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UPDATED! [26 Oct 2003|06:19pm] UPDATED TO BE ON ZER0'S FRIENDS LIST! WOO Shalo0zin

april 3rd [14 Oct 2003|06:59pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Rehab - storm chaser ] whoa. ok i have a lot of stuff to tell you. ok well if you read the previous entry, it told you that the dude im goin out with is ... bi-sexual. hvilebhvlkeab. which really sucks the big one dude. aaahhh. well earlier that night zero and i got to take the honda to go grocery shopping which is rad. so when we were going back we took the long route and past a wendy's and i go whoa man, lets get a frosty, so zero turned around and went to wendy's and her friend dylan was workin there as the change dude. and the second i saw him it was like. WHOA! he was so freaking hot dude. and i was like, whoa, dylan's hot. and so then we moved up to the next window and he went to the next window and gave us our stuff. but dude, when i saw him, i was like, oh my god, its my chance to get out of this hole im in. he's almost exactly like me, but just different enough for us to get a long. and i really dont want to jynx anything because this is so great, but is there really such thing as love at first sight? i dont know. i feel like finally i can be myself again and i can do everything without being miserable over luke. yes! 2 Thinks it is || Shalo0zin

cos im sleepwalking [14 Oct 2003|02:46am] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | Modest Mouse - Sleepwalking ] The Adventures of Hollywood and Zer0 ANNOYING INTERNET CONVERSATIONS: bloodyskatrpunk: i aim to please ZER0 SAYS : uhh, your kinda missing… = cue laughter = bloodyskatrpunk: u play ur guitar latly HaggardVandal: of course HaggardVandal: always do HaggardVandal: how bout your bass? bloodyskatrpunk: yea cool ZER0 SAYS : WHAT EVER COOL, WE’RE ALL HAPPY! YAY! = cue hollywood’s loud uncontrollable laughter = bloodyskatrpunk: well ur not stupid u just have to find what ur good or interested in and get good at it HaggardVandal: eh, how do you get good at life? bloodyskatrpunk: by asorbing it and living it to its fullest ZER0 SAYS : he sounds like a fortune cookie. HOLLYWOOD SAYS : great, im dating a fortune cookie! = cue laughter= (or laughet, doesn’t matter (or dopesent matter) ) bloodyskatrpunk: i want to tell u something but i dont know how ull react to it so i dont know if i should tell u now or wait till later HOLLYWOOD SAYS : what that your gay? = cue laughter = = pause for answer = = cue hardcore laughter from zer0, and desire for puking from Hollywood = L bloodyskatrpunk: so if we hang out what do u want to do ZER0 SAYS IN HOLLYWOOD’S DEFENSE : …Dylan… = cue laughter = ZER0 SAYS : … so ryan do these shoes go with these pants or should I so totally change? = cue laughter = ZER0 SAYS : oh my god, it’s a ryan thing, to be gay and wake up early. =cue laughter = bloodyskatrpunk: that will give me time to take a shower get my new shoes and get a hair cut …no comment… = gets car keys, goes to wendy’s = THE END Shalo0zin

you never know just how you look through other people's eyes [22 Sep 2003|08:08pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | butthole surfers - pepper ] just thought id update. im so bored with everything. i mean its just getting weird now. i get off of probation in 2 days and to be honest, im not really excited about it anymore. i just dont care. its like i realize im gonna have to leave a lot of shit behind this wednesday. im gonna have to leave behind all the plans i had for that day all the things i wanted. i finally learned all of bohemian rhapsody but im just not excited about it anymore, its a rad song i just dont really give a shit anymore. lizzie called me today, we talked about things. she's kind of in the same place i am right now. jacob broke up with her like luke broke up with me, and i could tell by her voice that it hurt her too. and i know how special they were together. psh, romance is for suckers. i mean come to think of it, i never really acted like myself that month i was with luke. cos i was so fucking happy that i guess i forgot who i was. man i freak myself out sometimes. i need to never fall in love again. fuck all that shit. its stupid. so there's my update. Shalo0zin

not to fear! HOLLYWOOD IS HERE! [13 Sep 2003|06:19pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | pink floyd - the gnome ] =sigh= im back! not to fear hollywood is here! yea man, im feeling so much better. luke broke up with me, but today, like 2 weeks after, i discovered that i am meant to be alone and i feel comforted. the only thing i wont ever be able to do for years is listen to careful with that axe eugene. cos that song is just whoa. i cant tell you why i cant listen to that song. but anyway, enough about that little cunt. anyway. ill post more shit, if you wanna know what happened while i was gone, check out l0nd0ncalling my other blurty. Shalo0zin

