| 7:40p |
seems you really never knew me basically....
godd, today was soo messed up !! one of my best friends who is 15 !!! tell me at like 7:40 in the morning that she's pregnant and no its not some sick joke she's serious and i know she is her boyfriend is like 17 or something !! i like cried when she told me, i mean if this is what she wants then im happy for her and im happy that she's not having an abortion but im soo upset i mean she's only 15 and she ruined her life i mean this girl is soo pretty, well she doesnt care to much about her looks now but if you would have seen her a year or two ago you would have thought she was goregous cause she was i mean like every guysliked her and she was on cheerleading this year well until she got kicked off for failing grades on her report card, but i dunno i mean im gonna be here for her and im not gonna look down on her because thats not what she needs now and i know she's gonna have a hard time soo im just gonna be here for her when she needs me, i love her to death i jsut hope this all doesnt like destroy her !!! well i couldn't stop thinking about that all day !! but after school i wen't to a baseball game and i got home at like 6ish and im leaving for the carnival in like 20 minutes.. yepp i have school tomorrow and homework but o0 well my mom doesnt think i have any homework but i lied (see car your rubbing off on me, im starting to lie lol !!) well, i look like shit lol, and everyone i got to the carnival with is gonna look all nice i have one sweats my role model shirt and my MADE hoodie.. soo yepp you can imagine how good i look lol.. okey im gonna go now and finish gettin ready.. i'll update when i get home okey bye !!
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: count the stars__break down !! |