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Sunday, August 3rd, 2003

Subject: Is this F*kin summer over yet Time: 9:22 am. Mood: stressed.

Okay.. at first everything was cool... i liked my group and all but now... holy crap I'm fed up with all this sh*t...first off my group leader barley does anything.. and is kinda anoying the hell outta me and the other counsler I work with... the other counslers i work with i think are wisperin sh8z bout me but i really dun care...the japs aren't that bad sometimes but this last week holy sh*t they were horrible there lil cliky sh*t and w-ev omg can you f*kin kill me now...aside from that... my sis N i didn't get tipped by some kids and iz like WTF what a rip off... at first i didn;t give a sh*t but now Im jus fed up latley omg.. i wna f*kin kill somebody something ahh i duno.. jus really pissin me off and its not worth it since im bein payed crap for the summer...oo but i got myR/o back handspring backtuck back... its looks pretty i herd a nice set.. im working on the set to make it higher so i can do a layout... i can now do Standing back handspring back tuck... which is hard without theround off... im working on that i think soon I'll be working on fulls AHH SCARY...i can;t wait though im really working my self hard and the team is starting to look good.. although rite now the team seems a bit agruemenatative rite now... theyll all be friend like always...and it looks really good.. I can't wait Song of The Day: G-d Save us by I'll Nino Lyric from song: I am what you despise I am just a disgrace you will never embrace The strength will rise Everything that I do burns against you These words are just a speck In what you call my life's wreck Mistakes forsake and every word will break This is hard to believe, I AM NOT WHAT YOU SEE ALL THE PRESSURE IS BREAKING DOWN ON ME I will take what is mine and won't waste any time Don't believe in what you want for me Quote of the day: EVEN THOUGH LIFE SUCKS YOU STILL HAVE TO LIVE IT

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Subject: GRR IM STILL SICK Time: 7:45 am. Mood: angry.

well there goes my pay check for the summer...I've lost a lot of money.. aside from tha.. i really dun care bout the money.. but i miss the lil girls.. i wna see them... I've been out pretty much all week... i came in tuesday but left 2nd period (sounds like school i know) if you wna check out teh place work u can go to this website www.kenwaldaycamp.com and you have to make sure you check out my awsome website.. if your a friends of mine u mtie mtie be on it its: hometown.aol.com/smalfrie87/meee.html < its soo cool u have to check it out... i mean you can't not.. b/c it's totally sick.. and wicked awsome... well im gna go im taking my temp again trying to convince that im fine B/C I AM lol ttyl buh biah

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Subject: THIS SUX Time: 7:46 am. Mood: sick. Music: Motionless by Name Taken.

Ugh.. Im still sick its my 3rd day.. im missing camp like crazy and there gna end up taking off of my pay check which TOTALLY SUX!!!! GRR.. WTF why the hell am I always sick.... it really really sux..i mean i feel fine.. my temp was 100 but i really do feel fine.. when i woke up my throat hurt alot... but now its fine...and i barley have a head ache.. its not fair why teh hell am I always the one getting sick grrr....whatever... im gna go,

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Subject: Im Sick Time: 5:31 pm. Mood: sick. Music: I Hate Everything by Suicide Machines.

hyia.. i came home sick yesterday form camp with 102.5 and staye home today with 101 its goin down though i hope im in 2morw to dead to type but check out this sick sick website i made http://hometown.aol.com/smalfrie87/meee.html copy and paste it some where its AWSOME

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Subject: Laz Nite was Beautiful Time: 9:43 am. Mood: thankful.