farewell cruel journal [14 Aug 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | depressed ] well, ive been feeling really pissed off lately and happy at the same time. and ive made a decision, maybe its best that i give up my online journal for a little while and chill cos im getting to the point where some of these posts dont need to be read by ANYONE. just a summary of my past events. i met luke (best thing thats ever happened to me) im getting better at guitar, still going to the give center, never will quit smoking, and im in one of the most mixed up places in the world. the two people i hang out with most wont get along i can tell, and i dont wanna risk it, im happy because i can finally play guitar with a guy and be myself without him hating me, im pissed and sorta happy cos i know i have to go back to south in january, but im disappointed, very, and i cant really tell anyone why because its bound to piss someone off and that reason is why im stopping my journal temporarily. i wish i had someone to tell this too because it really makes me mad to know it, but i dont wanna think about it anymore. people are moving on, and im scared that i might have to. and i dont know why zero wont believe me when i tell her lukes NOT taking me away from her! please believe me! im not going to pull a susie! I FUCKING PROMISE. ok well kids, this is farewell... 1 Thinks it is || Shalo0zin

everything evolves [13 Aug 2003|02:35pm] sometimes when im sober i spend time alone in thought sometimes when im high i feel like i can fly but in my mind are things i wont forget and in my soul are traits i cant regret im afraid that everything evolves and that my world revolves around nothing im afraid that the mind evolves and that this world of mine revolves around something will i be the same after this? will you still be the same after the this? Shalo0zin

chinese firedrill [13 Aug 2003|02:29pm] heh, today was a weird day to be honest. i liked it though. like when i was driving to school this morning, zero and her mom were in the car in front of us, so we sped up and waved. heh, it was funny but weird. then skool was the same old same old. i had a fairly good day though, at first it was stressful and then it seemed to drag on, but it got better. so on the way home, i didnt feel like driving cos i was pissed, but then we were on 124/scenic highway at an intersection, and i scream CHINESE FIREDRILL! and my mom goes you wanna drive? and i go YEA! so my mom actually jumps out of car and goes hurry! and i get in just as the light turns green, it was an adrenaline rush. hahaha. and it was a surprise too cos i never thought my mom would ever do that with me, ESPECIALLY on scenic highway, but it was fun. haha. one of the most interesting days ive had in a while. )(0lly\/\/o0d Shalo0zin

is nothing the same now? [12 Aug 2003|06:59pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | pink floyd - careful with that axe eugene ] im in deep thought, now that school's started i feel like i'll be left behind. and i love you luke, dont take this entry the wrong way, it isnt about you. but nothing is the same, and i can sense something is going to change and i will fall away. i dont want this to happen. im so confused. things are changing, and i dont know, people are being different people and i wish things would go back to like they used to, but i would never give up luke, or my other friends. AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Shalo0zin

the GIVE center [11 Aug 2003|01:59pm] well here i am, back again in the give center. its so fucking worse than before though. we have a few new teachers and they all think they're like number one boss now or some shit like that. and dont even get me started on the new kids, their a bunch of wannabe stoner asshole's. ok, im like class clown at the give center, i always have been, and the thing is im actually funny when i do it. and so i was in chemistry with mr. daly, and i had been cuttin up and shit, and mr. daly doesnt mind cos i taught him how to play guitar and he thinks its cool, so anyway, this stupid "stoner" bitch tried to like take my position and be ms class clown and she wasnt funny at all, she'd crack a joke and it wouldnt be funny at all, its like the fucking bitch wants to be me and i hate that. and now she's tryin to be my friend and shit. i hate it. so whatever, she can go to hell, and so can the rest of the new kids, they all suck! but yea, adam and nathan are still there so i hang out with them at lunch and shit cos there the only ones i can really tolerate. its like you know, the give center was so much better last year. i loved going to the outcast skool, cos i fit in with everyone better. but now its trendy to get kicked out and its mainstream to smoke pot or something, so everyone's doing it. and dont get me wrong, ill never quit smoking, thats my favorite hobby, but dude, this trend shit needs to fucking stop. )(0lly\/\/o0d Shalo0zin

