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im so bored summer can be so boring sometimes it sucks !! i wanna go down the shore and go to the beach and the board walk but i have no one to go down with me maybe my friend anna will wanna come down with me i dunno.....
it sucks im not going to the concert tonight because no one loves me and wants to go with me people suck !!
anna's coming over in like 45 minutes then were walking to this kid dougs and everyone is gonna be there and were going swiming but yea i have my friend so i cant go swiming it sucks !!
alrite this was pointless but im gonna go and get ready and clean my eyebrow i hate doing that it sucks but oh well i wanna get my ear pierced at the top and then the middle and have the bar going through it my friend has it and i like it alot but i forget whats its called oh well im done now
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ergh !! people seriously fckin suck.. no one will go with me to the damn concert tomorrow night !! i even offered people cookies if they went with me and they still said noo !! godd people blow im soo madd i wanna go to this damn concert really badd and plus the tickets are only 10$ thats cheap as shit !! im really madd
dude, this kid whose gonna be a senior next year im'd me and was like yoo hook me up with some of your friends and then i was nameing people for him to get with and he was like would you get with me and i was like what and he lives around the corner from me and he was liek leave now and meet me at your corner and we can get with eachother and leave and no one will have to know i was liek this is a joke right and he was like nah i swear to godd i was thinking about gettin with you last night at joe's i was like hmm im sure you were and he kept sayin shitt dude it was soo annoying he's really cute but nope wouldnt get with him so then im tlaking to my friend carly and she was liek dan (same senior) just said if i still lived around you guys then we could liek hook up and shit and i was like are you serious he asked me to meet him and get with him and we thought it was soo funny then my friend jacki just im'd me and was like dan jsut im'd me and told me i looked different and said i looked hott and he told me to meet him at the corner !! i was like holly shit is this kid a slut or something he def has problems.. and plus if my brother kyle found out i got with him.. him and his friends would kick the shit outa of him it wouldnt even be funny well it would but still ! sorry i just thought it was funny anywho...
yepp i cant sleep well actually im not even tired and i jsut felt like posting to say how badd people suck and i did so now im done thankz !!
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[15 Jun 2003|10:22pm] |
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whoop !! i'm finally updating its a miracle i know but i just feel like updating right now !!
i got my eyebrow pierced on friday FINALLY it didnt hurt it just felt like a pinch and yes it looks very hott haha
i finally found tickets to the wakefield concert thats tomorrow night it jsut sucks cause its in a bad neighborhood and i have no one to go with me and i need a ride down there but my brother who i love so much said he might take me down there !!! i love him !! i better be able to goo !!
so yes its summer and so far it sucks !! yepp yepp it does its just boring right now i dunnon maybe its just me! on the last day of school which was last thursday some dumbass pulled the fire alarm during 7th period when we only had one period left and our classes were only 10 minutes long seriously what a jackass but they caught the kid like 2 seconds after he did it soo sucks for him.. and i dont have to go to summer school thank fvckin godd !!!
i got the mest cd !! and i love it im in love with tony and matt lovato !! MEST owns you thanks !! ;]
um, my brother two friends spent the weekend with us its like his two room mates or something and i never met them before but i dont like his one friend jay he's an ass he kept telling me i was stupid and shit and then we were listening to my mest cd in the car on the way to pick up his other friend and he kept sayin that mest sucked and all this shit but his other friend norris or something he was k0ol he kinda reminded me of corey matthew from boy meets world but i like him because he loves mest and soco we were singing to the mest cd on the way home yepp he's k0ol and we made fun of the kid jay the whole way home very funn
i found out yesterday that one of my brothers good freinds at college i think her name is caroline or something well yea she's like really good friends with Billy from GC and she goes to all the concerts for free and all this shit i was like huh hello yea let me meet her thankz !!
i still cant find the Wakefield cd or the Mest dvd anywhere and its really gettin me madd !!!
this update was really meaningless but oh well, im done !!
