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♥ she wasn't revenge, i fell in love with her
Amanda
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20th February 2006
16th February 2006
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so i missed a million miles of fun
8th February 2006
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theres a blackness to her beauty
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i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which im dieing,
are the best ive ever had
i find hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
its a mad world
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which im dieing,
are the best ive ever had
i find hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
its a mad world
30th January 2006
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Dear Sea World
I emailed you a while ago. Recently I have been researching a lot about animals in captivity and quite frankly I think it is absolutely disgusting what you people do. I am only 18 years old and I know that the only reason you open these stupid parks is to make money. Even a cent. It all comes down to the money. Its so pathetic and disturbing. Your taking away every ounce of beauty in this world just so you can own those beautiful homes, and those magnificant cars and buy your fat obese children clothing and jewelry that some poor poverty child made in Africa. Do you even have any morals what so ever? And we wonder why the world is so chaotic...These poor beautiful animals have to go through so much and what do they get out of it? Will you set them free again. Or will they rot away in these sad, dirty, decaying, small, pathetic bath tubs that you call there homes. Why keep them away from there miles and miles and gallons and gallons of ocean? Why let them suffer? What did they ever do to you? Well I believe in karma and you'll get what you deserve. I promise you that. I wrote a poem about it too.
"The Captivation of True Beauty, The Captivity of Whales"
In a world where money
hangs in the air, and
entertainment comes at
a price, where we take
the most magnificent creatures
and imprison them in
bath tubs, away from there
life, away from there big
deep blue ocean
away from everything they
have ever known,
are society thrives, kills
for money,
even if it means killing
every ounce of beauty in
this world
Whales are not objects, stop the exploitation of whales.
Sincerely Amanda
I emailed you a while ago. Recently I have been researching a lot about animals in captivity and quite frankly I think it is absolutely disgusting what you people do. I am only 18 years old and I know that the only reason you open these stupid parks is to make money. Even a cent. It all comes down to the money. Its so pathetic and disturbing. Your taking away every ounce of beauty in this world just so you can own those beautiful homes, and those magnificant cars and buy your fat obese children clothing and jewelry that some poor poverty child made in Africa. Do you even have any morals what so ever? And we wonder why the world is so chaotic...These poor beautiful animals have to go through so much and what do they get out of it? Will you set them free again. Or will they rot away in these sad, dirty, decaying, small, pathetic bath tubs that you call there homes. Why keep them away from there miles and miles and gallons and gallons of ocean? Why let them suffer? What did they ever do to you? Well I believe in karma and you'll get what you deserve. I promise you that. I wrote a poem about it too.
"The Captivation of True Beauty, The Captivity of Whales"
In a world where money
hangs in the air, and
entertainment comes at
a price, where we take
the most magnificent creatures
and imprison them in
bath tubs, away from there
life, away from there big
deep blue ocean
away from everything they
have ever known,
are society thrives, kills
for money,
even if it means killing
every ounce of beauty in
this world
Whales are not objects, stop the exploitation of whales.
Sincerely Amanda
28th January 2006
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If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
Then I hope it takes me too
12th January 2006
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guess what you suck
10th January 2006
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and i want to be deathly skinny, to the point where i disappear
and all i want to do is starve
and all i want to do is starve
8th January 2006
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here i am sitting in the gutter, looking up at the stars.
1st January 2006
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new years resolution: Be skinny. As skinny as i can be.
20th December 2005
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we'd crash into each other just so that we could feel something
15th November 2005
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ill try to be more understanding, and all try to listen to what you have to say. but you have to believe me and you have to trust me that this will never happen again. i swear sometimes i'd like to go back and change things. i dont think i can deal with life through this see through curtain that never opens. im so tired of not being able to see things and love things for what they are. how do you become someone your not. how do you believe in your self with all of your heart
8th November 2005
: please use my body while i sleep
is this the way a toy feels when it's batteries run dry
is this the way a toy feels when it's batteries run dry
29th October 2005
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we'd crash into each other just so that we could feel something
28th October 2005
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I'm thinkin' about my doorbell, when ya gonna ring it
When ya gonna ring it?