randy [10 Aug 2003|05:22pm] Shalo0zin

randy rhoads [10 Aug 2003|04:27pm] oh man, so as i mentioned earlier, i was really pissed off about a lot of stuff and i wasnt feeling too great so my mom made me go upstairs to clean the rest of my room, and i found that all my clothes had been hung up and all the clothes on the floor had been folded and put back into my make - shift dresser. and i know a shirt, and right away i knew it was a randy rhoads shirt. now for those of you who dont know, randy rhoads is my guitar hero / idol. he was one of the greatest of his time and one of the only people ive liked that wasnt a heavy drug addict. well back to the story... i have this randy rhoads tribute shirt that i pretty much wear a majority of the time, and for days on end, well this shirt had a pinkish tint and i was scared shitless that my mom or dad had destroyed it in the wash and put it in the wrong load and i immediately got up to check...well what i found was a randy rhoads tribute shirt, only it was a different one, the one where ozzy is holding him up and he is playing the infamous black and white polka dotted jackson flying v. i immediately grabbed the shirt and examined it and looked through the other clothes for my other randy shirt, and it turns out my dad (im assuming) had left me the shirt before he left for work in rochester. ahh, it was the perfect fix to my day. so here i am, writing and wearing my randy rhoads tribute shirt! )(0lly\/\/o0d Shalo0zin

woo woo woo [10 Aug 2003|03:09pm] man, i dont know what has been up, i havent been able to really eat anything without wanting to puke my guts out. jeez, i dont got an eating disorder, ive just been feeling really bad lately. aah. im pissed Shalo0zin

whats going on?! [09 Aug 2003|05:28pm] man, something has really confused some people, i mean, all the sudden the fad is to name your band after an old car, like hmm lets see, kutlass? Chevelle? what the hell is this?! and all of the sudden the poseurs are calling themselves poseurs, now i dont have anything wrong with that, but i know some day it'll go down in trend/fashion history as the branch off of punk, and thats not cool! this whole fucking world is going to hell. )(0lly\/\/o0d Shalo0zin

we live on a mountain [09 Aug 2003|12:25am] i just saw the gayest guy on earth, i just saw the gayest guy on earth. HAHAHAHA. zero, haha. the bee 1996. hey chwris. HMMM HHHHMMMMM! hahaha. hahaha, my face hurts now from laughing. =sigh= i still feel a little nausiated. EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU SUPPOSTA TO BE ON SCHOOL GROUNDS! OH SHIT, WHAT? Shalo0zin

24 hours of exon [08 Aug 2003|10:37am] last night, me and zero went out for a walk, and it turns out EXON IS OPEN 24 HOURS NOW! it kind of sucks and it kind of doesnt. but it mostly sucks. number one: we can get busted for being out past curfew, number 2, the town no longer belongs to jsut me and zero...it also belongs to the exon guy. oh man, zero, we really messed things up this time, haha. )(0llywo0d je tame luke Shalo0zin

question of the day! [07 Aug 2003|05:22pm] ladies and gentlemen...THE QUESTION OF THE DAY! and it is (envelope please?) which car would go faster: mid 90's skylark with a flower on the antenna? or a mid 90's mustang you can reply with your answers now. Shalo0zin

cover your hair in your eyes [07 Aug 2003|01:22pm] ok, woo, today i get to dye my hair back to brown which will be good. yea im so sick of this haggard ass blonde hair. i wish it was still green. zero you still with us? i havent talked to you in so long, i just wanna make sure things are ok? ok, im bored now. sleepy, tired, and lagging )(0lly\/\/o0d Shalo0zin

come on do the twist [06 Aug 2003|12:36pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Nirvana - Asshole ] alright, theres some weird shit goin on, ok, this morning, i woke up and i wasnt pissed that it was only 12. and then, i had to call my mom, and she was like 'hilary, i know you hate hearing this so early in the morning but, you need to do the dishwasher and clean the dining room table' and yea, usually i get pissed and it starts out to be a bad day, BUT for some reason, i didnt care. i dont know why either, but i was still happy. and that is so strange. oh but i am tired. soo, sleep deprived, but i slept really good last nite, just not for that long. half of my dream was so messed up, but it was cool, and the other half was good. the messed up half, i was out to sea, and i was sailing to china, in a small boat, not a ship. and i was stranded in china. then, next thing you know, i have a car, a decent one, and im with my aunt and my mom and someone else is in the car, but i dont know who it is. then the good part of my dream, im at home and im hanging out with my friends. and in this dream, it was all the things that i wanted to happen, and they all happened. it was good. then i woke up periodically and had little bits of dreams. weird. alright, im feeling inspired so i have to stop now. later )(0lly\/\/o0d Shalo0zin

curious [05 Aug 2003|10:32pm] [ mood | high ] i wonder what the bat looks like? hahhahahahh. i forgot what i was going t oramble abut... Shalo0zin

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