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[31 May 2004|08:58pm] |
so im retiring this here blurty... going back to my old one... www.blurty.com/~stefferz
and also have a diff. journal www.xanga.com/steff1476
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[22 May 2004|10:16am] |
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well whats new... uhm... hmm.. i got shirts yesterday for the concert... i didnt kno what brittany wanted though so i didnt get her n e thing... sorry britter... but wen me & april looked at shirts u didnt say what u liked... i feel bad about it but i really didnt kno what to get... i got me & april these matching Green Day shirts that say "Kiss me, Im punk" ha... they r sweeeeeet... april got a youth large and i got a medium... its kinda big but i guess ill b okay ill just tuck the front in... im off work today.... i might help Jon Heim... he has his own detailing business but since his license is suspended he needs someone to drive... and i volunteered bc hes such a great friend... lol... Andi said i only did it cuz hes hott... well he is HOTT but still heh... hes been there for me thru sum shit and hes always been like a big brother to me... unfortunately.... haha... no jus kiddin... but i didnt kno he was in the shower when i was on the phone with him for like 10 minutes... and then he was like "im all in the shower and my dads tryin to talk to me thru the door like i can hear" and i was like "mmm shower" lol... then he was goin to DMV and then hes gunna call me when he finds out whats goin on... ill get to drive his big ass truck... YAY that excites me... not really i hate big trucks... atleast i dont have to pull the trailer though lol... we r just gunna drive his truck to the place, pick up the cars and drive them back to his house (if i help him 2day) i just hope none of them are stick hahahahahaha.... yeah... Adrian is at his work stuff... work last nite was rediculous... our registers do this thing that if u have been clocked in almost 6 hours and havent had a LUNCH (30 minutes and u clock out) ur register will lock u out until u clock out for atleast 30 minutes.... and last nite i almost got locked out... u get a warning then it locks u out like 15 minutes later... so it was kinda lame... then fucking folding clothes and shit.... i didnt think we would ever get outta there.... and i was gunna meet up with brittany and april at the jubilee but fucking by the time i got there it woulda been like 10 something... and there really wouldnt be a reason to go ya kno... im sorry you guys...
im so excited haha... Alyssa has a doctors appointment on monday too... at 10AM bc my mom thinks she is catching a cold cuz shes been coughing and sneezing a lot this morning ... i think it might just be alergies cuz ive been sneezing a lot lately too but im not getting sick... but iono i guess its better to be safe than sorry...? who knows... i know that when we go in they r gunna b like "oh she needs her 4 month shots" even tho i was gunna take her to the health dept. for it bc they can do all 4 or 5 in 1 instead of seperate shots for each one... thats so painful for little babies... hmm... im really tired... i wish he would hurry up and call and lemme kno whats goin on... i think me & adrian r just gunna rent a movie tonite and watch it then ill have to take him back to his dads... so gay... i guess ill go do sum stuff around the house then take a nap while i wait for jon... later
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[18 May 2004|07:22pm] |
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so ive concluded that if him and i spend a few days away from eachother things r okay... he bought me a watch last nite... a pretty pink one... i was in a pink mood yesterday... i had on a pink Hurley shirt i got at PacSun and a new pink key chain thing so i got a pink watch... its really nice... and today he went and put gas in my truck... it was sweet of him... it was like almost 20 bucks for gas though.. i hate how gas is so damn expensive... i bought my mom a bunch of flowers seeds and sum bulbs at wally world a little while ago... i used my sams club credit card... lol... i hate having credit cards.. i keep spending them... but thursday is pay day and i only have to pay my computer that was due saturday... its about $200... and i guess ill pay sum on my sams credit card... Visa isnt due until June 15 bc i already paid mays bill... i think? or whatever i already paid the one they sent... i didnt pay it ALL off but its okay i think... and Discover is already paid off so im good there... thank god... im SLOWLY getting everything paid off to where all i have to pay for is my computer and gas... and im gunna stop using my credit cards unless its an emergency.... sike i know that ill use it all the damn time ya know... anyway... i went to see April yesterday.... they got Roxy shirts for like 15 or 16 bucks? yeah i think i might go up there maybe tomorrow... and they got roxy flip flops too they r pretty.... hehe might get sum of them too... but i think im gunna go look for food and watch tv for a bit... later dudes
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[15 May 2004|05:49pm] |
