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[18 Oct 2003|11:13am] |
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me and adam definitely juss broke up.
i'm shaking.
oh my god i'm gonna puke. like everywhere.
i hafta changed all my passwords block him on every sn
and move the hell on.
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| i'VE BEEN DAMAGED. |
[16 Oct 2003|09:36pm] |
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His friend died in a car accident. =[
I'm sorry bear.
OH and i prolly will be changing back to my old username
OH and that journal will DEFINITELY be friends only. cos i
hate people in my business.
PS
started my dance for the student
choreography show. It looks good.
i'm about to go work on it more.
I think i'm about a minute into it.
It's really about reachin out to someone
that you love and that you need but
they don't understand how badly you
really do need that certain somebody.
It's the story of my life.
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[15 Oct 2003|09:06pm] |
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lmfao. yeah candii sorry bout the last one =p
hm.
too many people in CAPA are up in other people's business.
i juss sit back and watch it all happen.
i find it amusing actually.
i dunno wut else to talk aboutttttttt
ummmm OH
my design for physics failed.
miserably.
i dunno how me and my
group is gonna fix that.
i ended up having dance company.
got a new piece. for the christmas
show. real slow and easy and very
dramatic.
thats about it.
i'm going to bed nowww
night
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| THE TECHNiQUE WiLL MAKE Y0U SWEAT; BUT D0N'T SWEAT THE TECHNiQUE. |
[15 Oct 2003|07:43pm] |
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lmfao.
omg i don't understand myself.
why me? its ALWAYS me lmfao no matter WHAT HAPPENS
it always ends up with me.
like i don't understand WHY tho.
like juss plain and simple? why?
i can't seem to find the answer to that
question but for some odd reason
i juss kinda do.
and i'm juss goin along with the flow.
lmfao.
cos i can't even understand myself sometimes!
like really .. i had to laugh at myself today.
lmfao and sit back in class and go WTF FOR LAUREN.
lmfao i think i've really lost my mind on this one.
oh PS; none of you know what the hell i am
talking about. so juss pay no attention to
this entry lmao i love you all <33333333
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[14 Oct 2003|06:55pm] |
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And I am telling you I'm not going
You're best man I've ever known
There's no way I can ever go
No no there's no way
No no no no way
I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm staying
I'm staying
And you - and you
You're gonna love me
You're gonna love me
And I am telling you I'm not going
Even though the rough times are showing
There's just no way - there's no way
We're part of the same place
We're part of the same time
We both share the same blood
We both have the same mind
And time and time
We've had so much to share
No no no no no no
I'm not waking up tomorrow morning
And finding that there's nobody there
Darling there's no way
No no no no way
I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
You see there's just no way - there's no way
Tear down the mountains
Yell, scream and shout
You can say what you want
I'm not walking out
Stop all the rivers
Push, strike and kill
I'm not gonna leave you
There's no way I will
And I am telling you I'm not going
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I can ever ever go
No no no no way
No no no no way
I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
Not living without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm staying
I'm staying
And you - and you - and you
You're gonna love me
You're gonna love me
Yes you are
Love me - love me - love me
Love - love - love me
You're gonna love me
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| WERE Y0U LEFT 0UT iN THE C0LD; C0S WHAT Y0U DiD WAS L0W? |
[13 Oct 2003|02:40pm] |
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hm. juss got my nails done.
and i'm listening to music.
and really thats it.
more later.
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[12 Oct 2003|05:27pm] |
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i'm not happy.
and i thought i
would be.
but as usual,
i'm not.
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[12 Oct 2003|03:57pm] |
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I might be switching back to my old journal.
if i AM i will be deleting all the friends on there.
delete all my old old entries.
start all over.
and tell you all the username and if you want
to still be friends you can juss add me =]
we'll see.
this isn't an early adopter and i can't do the
layouts i'd like to do.
either that or i might leave blurty and go
use drivelbox. ;x
i'm not sure yet.
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[12 Oct 2003|11:06am] |
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sorry.
the wedding actually went really good.
i partied till like 1 o clock in the morning last night.
YES i drank. i had quite a few beers ;x
I had to wake up at 7:30 this morning to get ready and
get my hair done =]
i didn't have time to get my nails done so i can go like
after school one day or whatever. there's one right up
the block from me anyways.
i think my mom used the camera where we can put the
pics on the comp so if you wanna see how they did my
hair and my make up than juss IM me and i'll show ya =]
and i deleted the last two entries.
because they were
pointless. i get called a "heartbreaker"
and he doesn't even bother to talk to me
half the time. lmao WHATEVER.
[EDiT] - OH I forgot to mention that me, liv, and candace were
killin it on the DANCE FLOOR. lmao candace never saw me party before
and she was like to liv "she's comin out with us one night. definitely"
lmao and everytime i walked off for a break and when i came back
they were like "theres my girl" lmfao. these other two girls said they
gotta take me out clubbin with them too i was like UM HI YES I'LL GO
lmfao we were all shakin our asses and shit. my relatives were juss
watching us. lmfao. and candace's boyfriend's parents were there.
lmao
you know.
me and olivija chilled half the time.
we were dancin in the limo lmfao.
omg she's juss like me and she's
like 21 . lmfao. thats like my best
friend.
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[10 Oct 2003|04:26pm] |
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I love you.
quick update.
nothing going on. about to go soon and stay over
chrissy's house tonight
because the wedding is tomorrow.
i've been busy.
call the cell if you want me.
i'm going to get my nails done tonight. =]
i really love you.
thank god i have you, because if i didn't i really
wouldn't know where i'd be without you.
your always there no matter whats going on.