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| ring ring, who's that callinq..... |
[29 May 2003|03:32pm] |
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im at my grandparents house now, i just got home from gettin my eyebrows waxed! I def needed them done though my friend carly kept making fun of so i jsut did it today because i didn't have school today and i dont have school again till tuesday!!
last night i had to go to the hospital to get an ultra-sound done, ergh i hate them with a passion.. and no im not pregnant every old lady there thought i was pregnant and they kept giving me that look like omg how could you your so young or something i dunno maybe it was just me
i think im going out with my mom and my brother tonight because my brother needs a suit for his girlfriends sisters wedding because he's reading in it so we're going well actually im only going because i dont really feel like going out and plus their's a Today's Man store or something right the place where i get my piercings so my mom said if we go there we can stop and i can get my eyebrow pierced !! im so excited i cant wait and if i dont get it tonight then i'll get it tomorrow
i have so many like family partys this weekend it sucks.. tomorrow night i have my brother girlfriends graduation party but i love her so its okay even though she calls me a freak i still love her, then sunday i have my uncles 75 birthday party or something and then on monday i have to go to my brothers highschool graduation i still dont know what im gonna wear but thats okey!
my mom baught me chucks the other day she just went out and randomly baught me chucks i was like ahh i love you ! their a lil big but its okey i like em alot !! i talked to my friend vince's cousin yesterday for like an hour on aol and we never met before but vince said were exactly alike and we would get along and plus i like gave her some of my doubles of the simple plan and good charlotte concert cause she likes them or whatever but yea we were sayin about how were gonna go to the warped tour and molest all the hott guys in the bands it was funny she seems k0ol !!
well im really bored and im waiting for trl to come on because i wanna see the new simple plan video for 'perfect' me and my friend trish are highly upset that they picked that song because we love that song and we dont want little teenies to be singing it and shit so yea, i cant believe pierre cut his hair oh wow !!
Warped Tour Tickets go onsale next saturday !!! im soo fvckin happy i cant wait till warped !!
okey im done
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| whats with these homies always dissinq my qirl, why do they gotta front |
[19 May 2003|05:12pm] |
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eh, today was okey in 1st period me and mike got to work on our majorly hard sci project thats due on firday that we didnt start.. isnt that wonderful we have to take 3 simple machines and make them into one then write a report on it and liek draw a blue print of it its soo fvckin hard we're def gonna fail !! 2nd period which is computers was okey that class is a joke we just sitt there and mess around the whole time.. 3rd period was funn i love 3rd period i use to always talk to jackie carr and this girl samm but now i just talk to timm, jon, this kid jay who sits infront of me and this kid james.. its funny all we talk about is music jay likes all that music like anti-flag, bad religion and rancid and he yelled at me today because i knew 'Ruby Soho' by Rancid he's a odd kidd he makes funn of me for liking simple plan they all say they suck but they jsut say it to piss me off my nickname with that kid jay is simpleton its funny though so yes i love that class.. hmm 4th period was gay i failed my spanish test i got a 57 aren't you proud of me and i forgot my test soo i cant do corections to bring my grade up but oh well.. 5th period i had the lecture hall and me and katie sat there and talked about crazii dreams she had with good charlotte in them ( weird i know) then we tlaked about music and she's makin me a random cd with nfg, dashboard, homegrown, weezer, and then like crazii songs like ice ice baby and stupid shit like that.. its shall be very funny.. 6th period was lunch omg dude my bra broke during lunch it just like broke i was soo fricken pissed its my favorite bra and when i went with jacki to fixx it we saw tee and some girl looking at the list of who made cheerleading so we stopped to talk to them and all of a sudden senor senior(my brothers friend its a nickname i gave him) and some other kid come walking by and this random kid was like omg nut-uh like are you serious he said in a girly snobby voice like making fun of my friend and my friend tee turned around and was like nah, shut the fuck up and turn around we were all like ohhh and the kid was liek dude i jsut got dissed by a freshman and then sean was liek heyy, whats up alex i was like heyy sean and the kid was like is that your sister he was like nah its woods' and he was like oh okey good.. im like whoa buddy what does that mean... during 7th period we had a sub and me and katie tried to piss trish off so we told her Davey from AFI looks like a woman, lol no offense to him or anyone that likes him it just pisses her off dude she was gettin so madd it was great.. listen to how smart i am i took a piece of her black hair and held it up against mine to see if it would look okey and it looked awesome so yess im puttin black streaks in my hair hopefully soon !! 8th period was gay so yea..