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so my patience is running low with him... at first everything was awesome... but here the past few days its starting to sink in how damn annoying he is... the other day he got me flowers just because... no special reason.. just bc he felt like it... it was really sweet... but i sat and thought about stuff lately and i know that he means well, but we have only been dating for a few weeks now if that right...hes already telling me he loves me and shit and its weird... and hes always up my ass... i mean its like... last nite we went to smack water jacks after work with Kirstan and her friend Krystal [sp] and everytime i moved he moved... i was like omg... and is forever trying to hold my hand and stuff and its annoying... i mean even when im driving its like OMG LET ME REACH OVER AND GRAB HER HAND so its gotten to the point where when im with him i always make sure i have a cup of soda or ice to hold in one hand and steer with the other... so in the end he he ends up with his arm around the back of me and thats uncomfortable to drive like that... and its like... ugh go away.... and he doesnt have his license and stuf so its like I ALWAYS HAVE TO GO GET HIM and im kinda tired of driving now... his dad lives right down the street from work and his house is a little past work and itd b diff if i was leaving work and going straight there but im not... its work, home, his house, home, his dads house home and im so tired of it... i think i hurt his feelings tonite when i told him that i was tired of driving to va beach 6 times a day... but i cant freaking take it anymore AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH april said i should tell him but i dont know how to tell him w/out hurting his feelings... my parents really like him and my mom is all like dont break his heart he is a good guy and im like yeah i know he is but dammit hes annoying me... i realy dont wanna do anything with him tonite.. i know its sad to say but id rather sit at home and watch a movie by myself with Alyssa than go out with him... its crazy i know but oh well i dunno what else to say or do.... i have this massive fucking headache from all thsi shit i had built up in me and now im ready to just fucking scream... thank god Alyssa is asleep or id really b going fucking crazy....
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[08 May 2004|09:27am] |
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i got my eyebrow pierced last nite... it was fun.. lol it really did hurt alot.. i mean a whole hell of a lot... i wanted to cry... it hurt more than getting ur eyebrows waxed... i think i should have gotten a bar instead of the hoop... im not supposed to have it at work so im gunna try to get away with it for as long as i can... it takes 3 months to heal so thats 3 months before i can change it...blah... well thats what they SAY but ill pry do it within the first month ill change it to a bar... a bar woulda been easier to cover up with a bandaid than the hoop... i still have a headache from the piercing.... my mom said she told my dad and hes mad... i dunno why.. they would let me get a tattoo which is PERMANENT... a piercing is temporary... i can take it out... ya know... geeze... but imma eat and finish gettin ready for work now... later
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[07 May 2004|12:00am] |
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so i guess ill make this available to everyone again until someone else does something to piss me off... anyway im so tired of working.... today i worked 8-5 and it killed me... along with yesterday's 8:30-4:15... im so tired of working all these long shifts like this and i didnt notice but my mom pointed out that on the next schedule starting saturday, i close everyday except for saturday (10:45-2:45) and tuesday and wednesday when im off... how gay is that... yeah... Adrian has been over every night this week i think... except one night... i cant remember which night though... maybe tuesday... yea bc he had to close that night and i was at home watching one tree hill...
him and i are so happy together... its amazing... hes everything i could ask for and more... he already calls my mom "mom", both of my parents adore him, hes too good to me... he offers to do almost everything for me... he offers to help clean up after dinner, and get my food, and hes getting more attached to alyssa everyday... at first he was all scared to hold her bc shes so tiny compared to the other babies hes seen/held before... and today she was crying while i was making her a bottle so he got her up and he held her so she would stop and i came around the corner and he was just talkin to her and she was holdin on to him so tight but smiling at him... i truely think he is the one... i know its odd and all but realy.... hes perfect... a little too affectionate, but i guess its because ive never had someone whose attention was fully on me, except for mark... but me and adrian do our own thing too... mark was just always wanting to be around me... or me and his friends... me and adrian have our time and we have just friend time and we have us and friend time together its perfect...
