Hannah

4:47pm: i finally told ozzie about the whole thing with me and steven. too bad that she already knew because i blabbed to one of my other friends and she told her. i hate that i make oz feel like i dont trust her because i do, i just care about what she thinks of me more than everyone else, and i ALWAYS need time to confront her. idk.

i think brian is coming to visit in march for the badfish concert, and im getting the vibe that he actually likes me and it makes me feel good. although i always pick the guys who dont even live here, but at least he's in the same state and is willing to take the initiative to see me as i am with him. who knows.




oh, and i really want a hookup. like a spontaneous one. really bad.