tomorrow is our school picnic very very excited !! i think im wearing my dickies and i think my mom is takin me to the mall soon so i can run in hot topic and get a shirt i dont know what band shrt i want yet hmm.. tough decision, oh well i'll figure it out when i get there.. then im puttin my hair in two pigtail bun things, in trish's words i shall look rockin haha
i felt bad for my friend mary she got cut from cheerleading and she was on the team this year so poor mary !! she was cryin and everything.. but my bestest friend carly made it once again so yea car, she kicks major ass haha.. my friend trish made varsity i was very happy.. we're both really excited cause we think were gonna be on the gc dvd because they were recording for it at the TLA acoustic set i was at and i was like 2nd row kinda.. my pictures are amazing serisously me and trish busted nuts during lunch when we looked at them cause i have this pic and its joel and he's smiling and he's leaning in the crowd and he's like not even two feet away from me oh god its perfect haha the pictures are soo fvckin awesome they all came out really good i have alota cute ones of benji and joel together ahh its great haha.. anyway yea i think im going to the mall soon soo i better go get changed or something.. kz im done
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| she'll be spending her whole weekend faking laughs and faking smiles with her "perfect" friends |
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i tried to update last night but blurty's a bitch and wouldnt let me !! all my friends wen't up parkwood last night but i didn't wanna go i hate it up there sometimes because i dont like half those people and usually their all drunk and i didn't feel like drinking last night becuase i'd rather spend my money on better things.. and plus why would i wanna drink and get drunk with a bunch people i dont like and i see what they do to all the drunk girls they either like use them to get things or their just assh0les to them soo yea why would i wanna drink there.. and whenever i go up their i just feel like an outcast or something soo i jsut sit there and listen to my music then they call me a freak so yea i really wanna go hang out up there! (insert sarcasim here)
last night i ended up going over jacki's house cause she had to babysitt, dude we had a blast seriously we sat there and talked about everything and we have done that in so long.. her sister sam was there and she's in like 5th grade and she comes running up to us screaming about how Ashley Parker Angel is soo hott and how she's redoing her room like his and i was like oh god sam what are you thinking i'll show ya some hot guys so i went in my lil' bag i brought and i took out all my pictures cause i had all my pictures from some of the concerts i went too ( it was pictures from when i saw and met simple plan and from the acoustic show with benji and joel) and i was like sam look this is joel he's oh so hott and it gets even better he has a twin benji who is also very hot !! and she saw a picture of benji and she was like eww he's fat i was like shh no he's not !! then i showed her pictures of all the guys from simple plan she didn't say they were ugly cause if she did i woulda kicked her lil like 11 year old ass ya know ya gotta represent simple plan (oh godd don't ask) then jacki told sam that she was gonna become like gothic or a punk ( trust me she wont right now she's on and in love with cheerleading) and sam was like omg no gothic people are soo scary and mean i was like dude sam no their not their actually pretty nice and their not scary they prob think your scary when you dance around in your lil cheerleading skirt and you pom poms then she asked me how i get tickets to all these concerts because she wants to see O-town i was like oh sam what am i gonna do with you i was like i'll take you to the warped tour okey you'll have plenty of funn there and jacki was like oh god alex she wouldnt survive warped tour its true but oh well, oh yea my friend timmy the kid im going to the fez and the warped tour with won warped tickets yesterday !! dude i was like timmy thats soo fvckin awesome we're so excited about going we serisouly can't wait we talk about it everyday because were so cool !!