today we went to babies r us and took Alyssa with us and he carried her through the store in her carseat (there werent any carts) and then we had to go to food lion for my mom and he pushed her around in her carseat in the cart and was holdin her hands and talkin to her... hes so great with her and it makes me feel good inside to know that he doesnt hold it against me that i have her... he thinks its neat... hes so wonderful and amazing... he bought my mom this Habiscus tree thing we had at work bc they are only 13.88 and at home depot they are like 30.00 and he gave it to her for mothers day... its not even his mom and he gave her a mothers day gift... he asked me what i wanted but i said nothing... i gave my mom a hydrangea (sp?) its another kinda plant we had at work... real cheap for the size and stuff that they are... mom says we got good deals lol... but anywho... im off tomorrow so im gunna go ahead and catch me sum sleep... mom is gunna get up with the baby if she gets up after 3... so i have her till then... then ill HOPEFULLY get a good night sleep... i wish my dad would just let Adrian stay the nite sometimes when he is over so i dont have to drive allllllllll the way to his house at night when im like dead tired... grr... nitey nite
im dreaming of you tonite, till tomorrow, ill be holding you tight, and theres nowhere in the world id rather be, than here in my room, dreaming of you here with me"
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[12 Feb 2004|09:01pm] |
FRIENDS ONLY
im making this friends only because, well for one, only friends read it as it is, and for 2, i dont want certain people to be able to see what i say bc there are some people that read what is typed and twist it around and go start instigating shit... so ya kno.... comment & add me and maybe ill add you... until then... buhbye
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[12 Feb 2004|07:22pm] |
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well... i went to bed around 10 last nite.. she woke up around 1... then again at 4 then again about 6:30 or 7... so last nite was better than other nites... we put her in bed with me wen i went to bed last nite... she seems to sleep better if we dont put her in her crib at all... anyway... mom stayed up with her the last time she got up... i went back to bed and woke up at 11:30 this mornin... god it felt GREAT... she didnt go back to sleep after she got up at 7... she stayed up till about 2 this afternoon then took a nap and was up at 3:45 so i missed a lot of Montel... it was an episode i wanted to see too... so grr... and she stayed up after that and shes still awake.... my mom took a nap around 3 and got up about 6:15 and now mom is dealin with her bc she wouldnt stop crying and i tried everything.... i think she misses stephen... i really do... since we got back from taking him home, she cries a lot... its weird.... he called me today.... i told him what nicole said about our lives bc we are 19 with a kid.... he said "fuck that bitch"... haha... no thanks but u know... i miss him and his retarded ways... always makin me laugh when im pissed or when i was dead tired gettin up with Alyssa he would take her and let me go back to sleep... i miss the little things he did... he said he was looking at baby pictures of him that his mom put up... and he was lookin at the pictures of Alyssa that we got made at Wally World on the Kodak Picture maker thing off my digital camera... said he got depressed so he had to get outta the house and now he is with Dusty... but he said he is gunna get back up here ASAP to be with Alyssa which is good...
i think i want a new layout... guess ill have to refresh my memory on how to do this hahahahahahahahahahaha.... i havent messed with this shit in forever... oh well... im guna go though... ill be back another time... laterr
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[11 Feb 2004|06:19pm] |
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well life is going good... Alyssa is healthy... im all better... now im ready to go back to work... im tired of being broke all the time... since i was sick all of december and shit and worked like 2 weeks into the new year then went out again... it sucks.. my computer payment is due sunday and im broke... i got like $230 in the bank... if i pay my comp. payment ill hve like $40 and then me & mom r goin to florida in like 2 weeks? goin to visit my g-ma so she can see Alyssa.... i dont really wanna go... id rather go back to work.. but im out until march 22... ugh...but while we are there we are goin to the strawberry festival thing... we are gunna go see Lonestar and Rascal Flatts while we are there... woohoo but my g-ma is gunna watch Alyssa and i dunno if i like that so much... *sigh*
Alyssa still has her days and nights mixed up... while stephen was here he was really good with her... it was really sweet... i got lots of pictures so if u wanna see just IM me and lemme know... im so tired and bored.... she gets up and stays up for like hours n goes to bed at like 4AM and gets back up at like 6 and stays up till like 10 or 11... its enough to drive someone crazy... and its impossible to sleep during the day while she sleeps bc my dad either comes home or calls and gets all pissy bc me n mom are taking a nap.. hes such a dick... they got into it last nite... because of my slut aunt dee.. her instigating shit... sounds like someone else i know... *cough cough* hmmmmm ANYWAY
so yeah life is good... after stephen finishes his classes down in carolina he says he wants to move up here for good to be in Alyssa's life permanently.... thats sweet i guess... me and jaimey had a blast at his sisters house... shes hilarious... she said she is gunna come up in May and we are gunna do lunch.. wahoo!! she pulled out a bunch of old home videos of stephen and ricky when they were little like back in 1994 and stuff.. christmas and then them and sum lake... they were hilarious "Im so proud of myself" lol awww they were just so cute... ricky was skiing in one of them and stephen was jumping off of a pier doin cannon balls and shit... lol so funny... then jaimey and stephen played darts for a looooong time... i just kinda layed on the couch and relaxed... i was real tired from drivin... so me & alyssa hung out and rested.. then his sister was telling us about someone and stuff that was said... haha.. watta psycho bitch... we were gunna go see his sister angie but her daughter is sick and we couldnt take alyssa over there near her so poo... but theres always sum other time when shes feeling better... we had hot dogs & tater chips for lunch... it was christols first time cookin on the gas grill and she did good.... i thought stephen & ricky had country accents now but hearing them on the tape, they had them real bad when they were little... but its okay.... saturday is valentines day.... alyssa is my valentine... lol... jaimey... you are not the father of my baby... rofl ur retarded girl...
