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Friday, March 21st, 2008
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10:19 pm
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Dear Dylan,
this is the letter i won't send. for the past week we've spent a lot of time together, getting to know each other well and i just wanted to say that you're a great guy; i respect how true to yourself you are. i think that you are a unique person and that i just can't get enough of you. i'm really sad that i've left just as we were getting to know each other better, but once you get back, i think that we should hang out and still talk all the time. to be honest, tomorrow morning i'm going to be sad when i wake up and don't smell the fresh florida air and know that i won't be able to eat breakfast with you and the other guys. even though i may not be the most dedicated person there, we both know that i still love the sport almost as much as you do, haha nat. anyways, the point of the letter is to just to tell you that you made my florida experience at the camp soo much more fun, and that i just generally love being with you. i regret not being completely honest with you last night when you asked me if what they said was okay with me, well it was more than okay.. but it didn't sit right because i'm confused still as whether you like me or not. and how i wouldn't tell you my 11:11 wish, because really it was pertaining to you, and i didn't want to make you feel awkward, 'cause i've never been interested in a guy like you before. you fascinate me. anyways, i just wanted to tell you some last feelings before i left from florida.
XOXO nw.
ps. i like you a lot.
---> it's too bad i didn't have the guts to give him this letter, i wrote it and was gonna put it under his pillow last night, but i chickened out and now i'm at home hundreds of thousands miles away.. and he's still there .. but he'll be home in a week :).. and i hope we'll get to hang out/
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| Sunday, January 13th, 2008
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11:42 pm
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| Sunday, January 6th, 2008
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9:42 pm
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| Thursday, December 20th, 2007
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7:05 pm
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And everything you hoped would last, just always becomes your past
And you can't lose what you never had, I don't understand why i feel sad
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| Monday, November 26th, 2007
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10:55 pm - http://www.salonvenere.com/salon/
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| Friday, November 16th, 2007
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5:39 pm
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Forgiveness is having the courage to take down the walls that we think are there to protect us.
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| Thursday, November 15th, 2007
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9:56 pm
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"I am a strong girl, i told myself. I can handle this. I love him; I am willing to scrifice half of my most valuable possession to let him know it. He doubted me, and who could blame him? He was right. I've been holding back. I hadn't let him know how I feel, so of course he eventually had to pull back and protect himself. He'd made himself vulnerable to me. He may look strong and confident, but inside he was clearly scared. How many people get to see this side of Carson Gold, the Golden By? I am the only one. He let me in, and I played the tease. What a jerk I am. I hurt him."
It's funny how I've searched for the description of the situation I was going through at the time... and only to find the right words, 3 weeks too late. It really sucked -- still sucks, for that matter. Put into this view, I finally understand what I did wrong, and how he felt. And by a book. Wow, I am so slow.
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| Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
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12:04 am
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| Tuesday, November 6th, 2007
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8:21 pm
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Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you
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| Tuesday, October 30th, 2007
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8:43 pm
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dear you,
this just sucks, and if you do still actaully like me you're just hurting both of us. i wish you could just explain to me more, i don't understand at all.. and i feel like i didn't do anythig, and you didn't give me a chance to explain.
sincerely,
no longe yours.
ps. i never imagined that friday night would be our last kiss
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| Saturday, October 27th, 2007
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6:33 am
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| Thursday, October 25th, 2007
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7:39 am
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| Thursday, August 16th, 2007
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1:18 pm
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dear, soon-to-be-ex-bf :[
you did it! you found your "fish in the sea".. everyone says it, "he's perefect for you!".
it's the feeling i get when people talk about us - awkward, or when you call me - the way i'm always busy. it's the way i neglect your phone calls and can never hangout. it's the reason why that when you try to kiss me i look away. things between us are just not the same... it's like i love you, but i'm no longer in love with you. i just feel like everything between us is incompetent; our schedules clash, our friends clash, our taste in music clashes. and i just think that it would be beneficial for both of us to see other people, and move on with our lives. i'm so sorry.
love, girlfriend
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| Sunday, July 15th, 2007
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10:49 pm
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To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
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| Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
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8:04 pm
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| Sunday, June 10th, 2007
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11:21 pm
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| Saturday, June 2nd, 2007
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8:16 am
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You've made me the woman I've been dying to be, You brought out the best in me, you showed me how to live and how to really be alive. I've never felt more alive than in your presence, You're my sunshine my smiles my tears my love my obsession my sanity my future my cause my reason my being you were My Love. I'll never forget you. I will never forget you, You will live on forever in my memory my heart and my soul. You're my reason for still being here. You helped me create this person that stands before you. You're all that remains. I love you.
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| Thursday, May 17th, 2007
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6:22 pm
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there is only one happiness;
to love and be loved in return
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| Monday, May 14th, 2007
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9:04 pm
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i couldn't sleep last night because i know that it’s over between us. i’m not bitter anymore, because i know that what we had was real, and if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, i’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you've given me. That’s what i hope to give to you forever. I love you
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| Thursday, May 10th, 2007
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8:07 pm
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And when your world starts spinning down
take a ride and you'll feel what you never found
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