yesterday i went to teh BBQ qith david and his family...it was a lil boring... lol we played hackie sack.. tha was fun.. lol poor Caryn kept falling < well we were ALL FALLING lol... lol I threw the tennis ball into tha thing that throws the ball back and it hit the bridge of my nose lol tha was so funny... i shot two hoops and in those two hoops the ball went into teh other yard, and i got the basket ball stuck in the net... < is this week almost over i've had the worst luck this week.. eww swallowing a fly hitting my head on the thing 3 bug bited BITTING THE SAME BITE...then wha happened yesterday lol but thaz nite... Laz nite was great... it was like a dream.. you know something you thought wouldnt happen.. or at least for a long time.. after the BBQ we went back to davids house and then over to Jones Beach and watched the Fireworx.... Caryn, Adam, David, and I, were all sitting ontop of the car watching them and the parents were with the doggie inside the car watching the fireworx...it was sitting with david.. and he was holding me adn we were watching them... it was just so beatiful.. common think about it when you dream you dream tha set.. sitting on top of a car watching the most beautiful fire worx eva...then after tha.. it took us an hour to get out of the parking lot.. something must have happened there were ambulence and emergency hellicopters and firetrux but i dun care... lol b/c Caryn, Adam, David and I, made a lil fort with the blanket we had and we all went under it... and after a while we got tired and first david fell asleep on me, then he fell asleep on me and i fell asleep on him.... then i fell asleep on him... in him in his arms after watching the beatiful fireworx in his arms.. it was amazing, it was all romantic... most Romantic nite of my life.... I love you david soo soo much we've been going out for 10 + months already... whoa you make me so happy..and thank you for bringing me up this week... with out you i would have hidden in my room and not have come out for a while...thank you for being here when i found tha out... and thanx for being there for me... and letting me cry... I love you Today.. The Gitters are coming over... and i think Adam is coming too....:-) another day with david... its great.. i love it but not as much as I love him.. ne way.. im gna go ttyl Quote of the day: *~LoOk @ mE aNd SmIlE tElL mE i'M wOrTh WhIlE TaKe mE bY tHe hAnD aNd wAlk mE vErY fAr WhEn u Get oLd eNoUgh dRiVe mE iN yoU cAr sAy U WilL lOvE mE AnD mEaN iT 4-Eva B/C i LovE yOu AnD wOnT sToP eVa*~ < written by ME this quote is from my website go here: hometown.aol.com/smalfrie87 Song of the day: All my life by Kaci and Jojo (for david) quote from song: "I promised to NEVER FALL IN LOVE with a stranger YOUR ALL IM THINK OF, i praise the lord above, for SENDING ME YOUR LOVE, I CHERISH EVERY HUG, I RRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY Love you Idiot of the day: No one

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Subject: hyia havent written for while Time: 8:23 am. Mood: sad. Music: Star Spangle Baner< i dunno who writes it lol i should.

hyia i haevnt written for a while i know... so since then after all that with the fly and stuff.. the next day nothing really happened as fun.. this lil Girl Rachel lol cried b/c she got the bottom of her new sandals dirty so i had to wash them lol and i told her to put her sneakers on.. i love these lil girls there all so cute, and the greates thing is they listen to me.. lol eveyr one told me I'd be a horrible counsler lol you were all wrong... i wna follow these girls up to the inters b/c they are just so cute i wna be with them as long as i can.. i will ask for that next time i see one of the owners... o its great.. ther have a website up so if you wna see it go to Campkenwal.com < i'm not sure if i'll be on it but maybe...ne way today is the fourth of July im goin ova to davids for the day.. then coming home.. then goin to the beac with him 2morw... I got my report card.. i didnt do as well as david did on his regents lol but heres wha i got Math A 65 (yes i passed) Global 86, and ES ...o..i found something intresting about my past that i have never known.. its very sad and i cant stop think bout it.. makes me cry..and i dunno why, i shouldnt care i never use to but im beginning to :-( Quote of the day: Learning about my past, runs tears through my soul that stain my heart forever < my quote Song of the day: Aftermath by Knockout Lyric from song: So this is what you want me to be? Boring with no personality Idiot of the day: Alyssa Morando

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Subject: hyia Time: 6:45 pm. Mood: blah.

Hyia whst up.. socamp started im working wit Junior girls capicorn.. the switchedit..buti like my group. here all soo sweet.. ienjoycamp so muh.. some of tecounsler mit think m ie sucking up bc im willing to do everthng lol but imnot that jus how am when i work... irather workthan sit thre and do nothing....the first day are fun.. yeterday e hadsome girls that wer kidna of hy but i got them to open up a little.. ufortunetly im neva gna see david.. were always at like 2 diff spots... but i do see him thogh.. but i cant talk to him or hug him... my hug time is lunch time and the end of the day.... i wish i could see him more.. My sis gets to see him more than i do. :-(, i swallowed a bug 2day, i was talking to one of the little girls in my group..and a bug flew strait in my mouth....it was DISCUSTING.. I started freaking out lol..then later on I hit my head on the zoom machine in the photogrphy place...I dun think I'll be keeping up to much with this, this summer cuz i very bizy...gtg buh biah Quote of the day: Live your life like your dying tomrow Song of the day: Jukebox Breakdown by Saves The Day Lyric from song: my mouth is the speakers, and it plays your favorite songs, and you know where the coin slot is Idiot of the day: Matt < lol y not

