my mind has reached a blank level   
08:20pm 29/12/2003
mood: blank
music: Pink Floyd - Welcome to the Machine
I'm not happy with any one right now. not even rush and thats bad. its like he targets me for my problums now and hunts them down. jessica ........... well lets not go there....... my sister ha!. im just gona lay in my room for a wile and rot and thing of shit. this week end I cleaned out all of the garage and no salt & pepper shakers!!!! like i told the bitch. I did how ever found new shit to sell for a yard sale and made room to hide from my room mate when she's drunk or high. I just dont like her she doesnt do anything productive and when I make her look slow and not doing anything to help the house she gets pissed and wants to kick me out. fuck her. did she even step one foot out side her room when I was doing this no. she's gona start shit tonight because I did what I said I would do. ohhh haha speaken of da bitch. justin drops me off at home from hot topics thanx again by the way. I get inside and she asked where he was going for the week end. I said over to his girl friends and she gets flustered and was bitchy and says "arnt to jelous?" "no im not, im happy for him and I hope it works out. hopefully he could be happy with her." and is exactly how i feel and she stared at me like huh? i just think its funny. I cant stand the bitch. and i scare her. I fot fish nets and im gona look like a whore tomarow just for her gona do my goth make up its gona be wonderfull.

Song for the moment

Pink Floyd - Welcome to the Machine

Welcome my son, welcome to the machine.
Where have you been? It's alright we know where you've been.
You've been in the pipeline, filling in time, provided with toys and
'Scouting for Boys'.
You bought a guitar to punish your ma,
And you didn't like school, and you know you're nobody's fool,
So welcome to the machine.

Welcome my son, welcome to the machine.
What did you dream? It's alright we told you what to dream.
You dreamed of a big star, he played a mean guitar,
He always ate in the Steak Bar. He loved to drive in his Jaguar.
So welcome to the machine.


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