When ya gonna ring it?
17th October 2005
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I hate Orangeville with such a passion it is a sin
5th October 2005
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So there was this women and
she was on an airplane and
she's flying to meet her fiancé
sailing high above the largest ocean
on planet earth and she was seated
next to this man who you know
she had tried to start a conversation
but really the only thing
she heard him say was to order his bloody mary
and she's sitting there and she's reading
this really arduous magazine article about this
third world country that she couldn't
even pronounce the name of and
she's feeling very bored and very despondent
and then uh suddenly there's this huge mechanical failure and one of the engines gave out
and they started just falling thirty thousand feet
and the pilots on the microphone and he's saying,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Oh My God, I'm Sorry"
and apologizing and she looks at the man and she says,
"where are we going" and he looks at her and he says,
"We're going to a party, it's a birthday party.
It's your birthday party, happy birthday darling.
We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much."
and then he starts humming this little tune and it kind of goes like this
she was on an airplane and
she's flying to meet her fiancé
sailing high above the largest ocean
on planet earth and she was seated
next to this man who you know
she had tried to start a conversation
but really the only thing
she heard him say was to order his bloody mary
and she's sitting there and she's reading
this really arduous magazine article about this
third world country that she couldn't
even pronounce the name of and
she's feeling very bored and very despondent
and then uh suddenly there's this huge mechanical failure and one of the engines gave out
and they started just falling thirty thousand feet
and the pilots on the microphone and he's saying,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Oh My God, I'm Sorry"
and apologizing and she looks at the man and she says,
"where are we going" and he looks at her and he says,
"We're going to a party, it's a birthday party.
It's your birthday party, happy birthday darling.
We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much."
and then he starts humming this little tune and it kind of goes like this
2nd October 2005
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"the greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain" - JenniferAniston
do i have to spell it out for you?
or scream it in your face?
oh the chemistry between us;
could destroy this place
do i have to spell it out for you?
or scream it in your face?
oh the chemistry between us;
could destroy this place
1st October 2005
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You may tire of me as our December sun is setting because I’m not who I used to be
No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise
The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
Something he was not looking for both a beginning and an end
But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
When he catches his reflection on accident
On the back of a motor bike
with your arms outstretched trying to take flight
leaving everything behind
but even at our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete
in the city where we still reside.
And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men
Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides
like brothers on a hotel bed
like brothers on a hotel bed
like brothers on a hotel bed
like brothers on a hotel bed
No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise
The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
Something he was not looking for both a beginning and an end
But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
When he catches his reflection on accident
On the back of a motor bike
with your arms outstretched trying to take flight
leaving everything behind
but even at our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete
in the city where we still reside.
And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men
Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides
like brothers on a hotel bed
like brothers on a hotel bed
like brothers on a hotel bed
like brothers on a hotel bed
25th September 2005
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kiss me with your cherry lipstick
19th September 2005
: kiss me with your cherry lipstick
timing means everything, especially when moments happen, when they have meaning, this is meaning, feelings occur, i wish life were an open space, a field of complete silence, with long grass, and everything was at one, unity, the definition of my name is "loveable", i love it. hahahha
timing means everything, especially when moments happen, when they have meaning, this is meaning, feelings occur, i wish life were an open space, a field of complete silence, with long grass, and everything was at one, unity, the definition of my name is "loveable", i love it. hahahha
11th September 2005
: I'll follow you into the dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangcock to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangcock to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
30th August 2005
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guess who's meeting Orlando Bloom?
Ya thats fuckin right Amanda
Ya thats fuckin right Amanda
7th July 2005
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BEVERLY HILLS THATS WHERE I WANT TO BEEEEEEEEEEE BITCHESS
28th June 2005
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I know you like to thiank your shit dont stank but lean a little bit closer cause your roses really smill like poooo