i really need to go to the mall because i wanted to buy this shirt from pac sun and wear it to our school picnic on tuesday !! im soo excited about the picnic because this really k0ol local band is playin because the kids all go to our school so its really k0ol and its my one friends brother and cousin are in the band and my other friends brother is in it soo thats very kool im really excited haha
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ehh, soo tired !! i just got home from the spring fling, it was okey wasn't as much fun as other dances but it was horrible.. i feel bad though my friend carly like started to like have an alergic reaction to something and she had to leave cause she felt sick and everything it sucked so bad cause she's my best friend and she's my dance partna !! but i survived ... they had this band play in the cafeteria and they had a dj in the gym i was kinda listening to the bad for a lil they were a local punk band they were okey they needed a lil improvement but so do alota bands when they first start out.. it sucked i had taking back sundays song 'timberwolves at new jersey' stuck in my head all night lol.. me and my friend mike who's like my best friend danced to some nsync song together and we sang to eachother and we were slopw dancing really funny it was crazii then we sang build me up buttercup, haha it was funny he's my best friend we give bear hug and butterfly kisses !! haha dont ask we're odd !! --> after the dance we went to this dinner it was funn when we were waiting for my friend jacki's mom to pick us up from the dance adn take us i sat and talked to this kid about all these kool bands and we talked about how he plays drums and shit he's a junior but he went to the dance with my friend jacki who's a freshman.. it was ko0l to tlak to em about music because none of my friends like the same music as me which sucks but what can ya do.. the dinner was fun me and anna were like laughin the whole time and then out of no where i asked this kid biff if i could eat his pickle and i said it really loud and everyone looked at me and started to laugh but i didnt mean it in the nasty way i seriously wanted to eat the pickle he got becasue he got one and i didn't .. it wasnt fair !! adn then this kid walked over to our table and was talking to these two kids who were with us and i turned to my friend anna and was like dude aint that the kid steph's cousin shot !? and we started bustin out laughin oh godd it was soo funny ya just had to be there adn by the way i was right her cousin did shot him just incase anyone cared... anywho i'm gonna go now and talk to my brother and his friends cause their all drunk and its fun to talk to them when their drunk cause they say the stupidest shit haha !!
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| i got the mic and you got the mosh pit... |
[15 May 2003|04:53pm] |
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wow, i havent updated in a forever and a day !! i feel badd.. i wanted to update but im just lazy !! hmm nothing really happened to me well it did kinda i guess but i dunno haha im confusing... i guess i've been kinda depressed lately im kinda madd at my friend jacki and then this kid eric who use to be my best friend now hates me with a passion seriously he hates me it makes me soo madd to he's soo fvckin imature seriously he is an it pisses me the fvck off he's soo gay at first he was madd at me for dyeing my hair then he got even more mad at me when i painted my nails black then he got me soo mad that i said i wish he would die ! i serisouly didnt mean it i was just really madd and someone told em i said that so yes now he hates me and it sucks but oh well if he's gonna be gay like that then what fvckin ever i dont need him !!
The Y100 (radio station) festival is the 26th !! i sware im going seriously me my friend timmy and my friend jon are going then im metting up there with my friend trish i think ! i serisouly need to go the bands are.. Finch, AFI, The Starting Line, The Ataris and i know there's a million more but right now im having a brain fart and i cant think so yea !! timmy wants me and jon to get lawn seats hah, sike me and jon were like fvck that were gettin pitt tickets soo yes poor lil timmy's gonna be sitting in the lawn by himself lol.. i'm also going to the warped tour with them godd i serisouly cant fvckin wait me and timmy talk about it all the time he's soo damn excited to get the free spam sandwhiches haha don't ask its something about last year they gave him all these free spam sandwhiches and yea, he's an odd lil fellow haha but i love him soo yes its me timmy and jon going there my little concert buddies haha i seriously cant fvckin wait it just sucks that my friend carly cant goo!!
I didn't go to school yesterday i woke up all upset and my mom thinks im depressed and she told me that i could stay home so i wen't out at like 1:30 and got my nails done for my spring fling which is tomorrow and then me and my mom and my aunt went to eat at Friendly's then we went shopping then to the movies... she did this all because she wanted to cheer me up i mean it helped yesterday but now once again im all like sadd again i dunno i'll get over it.. i think she wants me to go down the shore for like a month during the summer and work and just hang out with my brother and all his friends because she said some of the people up here are asswholes and that i should just get away for a while soo maybe i'll do that!!