i need to go to Liberty tax Service or Jackson Hewitt and get my taxes done... bc i dunno how to do them...lol.. but im BROKE so grrrrrrr but when i get my taxes back i wont be TOO broke haha... dad said next year when i do taxes i get lots of money back bc i have a baby to claim.... hell yeah.. haha.. and in march we get our bonus checks at Sam's... yay... i dont care how much it is... as long as i get money thats all that matters... i have $2... lol... and mom was like "well hold on to it" wtf can u do with $2? NOTHIN.... hmmm....
im talkin to Keith [from work] online right now... hes so retarded... lol we are having a great conversation.... see....
keith: if i do you, will you do me
keith: yess...fa shizzle
me: how do you want me to do you?
keith: nice and slow
me: oil or lotion?
keith: oil and your hands
WE WERE TAKLING ABOUT MASSAGES BC HE SAID HE WOULD GIMME A MASSAGE SO DONT THINK NOTHIN SICKO... U PERVERTS HAHA
anyway i guess im gunna get offa here and go do something constructive... like dream about working again and having money... woohoo... so ill write another time
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ok yea... wow... so lets see.... stephen was here visiting... got here on the 3rd... him and alyssa had a blast together... while he was here we went to indian river to see our old teachers.. they were all shocked... bc we never told hardly anyone at school about me being PG... but yeah.... thursday [the 5th] was my birthday... the big 19... yea yea yea... haha.. lucky me.... this morning i took stephen back to carolina.... jaimey went with me.... talk about a fun trip haha... 100 in the lane as it ends... yeaaaaaaaaaa... instant headache haha... we took Alyssa with us.... we left my house at 5 this mornin... got to his sister Christols house around 10:45 or 11... hung out there so she could spend time with the baby... we left around 2:45 or so... and we got delayed a few times bc of slow people... but me & jaimey made the trip home fun... trying to stay awake... Alyssa did good on the trip... she was awake wen we left my house... then fell asleep... woke up in South Hill then slept until we got like 10 minutes from Christols house... then she was awake when we left at 2:45 and she slept until we got to South Hill and then she caused us to get a little behind... had to change her diaper, feed her, change her again, then changed her clothes bc i dunno wat the hell jaimey did to her outfit she had on but it wasnt fittn her right so i just put her in a nightgown...then she was fine until i got home... the trip home was so much fun lol... we followed people the whole way.... first this explorer with this fat ugly dude drivin it lol... in and outta traffic... then this white cavalier and this red 3.2TL so fun lol... and the radar detector thing... that was hilarious... speed limit was 55 bc of construction... and we were goin up a hill doin bout 80 follow the green explorer and it started beepin so just as i hit my breaks as we reached the top of the hill when it went off... there was the cop... in my face staring at me.... yeaaaaa scary... and the cop on the other side headin south down I-85.... u-turning and coming back right up behind me... lol... almost pissed my pants...but im goin nite nite bc im tired... so nite nite
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well holy cow... im wearing my regular clothes now... yay... haha... today is the first day ive actually felt better... other than lack of sleep but ya know... yesterday i changed my first poopy diaper by myself without mom watching me... haha i was scurred... but i did it... and this morning was the first time i got up without mom and made her bottle and everything... mom went to get chinese food... so im here alone with her and she should be getting up soon... yea she is now...brb... k maybe not.. false alarm... she gives a lot of those... u think shes gunna wake up.. but she doesnt... she has her nites and days mixed up so if anyone has sum advice on how to help get it right... lemme know... ok yea shes gunna get up in a few... ill be back in a bit to finish maybe? or yeah ill just come back another time to finish.. i gotta clean my room anyway and do sum things around the house cuz stephen is coming in tomorrow to see his baby for the first time and hes staying here for a while...
