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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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5:48 pm
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Just broke up with you're long time partner? Been wondering about that certain someone? Have a huge crush on him/her but don't know how to tell them? Broken-Hearted?
We're here to help! With relationships, problems, love demons. You name it, we'll help. But we don't only give help, we need it in return from you. If you've got a GreatestJournal account, and need this kind of help or just need to vent your problems come join this community.
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please join if you have a GJ account. It would mean a lot to me, and plus i only have 4 ppl so far, and i'd like more.
thanks!
<3 jen
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| Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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9:35 pm
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i have a lot of requests! sorry about this.
but you don't have to do them all at once. i don't care when you get them
done. i just wanted some more icons. and i think these shall be fairly easy to do.
heh, here you go though..:]
i don't want any words on most of these requests.. you can put words on them, and i'll probably use
both of 'em, but for the one that i'm requesting. no words please.
second, i'd like just borders on these, ones that you think go good with
the pic. and i'd like on some of them to glow. but i'll tell you which ones in the
request. thank you oh so much. and just a simple reminder, you don't have to get these done
right away.
request 1
picture: 
border color: red
please make this one glow
request 2
picture: 
border color: black
request 3
picture: 
border color: pink
request 4
picture: 
border color: yellow
request 5
picture: 
border color: gold or bronze
request 6
picture: 
border color: ( i don't know if this is possible, but if so, do you think you could put a red white and blue
border on this one. please and thank you so much!)
request 7
picture: 
words: sleepy
border color: blue ( like the color of his hat )
font size: small
request 8
picture: 
if at all possible and make those words not in the icon. thanks!
border color: red white and blue if possible.
words: Sept 11, 2001
font size: small
request 9
picture: 
border color: red ( like his shirt )
words: pooh
font size: small
request 10
picture: 
on this one, i don't want the dog in the icon, please.
border color: yellow, like the moon behind them.
request 11
picture: 
border color: purple
words: Mrs. Potts
font size: small
request 12
picture: 
border color: the green, like his shirt.
words: dopey
font size: small
request 13
picture: 
border color: orange, like his shirt.
words: bashful
font size: small
request 14
picture: 
border color: red as the apple
words: go on, take a bite.
font size: small
request 15
picture: 
border color: gold or bronze
words: once upon a december
font size: small
thank you oh so so much.. and don't forget, you don't have to do them all at once. and i've put these up
on other icon places, just to get different outcomes. i like a variety.
thanks much!
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| Friday, August 6th, 2004
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8:03 pm
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Inhale by:jen 8/6/04
inhale when you think it's bad,
exhale when it's all better.
inhale when it get's even worse than before,
and exhale once again, when everything's all better again.
and when things get as bad as you think they can get,
think again.. this is only the begining of the greatest love you'll ever have.
untitled by:jen 7/5/04
i don't like hotrods.
and i can't stand the guys who think they look "hot" in 'em.
i don't know what to think of my mother.
and i wish my father was still alive.
i wonder what gene thinks of me.
and i wonder if he'll ever except the fact that he's gonna have to be there for me.
i wonder if his fiance (my sister) will ever take me back.
i wish things were the way they used to be.
just normal.
but then i think if things didn't happen like they happened,
would i be standing here today.
i want to know the reason people are staring at me.
and i want to know why people talk about me behind my back.
i want to know what they are saying.
but then i don't,
i don't want to hurt like they've been hurt with the same words.
i wonder if i'll ever get married.
i wonder if i'll ever have children.
i wonder if i'll ever have a boyfriend.
i wonder what happened to all my friends.
i used to have so many.
but they just left me for a new path.
i wish i could have the love back.
the love that kept me going for so long.
i wish i could find a new path like they did
and just forget about them like they did me.
i wish i could figure things out
so i don't have to worry so much.
i wish i could find a better life.
a life worth searching for.
i want a boyfriend.
a boyfriend that actually loves and cares for me,
one that doesn't care what i look like,
and one that doesn't care how i dress.
one that can say anything and make me smile.
one that can turn my frown into a smile.
one that can keep their promise for as long as it shall be.