Tomorrow night is our Spring Fling !! i'm kinda excited.. me and my friend meg baught a couple tickets becasue well i was gonna go with my friend matt i asked em and everything but then i didnt think i could go soo i told him i couldn't go but now i can so yes me and meg are going and plus its better to go with your friend becasue the boys are annoyinq.. well the guys will be there anyway soo i'll just meet up with them there or w.ever! I'm wearing this light blue skirt with blue hawaian flowers on it and then a blue spagheti strap shirt outlined in green with a baby blue terry clothed hoody and these cute sandals.. i jsut dont know how im gonna do my hair i was gonna get it done but i have no money so i can't oh well.... I'm getting my hair cut soon and im putting black streaks in it its gonna be soo awesome im gettin it cut to my shoulder then im gettin it to like flip out or w.ever !!
Dude, my school had a talent show and some band played Finch what it is to burn.. i was sitting with all my friends and this guy was like next is so and so playin Finch What it is to burn.. dude i busted a nut i was like omg i love this song i was soo excited then all my friends were like wait what who's finch or whatever i was like ahh get away from me right now !! They didnt do good thought but oh well they tried !! alrite now that i bored everyone outa their minds im gonna go lol i'll update tomorrow about the dance lata !!
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| benefit concert :] |
[06 May 2003|06:30pm] |
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okey, soo no.one could go with me and i was starting to get really upset and then i look at my buddy list on aol and my friend trish is on aol (she's a grade ahead of me but we were really close last year and the year before) so i was asked her to goo and she was like are you serious yea i'll definatly go and that was at like 4:30 by 4:15 we were both ready lol and we left by like 5, there was so much trafic and we got tehre at like 6 and doors opened at 7 the line wasn't really that long thank god... so they let us in adn we were in like the 5th.. there were like these 3 really preppy girls infront of i was pretty pissed but oh well army of me opened up they were good next was ben lee he was crazii lol and by the time benji and joel were about to get on i was in like 2 row it was kool.. okey now i'll just right down some amusing things that happened...
-i was right infront of benji ;]<3 and i asked some really tall preppy girl next to me to take a picture of joel for me becasue im like 5ft2 and she was like a giant and thenshe asked me which one was joel i was like huh are ya kidding me leave now !!!
-benji was so cute all during the show he was like yea im soo nervous i wasn't even this nervous on friday night(civic tour) and then he said about how he never smiles but that tonight we put him in the mood to smile and that he put on this tough image and they its not good for his punk image or something like that everyone was like awe !!
-TONY from mest was there !!! dude i was ahh mann its tony and my friend was like wait what where and i was like rite there its tony.. and then joel was sayin about how we all made his day better becasue he had a toothache and he was like anyone have some vikatin adn he was sayin all these kids of medicine and benji was like yea tony!! i was like ut-oh !!
-benji talked alot but he was sayin the cutest things he talked about him and tony are best friends and tony called em and said they needed to spent more time together so tony came out to spent a couple days with him (yepp i think somethings goin on !!)
- i sware benji kept looking at me, even my friend trish agreed with me i was like trish he's like looking at me and she was like yea i know !! im not crazii i sware it was like he was staring right at me
- they played 'change' its my favorite song i was soo happy when they said they were gonna play it and i sang every word and benji saw me singing all his parts of the song and he like smilled at me !! i was like alrite yea i can die now !!
- it got like kinda quiet, and some girl hit my friend and told her to stop like pushing her or touching her or something and my friend was like you fvckin bitch its general admission its a pit shit like this happens if you cant handle it then fvckin leave and my friend like hit her or something and joel was watching what was going on between then and after my friend hitt her he laughed and gave her a thumbs up it was priceless, ya just had to be there
-yesterday was chris' birthday so everyone sang happy birthday to em' lol he's 22
-they were pretty much playin what we asked them to play, joel said we're the only people that ask 'em to play sadd songs, they played emotionless and benji said that if he forgot the words or messed it to just pretend like we didn't hear it --> he didn't mess though it was actually really good !!
-benji kept gettin hitt with things i was starting to feel badd for the poor guy, in the begining of the show someone threw a waterbottle and it hitt his guitar and he flynched. he got hit with a paper ball in the head. and someone else threw something on stage and it almost hit benji so he came up with the idea that if you wanna give them anything like bracelets or notes just to pass it forward adn the people in the front will give it to them.. he's so smart for coming up with that plan haha j.k
-at the end of the show they came into the ground and joel was like right on top of me soo i shook his hand and then i took a picture of em actually i shook his hand twice because we walked back to where we were standing , same thing with benji i got to shake his hand twice his hands were soo cold it was weird cold but soft haha.. yes im a dork !!