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well, we went to WIC today... the baby weigh 9lbs 6oz... take off sum ounces for the clothes & diaper though... i weigh 118... wen i went to have the baby i weighed 144... at my doctors appt on wednesday i weighed 122 and today is 118... so in a week i lost 26 pounds... yea!! go me haha.... they pricked my finger today to check my iron... it was good... but im bout to go to bed bc i have a lite on and the baby is behind me sleeping so nite nite
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ok so yea... anyway... the past couple days have been crazy... but heres the horrible hospital story...
so i get to the hospital around 6:35 [after my water broke around 6:15]... and they put me in the triage for a few minutes and this non-english speaking dude comes in there to take my blood... ok the least u could do is SPEAK ENGLISH.... this is AMERICA... not CHINA... then they move me across the hall into a delivery room... and then i meet the nurse that is gunna be taking care of me... so im layin there watchin TV and then my room just gets slam packed with people... im only 3cm dilated so its gunna be a while before i deliver... so its my mom, dad, jaimey, grandma, felicia, sam, and then andi & her mommy stopped by for a little bit... but they didnt stay long... so it was like everyone in that hospital was going into labor at the same time and all the nurses were gone... and thats when i needed the IV... i didnt want an epideral... i just wanted the stuff thru the IV... and it took forever to get it... i mean i was in horrid pain for a long time... like crying pain... so my dad went out there & showed his ass and then they brought the IV... so they checked me and i was 7cm... as my contractions were stronger and closer i got more irritable and i got mean... everyone in the room was talking and i kept saying shut the fuck up or get out... i wanted a quiet room.. but i guess those people r just too stupid to understand what shut up means... so i got the urge to push and we got the nurse to check me & i was 9cm... she called Dr Rector [bc he lived the closest] and he got there ASAP... and i made everyone get out except my mom & dad... and i started pushing... and FINALLY she came out... the IVs didnt help for shit... i felt everything... so i ended up tearing bc she came out before he could cut me a little bit... so blah blah everyone came in, held her, then left, mom stayed the nite with me in the hospital that nite... very restless nite... thursday we hung out with the baby... i had visitors coming off & on all day... so i stayed alone that nite... and the nurse that was taking care of me overnite sucked... i hated her... she was real mean... she wouldnt help me get outta bed to go to the bathroom or anything.... she was just a mean lady.... so friday they came and took blood from me... then took the baby to get examed to go home... then came & gave me a Rubella shot... i forgot why... and then took MORE blood... and then i had to get a RhoGAM shot bc i have RH- blood... and it hurt.. it was in my butt.. and im a sissy when it comes to needles... i cry instantly... so after a bunch of BS, i finally got to go home and no sooner than i got home, my aunt & cousin were coming in rite behind us... talk about POed... all i wanted to do was rest.... so now ive been home and she gets up so much during the nite... my dad is paying for stephen to come up... hes coming tuesday... and my dad is lettin him stay here with us for a few days... oh n saturday nite i was back in the ER bc i got an infection bc i tore up at the top too and i was so swollen they couldnt see it to sew it so i was on Zithromax... and Dr. Powers gave me a prescription for Percacet for pain...i go back to work on march 22...but yea im gunna get a shower... got a WIC appointment today n we gotta go shopping too....
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well its been a crazy week... i finally had the baby... January 22, 2004 @ 12:45 AM... 8lbs 2oz 21 inches... she is absolutely beautiful... shes got brown hair & blue eyes... oh goodness... shes just... perfect...
i was watchin tv on wednesday [the 21st] and at like 6:15 my water broke... we called the doctors and they called the hospital and told them to have my room ready... got there and they took my blood and shit... ill type more about the hospital experience and all tomorrow... baby is behind me in her crib sleeping and i dont want to disturb her... nite nite
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wats new? uhm im 2-3cm dilated.... 80% effaced... but my contractions are still irregular and my water hasnt broken yet... so this sucks... hmm... im having horrible back aches and im not sleeping anymore... i back to the doctor on the 20th... he said "if i make it that far" but i guess since she is being a stubborn ass, ill make it... probably go past the 27th [my original due date]
the 12th was 1 year since stephen broke up with me... and it was a poopy day... he had court... didnt go so well.... not well at all actually... a lot of bull shit i guess u could say... needless to say i wish him and i were together and we lived here together so he didnt have to go back to carolina and deal with the shit down there, PLUS the shit up here.... i still do love him though.. very very much...