<3333333
today was patricia's memorial service.
We danced. and it was depressing.
RIP Patricia.
i miss you.
k i'll talk to you all when i get home saturday
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| N0 LETTiNG G0 N0 H0LDiNG BACK; WHEN iM WiTH Y0U iTS ALL 0F THAT.. |
[07 Oct 2003|09:24pm] |
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okay. so heres the update.
um i didn't do jackshit today.
lmfao. i had african. i halfassed that dance class.
ummmm.. OH dmak tried to say sorry to me after school and i
gave him a lil taste of his own medicine cos thats juss how i am.
anna was crying today on the el =[
cos her and steve broke up AGAIN.
she was singing all of these really
sad songs. i was juss sitting there
listening to her voice. She's a good
singer. Feel better babes
tomorrow i gotta stay after school for dance company.
i have a show on thursday during school
and after school i hafta go to the wedding
rehearsal for Chrissy and than out to eat
with all of them.
and than the memorial service for Patricia is on Friday
and we are doing a dance for her.
*sigh*
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[06 Oct 2003|07:36pm] |
hi.
i like to
( show off )
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| MY MiLKSHAKE BRiNGS ALL THE B0YS T0 THE YARD.. |
[05 Oct 2003|06:50pm] |
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today was funnnn
i only had to run with the dragon once.
lmfao. and i got my "roccccawwwwwwearrrrr chinese" hat
i lie, its juss a hat.
but i took pictures cos i'm bored. lmao
do not hate on the hat =]
OH PS. JOY TSIN LAU = THE GREATEST EVER.
i never had such good chinese food. imma start
going to chinatown juss to eat there . lmfao. ;x
( meeeeeeee )
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[04 Oct 2003|04:09pm] |
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
So many things I'm going through .. So much that I wanna do
It's starting to become so clear to me, tomorrow ain't really guaranteed.
So many days I thought of you, It's about time you know the truth.
Got to act quickly,you and I, we fall in love so many reasons why.
Why don't we
So why don't we
why don't we
Why don't we
why don't we fall in love.
(why don't we fall in love)
It's so many reasons, it's the only thing that matters to me.
It takes such a load off to let you know
That your the only one I never want to go
Things I never did now I want to do
A love I never felt now I'm feelin you
Why, I'll just swallow each and every ounce of my pride.
Everything you do I wanna feel again, ain't no use for us to pretend.
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| MY WH0LE LiFE HAS CHANGED SiNCE Y0U CAME IN i KNEW BACK THAN Y0U WERE THAT SPECiAL 0NE.. |
[04 Oct 2003|02:24pm] |
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nothing happening today really.
ps. you all know who this song is for =]
OH and tomorrow.
i'm in the chinese parade. from 10 to 2.
and than me and britt are gonna PARTY at this chinese restaurant.
so thats all for right now.
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[03 Oct 2003|03:39pm] |
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so this bull on my bus starts messing with me and keeps hitting me.
so i keep hitting him back. i really hurt my hand. i can't believe i had
to fight a boy. i dunno if he likes me or somethin? or he was juss lookin
to start something with a girl. but fer real. i told him to follow me home
so i could break out the baseball bat and knock his head off.
my dad is real mad. he's like ready to go find the kid.
and i don't even know who he is
all i know is he's a white boy tryin to be black with bleached hair
trying to be eminem and he's 16. and man he's an ugly mofo if
i must say so myself.
i never have these problems.
ehh it must be cos i live in filthydelphia.
i'm so pissed off.
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[01 Oct 2003|09:28pm] |
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ok. i don't understand?
All i put was DAVID I FRICKIN MISSED YOU
and i got the whole jealousy bit pinned on me..
what the.....
oh well.
I quittttt
MODERN TOMORROW.
everytime i turn around catz got they
hands out wantin somethin from me
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| i TH0UGHT I L0ST Y0U S0MEWHERE..BUT Y0U WERE NEVER REALLY EVER THERE AT ALL.. |
[01 Oct 2003|09:05pm] |
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lmfao.
SO . today was a really good day.
Shawn Lamear's modern class was tiring. but okay.
i liked it.
lmfao. damn.. i'm addicted to these wintergreen lifesaver jawns.
OMG OMG!@ DAViD CAME TO VISIT US TODAYYYYY
*CLAPS*
i'm thrilled.
i miss him so0o much.
so after school i was jumping around the hallway in my tights and my leotard.
lmfao.
how great is CAPA.
me and britt were like cracking up on the el.
fer real.
lmfao her uneven hips.
my twitchin eye.
LMFAO
i am in too good of a mood.
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| RAiN 0N ME.. L0RD W0N'T Y0U TAKE THiS PAiN FR0M ME.. |
[29 Sep 2003|09:43pm] |
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Lord. i really give up.
you got too hype.
i won't even say my opinion.
cos it juss upsets me.
i'm going to go do my homework and go to bed.
peace.
AFRICAN TOMORROW.
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| EVERYDAY i WANNA PiCK UP THE PH0NE.. AND TELL Y0U THAT Y0UR EVERYTHiNG i WANT AND M0RE.. |
[29 Sep 2003|06:23pm] |
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lmao.
Anthony is juss mad cos this is my song =]
anyways.
lara..made me walk to city hall. lmao
WHAT A HIKE.
lord my feet hurt.
and my whole body is hurtin from dance company rehearsal.
i couldn't sleep at all last night.
( and for you )
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