one that can get over a fight within an hour.
one that can make love hurt,
but make it all better within minutes.
one that can stand for what he believes in,
and not care what others say.
but you see i'll never find that man.
he's too perfect,
and too much of what i want than what i need.
he simply does not exist in my utopian world.
anyway, those are just poems i've written recently, but i think that last one is already in my journal. four days 'til the first day of school. i'm so sick of this shitty summer. this summer just plain out sucked ass.
bye fuckers! =\
current mood:  apathetic
current music: linkin park-papercut
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| Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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1:03 pm
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this isn't for anyone in particular.. i've put it in here so i won't forget it.
i have a lot of requests! sorry about this.
but you don't have to do them all at once. i don't care when you get them
done. i just wanted some more icons. and i think these shall be fairly easy to do.
heh, here you go though..:]
i don't want any words on any of these requests.. you can put words on them, and i'll probably use
both of 'em, but for the one that i'm requesting. no words please.
second, i'd like just borders on these, ones that you think go good with
the pic. and i'd like on some of them to glow. but i'll tell you which ones in the
request. thank you oh so much. and just a simple reminder, you don't have to get these done
right away. i'm going out of town, and i'll be back on tuesday aug. 3, but i doubt i'll be online
right when i get back.
request 1
picture: 
border color: black
please make this one glow
request 2
picture:
border color: red
please make this one glow
request 3
picture:
border color: black
request 4
picture:
border color: pink
request 5
picture:
border color: yellow
request 6
picture:
border color: gold or bronze
request 7
picture:
border color: ( i don't know if this is possible, but if so, do you think you could put a red white and blue
border on this one. please and thank you so much!)
request 8
picture:
words: sleepy
border color: blue ( like the color of his hat )
font size: small
request 9
picture:
if at all possible and make those words not in the icon. thanks!
border color: red white and blue if possible.
words: Sept 11, 2001
font size: small
request 10
picture:
border color: red ( like his shirt )
words: pooh
font size: small
request 11
picture:
on this one, i don't want the dog in the icon, please.
border color: yellow, like the moon behind them.
request 12
picture:
border color: purple
words: Mrs. Potts
font size: small
request 13
picture:
border color: the green, like his shirt.
words: dopey
font size: small
request 14
picture:
border color: orange, like his shirt.
words: bashful
font size: small
request 15
picture:
border color: red as the apple
words: go on, take a bite.
font size: small
request 16
picture:
border color: gold or bronze
words: once upon a december
font size: small
thank you oh so so much.. and don't forget, you don't have to do them all at once. and i've put these up
on other icon places, just to get different outcomes. i like a variety.
thanks much!
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12:51 pm - fuck you, you fucking nut~
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well okay. just found out a friend is "like totally in love" with this guy she fucking barely knows. i mean i barely met him, and he's seems cool, but i'm sorry, she shouldn't go out with him. i hate people like that. they got dumped and then all of a sudden they're "in love" with this other person they barely just met. WTF? doesn't make any sense what-so-ever. anyway, my mom's probably mad at me because well see, i'm helping bill at the jr high with the computer shit, because his "assistant" is nothingbut a stupid lazy fuck. and so i'm helping him. and after lunch i told my mom that i didn't want to go to the jr high, i wanted to go to a diff school. but then she got all mad, so i'm just like forget it, i'll just go to the jr high, it's no big deal. but now she went home because she stained her shirt at lunch, and she said she'd be back later. so i'm like, whatever man. i don't need her shit on top of the rest of the worlds shit. this sucks. i won't be home early... i don't think. i'm not sure. and at the moment i don't really give a flyin' fuck. i'm just tired of being here, and i never get any credit for doing anything. well that's it for now. i'll update later, probably when i get home. later all`
current mood: blank
current music: fuck off
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| Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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8:56 pm
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Icon Request
*Font: normal. doesn't matter what you use.
*Font Size: 7 or 8
*Font Color: black
*Picture: this pic needs to be made smaller. 
*Words: With Every Great Love Comes A Great Story
*Animated? If so what?: Can you have the word 'Love' in a pretty font, and then make it blink pink.