andi came by the other day... we hung out for a bit... went to dinner with my parents... she told me about daw going to the airport wen brad went... talk about stef go psycho... yeah it was pretty ugly... but fuck that fat ass... i dont need her either... hmm.. ive been in a hateful mood lately... im just over being pregnant... im ready for it to be over so i can sleep normal again... somewhat... atleast sleep on my stomach! arg! got my check yesterday.... it was ok... i still got a little bit of money left after i payed my comp. payment.... but im not buyin anything unless i 100% need it... bc im not working again until after i have the baby so.... hm yea... i think imma go now... my back hurts... time to lay flat on the floor again... thats the only thing that makes my back feel somewhat remotely better
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hm so whats new? uhm lemme see... well nothing... me & jaimey went out & played detective last nite... spied on her boy chris.. haha it was fun... stephen called me today... i miss him... he is coming up today bc he has court tomorrow... tomorrow is 1 year since him & i broke up... its gunna be a gloomy day... ill probably cry most of it... im getting ready to go with dad... hes gotta do an estimate then he said we would grab something to eat... mention food and stephanie is there.. haha... i go to the doctors on tuesday.... hopefully ill b more dilated than 2cm... dad is outside trying to start the bronco... bc he came in later than me last nite and we r taking my truck... so the bronco is in front of me and he cant get that POS to start bc its a cold natured MFer... haha MFer... mm but yeah... i guess im gunna go ahead n... entertain myself while i wait on his slow ass to hurry up so ill write again eventually..
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its still snowing... we got about 2 inches or maybe 3... its really pretty... me & mom went to shoneys earlier then came home & around 11 we both took a nap but i woke up around 12:30... nice nap i guess... mom is still passed out... Twix was layin down with me but when i got up he was still layin there... hes so cute haha... hes been sleepin a lot today... watta lazy cat... i think imma go back & watch TV or somethin now... later
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wow im still awake... i havent slept much at all... a little bit.. not even an hour if i recall... its snowing its ass off outside... its pretty though... i think me & mom are gunna go to Shoneys for breakfast... even tho we ate at like 5:45 this mornin lol... dad was gunna let mom take me to work but before i went i called my Aunt Sam and asked her to check the clipboard at the COS Podeum and they said all of my shifts are covered and all my papers are ready for when i go out on maternity leave... so i guess im done working until i have the baby? hmm.. the snow is coming down hard... i might call my doctor today and tell them im having trouble sleeping... i dunno why but i just cant sleep at all... it sucks... but i think imma go watch the snow fall down... so ill write later tonite or today depending how bored i get
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[09 Jan 2004|02:37am] |
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well this just sucks... ive dilated 2cm and im 70% effaced, but my contractions arent strong enough and close together, and my water hasnt broken yet... im pissed... ive tried everything.. jumping jacks, jumping up & down, walking the mall for 2 hours, walking around walmart... its useless... the only thing i havent done is sex or castor oil... i got castor oil from jaimeys, im just scared to try it.. and id be afraid to have sex for fear id hurt the baby haha... its snowing outside.. its pretty... its not deep but its enough to make sum schools probably close... i am gunna go back to work tomorrow unless dad says i cant bc of the snow... but im not driving anyway... mom is in case my water breaks... i went to the emergency room again the 7th around 11PM and they released me around 1... i had 7 contractions within an hour & the doc. said if i have 4 to go... but its like wen i get to the hospital, my contractions stop.. mom says the baby doesnt like Chesapeake General... i agree... so before i left they gave me 2 Ambien to help me sleep... mom said they made me seem drunk.. haha i dont remember much after i took them except the elevator ride down to the first floor, me saying my legs feel like jello, and waking up at 11AM... but my alarm is gunna go off in like 5 hours so i guess i should try to get sum sleep....
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[06 Jan 2004|05:07pm] |
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well i went to the doctors today... she said ive dialated 1-2cm... wahoo! and she told me whatever ive been doing since my last appointment to keep doing it... so ive been walking a lot today... my contractions are still far apart... but its okay... and im 70% effaced so im almost there! woohoo! anytime now... oh and i got a new credit card today... its only got a $300 limit but its okay... im gunna go watch TV with mom tho so later
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