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hgsdbhsd [28 Sep 2003|03:34am]

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new journal [17 Jul 2003|11:46pm]
i have a new journal.

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cyber soap opera [16 Jul 2003|01:42am]
umm this might piss some people off.
im totally giving up on journals. i realized how gay these things are or maybe its just to me and lauren. or maybe its just the people that write in them or the topics that they choose...but again its their journal they can do whatever the want. im sick and tired of everyones emo bullshit. do you really know what it is to be sad or lonley. does anyone? im not sayng i do but get over yourselves. you are not important to anyone ok thats not true....but if someone really cared woudnt they just come to you to ask you how you are and not have to go to your journal for daily updates in the life of you.

its all the same now. this will finally be my last post.

untill i get bored.

this journal post was pointless and dumb.....

o by the way this is for lauren....


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i have a feeling that this is gonna be a long one. you probably dont want to read this [13 Jul 2003|01:39am]
i dont want to say that this summer has been the best.....but it is definatly been the most memorable.

im the kind of person who doesnt think before they do things. people think that everything is wrong. i do agree a lot of things are wrong. i have to learn from my probably not making any sense.

i do things and dont think of consequences. and then i never do those things again. i could list the things ive done this summer that i will never do again because its hurt people or myself. i fucking regret so much for making stupid desicions. everyday i think about this and ughh its eating me alive. and it would be impossible to fix the things that i fucked up. i am just a fuck up well maybe im not. im just stupid and ignorant. everyone makes mistakes i just made a lot within a short time. once you think about it everyone lies, cheats, fucks up in som point of their life. im not trying to say its ok because its not. none of it is but you cant escape it.
i dont like posts like these when i just go on and on about nothing.

i just want to say im sorry to one know who you are and you probably wont ever read this. i will aways be sorry.

however i am not sorry to anyone else. i dont think i should be.

this summer has been one huge learning experience but hey it not over yet.

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[02 Jul 2003|01:13am]
i am taking people off my friends list either because i dont know you or dont like you.

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[30 Jun 2003|12:29am]
Happy Deathday!
Your name:___badstar_
You will die on:Monday, August 23, 2032
You will die of:Serial Killer Victim
Created by Quill

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beccammmm [17 Jun 2003|02:54am]
[ mood | sexxxah! ]
[ music | my floppy cock jookin! ]

i am so complely hot....

hell to the yes.

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yellowcard- avondale. [17 Jun 2003|01:43am]
If you're gonna rip my heart out
could you use a knife that's dull and rust in color
(Once I die) there will be no way that you can cover
that scar
It's hard
I know
And if I get a little blood on you
finally the world will know you're guilty
(know you're wrong) of taking everything you've gotten from me
No heart
It's hard
I know

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[09 Jun 2003|11:54pm]
josh is the negative one!

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ok i took it from sean who took it from tanna [27 May 2003|07:56pm]
[1]--> when and how did we meet:
[2]--> what did you first notice about me:
[3]--> what do you like most about me:
[4]--> are we friends:
[5]--> have you ever seen me with my shirt off (i seriously doubt anyone here can answer yes):
[6]--> have you ever seen me cry:
[7]--> describe me in four adjectives:
[8]--> if we could spend a day together what would we do:
[9]--> have we ever gotten in a fight:
[10]--> if you could give me a present what would it be:
[11]--> would you hug me:
[12]--> what do you really think of me:
[13]--> have we ever kissed (you know who you are):
[14]--> has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[15]--> wanna makeout:
[16]--> name one thing you dont like about me

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[26 May 2003|11:52pm]
hmm my journal is ugly i think im gonna change it

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[22 May 2003|10:03pm]
hmm new icon.

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[19 May 2003|10:11pm]

My insulting name is Penisbreath Rider of a female camel!
What's yours?


My insulting name is Thickasshit Bumfluffmonkeywhore!
What's yours?

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[19 May 2003|09:24pm]
cute flirt
Cute Flirt

What Kind of FLIRT are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

thats not me at all.....

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[18 May 2003|09:16pm]
this weekend was a good one it was one of the best ive had in a while.
it was just great i enjoyed it...

hopefully next weekend will be good to...

this is aobut joshes profile (it went from - im not fucking superman to i think i am superman to i want to be your superman
VolcomDIE666: you got it
VolcomDIE666: the whole transition of me turning into superman
VolcomDIE666: and then wanting to be superman
bookittyfuc6660: do you have a cape
VolcomDIE666: wanting to be her superman i mean
bookittyfuc6660: and do you where tights with undies on the outside
VolcomDIE666: nop
VolcomDIE666: nope
VolcomDIE666: im myself
bookittyfuc6660: FINE
bookittyfuc6660: its only fun if you have the costume
VolcomDIE666: i dont wear a costume
bookittyfuc6660: FINE NIGGAAA
VolcomDIE666: i wear my regualr clothes
bookittyfuc6660: but for me just once wear whity tighties on the outside and take pictures PLEAAAAASEEEEEE
VolcomDIE666: hell naw!
VolcomDIE666: nigga
bookittyfuc6660: fine
bookittyfuc6660: you really suck
VolcomDIE666: lol i dont know well see
bookittyfuc6660: you should
bookittyfuc6660: it would match your profile
bookittyfuc6660: write an s on them

bookittyfuc6660: i would pic mac and cheese over me

Auto response from fckgrgebsh: i heart becca....(or mac and cheese)

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[18 May 2003|11:25am]
You Are Stevo!

