hair. Eh, it works for him, but he better stop hitting on me. =| Today Jack pushed me against the lockers and it pissed me off so bad, Raven saved me and we walked away. I have a few bruises on my back because of the locks to the lockers were poking me in the back. Fuck you, Jack, I'll walk away from you if I want. I swear, if he ever touches me again....o0o0o0o I'll be pissed. =| Okay, gonna' go now, this is enough for my first entry. *-LoVe-* Ya' guys! I love Mike. :x With all of my heart. :"> *-LoVe-* :+: LiZ :+: "The one -N- only little 'Nilla"
current mood:  angry
current music: Papa Roach - Last Resort (comment on this)
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9:57p - Thinkin' about Mike.....
What can I say? I'm madly in love with this man....I wrote poems about him for Christ sakes. What's wrong with me, I've never *ever* felt this way before in my entire life. This is the longest relationship I have ever had.....Almost 8 months. And I do not regret one thing at all. RaWr, why do I feel like this?!?! LoL. It's driving me nuts because I don't know why I feel like this, but I love feeling like this so much. I love him so much. I love loving him. That's weird, isn't it? Why do I love him? It's everything.....Everything he does is so wonderful. It's so great. I know he loves me and would never cheat on me, even if I get jealous sometimes. Everything about him is just so wonderful it makes me want to cry. Cry in a good way, but still cry. And he's so adorable in every way imaginable. I don't know why he wants me, but I'm happy he does. I hope he never ever lets me go. Not once. I can't seem to get him out of my head. I wrote a poem today about him for class and the teacher liked it.
Here it is:
One look…
One smile…
One touch…
One kiss…
One word…
And I blush…
And I giggle…
And I melt…
And I sigh…
And I shiver…
Only you…
Only me…
Only us…
Only now...
Only always…
One And Only.
Now someone tell me...Is that not pathetic? I mean, I know he feels the same way I do, but I'm pathetic about it. =( What's wrong with me?!?!?! RaWr!! He's my one and only....What can I do? I'm going nuts right now because I'm not knowing why I'm feeling this all of a sudden, or why I'm pouring my heart out into a journal. Okay, I think I'm done doing it.....Okay....~Anywayz~ How are you guys? Yeah...LoL. Okay, Good bye. *-LoVe-* :+: LiZ :+: "The one -N- only little 'Nilla"
current mood:  loved
current music: The Starting Line - The Saddest Girl Story (comment on this)
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