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Subject: did ya miss me Time: 8:45 am. Mood: thoughtful.

hyia whats up, did ya miss me? I havent written for a while. Saturday, i went to Ji's graduation party....I'll miss you Ji...unfourtunetly i had to leave at 5:30 b/c was was on my way to phili after, Phili was fun.. when we first got there, we weregna pull into the hotel.. but we decided to go to my cousins for a little... the babies were asleep.. o the ages of the, Shawn is 1 1/2 and Ariel is 3 1/2, there so cute... so we got their we talked a lil while... lol the funnies anaology my cuzin alyssa says " It was looked like trying to fit a watermelon inside a krispykreme doughnut." lol we all started laughing histerically, then we went the to hotel... which was the worst hotel ever.. carpets were disgustingly dirty, and there was a sign that said "you have 15 minutes to check your room.. no refund after that" and "Check out by 11 am the next day" the ride up to phili was about four hours..that was saturday < im not gna do the stuff of the day b/c it passed theres is no point but I'll do it for sunday adn today lol anyway.. sunday we woke up a bit late and went to my cousin Sunday: Oo by the way incase you were wondering only one of the gerbils died, but the other one prolly on its way...okay so ne way on sunday we woke up and got ready then went to my cuzins house at 11:00, we had breakfast...it was very good...lol i watched the teletubbies in Herbrew, and the bum bum dance or something like that lol....my cuzin ariel is soo cute, but shes kinda a brat.. lol has to get her way... shes very bossy controlling and all, she doesnt listen and she talks back to her rents....ne way after that we went to my cuzin Alyssa's store.. called FUNSPOT, its cool.. its more like a day care center i think u can take ur kid there if u wna and play with them for like 6 dollars each there are momie and me classes and they also do birthday parties it's really cool. Then we went into the stores andstuff and outside mall...we got ices and david called :-)...then we went back and hung out for a lil.. we were playing with Ariels ball and she said to all of us Your all babie your not sharing" my dad goes "were sharing jsut not with you" lol.. my dadie was very mean... lol o Shawn sat on my head...i pretend to fall adn get hurt... adn i stayed with my eyes closed.. and he was standing over me looking at me then he sat on me lol he sat on my face..lol... Shawn is 1 1/e year old he goes to camp.. listen to what he has done in his first week of camp.... HE, Sat on a Rabbit, Hugged a Goat, Kissed a Pig, and chased a Sheep... lol in one week.. 2morw starts Camp... i think i have Diana Maria < if i do i'll be happy.. shes cool i like her... shes gna be in 3rd grade and im doing 3rd but im not sure if they split them or not soo i hope i get her in my group....my sis adn i ahve to do the bus run one more time.. ne way after we hung out wew ent to dinner, then we hit teh road home.. it took us, 2 hours and 20 minutes tog et back home...it enjoyed the car ride... i dun mind them.. i like it actually...unless im on a bus with my cheerleading team for 11 fricken hours.. then i sarte getting fed up...lol, ne way for today...david comin ova at 11:30, were goin to price club.. then doing the busr un.. david will have to come with us for all this.. lol.. SUndays things of the day: Quote of the Day: "The past is something that can not be changed, the present is something you can live and improve... but your future is in your hand in which you can change at anytime" < I said this :-) Song of the Day: No One Cares...By River City High (< lol i like their songs alot) Lyric from song: Everyones got problems, everyone thinks today will be the day to break them, theres never time to decide if your gna sleep, if everything will be alrite, jus do what u've been doing to get threw no one ever has the time to listen to me, see rite threw me, this is getting hard to face, no one ever sees me fall, and no one cares at all, this will only make you strong!!! theres always an excuse theres always to set eyes, to be sorry for, theres never time to decide if your gna sleep 2nite, everything will be alrite, ITS THE TRUTH IN LIFE THAT HURTS IN THE END Iiodt of the Day (sunday): Greg...Crazie fricken GOlf cart driver, i know im crazie but u beat me out when it comes to driving tha thing

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Subject: the rest of the day Time: 10:39 pm. Mood: blah.