Which SLC Punk are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

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[17 May 2003|02:36pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | none ]

why did it hurt so bad when you said that to me....

maybe because i know it wasnt for the reason you hoped it was for....

i really need to stop caring about you and how much your gonna get hurt.
just be careful.

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[17 May 2003|12:20am]
hmm tell me one more time how im such a bad friend and how bad i make you feel.....

im still not as upset as i would be any other night but hey....nothing could ruin this night.

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[13 May 2003|09:01pm]
hmmm.......fuck you.

i hate people like you.......ugh and i want so bad to tell you this....stay out of my business..dont but in my conversations...

today has been a bad day....again i see who cares....and who really doesnt give a shit at all.

im gonna stop now.........i have so much to say.

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[12 May 2003|09:31pm]
im sick of our daily fights i really think im gonna stop talking to you...

and just because i said something not even related to him.

VolcomDIE666: yo yo yo yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoooooooooyyooyoyyo
bookittyfuc6660: yo
bookittyfuc6660: im so mad
bookittyfuc6660: i found out some girl asked eric to have sex with her
bookittyfuc6660: he didnt tell me
bookittyfuc6660: im angry
VolcomDIE666: ok
bookittyfuc6660: yea i guess
VolcomDIE666: yeah....
bookittyfuc6660: ok
VolcomDIE666: ...
bookittyfuc6660: what
VolcomDIE666: why did you tell me that
bookittyfuc6660: im just mad
bookittyfuc6660: wow
bookittyfuc6660: i was just talking
VolcomDIE666: ok
bookittyfuc6660: whats your problem
VolcomDIE666: who was the girl
bookittyfuc6660: ashly something the other erics girlfriend
VolcomDIE666: oh..
bookittyfuc6660: i dont treat you different then any of my other friends just because we went out for 11 months....i still feel like i can talk to you about stuff just liek anyone else but ill stop i guess
VolcomDIE666: no you can
VolcomDIE666: i just keep gettin the impression your tellin me this to make me jelous i know your not
VolcomDIE666: its just me
VolcomDIE666: im stupid
bookittyfuc6660: why would that make you jealous
VolcomDIE666: just stop
bookittyfuc6660: what the fuck
VolcomDIE666: you can talk to me about it
VolcomDIE666: ill get over it
bookittyfuc6660: geeze nevermind
VolcomDIE666: no you can
bookittyfuc6660: no forget about it
VolcomDIE666: man fuck it then
VolcomDIE666: what the fuck dude
VolcomDIE666: i was tryin to go about it in a calm manner
bookittyfuc6660: fine...fuck it
VolcomDIE666: and tell you why it made me upset
VolcomDIE666: but noo you gotta get all ike NO FUCK IT THEN
VolcomDIE666: blah balh blah
VolcomDIE666: whatever dude
bookittyfuc6660: umm you were the one who said fuck it first
VolcomDIE666: dude
bookittyfuc6660: bookittyfuc6660: no forget about it
VolcomDIE666: man fuck it then
VolcomDIE666: wow you can copy and paste
VolcomDIE666: shut the hell up
VolcomDIE666: im tryin to make a point here
VolcomDIE666: and your just being a dick
VolcomDIE666: i tried to go about it calmly
VolcomDIE666: but you had to fuckin be mean
bookittyfuc6660: fuck you josh
bookittyfuc6660: im sick of talking to you and it always turning into this
VolcomDIE666: you know what
bookittyfuc6660: just because i say one thing
bookittyfuc6660: fuck this shit
bookittyfuc6660: fuck you
VolcomDIE666: im sick of talking to you and you makin me feel like shit
VolcomDIE666: because thats all you do
bookittyfuc6660: thanks
bookittyfuc6660: you tell me that everytime i talk to you
VolcomDIE666: i dont give a FUCK about you and your bf
bookittyfuc6660: im sick of it
bookittyfuc6660: ok thanks
bookittyfuc6660: its nice to know that you dont give a FUCK about me....dont be mad becuase i treat you liek i treat all my friends i talk to you about what i talk to all my friends about
bookittyfuc6660: i think you are the one thats being a dick
bookittyfuc6660: stop exploding over me saying something
VolcomDIE666: yeah i dont really care
bookittyfuc6660: yea i know you dont thats really nice
bookittyfuc6660: you dont care cool
bookittyfuc6660: im deffinatly sick of doing this
VolcomDIE666: because im just wasting my time talkin to you
bookittyfuc6660: and sick of trying to make you not think im a dick
bookittyfuc6660: go ahead think im a fucking dick
bookittyfuc6660: im not
bookittyfuc6660: fine dont fucking talk to me anymore
VolcomDIE666: whatever dude, im just sick of stressin over you
bookittyfuc6660: fine
VolcomDIE666: because thats all i do
bookittyfuc6660: ok bye

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