-when they were about to get off stage benji looked at me and then threw me the waterbottle and it was in my hand serisouly it was went right to me and some girl stole it right outa my hand, i was like alrite bitch w.ever i shoulda kicked her ass but my friend was like falling on the ground soo i had to save her
-when they got off stage we were standing at the stage just chillen and my friend was being a dork she was like yea im gonna steal benji's guitar(cause they still had it on stage) and runaway with it and make em come to me and find it haha she was like yea i'll seduce em' it was soo funny though, then they took away she was like damn they must've heard me!! like 2 seconds later some big security guy made us leave soo we did
uh.. i think thats pretty much it lol it was an amazing concert seriously i dunnno it was jsut like a real intimate show like ya felt real close with the guys or w.ever and they were really good i think that sounded awesome soo yes, madd props fellas !! i think im gettin my pictures tonight i hope the all come out good, the bad thing was that there was this girl with like 2 foot spikes infront of me soo i hope the damn spikes arent in all my pictures cause that would suck beyond belief.. okey well yess im done sorry about that long update and i prob forgot things but oh well lata !!
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[05 May 2003|03:03pm] |
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okey, i'll update later with all the details about the concert but right now i just wanna scream and yell and cry because the concert tonight ( with benji and joel ) is in 4 hours and i now have no.one to goo with my friend jsut told me she cant go and i planned on leaving for the concert in about an hour and now i have no one to fvckin come with me im soo madd and then i flipped out at my friend jacki becasue i was soo madd about the concert and she was there and she jsut said something to me btu i couldnt say what i really wanted to because it wouldnt come out and i just yelled at her and told her something i shouldnt have and now i feel badd which is even worse but what she said/did to me was kinda bitchy eh i dunno but i gotta find someone to come with me now so i will update with everything later !! please pray i get someone to go with me !!!
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i haven't updated in a while but i've been really tired and busy !! i just got back from tanning and i like startin to go to sleep when i was laying down which wasn't that great my mp3 player ran out of batteries soo i had to listen to all this ghetto music i was so mad !! when i was waiting to go tanning i was sitting with vince and nick !! awe i miss them<3 their soo awesome !! i wen't to the mall on tuesday night and i got a shirt for the concert tomorrow night im wearing my black dickies a green volcom shirt my made hoodie and a belt and my awesome brother baught me the nfg dvd !! so i finally got it.. dude those guys are soo funny i love them watchin it just made me more excited about the concert !!
*the concert is tomorrow night* you don't even understand how psyched i am about this damn concert!! i cant wait --> the next couple of days are gonna be soo awesome, tomorrow is the concert saturday were all going partying and sleeping at my friend carly's birthday sunday is her birthday !! and then monday is the concert with benji and joel !! ahh cant' wait !! well im really tired so i think im gonna go take a nap or something so i'll update later !!
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this sucks soo badd !! my friend tells me today that she doesnt think she can goo with me to the gc/nfg concert thats on friday!! she told me i can have the tickets and i'll have to pay her for them or whatever and i mean i'll pay for it but i don't think i will be able to find someone in a time period of 4 days to go with me and christie said she would go with me but she doesn't have 30$ for the tickets and i can't think of anyone that i really wanna goo with besides christie or carly. I mean none of my friends really like them i mean they like the anthem and what not but they don't really know any other songs. And to make everything better its the day of my brothers prom so my mom was like i don't think i'll be able to drive you unless you wanna wait untill after they all leave and that'll be at like maybe 6:45 and that means i will get at the venue at like 7:30ish which doesn't really bother me because we have seats but still it sucks soo badd !!! i know its not carly's fault or whatever it just sucks because i've been waiting for this concert since fvcking january !! and im not even kidding when i say that i've really been waiting since january!!
dude, i need to get outa my house right now !!!! i can't stand it i gotta leave and goo somewhere i just don't have anywhere to go!! its times like these i wish my dad built me a fort when i was like 8 soo when im 15 and can't stand my family i can goo hide in there!! okey but im gonna goo and try to escape away from my family so i'll update later !!!