hyia... okay, my sis and mom came home and then we went to lunch to the infamous Bagel Chalet < home of the best Bagels in the world... then my sis and i went to do the dry run... took 2 hours, like no people answered the doors.. ugh, this is gna be a long summer... but I'll get threw it, I'll see david :-)...after the dry run my sis dropped me off at davids... his lil cuzins were still there his lil cuz Marsahll awh he is so cute, and heother cuzin rebecca is cute too but shes older...like in 4th grade i think..Marshal doin Karate..then later on david, and I went to the movies... it was fun... when he pissed me off and i squrited him with water all ova his shirt lol.. Sorry hunnie ;-)...2morw ugh gotta go the camp and pick up the bus, at like aorun 6:30 where going to Phili to see My lil cuzins... Arielle and SHAWN < (so so cute) last time i went there... Arielle made me her child and she was my mom she was like four i think... and i was taking care of shawn...changing him, feeding him, napping him...awh.. i love that kid he is such a cutie... where not really realted its on of those like close friend thigns that my uncle Billy and Aunt felice have been close with my rents forever < not really realted... my dad has known billy since i think he was 6 days old....so life long friends.. thaz great, i dun get to many of those....ne way this is their daughter Alyssa's children... i love shawn can't wait to see him.. and i love Arielle too shes a doll..can't wait where leaving at 2morw then coming back Saturday. MORE FRICKEN DEAD ANIMALS IN MY HOUSE: we went from the zoo to the Cemetary...listen to this... here we'll start three years ago... there was Teddy and Honey.. and 2 frogs, now these were the 2 frogs out of 4 that survived.. One of my frogs killed its self.. then the other came dead in the mail so then we were left with two, my mom got a gunie pig named sunny for her class pet< not thats after stuart...okay so a lil while later unfortunetly Teddy was old so we had to put him to sleep < like a brother to me.. i knew him forever.. he was in the family logner than me.. and he was older than me, once he died it was gone from there. we'll las year.. my moms 1st class pet Stuart died...she got another pet.. a gunie pig that was be4 teddys death though. Okay so we put teddy to sleep.. then the two frogs died hosrtly after... sunny died a lil while after that and so my mom decides to get new class pets... gerbils.. Nala and Mini < um guess wha Nala was found today eating Mini's dead body< obviously it died.. and the other one is on its way too... so now of all the animals we have Honey < which she needed surgery to survive... so we went from a Zoo to a cemetary lol so there thaz all I got for you today check back 2morw to see some more Quote of the Day: "The only thing in life that we definatly know, is that we know nothing at all" < Joshie Sender, friend of mine his quote Song of the Day: Beauiful...by Aztek Trip < i've loved this song for a LOOONG TIME Lyric from song: " Open up my heart you've landed with me so close to everything that I, that i have alwasy needed. 2nite I'll dream of you" (< i love you david.. soo much) Idiot of the day: Eric S.. b/c u get to sit outside all day and get payed 800 for it U suck

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Subject: hyia Time: 11:32 am. Mood: anxious. Music: Ether..by Nothing Face < great song, not the song of the day.

hyia whats up.. my day began i got outta bed... yeah and watched charmed then came on the comp... im gna be goin out to lunch soon with my sis and mom... adn then do the dry run with my sis.. and after that HOPEFULLY, I'll see david :-)... i get to see him :-), yeay.... hopefully i get to see him lol...ne way nothing elser eally to write I'll come back later ttyl buh biah

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Subject: end of the day Time: 10:30 pm. Mood: distressed.

we went back to try the bus route.. thank g-d my dad came with us... it took us about 2 hours to do it... if he wasnt with us it would be IMPOSSIBLE...my sis and i will be doin the dry run 2morw where we go door to door, I hope we dont get lost.. omg today it was soo hard it took us about 35 minutes (< no exageration) to find the first house.. we actually found the second one first lol...i guess the run wont be as bad as we though its just we were there forever trying to figure it out.. alot of the directions where wrong.. thank g-d my dad was with us so aside from this i did nothing today... lol i spent forever in the car.. thaz it helped out my mom Oo wendys we can recap that and then did that came home spoke to david.. which i wont speak to until sunday :-( NOO....he'll be buzy with wreslting camp...and prolly to tired to talk.... I wna talk to him though :-(... I cant not talk to him for 4 days...then again last year we hadda do tha for like 2 weeks... but then again (again) i wasn't going out with him at that time...and i've been going out with him for 10 + months :-)... so long.. :-) and im soo happy w/ him.. i hope i make him happy too we'll im gna go ttyl buh biah Quote of the Day: "What does not destroy me...makes me stronger" < dunno who said it but it wasn't me Song of the Day: Bottom of A Bottle...Smile Empty Soul Lyric from song: And I, I wonder why i try, and I, I wonder Y I bother, and I,I wonder why I cry, WHY I GO THROUGH ALL THIS TROUBLE Idiot of the day: Me my sis and my dad lol... for being so close to the first stop but giving up and adding an extra 10 mintues it was one street down lol