When you get them done, can you either send them to my email (DeathSxtynn@netscape.net) or AIM me @ DeathSxtynn.
Thanks so much!
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| Monday, July 5th, 2004
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10:19 pm
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hmm.. i don't know what to write about. okay.. i'll write about my feelings in a poem.
i don't like hotrods.
and i can't stand the guys who think they look "hot" in 'em.
i don't know what to think of my mother.
and i wish my father was still alive.
i wonder what gene thinks of me.
and i wonder if he'll ever except the fact that he's gonna have to be there for me.
i wonder if his fiance (my sister) will ever take me back.
i wish things were the way they used to be.
just normal.
but then i think if things didn't happen like they happened,
would i be standing here today.
i want to know the reason people are staring at me.
and i want to know why people talk about me behind my back.
i want to know what they are saying.
but then i don't,
i don't want to hurt like they've been hurt with the same words.
i wonder if i'll ever get married.
i wonder if i'll ever have children.
i wonder if i'll ever have a boyfriend.
i wonder what happened to all my friends.
i used to have so many.
but they just left me for a new path.
i wish i could have the love back.
the love that kept me going for so long.
i wish i could find a new path like they did
and just forget about them like they did me.
i wish i could figure things out
so i don't have to worry so much.
i wish i could find a better life.
a life worth searching for.
i want a boyfriend.
a boyfriend that actually loves and cares for me,
one that doesn't care what i look like,
and one that doesn't care how i dress.
one that can say anything and make me smile.
one that can turn my frown into a smile.
one that can keep their promise for as long as it shall be.
one that can get over a fight within an hour.
one that can make love hurt,
but make it all better within minutes.
one that can stand for what he believes in,
and not care what others say.
but you see i'll never find that man.
he's too perfect,
and too much of what i want than what i need.
he simply does not exist in my utopian world.
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| Monday, June 28th, 2004
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8:47 pm
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well okay.. that didn't work.. (read last entry). anyway.. it doesn't matter because as soon as i got offline. i went straight to bed. wow, i don't think i've ever slept that long without waking up. anyway, i don't have anything to do. just waiting for some people to come from their away status. i'll be getting offline around 9:30, so these shi-ites better be getting back soon! later homiez..
ps-don't forget i won't be online until next monday. later!
current mood:  content
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| Sunday, June 27th, 2004
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5:29 pm - my great unlucky life.. =\
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uhh, bought a couple CDs today, just the stupid ones that no one likes. something corporate, Ra, and an old vintage sex pistols one. heh, i guess i'm into that type of stuff. you know, the old shit. anyway, i guess i'm going out tonight... again. =\
i don't really feel like it, but i "have to!". or so i'm told. i know how he's feeling but, shit man, that doesn't mean go out every night. i have to get up at 4:30 in the morning and he expects me to stay out until the party's over (2:00AM). oh well.. i have to.. and i'm not meaning that in a "obsessive ex-boyfriend" kind of way. i really do.. just so i can save him from his "dad". i wish people weren't such assholes and beat on people for no reason. oh well, life's never fair. i guess i have to go get ready now. have a great night. i'll be drunk by 6:30 tonight. bye
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| Friday, June 25th, 2004
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11:24 pm - guys are stupid. or is it just me...?
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omar just IMed me and i wasn't online so of course i got it on my cell. and he was like "hey". and then two seconds later "bitch". and i'm like what the fuck? so i get online, and i ask him wtf? and he acts dumbfounded, like he doesn't know what's going on. i really think that carlos and doug are there. but he said it was his "little brother". whatever. i hate guys. anyway, i'm gonna go now. i think. goodnight.
current mood:  crappy
current music: my mom's snoring
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7:55 pm
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this sucks. i'm so bored. and i hope i don't get suspended again. i hate it here. i'm still bored. oh and guess what?? my dog won't shut the fuck up. have a nice night!
ps-oh, and by the way.. i'll be writting in this when i don't have anything better to do, or i don't want to write in my other journal. or.. i feel like shit.
current mood:  accomplished
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