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soo tonight was a bigg mistake !! i was all upset today soo i was thinking to mself 'hmm alex go get drunk adn froget your problems' ! well it didnt work serisouly i had like 7 bacardi's adn i chugged my friend's beast and ya know what it didn't work !! well my friend jacki thought she could fly which was pretty funny but i jsut laid in this wet grass and listening to good charlotte hold on over and over again i actually started to cry and then i herad this kid corey keep calling me a freak and i tried to yell at him btu i coudnt talk it was crazii then he satt there and told me to give him head and i ignored him and i closed my eyes again and like 5 minutes passed btu it felt like 2 hours wen't by and i opened my eyes and i thought everyone left me then i saw jacki gettin with coreyand then like 2 minutes later jacki was liek alex we gota goo omg are you cryin stop crayin are you pokey and then corey was liek alex give me head and he kept sayin it then i opened my eyes and his crotch was like right in my face godd i hate him !!!! im liuke dude jsut cause im a little trash doesnt mean im gonna become a little slut !!! but anway i cant wait till next weeked friday is the civic tour with good charlotte and new found glory !! then saturday i go to new york for my cousins engagment party then sunday i come homr from new york and on monday since im such an awesome friend i got me and my friend tickets to see benji and joel at this small little club doing an acoustic set for like an hour !! dude i cant wait yepp i got her those tickets for her birthday since im such an amazing friend dont you guys wish i was your best friend !! lol just klidding !! but i think i might goo take some asprin and go to bedd soo i will update later !! lata
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okey, yay im really excited in have the most brilliant idea for my best friends birthday which is may 4th, 2 days after our good charlotte concert.. now hopefully my lil scheme will work out !! im really excited about it i hope everything works out and that she likes it !!! i would say what my lil idea is but she has a journal and i know she reads this !!!! ( hii carly !! lol ) ---> well im really happy about this as you can tell but other than that my head hurts and my body is burnt from tanning cause i didn't use lotion and i was soo pissed cause i was in that damn salon for almost 2 hours it sucked but i talked to trish and i havent talked to her in forever she use to be my best friend in 7th grade but she's a grade ahead of me soo when she became a freshman we kinda lost touch but we're startin to talk again, she's gonna help me and carly get into the pitt at the concert becuase she has pitt tickets and we don't :[ but im gonna go now and take a shower i will update later when i get bored !!!
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[23 Apr 2003|10:12pm] |
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yes, i love that song (brown eyed girl) its a guilty pleasure of mine !! soo anyway today wasn't that great, i dunno i dont really have a reason to be all upset and just ya know blah but for some reason i am and just like 2 days ago i was all happy and now im all crumy its soo messed up, well my "best friend" eric won't talk to me i fvckin hate em !! (i know i really don't but i just keep tryin to tell myself i do, so humor me okey) yea soo like i said he wont talk to me or look at me and timmy said to just ignore em and that he's only messing around but i sware he just likes to do this to me because he knows i get upset because i care that he's madd and he just likes to do things like this to me like he had i love alex writen all over his school bag and he crossed out my name and wrote jackie when i saw he did that i was like eric i fvckin hate you soo much... tomorrow im gonna flip out on em seriously.. i dont understand em at all he finds the most idiotic reasons to get madd at me its ridiculus !! godd i hate boys there such a pain in the ass !!
eww, me shan and mary walked to the shops today cause i went to go tanning and they went to go to rita's and theres like a woods right around there and there were cops and ambulances all around and then i found out that some kid hung himself there !! godd i feel soo badd for the people that found him and for his family, godd i dont even know em and its still sadd !!! <--- yes im an emotional dork thank-you-very-much !!! yea, everyone liked my hair well i dunno if they all liked it but they said they did people think that it looks better on me then the blonde and that it fitts me more or something i dunno.. i can't wait till school is over i only have like 25 days left or something thank godd !! alrite well i gotta go now because my mom's gonna be home soon and i forgot to fold the clothes for her and i feel really badd so i better go do that now soo lata !! by the way 9 more days till the civic tour !! :]
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im really tierd and i haven't updated in like forever and two days, well not really but w.ever.. i went' to kolhs today with my mom, grandmom, and my aunt.. i was soo bored and i got lost like 8 times (yes im 15 and i still get lost) but i got a plain white shirt its cute we went out to eat after cause it was like 11:30 in the morning then we went to a.c. moore and i got all beads and string soo i made like a million bracelets today.. then we went to the mall and we went looking for a dress for my spring fling i found one but i didn't buy i dunno if i really like it soo i'll look around some more.. but i finally got my white and green etnies they fitt perfectly lol but i know im gonna grow outa them and i still gotta wear em in cause there all hard and what not... today i was at my poppy's house soo i decided to finally scan some of my simple plan pictures but not all of them showed up good or looked right, i only have like 12 of them or something because like i said before not alot of them looked good like you couldnt see the guys or w.ever ... but im really stupid and i dont know how to put them in my journal soo if anyone wants to see them just write me mail asking for them or comment with your screen name okey....