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Subject: GRR Time: 3:14 pm. Mood: angry.

we went to the camp picked up the stuff right... and we dont know where we are going.. we were gna attempt the bus route... but we dindt even make it to the first house we got lost.. so then once again I GOT STUCK at my moms fricken work cleaning her stupid class room... grrr, well ne way my mom gave me and my sis like 15 $ so i guess this time it was worth it...then we hadda pack stuff....it is Xtremly hot.. didnt wna do it... then my sister adn i went to wendeys and then i got ralphs i gotta stop eating like this... im gna get fat... yesterday for dinner i had 2 slices of pizza, chips, and a hamburger... Im gna get soo fat.. Ne way this bus stuff... my sister and I have no idea where we ware going.. i dunno my direction at all.. she does.. but well figure something out, this is gna be intresitng me and her wokring 2getha lol... we cant fite, we have 2 Nursery kids on the bus :-/ < i hope they wun be messy, im barley gna make ne money this summer, but ya know im doin it for money.. im doing for A.. i"ll be bizy and B. i enjoy kids (kinda)...Im working with girls though i wish i could worked with boys.. im requesting it for next year lol.. we'll im gna go I'll be back later buh biah

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Subject: Hyia Morning Time: 10:06 am. Mood: awake.

Hyia.. whats up its morning I just watched charmed... congrats david on doing so well on your regents...99 on global, 92 on French, and 91 on bio... thaz gr8... i wish i could do tha well, I love you sooo much :-), starting wreslting camp tonite... I'm sure you'll learn alot.... and I promise you you'll get through it, I'll be in Phili when your there...but im going Friday and coming back Saturday... Yeay im gna get to see Arielle and Shawn < my lil baby cuzins aw there soo cute... when i went... i took care of shawn the whole time... changed him fed him, played with him.... it was great... and Arielle, Arielle liked to rpetend she was my mother adn that i was hr child soo she was taking care of me... She is around 4 and shawn is like 1 and a half somehting i dunno, anyway.. today I'm gna go to the camp and pick up the cards i need to do my bus run... and 2morw I'm gna do the bus run... this is going to be a cool summer i guess.... Im worried about the person im working with.. but shes nice, and im sure I'll get along well with her... Im doing Junior Girls Piseces < so if ne one wns to Cit for me feel free.... :cough: MELISSA < u betta CIT lol... if you dun I'll be soo mad... i gotta go get ready to go I'll come back soon though, I'll write more later buh biah

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Subject: hyia today sucked Time: 11:26 pm. Mood: confused.

hyia, today was absolutley boring... i did absolutly NOTHING...then i had to go help my mom at her lil kindergarten room and clean it up grr.... so boring, it was horrible, i Dled some music, today i dled some rock...rather than punk which i usally always Dl...ne way i also watched charmed since i have about 10 hours worth of charmed on tapes... well 10 + thaz the best show iz my fave.. but someimtes re watching them over and over agin gets boring.. todays cahrmed epsisodes on tv... @ 9 oclcok it was the one where Coll is stripped from Beltzars powers... and the 6 olcock episode was when Piper got sick and almost died and Leo saves her, he got his wings cliped for her... how yeah lol....ne way that was my day so boring....2morws not gna be to much better ... grr my mom wans me and my sis to stop by again i HATE doing tha iz soo boring... O yesterday i spoke to someone i havent spoken to for soo long... Joshie (< thaz how i know u lol sorry if no one else calls u tha ne more) Sender, < i miss all u guys we def def gotta see each other, < i knew these peeps since i was three but the moved when i was 5 so i barley get to see them :-( so sad....yawn i gotta go, and Gitter is gna call soon < he he summer started thaz wha i always called him in da summer.. O he called lol buh biah wait the things of the day Quote Of The Day - "Q. Why does life have to be so hard? A. B/c if life was Ez it wouldn't be life, it would be heaven" Song Of the Day: It's a Beatifulday... The Youth Ahead Lyrics from song: I know it's sad but we all CRY, we all LIE, WE ALL DIE!!! Idiot of the Day: Jenn Akyiaa < b/c u were never it on the xanga... and u wanted 2 be

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