tonight i went to joe's by the time mike got to my house it was like 8:15 then we went driving with joe caus ehe jsut got his permit haha it was funny he's actually pretty good after that his parents and siblings left and we went in and ordered food and goofed around, i got soo burnt from when i went tanning on thursday.. it hurts soo badd and go figure everyone had to hitt me where i had sunburn, awe my friend timmy but i call em buttons (cause he's cute as buttons) came up tonight for a little bitt ahh i love em' he's taking me to the warped tour lol.. i havent chilled with him in soo long i miss em even though he's in my class its okey<3 --- i've come to the conclusion that guys suck !! yes they do.. they dont tell you how they really feel or they'll say something online that they would never say to you in person... or their just sweet talkers ya know say really niice things to you and make you like them when they dont like you back yepp they suck i hate em !! im sure alota people agree.. i dont really hate they just get me soo frustrated !! blah, okey well now that im done im going to bedd.. happy easter !! :]
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soo, i just washed the dye out and i just blow dried my hair and um, yea my hair doesn't look like the girl's hair that was on the box.. mine's like more red because of the blonde i had in it but the red will wash out soon because its hard to keep red coloring in your hair... it doesn't look bad i just look different because i had really light hair and my hair was never really a color like this before but i mean i did wanna look different and i def. look different so i guess my mission was accomplished lol when my dad first saw it he gave me some look like what the hell did you do to your hair and then when my mom saw it when it was all dried and stuff she laughed at me but my brother joe was the k0olest about it soo far he was like alex it looks k0ol because it's not like you to go all wild and dye your hair red i think it looks good becasue you dont lo0k like some dumb blonde air head now !! soo i guess thats k0ol right !!?? i think im gonna go call my friend mike cause im bored and no.one is on aol so i'll update later
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alrite i just got home from the mall with my mom and then she dropped me off and i went tanning while she was food shoppin then we went to rite aid and i got hair dye !!! im soo excited but im scared to dye it cause my hair is like a brown color but 4 months ago i put blonde highlights in it and i baught this dye called 'cinnamin' and its like a brownish with a little red tint in it soo im scared it will get all messed up and not look right but everyone and there mothers all have blonde hair or w.ever and i want mine different because im unique like that.. and plus its just hair right, eventually it will grow out or i can always jsut color it back to brown
its soo cold out it was like 8o degrees yesterday and now its like 4o, its soo messed up.. i dont think im going out tonight everyone said they we're just staying in so i'll prob just watch movies or something, anna might come over if she's aloud out because she got in trouble because of her report card but i dunno well i think im gonna go now and dye my hair wish me luck !! i'll update and tell ya how it looks okey
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i just woke up, and i downloaded gc's new video on kazza becasue it wouldnt work anywhere else and it jsut finished soo i watched it and i think its funny i mean there's been better but i like it... i love when joel dances its the cutest // funniest thing ever and i thought the whole avril thing was funny too !! but anyway last night me and anna went to joe's got bored soo we went to meet steph and at like 8:3o some junior came with jacki and picked us up soo our night was pretty much spent in his car, but we had funn he drove us all around...now that i think about it it was pretty funn and i can't wait till i can drive and then just like drive places !! only a couple more months till i can drive !! thank godd ---> well im gonna go make some breakfast and then i'm gonna try to find someone to go tanning with me so i'll update later !!
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